if i didn't meet you

"If I Hadn't Met You" Author: Mu Qingzhi

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Where would I be if I hadn't met you

How is life going, should life be cherished

Maybe know someone, live an ordinary life

I don't know if it will be, but there is love as sweet as honey

Don't let time flow by, I only care about you

Willing to infect your breath

Life geometry can get a confidant

It's not a pity to lose the power of life

so i beg you don't let me leave you

I can't feel any affection except you

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No matter what happens, as long as you talk to me well, I won't be angry

Because I found out that I really love you

how about you?

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Content tags: sadomasochistic love affair

Search keywords: Protagonist: Gu Qing, Luo Yuanhui┃Supporting actor: Li Xingzhang┃Others: Urban

☆、Chapter 1

Just like the night before, what I saw when I opened my eyes tonight was still a lifeless darkness.

My name is Gu Qing, I am a boy.

I live in a very luxurious house. In the eyes of many people, I am a child of a rich family and live a very happy life.

Whenever those unfamiliar peers cast envious glances at me, only I know that my childhood was actually the same as the house I lived in, luxurious on the outside, deserted and empty on the inside.

Remember which book said that people must be content, how many people have a harder life than you.Think about it differently, and you will know how happy you are living now.

So we have to be a person who is beneficial to the society.

It seems to make sense, but there seems to be no use.

Every time I'm alone at home, the people on the TV are shaking.

A part-time auntie came to clean the house when the time came, and she left after the work was done, as if she didn't see me on the sofa, and she didn't care whether I had eaten or not.

The content on TV seemed vivid, but I wasn't in the mood to appreciate it.

When I was a child, I had a cold and a fever, and there was no one at home, so I had to get up to boil water and take medicine by myself. In middle school, I tripped over a motorcycle while riding a bicycle and broke my leg, so I recuperated at home for half a month.

Whenever this happens, I often think, how can a person who has never been loved know what love feels like, so how can he love others?

My parents visit me every once in a while, but they seem to have a lot going on with each other, and they're never seen together.

I used to foolishly look forward to them, and even prepared meals to wait for them to come back, but in the end, I mostly ate the cold meals alone.

Afterwards, I stopped thinking about them so much, and life suddenly seemed easier.

I came into this world not because of love.

One day, my parents gave me a card when I was 14 years old. They probably thought that I had grown up and had reached the age of spending money.

In fact, I want to tell them that I am not short of money.I'd rather be alone with this lifeless room than this.

But seeing their faces, the words came to their lips, but they couldn't speak.

I never asked them what they do every day, so I don't know why I was made by them.

But at that time, for the first time, I received something from my parents on my birthday.Obviously feeling that they didn't care about me at all, they still carefully put the two cards into the cabinet.

When I was 16 years old, I didn't want to be so sympathetic as before, immersed in my childhood and couldn't extricate myself.

Because there is a lot of money, I have a lot of material things, and no one tells me what to do with the paper, so my mind is what it is.

Sometimes when the interest comes up, I will buy a lot of limited edition shoes to fill the room, but I never wear them, and I may also throw away the food I just bought, just because I am tired of looking at them.

Gradually, I got used to having more fun outside at night.

So, I got to know a lot of people.

There are all kinds of colors, there are all kinds of people, men and women, tall and short, fat.But the biggest difference between them and me is that they can laugh.

I don't know what they are happy about every day, but when I see that group of people getting together, I always feel that the aura they emit is very attractive to me.

A man who was more familiar with me, he was in his 30s, pulled me to a corner, took out a bag of things from his pocket, and gave it to me.

I took it, turned around and went into the toilet.

I know what this is, I've seen it in a book.My hands were not shaking, and my mood was calm.

After confirming that there was no one outside, I slipped out of the toilet and walked home silently.

It doesn't really matter, but I don't need that thing.Since then, I haven't been to that place again.

Although the time was short, I still learned one thing there, which is that I can laugh even when I am not happy.

How good.

After a while, it became quiet again.

Adolescence should have been restless, but in my Mood for Love, it seemed to disappear.

Every day when I see my classmates start discussing the opposite sex cautiously, their faces have a strange brilliance.But I haven't found any girl who can make me tempted, but I prefer to watch boys sweating on the basketball court.

Once again, I had an accident when we were playing together, and I was hit by a tall boy and broke my knee. I didn't feel angry either.

I seem to have discovered something.

In the summer of the second year of high school, the hot sun scorched the earth.

Reading or not is meaningless to me. Some people need to work hard to get things. I don't have such a goal.

The ideal of life, or having a good future, or what I want most, the students around me are all pursuing.

And I didn't.

So I don't really understand, I obviously feel that the content of the class is boring, and the teacher's words have a hypnotic effect, but I still don't have the idea of ​​skipping class.

Every morning, I wear a clean school uniform, complete the teacher's homework, and frown every time I encounter a question that I can't do in the exam.

Really weird, right.

At noon, the school has a break. After I eat alone, I will go to another teaching building to rest.The building is not yet finished, and there are a few desks and chairs placed randomly in many classrooms. I found a classroom that was unlocked and used it as a place to rest at noon.

I don't like resting in the classroom, and I haven't had conflicts with my classmates, but there is no need to get tired of being with them all day.

Because I found out that what I like may be...

Lately when I think about this problem that has me struggling, my attitude is to let it run its course.The more I think about how to develop in the future, the more I will only make myself feel uncomfortable.

I just closed my eyes and rested for a while, when suddenly a voice came from my ear.

Few people come to this place, and it is possible to pass by by chance and take a walk in the stairwell after dinner.

I continued to close my eyes, waiting for the passers-by to leave.

After a while, I heard the sound of the door opening.

I couldn't help opening my eyes, and saw a handsome boy walking in, looked around for a while, found a desk and chair and sat down, with a book in his hand.

I just discovered this place a few days ago, so I can't rule out the possibility that he came first.

This boy is very quiet, and there is no sound when turning the pages of the book.But I still frowned after he came in, and I wanted to be alone for a while at noon.

He got up and patted his clothes, then took big strides to leave the classroom.

"Hello." The boy said, "Go on to sleep, I won't disturb you."

His tone of voice was sincere, but I didn't act at all.The man I saw looked good, but even if I had that kind of obsession, it didn't mean that I would jump on a man whenever I saw him.

Before leaving the classroom, I glanced back at him.

Then, I stopped.

It is precisely because of this inadvertent little action that my future life will be different.In retrospect, I don't know what my motivation was for turning back, and it could have been just a sore shoulder relaxing.

What I remember very clearly is why I stopped, because when I turned my head, the boy was also looking at me, looking like he wanted to talk to me.

I am very familiar with this expression. When I was a child, every time my parents came back and left for a short time, I immediately saw this expression on the glass.

I walked over and the boy looked quite surprised.

"What's the matter? Do you know me?" I asked him.

"No." The boy pretended to flip through the textbook with his hands, but stopped quickly.

I always feel that he still has something to say, but I don't know why he doesn't say it.

A few minutes passed quickly, and we were silent with each other.

"what's your name?"

The boy glanced at me, "Luo Yuanhui."

"I see Gu Qing."

After introducing myself, I saw that he still didn't speak, so I planned to leave.

When I first walked to the door, Luo Yuanhui said behind me: "Nice to meet you."

It's the first time anyone has said that to me.I turned around and smiled at him.

The author has something to say: a point flashed in my mind, and the beginning came out

☆、Chapter 2

I looked around and didn't find another unlocked classroom, so I looked towards that classroom.

The sun was very fierce, and the hot sun scorched the floor as if it was going to smoke.Leaving the teaching building, I walked in the direction of the classroom.

As soon as I lay down on the desk in the classroom, a wave of drowsiness hit me. There were many noisy voices in the classroom, but in this space, I gradually fell asleep peacefully.

I bought a few sets of good-quality school uniforms outside the school. It is not so stuffy to wear in summer. During the lunch break, I only feel warm on my body, and my ears are full of the whirring sound of fans.

I felt that someone was patting me on the shoulder, and when I got up, the class bell had already rang.The boy wearing glasses next to me is my deskmate. He has a dull personality, but he is a good person.

The weather was so hot that I really couldn't hold on during class, and more than half of the students in the class were already drowsy. The numbers on the blackboard were like crawling bugs.

In the first year of senior high school, I chose science as a division of arts and sciences, but in fact I didn't like any of the nine subjects, but I heard that boys are suitable for them.

However, although I don't hate studying, I really can't listen to it. In the first class in the afternoon, my eyelids were as heavy as a piece of iron.

After finally surviving school, I felt relaxed when I heard the bell, and the inexplicable fatigue from the previous class disappeared at that moment.

On the way back with my schoolbag on my back, there are many boys on the basketball court who rushed to occupy the court after class, but today I am not in the mood to play with them.

I haven't gone out for several nights, and now all I can think about is where to go to hang out.

I was walking briskly when I suddenly heard someone calling me.

I don’t have many friends in this school. People may think that I am different from them. People’s sixth sense is very accurate. This invisible barrier will separate me from everyone.

I didn't intend to turn back, but there was a sound of footsteps behind me, and after a while, the owner of the sound came to me.

It was the boy named Luo Yuanhui.

I really don't know why he stopped me, but it's just a meeting. Is it necessary to be so enthusiastic?

"Gu Qing." He panted slightly, "I called you several times from behind."

Well, of course I heard it. I'm not deaf, but I just don't want to stop and wait for you.

Seeing that I was frowning not very happy, his expression was a little embarrassed, "Why, are you in a hurry?"

"Yes." Simple and neat answer.

He tugged at the strap of his schoolbag, "Alright then, goodbye." Then he walked away by himself.

I don't think it's quite right, because his eyes are still the same as in the afternoon, and he told me something special first, but he couldn't say it.

Alas, this feeling of being wanted to be close to me really makes me quite concerned, but since I'm not familiar with him, I really can't guess what he wants to say to me.But I think I have nothing special in my studies, why would his seemingly good student, obedient card, want to find love for you and talk to you?

The only obvious thing in school is that I look rich, and I am, but this is too outrageous, he can't ask me to borrow money, right?

This is too bullshit.

I couldn't figure it out, so I simply stopped thinking about it, put down my schoolbag when I got home, changed into my outfit, and went out.

This place is my new entertainment place, because of my experience, this bar is not as dangerous as last time, some people drink and flirt here.

Just when I thought of ordering drinks at the front desk, I suddenly found a waiter with a familiar face.

I closed my eyes and opened them again, and I saw Luo Yuanhui, wearing a uniform of a waiter, serving drinks to the guests.

If life can be as vivid as anime, there must be three black lines hanging on my forehead at this time.

This is too coincidental, right?Why didn't you find him during the investigation a few days ago?

Originally, I chose places where I had no school acquaintances as much as possible. I wasn't afraid of gossip, but when we met, there would be a kind of silent embarrassment and it was uncomfortable to play.

He secretly blocked the glass in front of him, and when he was about to sneak away, he just finished delivering wine to the guests and stopped me immediately when he saw me.

Really, this person is too familiar, don't you know that minors are not allowed to enter this kind of place?

I was an exception, of course, and stuffed a few banknotes to the front desk person, and this rule was immediately ignored.

Since I didn't want him to trot after me, I stopped and waited for him this time.

"Why are you here?" Luo Yuanhui looked at me up and down, "You don't want to go clubbing, do you?"

His brows furrowed, and I snorted, and retorted, "You're not here yet."

"I work nights here."

"Looks like bars don't accept minors."

He didn't respond, "I'm a senior in high school, one year older than you, and my relatives are here, just come to help make extra money."

A third-year student is busy studying, but he has to come here to work. How poor is his family, or is he already saving for college tuition?

Luo Yuanhui frowned at first, but seeing that I didn't really want to talk to him, he didn't say anything more.Instead, he took me to a seat and sat down, and ordered me a glass of orange juice.

My face is almost wrinkled into a rag, but I just met my schoolmates here, why am I so cowardly, I am here to drink, to have fun, what does drinking orange juice mean?

But there is an inexplicable feeling of being cared for, and being a senior is still very good.

So, I really sat obediently in that position, biting a straw and drinking orange juice.Luo Yuanhui still has to work, so he will come over to chat with me when he is free.

So I sat on the chair and turned my eyes around his figure.

Ok, I admit I'm bored.

Maybe it's because I have nothing to do, or maybe it's because of the poor lighting. After staring at him for a long time, I think he looks good in uniform.

As soon as this idea first came to me, I felt that it was quite correct for a moment, so I took a closer look at him.

The figure is quite tall, but it looks quite slender, because I am studying in school, I don’t have much time to exercise, but I don’t like boys who are too strong...

Why didn't I find out before, he looks really good-looking.

The face that had been staring at me slowly approached me, until Luo Yuanhui walked in front of me, he still looked at his face straight.

A hand waved in front of me, "What's wrong with you?"

I don't know, maybe I'm having a convulsion.

I wiped the saliva that was almost left on the corner of my mouth, ignoring the irregular heartbeat just now.Why didn't I find out before, it turns out that I am a color control.

Being so close, his skin seems to be able to pinch water...

In the next second, his face was contorted.

Of course it wasn't because I found out my dirty thoughts, but because I really grabbed his face.

"It hurts, what are you doing?" Luo Yuanhui slapped my hand away.

The warm touch on my fingers disappeared all of a sudden, I shook my fingers, and I wanted to touch his eyes when I wanted to go up and pinch, so I stopped my hands wisely.

In order to conceal my thoughts, I expressed my apology to him very seriously, and to show my sincerity, I planned to buy him something to eat.

"You wait." After saying this, I turned around and left the hotel.

I found a restaurant nearby. People who just finished work were very tired and hungry. Although I have never worked part-time, it is common for me to be hungry after playing every night.

Carrying a bowl of packed hot rice, some dry food and fruit, when he returned to the bar, Luo Yuanhui looked very surprised.

"Brother, in order to express my apology, you can accept these things." I piled the things on the table and called his senior brother to be close to him.

He seemed surprised, "Why, you bought so many things?"

I nodded, the first thing to please someone is to send something, and the best thing is to send food.

Seeing that he seemed unwilling to accept it, I said that if he didn't accept it, he would not accept my apology, and half-forced the things to him.

He looked at the small pile of food in front of him, then at me, and suddenly said "thank you".

I feel baffled, how to say this, didn't I pinch his face first?He looked quite angry just now, why is he so polite now.

However, polite people are very popular there, and when others say thank you, they won't be in a bad mood no matter what.

So Luo Yuanhui's image in my heart has added another point.

To be honest, even though I didn't care about him this afternoon, it's really amazing that I have developed so much affection for him in such a short period of time.

When I have free time, I chat with Luo Yuanhui. He has a good temperament. Most people who have met me avoid me and don’t have a good impression, but he seems to be different from others, and the little things in life are also very funny.

Sometimes he can't help being amused by the jokes he tells, and his personality is also very cute.

And it's nice to smile too.

Although I didn't see any prey tonight, talking with Luo Yuanhui was a kind of enjoyment.

It's already 10:30 in the evening, but there are still many people in the bar.

I plan to sit here for a while and see when Luo Yuanhui leaves work.

I might be really lucky today, as soon as I had an idea in my heart, Luo Yuanhui came to me and said: "I can get off work at eleven o'clock."

I nodded, and I could watch him for another half hour.

"Do you often come to the bar?" Luo Yuanhui asked me.

"No." In order to maintain a little image, I lied, "Because I'm in a bad mood today and there's no one at home, so I don't really want to go home."

Luo Yuanhui looked at me and reached out to touch my head.

Since I was a child, no one has ever done such an intimate gesture to me. Those hands are very warm, and my heart seems to be infected.

I feel a little embarrassed.

His face was a little hot, and when he was looking down at the floor, he heard him say, "It's so late, I'll take you home after I get off work."

When I looked up, I met Luo Yuanhui's dark eyes, and he was smiling at me.

There seemed to be a happy seed sprouting in my heart. This kind of surprise came too fast, which surprised me a lot.

The expression on his face seemed uncontrollable, "Okay."

The author has something to say: Good morning everyone, No.1 said it was written quite smoothly

☆、Chapter 3

Walking on the way home for the first time, I felt as if I could fly.Every time I thought of that empty home before, I felt inexplicably conflicted.

After coming out of the bar, the night wind blows away the irritability of the summer night, and the stars in the night sky are extraordinarily bright.

Luo Yuanhui took out his glasses from his schoolbag and put them on. I used to think that people who wear glasses don't look very good, but he looks good after wearing them.

Sure enough, it doesn't matter how handsome a person is.

Slowly narrowing the distance with this person, like being a thief, does anyone feel very happy.

"Does your family know that you work at night?" I asked him, staring at his face by the way.

This is unbelievable, Luo Yuanhui's skin is like porcelain, glowing Dandan under the street lamp, and his eyelashes are very long.

It is said that the eyes are the windows to the soul, and a person with a pair of clear eyes must be very beautiful.

"My mother knows, otherwise I wouldn't dare to come." He answered me lightly, and turned his head to look at me.

This stare made my heart beat faster, I've always doubted my sexuality, but no one has ever made me feel that way.

I felt my cheeks getting hot, and in order to prevent the halazi in my mouth from ruining my image, I quickly turned my eyes away.

"How many people are there in your family? Do you have older brothers and sisters? Or younger brothers?"

Luo Yuanhui was silent for a while, "I only have one mother."

The atmosphere suddenly became dignified, what about his father?Divorced or dead?And not even brothers and sisters, it is really miserable enough.

I felt an inexplicable embarrassment began to spread in the air, and I was embarrassed to speak again. Sometimes I just looked down at the overlapping shadows of the two of us on the road.

When we arrived at the door, I really didn't say a word to him.

I peeked at his expression on the way, but his lips were pursed and he didn't frown, but I don't think he was very happy.Of course, that's what happens to anyone who hears something they're not happy about, and I'm not sure what would happen if someone said to my face that my parents never cared about me, that I was like an orphan.

When standing at the door of the house, I took out the key to open the door. Before, I always felt that going back to this house was a difficult process, but today, with this person standing beside me, the unhappiness in my heart seemed to disappear all of a sudden.

Taking a sneak peek at Luo Yuanhui, he noticed that his expression was very subtle. He seemed to be surprised, and kept staring at the room.

Is it possible that I have never seen this kind of house before? Even if I can’t afford a luxurious house, there should be a TV at home. Isn’t this kind of house very common on TV?Although the house was indeed more exaggerated than what was seen on TV, the reaction was too great.

I turned my face away, imitating Luo Yuanhui's expression, and opened my mouth wide, trying to experience this feeling.

Just opening his mouth wide enough to stuff an egg in, Luo Yuanhui suddenly said, "Then I'll go back."

I closed my wide mouth and almost bit my tongue, "No, let's go in and sit for a while."

"Don't go in and disturb me so late."

Don't be so polite, even if you sleep in my house tonight, I'm fine with it.Of course, I am embarrassed to say such direct words, so I turned around a little, "There is no one in my house, can you come in and talk to me?"

In order not to look like a pervert, I tried my best to look at him like a poor uncared child.

Sure enough, Luo Yuanhui's heart softened. After thinking for a while, he finally agreed to go in and have a conversation with me.

I was so happy at the time, I couldn't help but jumped up, and even turned a few times after landing.

Realizing that I had lost my composure, I looked at his expression out of the corner of my eye and found that he was just smiling at me.

Scratching my face, I opened the door and let him in with me.

I haven't showered yet, it's normal for an old man not to bathe for two or three days, but today in front of Luo Yuanhui, I feel that I'm so sloppy that I don't look good.

There are still a few things that can be eaten at home. I took out the biscuits that have been stored for a long time to entertain him. The expiration date has not expired, so they should still be edible.

Luo Yuanhui glanced at the room, hesitated, "Are your parents busy? They won't come back at this point."

The water that was about to boil the hot water paused, and I glanced at the house, "They seldom come back, I always live by myself."

"Yes, just looking at this house, you can tell that your parents are not easy."

I can only smile bitterly in my heart, I don't know how easy it is for them, but they probably don't regard me as their son.

I turned on the kettle and sat beside him in a daze, counting silently how long it had been since I had seen them.

There was a sudden pressure on my head, which pulled my swaying heart back.

Luo Yuanhui stroked my head lightly and gently.Because he was very close, it might be my illusion, he seemed to be comforting me.

It's like knowing how sad I am at the moment.

My ears felt a little hot, and I couldn't help but say, "It's so late, why don't you spend the night here tonight."

I didn't expect that I would say this sentence suddenly, I thought I could take it slowly, but the beating feeling in my heart was too intense.

Luo Yuanhui frowned, "No, if I don't go, my mother will worry about me."

Originally, I wanted his elder brother to call home to report, but seeing his appearance, I didn't want to embarrass him, so I compromised all of a sudden, and I didn't force him to stay anymore.

Luo Yuanhui ate a few biscuits, and before the red flower had time to take out to entertain him, he had already stared at the clock hanging on the wall, and said politely that he should go.

"What's your phone number?" I asked him hastily.

"I do not have a phone."

Originally, I wanted to get his phone number so that I could contact him conveniently, but I didn't expect this to happen.I should have thought of it earlier, a senior high school student has to work part-time at night, it must be very difficult at home.

I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I was embarrassed to say the next words.

"I'm in Class 27, Senior Three, which class are you in?"

I froze for a moment before remembering to answer, "Class 15, Senior Two."

Luo Yuanhui laughed, his smile looked very pretty under the moonlight, and he patted my head lightly, "Then I'll find you when I'm free."

The surprise came too fast, I just remember my head nodding like a motor.

Luo Yuanhui waved to me and left.

Until his figure had disappeared around the corner, I was still staring blankly in that direction.

Back in the house, the corners of my raised mouth still couldn't come down.Everything was amazing today, it was a rollercoaster ride.

But what I can be sure of is that I am very happy now, even the house that is not pleasing to the eye, now because of Luo Yuanhui's visit, everything in the house looks so vibrant.

I undressed and took a bath, warm water ran across my cheeks, and when I closed my eyes, Luo Yuanhui's face appeared in my mind.

Suddenly choking on water, it was really strange, how could such mentally retarded things happen to me.

Wrapped in a bathrobe, I dragged my warm body to the room, and after turning off the light, I quickly fell asleep.

I hope tomorrow will come sooner, for tomorrow, I am full of expectations.

The author has something to say: the progress of this pair is inexplicably fast...

☆、Chapter 4

The next day, I woke up before dawn.

It's been a long time since I tried to get up so early, and I didn't go to bed very early last night, so it's probably because I was too excited that my body's hormones were no longer normal.

It doesn't matter, fortunately, I slept very comfortably last night. Thinking of Luo Yuanhui, I felt my body suddenly full of strength, and I stood up from the bed like a carp.

I have never thought that this house is so beautiful. Before leaving for school, an inexplicable feeling appeared in my heart, which made the corners of my mouth unconsciously rise.

I didn't doze off during class, and of course I didn't hear clearly what the teacher was saying. I just wanted to wait for the moment when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, so that I could rush out of the classroom as soon as possible.

He is a third-year student in high school, and he must be very busy with his studies, so I plan to wait until the time between classes for exercises before disturbing him.

Although it is not at the same level that you need to travel a lot to meet each other, but you can call him a senior, and you can imagine that it is very sua.

The time of the first two classes passed quickly, sitting on the chair, I imagined Luo Yuanhui's face, his beautiful eyes, lightly pursed lips, and the warm hands gently stroking my hair.

Time quickly slipped away from my fantasies.

Pulling the small bag on the desk in my hand, I ran out as soon as the get out of class bell rang, leaving the teacher stunned on the podium.

When I ran to the back door of class 27, the teacher was still teaching, but no one seemed to reject it. After all, the pressure of study was heavy, but some people couldn't bear it anymore and fell asleep on the table.

My eyes were fixed on Luo Yuanhui. He was wearing a school uniform with a straight back.

How can someone have such a good-looking back?

The teacher finally finished the topic, and several students rushed out of the classroom and ran to the toilet.

Originally expecting that Luo Yuanhui would also come out for a walk, but he simply cleaned up the textbooks on the table, and then lay his upper body on the table.

I remembered that I had to work part-time every night, and the pressure of studying was also great, so I must be very tired.

The mood of wanting to talk to him disappeared immediately. He is so tired, it is better to let him have more time to rest.

Cautiously and lightly walked to him, there was a pile of tall textbooks on the desk, looking like it could bury people in it.

Putting the packet on the textbook, his deskmate was looking at me curiously.But I didn't plan to talk to him, it's better not to make a sound, it would be bad if Luo Yuanhui was disturbed to sleep.

Just as he turned around, a small voice came from behind, "Gu Qing?"

The foot that was about to step forward stopped immediately, and when I turned my head, I saw Luo Yuanhui looking at me. At that moment, I felt as if I had been hit in the chest.

He immediately noticed the small black bag on the book, pointed to it and said to me, "Your?"

I nodded.

"What's in here?"

"Some food." And a cell phone.

Give him a mobile phone for no other reason. You said that he doesn't even have a communication tool on weekdays. It's so troublesome to find someone. I don't want to see him only at school.

Yuan Hui looked at the small bag, as if thinking about something.At this moment, his deskmate suddenly said, "How do you know he didn't have breakfast?"

"Do you often skip breakfast?"

Yuan Hui looked a little embarrassed, avoided my eyes, picked up the small bag, took my arm and led me out of the classroom.

When I came to a relatively quiet place, I still couldn't recover from it, because I thought that he might be hungry every morning, no wonder I felt that he was very tired.

I just feel distressed.

I always felt that it was impossible for him to accept my things. When he was preparing his lines, I said first: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"Forehead?"

I patted him on the shoulder, with a clear and righteous look, "It's okay, senior, I don't know a few seniors, and last night was fate, take my things, and you have to cover up more in the future." Follow me."

Such a righteous remark, I feel that it can resolve my embarrassment of giving a gift suddenly. When I was waiting for him to accept my things, I felt that his expression seemed to be even more embarrassed.

Did I say something wrong?

There was a bit of embarrassment in the air, and I thought if it didn't work out, should I tell him directly.

Yuan Hui opened his mouth and looked at me, "I don't know how to fight, maybe I can't cover you."

I was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that my words might not be so appropriate. For someone like him who has learned well, our thoughts may not be on the same line.

So I immediately changed my words, anyway, no matter what he said, it was right, "ah, you just need to cover me more in studies, don't you think I can't even speak well?"

Yuan Hui nodded, "If you have any problems in the future, you can come to me after school."

I nodded sharply and pointed at the small bag with my finger, "I haven't eaten yet, so hurry up and eat some."

Looking forward to seeing him open the small bag, it contained some pastries and milk, but unfortunately I couldn’t bring the thermos, otherwise I would not be willing to let him drink cold milk.

"It's expensive." Yuan Hui flipped through the dim sum and asked me.

I have no idea about money. In my eyes, the only expensive things are some famous brands worth tens of thousands. Are these snacks expensive? They are only a few dozen dollars. If there are too many at home, I will throw them away somewhere.

But I realize that I can't say that, because in this world, I am obviously different from him, and I don't want to cause a gap between us because of our different concepts.

"It's all given by others. I still have a lot at home. You can eat as much as you want. I can't finish it all by myself. It's a waste to leave it alone."

Yuan Hui seemed relieved and found a place to sit down.I also took a pastry from my bag and tore open the package,