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Shen Jiahe didn't want to leave Niannian to Jingwu's care, so he took Niannian to Wei Yan's yard and informed him, Wei Yan readily agreed.

Nian Nian was naturally very happy, but seeing Shen Jiahe's sullen face, she felt a little uneasy, and said, "Father Shen, what's wrong with you? Are you still sick?"

Shen Jiahe forced a smile and said: "My illness has long since recovered, so you don't have to worry about me. Go play by yourself, I want to stay alone for a while. Just play in the yard, don't run far."

Nian Nian obediently replied "Yes" and went out.

Autumn is getting stronger, the beautiful trees in the courtyard are becoming more and more bleak, and the autumn wind is blowing, and the fallen leaves are rustling.

Shen Jiahe sat in front of the window, watching this scene, feeling more and more sad in his heart.He felt like a marionette, being played with in the palm of his hand.He hated the person who played with him, but hated himself even more.He has always been skeptical about Pei Yi's amnesia, but subconsciously he wants to believe that Pei Yi really has amnesia, so he keeps hinting to himself that Pei Yi really has amnesia, Pei Yi really has amnesia...he makes himself Believe what you want to believe.Now, the truth was revealed unexpectedly, what he believed was all false, and he was outraged.

But why is he angry?

He doesn't care about Pei Yi at all. Is it something to be angry about being cheated by someone who doesn't care?

"In my opinion, the relationship between you and Shizi is different from the past."

"During the two days you were unconscious, you kept calling someone's name."

There seemed to be a boulder on his chest, making him unable to breathe.

Shen Jiahe didn't want to think about it anymore, he didn't dare to think about it anymore.Whether that person has real amnesia or fake amnesia, it has nothing to do with him, he just needs to live his own life well.He is not alone now, he still has Nian Nian, he has to make plans for Nian Nian's future.He can't escape anymore, he can't let Nian Nian follow him to live a life of ups and downs and precarity.He can only stay, stay in this place he hates the most.But what to do after staying... He had to think about it.

"Daddy Shen!" Nian Nian suddenly ran in, handed him an envelope, and said, "Your letter."

"Who gave it to you?" Shen Jiahe took it over, seeing the handwriting on the envelope, the anger that had just been suppressed suddenly surged.

"Uncle Yifeng gave it."

"Okay, let's go play."

Shen Jiahe hesitated for a long time, but finally opened the letter.

"When I woke up this morning, I felt that I loved you."

Only this short sentence.

Shen Jiahe sneered and tore the letter paper into pieces.

From this day on, Shen Jiahe received a letter almost every day, but he never opened it to read it, and just threw it in the drawer casually.

From this day on, he and Wei Lin looked down and saw each other, but Wei Lin treated him like a stranger and never said a word to him.Although a little sad, this is the best result.

In a blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival is here.

The full moon hangs high in the sky, like a wheel like a disk like a mirror.

The moonlight poured down, coating everything in the world with a layer of silver.

The princess held a night banquet, and the whole house celebrated.

The excitement belonged to them and had nothing to do with Shen Jiahe.

He brought some of Nian Nian's favorite dishes from the kitchen, as well as a plate of moon cakes, a jug of wine, and a few persimmons, and placed them on the stone table in the courtyard.He usually doesn't drink alcohol, but today he inexplicably wants to have a drink or two.Sitting opposite each other, one big and one small, although a little deserted, but also comfortable.

In the past, Shen Jiahe disliked Mid-Autumn Festival and Spring Festival the least, because he had no family members.

Now, he has a son and a younger brother. Although he regrets that his younger brother is not around, he still feels happy.

Nian Nian looked at it but was a little sleepy, completely lost her usual vivacity.

Shen Jiahe knew that he was missing his parents, so he hugged him on his lap, pointed to the moon, and said, "Have you heard the story of Chang'e flying to the moon?"

Niannian tilted her head and leaned against his arms, shook her head slightly, and said, "No."

Shen Jiahe started to tell the story, and Niannian was quickly aroused and listened with great interest.After the story was finished, Niannian suddenly felt a little lost again, and said, "Isn't it lonely for Sister Chang'e to live alone on the moon?"

Shen Jiahe said: "No, because after a good person dies, his soul will float to the moon to be with Chang'e."

Nian Nian paused, and said: "Then my father and mother also live on the moon now?"

Shen Jiahe said: "Of course."

Niannian looked up at the moon and shouted loudly: "Father! Mother! I miss you so much!"

The breeze blew and the tree shadows swayed. Shen Jiahe stroked Nian Nian's head and said, "They heard it."

Nian Nian fell asleep in his arms at some point.

Shen Jiahe carried him into the house, gently put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, tiptoed out, and still came to the courtyard, and sat down at the table.

Pour half a cup of sweet-scented osmanthus wine for yourself, and slowly pour it into your mouth.Not spicy, with some osmanthus aroma and a little sweetness, surprisingly delicious.Fill a glass, raise it to invite the bright moon, and then drink it up.Just like this, I poured and drank by myself, and drank a pot of sweet-scented osmanthus wine in a short time.But he didn't know that although sweet-scented osmanthus wine was sweet, it was strong.When I was about to get up, I couldn't get up anymore, I just felt like I was floating in the sky, and everything in front of me became in a trance.He leaned on the table and fell asleep.

Wei Yan returns from the banquet.

He and Bian Xun were on the left and right, supporting the drunk Wei Lin, and as soon as they entered the courtyard, they saw Shen Jiahe who was lying drunk among the flowers and under the moonlight.

"You help Lin'er go in," Wei Yan said, "feed him some hangover soup and let him sleep."

Bian Xunying, helped Wei Lin away alone.

Wei Yan walked to Shen Jiahe's side, took off his cloak, covered him, then sat down, picked up the jug and wanted to pour a glass of wine, but the jug was empty, and couldn't help laughing.Putting down the jug, turned slightly sideways, resting his head on his hand, leaning against the side of the table, his eyes fell on Shen Jiahe's sleeping face.

The creator is too eccentric, and he has carved him so perfectly that there is not a single flaw to be found.

Wei Yan stretched out his hand to brush away a strand of messy hair hanging down his cheek, and his fingertips accidentally touched his skin, which was smooth and soft, like satin and jade.Involuntarily, she gently placed her hand on his face, rubbing it gently.

Just such a simple touch aroused desire.

Wei Yan considers himself to be a cold and indifferent person, with little desire for love, and bed matters have always been dispensable to him.He is approaching his age, but the number of times he has been in love with others can be counted on the fingers, and he has never had a desire for a man.Shen Jiahe was the first man who aroused his desire, and even the first man who gave him such a strong lust.It's incredible.

"Jiahe." Wei Yan called out in a low voice.

Shen Jiahe slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were blurred, he stared blankly at him for a moment, then suddenly shed a tear, and slowly closed his eyes again.

The appearance of crying is also breathtakingly beautiful.

I just don't know who the tears are flowing for.

Wei Yan leaned over and kissed away the tear that was hanging on his lips.

Even beauty tears are bitter.

Wei Yan bent down and hugged Shen Jiahe horizontally, the sleeping person leaned softly on his chest, like a well-behaved cat.

After entering the house, he put the person on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and turned around to leave, but his hand was suddenly pulled.That hand was so cold that it was unbearable, and I wanted to hold it in my palm to warm it.

Wei Yan hesitated for a moment, sat down by the bed, and wrapped the white hand between his hands.

Shen Jiahe didn't wake up, her petal-like red lips moved slightly, whispering something.

Wei Yan listened to him, but still couldn't hear what he was muttering, only heard Pei Yi's name vaguely.

Wei Yan smiled, straightened up, looked at Shen Jiahe's sleeping face and sat quietly for a while, then withdrew his hand, got up and left.

The unsatisfied desire is still running in the blood, burning the body.

He didn't go back to his room, he walked out of the courtyard, walked through the silent palace after the banquet, and finally entered the courtyard of the crown prince.

Gongyang Suyun also drank two glasses of wine tonight, after the feast, washed up and fell asleep.

She has always been a light sleeper, and will wake up at the slightest movement.

The sound of the door opening woke her up. She lay on her side with her back to the door, and said softly, "Is it Shuzhi? I'm a little thirsty, pour me a cup of tea."

Although he didn't hear a reply, he heard the sound of tea being poured, and then footsteps.

Gongyang Suyun turned over, opened her eyes, saw the person sitting by the bed, she was surprised and happy, said: "Why are you here?"

Wei Yan smiled without saying a word, took a sip of tea, then leaned over, kissed Gongyang Suyun, put the tea into her mouth, and when she swallowed the tea, he took advantage of the opportunity to kiss deeply, turned on the bed, his hands were like snakes He crawled into her nightgown, curled up against her warm skin, held the plump snow milk, and kneaded it with moderate strength, causing her to gasp.After a while, the hand tossed and lowered, and the tentacles were wet and slippery.He turned over on her body, untied his belt, took off his obscene pants, revealing his high-spirited things, and was about to push in, when Gong Yang Suyun suddenly stepped back, and said tightly: "No, don't! It will hurt the child." Wei Wei Yan said in a hoarse voice, "I'll be more careful." After speaking, he went straight into the alley.

After the clouds dispersed and the rain rested, Gongyang Suyun rested his pillow on Wei Yan's shoulder, and said in silence for a long time, "You are a little unusual tonight."

Wei Yan stroked her arm, chuckled lightly, and said, "What's unusual?"

"I can't tell," Gongyang Suyun said, "It's just a feeling."

Wei Yan said: "This is a common problem of you women, you always like to think wildly."

Gongyang Suyun put his arms around him and said, "It would be great if I could be with you like this forever."

Wei Yan tilted his head to kiss her, and said, "You know it's impossible."

Gongyang Suyun was sad for a moment, and said: "How is the war going?"

Wei Yan said: "The army has already arrived at the city of Xunyang, and victory is in sight."

Gongyang Suyun said: "If he wins, will King Xiaoyao become the emperor?"

Wei Yan said: "That's natural."

Gongyang Suyun sighed and said, "I really hope they lose."

"How can you think so?" Wei Yan said, "Don't forget, your father and brother are also among them."

"I just... As long as I think about the days to come, I feel that life is better than death." Gongyang Suyun hugged him tightly, "I don't want any glory, wealth and honor, I just want to be with you."

Wei Yan said: "There will be a day."

Gongyang Suyun despaired: "Is there really?"

Wei Yan turned over to look at her, and said, "When King Xiaoyao becomes emperor, Pei Yi will naturally be the crown prince, and the child in your womb will be the grandson of the emperor, a legitimate heir to the throne. When our child becomes emperor, You are the empress dowager, you can have whatever you want."

Gongyang Suyun said sadly: "At that time, the time will be old and the youth will be gone. Even if you have everything, what's the fun?"

A trace of impatience flashed in Wei Yan's eyes, he stretched out his hand to hug Gongyang Suyun into his arms, and said softly: "Don't think about it, go to sleep, I should go too."

Gongyang Suyun said: "You can leave after I fall asleep."

Wei Yan said: "Okay."

When Shen Jiahe woke up, he felt a splitting headache.

Niannian sat beside him and looked at him, saying: "Father Shen, you finally woke up, the sun is drying your ass."

Shen Jiahe sat up and looked out the window, the sun was already shining brightly.He hurriedly got up, thinking about it, but he couldn't remember how he got back to the house.

After having breakfast with Niannian, and telling him to read in the room obediently, Shen Jiahe went to find Wei Yan.

Wei Yan was reading a book, without raising his head, he said: "It's nothing to do today, just rest." Shen Jiahe was about to leave, but Wei Yan said again: "Since I can't bear the strength of alcohol, I will drink less in the future, so as not to hurt my body. "

Shen Jiahe was taken aback, and said: "Last night...you sent me back to my room?"

Wei Yan nodded.

Shen Jiahe thanked him awkwardly, turned around and left.

When he came out, he ran into Wei Lin.

Shen Jiahe had already gotten used to his indifference, and was about to pass him by like a stranger like before, but unexpectedly, Wei Lin stopped him: "Wait a minute."

Shen Jiahe's heart skipped a beat, stood still, looked at Wei Lin, and asked anxiously, "Is there something wrong?"

Wei Lin said coldly: "Come with me."

Shen Jiahe didn't know what he wanted, but he was very happy that Wei Lin was willing to talk to him, so he followed obediently.

After entering a room one after the other, Wei Lin found out a bundle and handed it to him, saying: "Your things."

Shen Jiahe saw that the bundle was indeed familiar, so he took it suspiciously, opened it, and found that there were several women's dresses, a dagger, a scroll of paintings, and a stack of bank notes inside.He remembered that when he was in Qingping Town, he was taken away by Xue Lian, and his baggage was left in the inn.But he didn't expect Wei Lin to help him keep it until now.

"Thank you." Shen Jiahe said sincerely.

Wei Lin said blankly, "You can go."

Shen Jiahe nodded, turned and left.

Wei Lin watched his back with pain in his eyes.

"Huh?" Nian Nian was holding a copy of "Three Character Classic", Nahan said: "Why did you come back so soon?"

"I have nothing to do today, I'm on vacation." Shen Jiahe put down the burden in his hands, glanced at him, and said helplessly, "The book is reversed."

Nian Nian hurriedly looked down, and sure enough, she held it upside down, so she simply put it aside, got off the chair with her short legs, and said, "Since it's a holiday, let's go out and play! I'm going to be suffocated if I stay indoors all day long." gone."

Shen Jiahe shook his head and said, "No." Before the war is over, this palace is the safest place.As long as you leave the palace, danger is everywhere.

Nian Nian said: "Then can I go to Uncle Jing to learn martial arts?"

Shen Jiahe sighed and said, "You can go if you want."

Nian Nian cheered and ran away in a hurry.

He was so angry that day that he wrongly blamed Jingwu.

Jingwu is just following orders, so what's wrong with it.

Shen Jiahe opened the bag, first picked up the dagger.It was given to him by Taxue, and it had saved his life more than once.However, things are different and people are different, things are still there, but people have disappeared.Shen Jiahe rubbed it for a moment, put away the dagger, and picked up the scroll.The picture scroll slowly unfolded, Wei Lin's portrait was revealed, and all the past flashed suddenly, Shen Jiahe smiled slightly, but felt sore in his heart.

Suddenly footsteps sounded behind him.

Shen Jiahe hurriedly rolled up the drawing paper, looked back, it was Yun Qing who came, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.But Jian Yunqing's face was pale, he looked very bad, he hurriedly signed and said: "What's wrong with you?"Is it sick?His face is so ugly.

Yun Qing shook her head, looked up at him, her eyes were full of anxiety.

Shen Jiahe had never seen him look like this before, his heart tightened, and he said: Did something happen?

Yun Qing just shook his head blindly.

Shen Jiahe said quickly: Tell me quickly, don't make me worry.

Yun Qing glanced at him, turned around to close the doors and windows, and then said in sign language: "Last night at Haishi, I saw... Mr. Wei entered the courtyard of the Imperial Concubine.

Shen Jiahe was startled suddenly, and said: Could it be that you misread it?

Yun Qing said: I can see clearly, there is absolutely no mistake.

Shen Jiahe was too shocked to speak.

In the middle of the night, what is Wei Yan's dead concubine doing there?

Even in the clear sky, Wei Yan, a man with a foreign surname, has no reason to set foot in the residence of the female relatives.

Shen Jiahe was puzzled and remained silent for a long time before saying: This matter is really extraordinary, you must not mention it to others, otherwise you will be killed.

Yun Qing nodded vigorously, and said: I will only tell you one person.

After a pause, he said again: What do you think is their relationship?

The answer is obvious.

However, Shen Jiahe shook his head and said: "What is their relationship? It has nothing to do with us. Just pretend you didn't see anything, don't act strange, don't say anything, don't do anything, and let this matter go to pieces." In the stomach, you know?

Yun Qing nodded.

Seeing that his eyes were bloodshot, Shen Jiahe said: Did you not sleep well last night?

Yun Qing shook his head.

Shen Jiahe said: Would you like to sleep with me for a while?

Yun Qing shook his head and said: This is the place of Mr. Wei, I am afraid.

Shen Jiahe said: Then go back to sleep quickly and stop thinking about it.

Yun Qing nodded, turned and left.

Shen Jiahe sat down, poured a full cup of tea, and drank it in one gulp, only then did he calm down a little.

He told Yun Qing not to think wildly, but he couldn't do it himself.

When did Wei Yan and Gongyang Suyun start?

Is the child in Gongyang Suyun's stomach Wei Yan's or Pei Yi's?

What is Wei Yan's intention?

The more Shen Jiahe thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he deeply felt that Wei Yan was an extremely terrifying person, playing with everyone in his hands.

He convinced himself like he convinced Yun Qing that this matter had nothing to do with him, he had the right to pretend he didn't know, and he must not meddle in other people's affairs and cause trouble for himself.

But when he saw Wei Yan again, Shen Jiahe couldn't remain indifferent, he would always stare at Wei Yan involuntarily.

How keen Wei Yan was, he quickly noticed something strange, raised his eyes to look at Shen Jiahe, and said with a slight smile: "You always look at me like this, I will think you have a crush on me."

Shen Jiahe lowered his eyes, studied the ink and said, "I just suddenly felt that you and Wei Lin were somewhat similar in birth."

"Really? This is the first time I've heard someone say that." Wei Yan put down his pen and said with a smile, "What do you think it looks like?"

Shen Jiahe said nonsense, "Eyes and nose."

Wei Yan looked at him meaningfully for a while, then smiled and said, "Could it be that you transferred your feelings for Lin'er to me?"

Shen Jiahe said: "How can feelings be transferred? Besides, I have long since given up on him."

"Really?" Wei Yan paused and said, "What about Pei Yi? Do you like him?"

Shen Jiahe said without hesitation: "I don't like it."

Wei Yan said: "So sure?"

Shen Jiahe remained silent.

Wei Yan looked at him with a smile, and said, "Then do you like me? It's not that kind of liking, just ordinary liking."

Shen Jiahe was silent for a moment, and said, "It doesn't matter whether you like it or not."

Wei Yan raised his eyebrows and said, "Then what can I do to please you? I really want you to like me."

Shen Jiahe put down the ink ingot and said: "The ink is finished, I'll go and pour you a cup of tea."

Wei Yan looked at his back with a smile on his face.

After finishing Wei Yan's affairs, it was already dusk, Shen Jiahe went to Jingwu's place to pick up Niannian.

After that day, he never saw Jing Wu again.Meeting now, the atmosphere is a bit awkward, neither of them know what to say.In the end, it was Shen Jiahe who spoke first, and said: "I had a bad tone that day, so don't take it to heart. I know that you are also obeying orders, and you have no choice."

Jing Wu smiled and said, "It's good if you don't get angry."

Shen Jiahe said: "Nian Nian still wants to trouble you to teach him for a while, I will find him a teacher after a while."

Jing Wu said: "No trouble." He paused, and then said: "The letter from the son...have you read it?"

Shen Jiahe said: "I only read one, what's wrong?"

Jing Wu was silent for a moment, and said: "I have written to tell Shizi that you have seen through his fake amnesia. You also know Shizi's temperament. Once you are involved, even big things will be ignored. Now the war is coming. At this critical moment, I’m worried that he will drop everything and come back to you, so you’d better read his letter, and if you can, write back to appease him. It’s not too late to think about it after the war.”

"You think too highly of me," Shen Jiahe laughed at himself, and said, "If he wins this battle, the whole world will be his. How could he leave the position of supremacy at his fingertips and come to look for me?"

Jing Wu said seriously: "Don't be stubborn, listen to my advice."

Shen Jiahe didn't speak any more, Jing Wu sighed and said, "Forget it, what am I going to do with my leisure time."

After dinner, after putting Nian Nian to sleep, Shen Jiahe took out all the letters piled in the drawer and put them on the table, sat silently for a long while, opening and reading one by one.

Each letter is only a short sentence or two.

"I'm hurt, feel sorry for me, okay?"

"Although old man Pei has a bad temper, he has real skills. I admire him a little."

"Thinking about you breaks my heart."

"Why didn't you write me back? I don't even want to fight anymore."

"Shen Jiahe!!! I'm going to be angry!!!"

"Everything I do is to start over with you, don't blame me, okay?"

"I'll go back and find you, let's talk clearly face to face."

Pei Yi must be crazy!

He actually ignored the war and ran back to find him.

The last letter was received three days ago.

From Xunyang to Fengze, it will take half a month at the fastest.

Half a month is enough to change the world.

Shen Jiahe was very upset and didn't know what to do.

He stood up and paced back and forth.

A gust of wind blows the table full of letter papers to the ground.

He hurriedly picked them up, folded them one by one, stuffed them back into the envelope, and put them back in the drawer.

Close the window, lie down on the bed, close your eyes, and think to yourself: "Go to hell!"

Ever since he read that letter, Shen Jiahe has been anxious all day long, and he doesn't know what he is worried about.

Seeing that the sycamore tree in the courtyard was about to lose all its leaves, Shen Jiahe counted the days, Pei Yi should be arriving soon.

But half a month later, Pei Yi did not arrive.

A few days later, there was still no sign of him.

Shen Jiahe became more and more uneasy.

I don't know if I am worried that Pei Yi will come, or that he will not come.

That night, Shen Jiahe had just fallen asleep when he suddenly heard a noise, sat up in shock, looked around by the light, but saw nothing.

He lay down again, tucked up the quilt for Nian Nian, just as he closed his eyes, his mouth was tightly covered by a hand.He opened his eyes suddenly, and it was Pei Yi's face that caught his eyes.

Shen Jiahe couldn't tell what he was feeling at this moment.

He just stared at Pei Yi's haggard face, his eyes sore.

Pei Yi raised the corner of his mouth and smiled at him, with a low and hoarse voice, said: "Jiahe, I'm back. Although you don't miss me, I miss you very much." He lowered his head, kissed the back of his hand, and said involuntarily He picked up Shen Jiahe and walked out quickly.

Shen Jiahe kept silent and let him fly up to the roof with his arms. After a few jumps, he fell into the courtyard where Pei Yi used to live. After entering the house, Pei Yi put him down.

The room was pitch black because there were no lights on.

Pei Yi stood opposite Shen Jiahe, staring at him with bright eyes.

"Still angry with me?" Pei Yi broke the silence.

Shen Jiahe said calmly: "Why should I be angry?"

Pei Yi said, "Because I lied to you by pretending to lose my memory."

Shen Jiahe smiled and said, "I don't care at all whether you have real amnesia or fake amnesia, does it have anything to do with me?"

Pei Yi was silent for a moment, and said, "What do I have to do before you forgive me?"

Shen Jiahe said lightly: "I never blamed you at all, how do you want me to forgive you?"

Pei Yi knelt down abruptly.

Shen Jiahe was startled, dodged to avoid it, and said, "What are you doing? Get up!"

Pei Yi looked up at him, and said in a deep voice, "So... can you forgive me?"

"You're crazy!" Shen Jiahe said, "Stand up quickly!"

Pei Yi said: "That's right, I'm crazy, I love you like crazy. For you, I can pretend to be crazy, I can bruise myself all over, I can run thousands of miles without sleep just to see you, I can abandon With all the dignity and pride, I would do anything just to get your forgiveness."

Shen Jiahe turned her head away from him and said, "I said, I have nothing to forgive."

Pei Yi said, "You're still blaming me. Then... can you forgive me?"

From the corner of Shen Jiahe's eyes, he caught a glimpse of a cold light, and when he looked back, he saw Pei Yi holding a dagger in his hand, stabbing straight at his chest.

"No!" Shen Jiahe exclaimed, rushing over to stop it.

When he grabbed Pei Yi's hand, the tip of the dagger had already pierced in, and the smell of blood immediately permeated the air.

Pei Yi looked into Shen Jiahe's eyes and asked in a deep voice, "Can you forgive me?"

Shen Jiahe held his hand tightly, his voice was full of pain, and said, "Why do you force me like this? Why?"

Pei Yi stabbed the dagger in again and grunted in pain. A stream of blood flowed down the corner of his mouth. He repeated stubbornly, "Can you...forgive me?"

Shen Jiahe's heart ached, and he shouted in despair: "Okay, I forgive you! I forgive you!"

Pei Yi laughed contentedly, pulled out the dagger and threw it on the ground, stretched out his arms to hug Shen Jiahe, and said weakly: "You can forgive me... that's really great. I'm sorry, Jiahe, I have nothing else to do, I I can only... can only force you in this way, and can only use this method... to ask for your forgiveness."

Tears welled up in his eyes, Shen Jiahe supported his heavy body, and said in pain: "I hate you, I hate you."

Pei Yi said in a low voice: "Hate it, as long as you are by my side... It doesn't matter if you hate me for the rest of your life..."

Shen Jiahe choked up and said, "Why are you doing this...why are you torturing me and yourself like this?"

Pei Yi's voice became weaker and weaker: "I don't want to do this either, I can't help it...Jiahe, I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while...Wake me up at dawn, I want to go back to Xunyang..." Voice Fang Luo, he passed out, and his whole body fell on Shen Jiahe.

"Pei Yi...Pei Yi!" Shen Jiahe was startled and frightened, and hurriedly dragged Pei Yi onto the bed with all his strength.His chest was already soaked in blood, Shen Jiahe tore off his clothes, revealing his scarred chest, then hurriedly found medicine for sores, sprinkled it on the wound with shaking hands, and wrapped it with gauze.After doing all this, he sat down on the edge of the bed exhausted, looking at Pei Yi's pale face, his heart was full of sadness.

This life...is that the way it is?Are you going to get entangled with this man to the end?

Since all resistance and struggle are futile, why not just give up?Yield to the claws of fate?This should lead to a happier life, right?

Shen Jiahe curled up and lay down beside Pei Yi, closed his eyes, and gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up in the bright morning light, there was nothing beside me.

She was covered with a brocade quilt, which was exactly the one Pei Yi put on last night.

When she lowered her eyes, she saw the note beside the pillow.

"Look at you sleeping soundly, I can't bear to wake you up. I'm going back to Xunyang, and I'll be back before winter comes, just wait for me obediently."

Shen Jiahe folded the note and put it away, feeling faintly worried.

Even a steel and iron frame can't bear such a non-stop running around, let alone he was injured.

Suddenly remembering that Niannian was alone, she hurriedly got out of bed and walked to the courtyard where Wei Yan lived.

As soon as he entered the courtyard, he bumped into Bian Xun head-on.

Bian Xun said: "Where did you go? Niannian was crying and looking for you early in the morning."

Shen Jiahe said: "Where is Nian Nian?"

Bian Xun said, "It's at the eldest son's place."

Shen Jiahe hurriedly went to Wei Yan's room, seeing that Niannian was having breakfast with Wei Yan, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Seeing him, Nian Nian hurriedly put down her chopsticks, jumped off the chair and ran to him, took his hand, and said aggrievedly: "Father Shen, where have you been? I can't find you everywhere, hurry up." broken."

Shen Jiahe patted his head, then turned to Wei Yan and said, "Sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Wei Yan smiled slightly: "It's okay."

Shen Jiahe said: "Then I'll take him back first."

Wei Yan said: "Let's go after breakfast."

Shen Jiahe said: "No need."

Wei Yan had already called the waiter to add more bowls and chopsticks, but Shen Jiahe had no choice but to bite the bullet and sit down.

"I told Lin'er to go back to Yeyang." Wei Yan said suddenly.

Shen Jiahe was startled, and said "Oh" in a low voice.

Wei Yan said again: "I asked someone to tell him about a marriage. The woman is from a famous family in Beilan. Lin'er has already agreed, and the wedding date is set at the end of November this year. I will handle my own marriage, so I let him go back. gone."

Shen Jiahe gave a faint "hmm".

Wei Yan said: "If Lin'er sends you a wedding invitation, will you go to eat his wedding wine?"

Shen Jiahe said: "It depends on the situation."

Wei Yan nodded and said, "That's right. Xia Guo should have changed its dynasty by then, and Pei Yi will naturally take you to Xunyang. It's really unnecessary to travel thousands of miles to have a cup of wedding wine."

Shen Jiahe said: "Aren't you planning to go back to Yeyang?"

Wei Yan said: "I was entrusted by Pei Yi to take care of the family members of the palace. If he doesn't come back, I won't be able to leave."

Shen Jiahe said: "I really envy him having a good friend like you."

Wei Yan smiled and said, "Don't you also have a friend? That deaf-mute gardener. What's his name?"

Shen Jiahe couldn't help feeling tense, paused, and said, "Yun Qing."

Wei Yan said: "Does he often look for you in the middle of the night?"

Shen Jiahe always felt that there was something in his words, looked at him suspiciously, and said, "Why do you ask such a question?"

Wei Yan said: "Have you forgotten? That day you passed out in the woodshed, he was the first to discover you, and it was almost midnight."

Shen Jiahe said: "Because I was busy until late every day at that time, that's why I went to look for me so late." He paused, and then said: "And he didn't look for me often, just occasionally."

"Really?" Wei Yan smiled and said, "Don't let Pei Yi know, he is very jealous when he is jealous."

Nian Nian interjected, "Why is he jealous?"

Wei Yan smiled and said, "Does Nian Nian have any good friends?"

Nian Nian said sadly: "It used to be, but now it doesn't."

Wei Yan said: "Then your good friend plays with others and doesn't play with you, are you angry?"

Niannian thought about it seriously, and replied, "Angry."

Wei Yan laughed and said, "This is jealousy."

Seemingly understanding but not understanding, Shen Jiahe brought him some food and said, "Don't talk when you eat, don't talk when you sleep."

Niannian argued: "Then why can you talk while eating?"

Shen Jiahe said: "Because we are adults, and children are not allowed to interrupt when adults are talking."

Nian Nian let out a low "Oh" and said, "I want to grow up to be an adult soon."

Wei Yan also picked up a chopstick dish and put it in his bowl, saying: "If you want to grow up, you have to eat more."

Nian Nian nodded vigorously and began to gobble it up.

About half a month later, Shen Jiahe began to receive letters from Pei Yi again—this meant that he arrived in Xunyang safely.

Shen Jiahe felt relieved.

There are still only two short sentences in the letter.

"Been hit with a hundred army sticks, half of my life is gone, I may not be my own son."

Shen Jiahe couldn't help laughing, and said to himself, "It deserves it."

The days passed, and the letters came one by one.

Shen Jiahe read every letter, but never replied.

"The siege failed again today, tired."

"I want to drink the tea made by you, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to fuck you day and night."

"I said something wrong, take it back, don't be angry."

"Is Nian Nian good? If you don't obey, spank him."

"Shen Jiahe, Shen Jiahe, Shen Jiahe, Shen Jiahe, Shen Jiahe, Shen Jiahe!"

"Invaded Xunyang City!"

"I wanted to kill He Lanshao myself to avenge you, but he hanged himself."

"Ye Jiaze is fine, I will take care of him, don't worry."

"It's so fucking tiring to seek to usurp the throne. There are too many messes. I regret it!"

"I want to go back to pick you up, but I can't get away, I'm going crazy!"

"It's snowing, I miss you."

"The Spring Festival is here, but I'm not happy at all!"

"I set off fireworks all over the city for you, but you couldn't see it."

"My father became the emperor, and changed the name of the country to 'Mu'."

"I was registered as a prince, but I am not happy because you are not by my side."

"Why are there so many troubles when I become a prince? I'm going to be annoyed to death!"

"I dreamed of you last night, and I did a lot of things you didn't like in the dream...you understand."

"I think you're going crazy!"

"Prince or whatever, I'm quitting! I'm going to pick you up!"

"I'm already on board and I'm very excited."

"I won't write letters for the time being, because letters can't run as fast as I do."

Shen Jiahe closed the letter and looked at the peach blossoms blooming in the courtyard, feeling sad.

Nian Nian danced the sword under the peach tree, and she already danced well.

Shen Jiahe got up and went out, stood under the eaves, and said loudly: "Stop practicing, just rest for a while."

Niannian stopped, ran over, raised her face and said, "Daddy, how is my dancing?"

Shen Jiahe wiped his sweat with his sleeve, and said with a smile: "You dance well, it's all taught by Master."

Nian Nian said: "Daddy, I want to formally worship Uncle Jing as my teacher."

Shen Jiahe said: "After teaching you for so long, it's time to formally seek a teacher. Tomorrow I will go to talk to him personally."

Nian Nian smiled and said, "Okay! Thank you, Dad!"

The next day, Shen Jiahe prepared a generous gift and took Nian Nian to apprentice.

Jing Wu disagreed at the beginning, but couldn't help Shen Jiahe's persuasion and Nian Nian's hard work, so he reluctantly nodded.

Niannian immediately knelt down and kowtowed three times, saying: "Disciple Ji Nianxu sees Master!"

Jing Wu hurriedly helped him up and said: