don't force me

Early in the morning on Friday, the "New Senior Three Enrollment Ceremony" began.Lin Tingan ran over to take a look during recess. Du Xuan was giving a passionate speech on the stage, but Lin Tingan could hear that Du Xuan was actually bored and just wanted the ceremony to end quickly.

"Unlucky guy, what can you do if you are impatient, who told you not to refuse." Lin Tingan snorted coldly, feeling a little distressed in his heart, after all, he had to move after the ceremony.

Upgrading and moving is a big project. Students in the third year of high school have a lot of books and papers. They say they are moving to one floor, but tidying up the cabinets and desks will be useless in one morning.When eating at noon, Du Xuan kept complaining about her backache. Lin Tingan looked at Du Xuan's waist twice, and Sun Rui coughed on the opposite side, knocking on the plate: "If you have a backache, go eat two roasted kidneys to make up your waist."

Zheng Ziyan said solemnly: "That one is not for the waist, that is for the kidney."

Sun Rui rolled his eyes into the rice plate, Lin Tingan sullenly, his ears a little hot, Du Xuan took a sip of soup calmly: "Sun Rui, you have to clear the fire."

"This fire can't be cleared away," Sun Rui sighed, "Senior year, test paper, test paper, stay up all night, stay up all night, the first year of hell has begun."

Zheng Ziyan's expression changed when he heard that: "So exaggerated?"

"Yeah." Sun Rui nodded.

Soon, Lin Tingan discovered that what Sun Rui said was not an exaggeration at all, the third year of high school was really hell.

Although it's still June, but because the last senior year has completed the college entrance examination and graduated, Du Xuan's students in this year have become the key targets of the vice principal of teaching, and the learning tasks are also pressed down like a mountain.Du Xuan immediately felt that he didn't have enough time, and he ate lunch like a war.Lin Tingan was particularly dissatisfied, feeling that meeting Du Xuan and saying a few words was like having an affair.

Du Xuan said, "It's okay, isn't it only a year?"

Lin Ting'an said, "What a year, it's obviously two years, and next year I should be in my third year of high school."

Du Xuan was a little sad: "I'm afraid you will be even busier when you are in the third year of high school. After all, your foundation is too poor."

Lin Tingan chased Du Xuan halfway across the playground, yelling that he must "smash him to death". The students on the playground saw it and laughed too. After all, as the saying goes: there is nothing happier than seeing a handsome guy. That is to see two handsome guys.

Lin Tingan complained and complained, but he knew the pros and cons, so he didn't dare to disturb Du Xuan.Du Xuan's evening self-study was delayed until eight o'clock. After a few weeks, Lin Ting'an felt that he couldn't stay with Du Xuan for a while after school every day. He couldn't sleep when he went home at night. It was really hard.So I told my family that the end of the term was coming soon, and I needed to study in the study room to get good grades in the final exam.

Ma Jing said: "You can't just work hard every time the exam is about to come. Look at your grades, they are good and bad. How can you be so unstable?"

Lin Yi said with a good temper; "Don't say that, his grades are so stable, he has been in the last examination room."

Lin Tingan patted the table: "Is it my own? Is it? Is it?"

Lin Yi said with a smile: "I was pretty sure at first, but now I'm a little suspicious."

Lin Tingan was so angry that he put down the bowl and went back to the house to do his homework. Ma Jing put away the bowl and chopsticks with a smile: "If you are hungry, be hungry, anyway, you won't die if you are hungry."

Lin Tingan looked at the calendar, it was already the end of June, and the final exam was just around the corner, so he had to calm down and read the books.So every day after school, Lin Tingan sat in the self-study room, forcing himself to write his Chinese and English homework first, and then went home together after Du Xuan finished his evening self-study and inspection.

Du Xuan asked: "Your English composition is getting better and better, and you can use complex sentence patterns, but the amount of words is still small."

Lin Tingan said sadly: "I haven't memorized Chinese yet, and I haven't even touched history, geography, and politics."

Du Xuan smiled: "You don't take the total score, just pass the college entrance examination subjects."

Lin Tingan looked at the books on the table and said slowly, "Do your best."

Du Xuan believes that Lin Ting'an will do his best, and a person who can listen in between games will not just talk.

Before the holiday, Lin Tingan slapped the grade slip on Du Xuan's desk, and proudly raised his chin: "Look at the grades, I can get into the sixth exam room for the second-year midterm exam."

Du Xuan shook her head: "The fourth examination room."

"why?"

"You forgot to count as the liberal arts examination room," Du Xuan sighed, "Students will always be scumbags, there is really no hope."

When Lin Tingan held the graduation ceremony, Du Xuan got the summer vacation arrangement, to be precise, it was the summer vacation make-up class arrangement.During the seven-week vacation, the first four weeks are used to make up lessons.

Lin Tingan said sarcastically: "It's not bad. In the end, I gave you 21 days to catch your breath."

Du Xuan shook her head: "You forgot my mother."

It is impossible for Zhou Man to let go of any opportunity to improve Du Xuan's grades. Even if the summer vacation is compressed to only three weeks, in Zhou Man's view, this means that Du Xuan can attend at least two cram schools. one of each.

Zhou Man said: "Xiaoxuan, many things have happened in our family in the past six months, and my mother has no time to take care of you. I'm sorry."

Du Xuan said in her heart: "This is the happiest half a year I've ever lived, you really don't need to be sorry."

Zhou Man: "This summer vacation is very important. You must hurry up, and your mother will try her best to spend time at home with you. After all, you are in the third year of high school. My work can be put aside first. You are more important."

Du Xuan said helplessly, "Mom, I will arrange it myself."

Zhou Man: "How do you want to arrange it? Look at this final exam. Your math and physics haven't improved at all."

Du Xuan: "My total score in the final exam is fourth in my grade. The college entrance examination depends on the total score."

Zhou Man: "That can't stop at the fourth. Besides, the college entrance examination is to take a comprehensive test. If you are not good at physics, you will suffer from comprehensive science."

"OK!" Du Xuan raised her hands in surrender, "I will study hard, but Mom, you really don't need to accompany me. To be honest, you can't help me at home."

"At least I can cook a meal."

Du Xuan thought to herself: "Actually, I'd rather eat takeaway now."

Lin Tingan comforted Du Xuan when he found out, "It's okay, anyway, I have to enroll in cram school."

Du Xuan said: "But I heard from Aunt Ma that this summer vacation I want to take you to my hometown to escape the heat. It's too hot here."

Lin Tingan shook his head: "I will accompany you."

Du Xuan smiled.

During the first four weeks of the summer vacation, Du Xuan went to school every day, and Lin Tingan honestly did his homework at home. At three o'clock in the afternoon, he put on sports clothes and running shoes and went downstairs under the scorching sun, and then jogged to Penumbra. Rubbing his face in the bathroom of others, he took a shower and changed his clothes, waiting for Du Xuan to finish class.The two of them stayed quietly in the penumbra for two hours, and Lin Tingan would throw the Chinese and English problems to Du Xuan, and then help Du Xuan push the damn solid geometry.

Lin Tingan sighed: "I can do the math for you, the difference in science is too much in one year. If Li Tianyou is here, I can tell you more."

Du Xuan looked up at him alertly.

Lin Tingan shrugged: "I'm serious, you have to use him. He has disgusted me for so long, if you don't make full use of him, I feel like I'm at a loss if you drain his abilities."

"Oh? You mean I should go to study with Li Tianyou?"

"Of course not. What I mean is that you should throw all those problems to him, let him tell you, use his brain to death, and save him from thinking about you all day long."

"Why are you so relieved all of a sudden?" Du Xuan asked.

"Then why worry? I'm more handsome than him, treat you better than he treats you, understand you better, and most importantly, you only like me, so why worry? Let him be sentimental , who cares about him." Lin Tingan said proudly

Du Xuan laughed: "You really have a big heart. Come on, stop thinking about it, and show me this solid geometry. Anyway, we are reviewing the first year of high school now, and you can handle it."

In fact, Lin Tingan knew that Du Xuan might not really know how to do it. He just used this method to help him consolidate his knowledge, and by the way, let himself "squeak".This kind of bragging is definitely not to satisfy vanity, but to build confidence in oneself.Through these questions, Lin Tingan felt more and more that in the next two years, he was likely to climb the announcement list again.

Climb once above board.

Sometimes, Zheng Ziyan would ask Lin Tingan to go out to play, and Lin Tingan would honestly report to Du Xuan: who to go with, where to go, when to go and when to go back.Du Xuan smiled and said, "Why are you so obedient, you should tell Aunt Ma about this."

Lin Tingan clicked his tongue: "Aren't you worried about me going out with other handsome guys?"

Du Xuan said, "Ha, what a joke, is there anyone more handsome than me?"

Lin Tingan hangs up the phone in a breakdown, feeling that Aunt Zhou is right about one thing, that is, Du Xuan was still brought down by him, and he was not so shameless before.

At the beginning of August, Du Xuan finished her school classes, and before the cram school started, she said to Lin Tingan, "Come with me somewhere."

"where?"

"You'll know when it arrives."

"church?"

"Why go to church?" Du Xuan was startled by Lin Tingan's unconstrained ideas.

"Get married." Lin Tingan laughed, "Or propose."

Du Xuan was about to collapse. Lin Tingan's brain circuit was really different. He really was a person who got 47 and 58 in Chinese, and no one else could compare with him.

The two of them took the subway twice, took a bus, and traveled in the north of the city.Lin Tingan looked at the surrounding buildings and said, "There are universities all around here."

"Yeah." Du Xuan nodded, "Come and see what my future university will look like."

The two stood in front of the school gate of the Peking University School of Medicine, surrounded by tall trees and lush greenery.Although it is summer vacation, there are still many people on campus, and students rush through with heavy schoolbags on their backs.Du Xuan led Lin Tingan to walk in slowly, pointing to a building covered with dark green creepers and with beautifully carved traditional lintels, saying that this is the Anatomy Building, the brown-red seven-story building is the Shaw Building, and the three-story building The old building is the biochemical building...

One item is so rare, I don't know how many times he has read it on the Internet.

Lin Tingan followed Du Xuan all the way through, he was not interested in those buildings with various names, what attracted his attention was the people entering and leaving the building.I don't know how old the students are, once they take off their fat and poor-quality school uniforms, they all look so energetic.They walk briskly and look firmly in the eyes. Whether they are communicating in low voices or laughing heartily, all of them have a kind of self-confidence and calmness that can be seen. Lin Tingan can often see this kind of confidence and calmness on Du Xuan's face.

Lin Tingan looked sideways at Du Xuan, feeling a little scared—in the future, my boyfriend will also be a part of this place!

Du Xuan stood on the open space in front of the tall library building, stretched his arms, looked at the dazzling sunlight and took a deep breath: "It's so cool, I must get in!"

A boy passing by heard it, stopped and smiled and said, "Come on, it will definitely work."

Du Xuan immediately smiled and said, "Thank you senior for your encouragement."

The boy laughed loudly, patted Du Xuan on the shoulder vigorously and said, "But brother, I still want to persuade you, this medical school... tsk tsk tsk, let's put it this way, I would rather go back and go back to the third year of high school for five years."

"And then, will you take the medical school again?" Du Xuan asked with bent eyes.

The boy thought for a while, then nodded vigorously: "I still can take the exam, this guy is cheap."

Lin Tingan looked around the huge campus and suddenly thought, where will I be two years from now?

Du Xuan said, "Go, accompany me to another place."

The two of them walked through the west gate of Beijing Medical University, crossed the narrow but famous Xueyuan Road, and stood in front of the gate of another university.

Lin Tingan stared dumbfoundedly at the sign at the school gate—Beijing University of Aeronautics and Astronautics.

"You...you...are you going to...?" Lin Tingan was frightened for the first time and stuttered.

Du Xuan burst out laughing, "Why is it like me wanting to rape you?"

Lin Tingan wiped off his cold sweat: "I'd rather you rape me."

"Wow——" Du Xuan sighed and looked at Lin Tingan up and down, his eyes wandering around Xiasanlu, "I said Lin Tingan, you should have said this earlier, I am very happy."

"Get out, don't interrupt, first tell me what you brought me here for?" Lin Tingan growled red-faced.

"Go for a walk, it's all here." Du Xuan said casually, "Let's go, there's nothing to do anyway."

Lin Ting'an looked at the back of Du Xuan walking into the school gate, and his heart "flickered" all of a sudden.

In Beijing Medical University, Lin Tingan basically hangs out with Du Xuan, but when he enters Beihang University, Lin Tingan is like a bowstring that is stretched, even if Du Xuan gently touches his hair, he can jump like a rocket go out.This kind of tension was something he had never experienced before. Apart from tension, there was also fear and the little extravagant desire in the deepest part of his heart that he couldn't even imagine.The same grand building, the same overcast garden, and the same students passing by in a hurry, but when the golden sign of "School of Aeronautical Science and Engineering" hit Lin Tingan's eyes, everything was different.

Here is the blue sky, flying, and freedom.

Here is the airflow, the power, the smooth lines of the machine.

Here lies the limit of human imagination and ability.

This is... a paradise that Lin Tingan didn't even dare to think about.

Du Xuan stood at the door of the teaching building, pointed to the sign and said, "Do you know what you study in this college?"

Lin Tingan shook his head stiffly.

"Mainly to study the overall, aerodynamics, structure, strength, flight mechanics and flight safety, man-machine environment control, dynamics and control of various types of aircraft in the atmosphere, including airplanes, helicopters, airships, near-space vehicles, micro-aircraft, etc. On the one hand.” Du Xuan took a breath, “Hey, it took me a little effort to memorize this string, it’s harder than classical Chinese.”

Lin Tingan looked at Du Xuan speechless.

Du Xuan shrugged: "To put it simply, this academy learns what you like the most. The aviation academy over there learns things that can fly farther than this one."

Lin Tingan turned his head stiffly, looking at the campus with strong colors of science and engineering, at the tall teaching building in front of him, and at the various flying messengers on the posters of various colors on the bulletin board not far away.A piece of weed grew from the bottom of Lin Tingan's heart, and the slender stems and leaves made him flustered. With the increasingly intense heartbeat, Lin Tingan had an urge to run.

"Let's go!" Lin Tingan grabbed Du Xuan's hand and started to run.

Du Xuan was dragged by Lin Tingan and ran around the campus in a daze. The ear-piercing cicadas seemed to be shouting for them. The large shadows cast by the buildings were clouds under their feet. The plane of the Flight Academy seemed to be roaring. To soar into the clouds.This is Beihang University, a place where you can take off.

Lin Tingan ran to the school gate in one breath, and the school name of Zhao Puchu's title was engraved on the huge stone pedestal.Lin Tingan brushed over the word "Aerospace" carefully and stared at it motionlessly.

Du Xuan smiled and took a photo with her mobile phone. In the picture, Lin Tingan stood facing the gate of Beihang University.

"I..." Lin Tingan said with difficulty, "It's too difficult."

"You are only freshman."

"But...it's still too difficult."

"You are very good at science."

"Do you want to get into the top [-] in the school?"

"Top twenty."

"I want to enter the first examination room." Lin Tingan sighed.

"It has to be the first three rows." Du Xuan added.

Lin Tingan was silent.

Du Xuan walked over, put his arms around his shoulders, led him to turn around, pointed to the opposite side of the road and said, "See, Peking University School of Medicine is just across the road from you."

Then he pointed to the school gate of Beihang University: "Your favorite."

Then, Du Xuan pointed to the tip of her nose: "It's still your favorite."

Lin Tingan slowly clenched his fists, and he said, "Okay."