Rebirth Card Monitor

018

Cheng Fangru returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, and Yang You was turning off the computer.

"I'm done washing."

"Okay, you go to bed first." Yang You took the pajamas and went to the bathroom.

Turn on the shower, and the hot water will pour from head to toe, bringing a sense of refreshment, but it is not the refreshment in the heart.

He was a little confused.

Before rebirth, Yang You and "555" only met by playing chess on the Go website, but this time, when the two had never played chess before, the opponent suddenly added him, and it was not long after the account was registered.

He is just a small amateur chess player on the website, with average chess skills.

If he is a great god hanging on the leaderboard, then this matter may be normal.

But he is not.

The only ones who knew his ID were Cheng Fangru and Cheng Fangru, who went out for an autumn tour during the day, and he, Liu Meng, and Cheng Fangru were the only ones who knew how to play Go.

Liu Meng's ID is "The Lonely Hero Liu", and her style of chess is completely different from "555", so it is impossible to be her, so when Yang You saw the application news, the first thing Yang You thought of was Cheng Fangru.

But this idea was quickly erased. At that time, Cheng Fangru was taking a bath in the bathroom of his home.

It was raining outside at night, and the wind knocked on the doors and windows with water droplets. When Yang You returned to the bedroom, Cheng Fangru, who had already fallen asleep, left him a desk lamp. The light was dim, as if passing through a layer of veil. He found another thin quilt and bent down to cover it for Cheng Fangru, and lay down to sleep on the outside of the bed.

As soon as he closed his eyes, someone seemed to move beside him. Yang You opened his eyes, and a large part of the quilt suddenly fell on him. Cheng Fangru had already turned his back and continued to sleep.

The sound of drizzle outside poured into his ears, and Yang You finally got tired.

The night was long.

Consciousness slowly drifted away, and was pushed to a far away place by the gust of wind and rain. The picture was torn apart, and it was still a familiar perspective.

What he saw was a private psychological clinic. A man in a suit walked in, and Yang You's eyes followed him.

The doctor inside was a middle-aged man in his 40s and [-]s. He smiled slightly when he saw him, as if he was no stranger to this visitor.

Yang You heard the doctor say, "Have you had a strange dream again?"

The man was stiff, it should be the default.

After that, Yang You couldn't hear anything.

He couldn't see the man's face, nor could he hear his voice. The picture seemed to be carefully cut by something, and his sight could only see the man's shoulders.

The doctor sat upright and pushed his glasses. He seemed to be asking the man some questions. He didn't know what the man answered. His expression changed, and he quickly took a pen to start recording. After a while, he called an assistant.

Now Yang You could hear the voice again, it belonged to that female assistant.

"It won't work."

Hearing only the end of this sentence, Yang You's consciousness became blurred in an instant, the whole world was floating around, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already morning.

The windows were opened for ventilation, and the room became a little cooler.

Cheng Fangru was not on the bed.

Yang You went to the kitchen, and the other party was making breakfast, flustered, as if fighting a war.

Yang You helped him tidy up.

Cheng Fangru turned around: "Are you awake?"

Yang You nodded: "Why do you always get up so early? As soon as you open your eyes, you're gone."

The other party lost his voice for a moment, and said: "You got up too late."

Yang You has nothing to say about this. Before he was reborn, he didn't get up until seven or eight o'clock. At that time, he always checked in at the internship company to sign in and clock in. Who knew that he was suddenly reborn back to his high school days when he woke up at five or six o'clock. The biological clock is not easy to adjust for a while...

019

During the class break, Liu Meng went to the group of girls to listen to gossip, and Yang You sat opposite them.

"Yesterday was Cheng Fangru's birthday. A crazy little girl in our school ran to his house to give gifts, but she didn't come home all night! Some people said they saw him go to Shenghua Street alone. Going in that direction! Cough, there are a lot of things over there, and I don’t know which coquette is spending the spring night with him... Hey, Yang You, don’t look at me like that!"

Liu Meng smiled and said, "You call him a little friend, of course he wants to keep an eye on you."

Yang You: "I'm just like you, just a melon eater."

A few people were talking, when the classmate sitting by the window suddenly stood up: "Yang You, someone is calling!"

Yang You went out.

Waiting for him in the corridor was Luo Xiaorong with a sad face.

Yang You asked, "Did you ask me for something?"

Luo Xiaorong gritted her teeth: "Yang You, can you do me a favor?"

Yang You: "No."

Luo Xiaorong was not angry at his answer, as if he had already guessed it.She took out a neatly folded piece of paper from the pocket of her school uniform and handed it over. Yang You opened it. The words inside were neat and delicate. It was a long letter of commitment. Yang You wrote it down from beginning to end. read it.

It probably meant that she, Luo Xiaorong, would never reveal that Yang You was gay, otherwise she would gain two hundred catties and never lose it.

Yang You frowned, wanted to laugh but couldn't.

"As long as you do me this favor, I will give you this letter of commitment." Luo Xiaorong looked at him.

"You have given it to me now." Yang You held up the paper in his hand and smiled, "Why should I help you?"

Luo Xiaorong was taken aback for a moment, obviously he didn't expect him to say and do such a thing.

Yang You turned around to leave, Luo Xiaorong finally came back to his senses, kicked his feet and said, "Yang You, how could you do this?!"

"...What's wrong with me?" Yang You looked at the paper again, stretched out his hand and tore it directly, and finally rolled it into a ball and pinched it in his hand and threw it back and forth, "One, I'm not gay. Two, even if I'm gay , That's not something shameful, there's no need to let others lead you away just to cover up."

"People are different, you don't care, it doesn't mean others are the same!" Luo Xiaorong bit her lips tightly, as if thinking of something unpleasant, "I know that the way I beg for help is wrong, I shouldn't do this, I apologize to you, sorry!"

Luo Xiaorong suddenly bowed at ninety degrees, and all the students walking by stopped and whispered.

Yang You was also frightened by her solemn look.

Luo Xiaorong also noticed other people's gazes, quickly walked a few steps closer to him, and lowered his voice: "Yang You, I'm not joking. I really have no choice but to come to you. My friend is just like you. Homosexuality, the only difference is that because of this sexual orientation, his life is extremely painful, and he even thought of committing suicide in the past few days... I wanted to help him, and I tried to understand this at the time, but I couldn’t personally understand it. experience, and I don’t know how to enlighten him... You help me this time, if you need anything in the future, just come to me, only I can do it.”

When Yang You heard the words "I'm gay like you" before, he felt that what he said before was meaningless, and he looked at Luo Xiaorong with drooping eyelids: "He has a psychological problem and needs a psychiatrist, not a complete stranger. me."

Luo Xiaorong shook his head: "If he was willing to see a psychiatrist, he would have gone there long ago. You are indeed a stranger to him, but you are also of the same kind. I believe that the influence of the same kind on the same kind is more effective than a doctor."

The class bell rang, and everyone went back to their classrooms.

The math teacher was talking about formulas that Yang You was no stranger to. Yang You was looking at the blackboard, but he was sorting out what Luo Xiaorong said in his head.

Her friend was a boy from a nearby private high school. Luo Xiaorong met him in an online emotional forum.

At that time, Luo Xiaorong was still in the third grade of junior high school. When browsing the web, an advertisement for an emotional website suddenly popped up. The advertisement was very fresh and beautiful, with moving background music. Bi, it is simply a clear stream.

Luo Xiaorong was so easily attracted to it. It was a same-sex social networking site in the same city, but the sad thing was that Luo Xiaorong didn't understand the meaning of danmei and gay at first, and simply thought that it was just a beautiful emotional website.

She registered an account in it, and the information in it was the system default, and she didn't change it, including gender.

Luo Xiaorong doesn't like to read other people's posts, so she regards that forum as her small personal space for literature and art. When she is sad, she will post her thoughts in it, and occasionally repost some emotional articles.

Few people replied to her posts, except for the boy named "Yeguang" on the Internet, the two gradually became acquainted with each other post after post, and later developed to add friends to each other.

In the later chats, Luo Xiaorong realized that the website was actually a base for homosexuality, and she had always been regarded as a boy by the other party.

Luo Xiaorong's situation when she left the website can almost be described as "escaping". During that time, she and "Yeguang" no longer contacted each other.

Over time, when Luo Xiaorong fully digested the information and slowly understood it, half a semester had passed since that time, and when she went to that website again to explain and apologize to "Yeguang", the other party's account had already been logged out.

Luo Xiaorong felt uncomfortable for a while.

Until a few days ago, she went to that website out of boredom, and suddenly found a new account. That account has been posting some negative energy posts. It seems that her life has suffered a big blow. The most important thing is that the format and The tone of voice is very familiar...

It was only later that Luo Xiaorong began to realize that many of the behaviors of that guy and the "Yeguang" who had been out of touch for a long time were horribly similar. For example, he always likes to put a certain symbol in the middle of the paragraph when posting, and even the tone of the end of the post is exactly the same...

But there are too many similar behaviors in the world, these are not enough to prove that the other party is "Yeguang" himself, but this idea is quickly broken, because Luo Xiaorong saw a picture in one of his posts.

That picture was the night scene of the city that Luo Xiaorong took at dusk. After taking the picture, he went back and sent it to "Yeguang". Besides, no third person had this picture.

From his posts, Luo Xiaorong probably guessed that he was suffering because of his homosexuality recently.

He made a hole in the new post, saying that he has come out to his mother who loved him the most. He thought he would get support, but his mother couldn't accept this reality at all, and even said that she regretted giving birth to him.

Even if he is not gay, even Luo Xiaorong, who was a little repulsive before, felt a wave of despair through the screen when he saw this.

And yesterday, he posted a new post, to the effect that everyone thought he was strange, and he himself began to feel strange, and at the same time found that life was very boring.

"This is obviously suicidal!" Luo Xiaorong was very sure of Yang You at that time.

After school, Luo Xiaorong waited at the gate of the school. When she saw Yang You coming out, she was afraid that he would repent, so she dragged him to the subway station.

The two of them walked out of the school gate, and the trees on both sides of the road were covered with fallen leaves, which were blown by the wind in piles under people's feet, creaking under their feet.Yang You sighed.

He's really not gay...

Luo Xiaorong stubbornly pulled him all the way to the crowded subway station. When Line 1 arrived and the door opened, he pushed Yang You and ran in. The seats inside were full, and the two could only stand next to each other by the door. beside.

Before the door closed, Yang You raised his eyes and glanced outside.

This glimpse saw a picture.

Someone came down the elevator quickly, but still missed the trip.

He looked around, seemed a little hesitant, and then called a person's name, the voice was not loud, but the surrounding was too noisy, and no one heard it.

He was wearing the same school uniform as Yang You, and he was very conspicuous in the crowd.

"Cheng Fangru?"

Yang You couldn't believe his eyes.

"Who?" Luo Xiaorong approached him.

Across a glass, separated by countless men and women, the eyes of the two inside and outside suddenly met.

One showed surprise, and the other turned from surprise to loneliness.

The subway has already started running.

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