don't force me

It must be Zhou Chen!When Du Xuan quickly rushed into the door of the junior high school building, she thought firmly.Although Lin Tingan earns [-] to [-] a day, he actually has a good temper, is handsome and athletic, and is usually very popular.Needless to say, female classmates, boys also recognize him as a buddy.If there was one person who disliked him in the third year of junior high school, that person must be Zhou Chen.

This beam has been formed since the day Lin Tingan stepped into the classroom of the fifth grade of the second grade.

You never need a serious reason to like or dislike someone. Your weird accent is annoying, and your eyebrows at [-]:[-] don’t look twitchy; Stealing my limelight is very annoying, and I see your arrogant virtue of squatting at the top of the class every time is also itchy... It's not a deep hatred, but it just makes people angry.

Du Xuan was not surprised that they would fight, but Sun Rui's words "he's in a hurry" made him worry.Lin Tingan was "really in a hurry", such a good-tempered, easy-going and cheerful person was "really in a hurry", what did Zhou Chen say or do that made Lin Tingan so angry?He must have suffered great grievances, must have been bullied severely, must have been angry and angry and had no help.When Du Xuan rushed up to the third floor, he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart. He felt that it was necessary to teach Zhou Chen a lesson, and he had to open his eyes.There are some people who cannot be provoked casually.

The doors of Class [-] and [-] of junior high school were tightly closed, and a few students surrounded the door and knocked on the door: "Open the door, let us in."

Something was said inside, and the person at the door shouted: "Hurry up, it's us, Lao Peng hasn't come yet."

The door of the class was opened a crack, Du Xuan took two quick steps and squeezed into Class [-] and [-] with those people.

Sun Rui and Zheng Ziyan blocked Du Xuan in the corner of the classroom, and they held him tightly together.Lin Tingan's neckline was disheveled, his face was flushed, and his hair, which he would usually look in the mirror and grab two handfuls of when he had nothing to do, was also in a mess. He was panting with his teeth gritted, his eyes fixed on one direction, and he tried to pounce from time to time. past.Du Xuan followed his gaze, but the other party was not Zhou Chen.

Zhou Chen was standing beside Lin Tingan, looking even angrier than Lin Tingan, and was dragged by two classmates.

When Sun Rui saw Du Xuan, he shouted, "Hurry up, I'm exhausted, I can't even hold him down."

Lin Tingan saw that Du Xuan had calmed down instead, Sun Rui let go, Lin Tingan broke free with a wave of his arms, just stared at the other party, but didn't move again.

"What's going on?" Du Xuan asked, pointing to a boy who was held down by several people at the other end of the classroom, "Who is this?"

"Squad [-]." Zheng Ziyan moved his sore arm.

As soon as the words were finished, a group of people at the door shouted: "Squad [-], open the door! Why lock people in? If you have the ability, come out and fight."

Du Xuan frowned, and glanced at the smashed and trembling classroom door: "A class outside?"

"It should be." Sun Rui spread his hands, "What do you think we should explain? Is this considered a cross class? A cross grade? This is a cross class."

Before Du Xuan could speak, the door was silent for a while, and an angry and deep voice shouted, "Open the door!"

Zheng Ziyan shrank his neck: "Teacher Peng."

Lin Tingan tugged at the crooked clothes, with a fearless expression on his face.

Du Xuan turned back and opened the classroom door. Teacher Peng was stunned when he saw Du Xuan: "Du Xuan, why are you here?"

Sun Rui rolled his eyes, trying to hide himself under the table.

Du Xuan blinked: "Sun Rui and I were going to the Moral Education Office, just passing by, and Lin Tingan and I are neighbors, so we got into a fight."

Sun Rui let out a long sigh of relief, and straightened his waist again.

Teacher Peng roared angrily: "Lin Ting'an is you again, go to the office for me."

Lin Tingan walked forward with his head upright. There was no sound in the classroom, only someone said loudly: "Mr. Peng, I made the first move."

It was Zhou Chen who spoke, and he took two steps forward: "It has nothing to do with Lin Ting'an, I made the first move, Lin Ting'an...stopped me."

Lin Tingan snorted, rolled his eyes and looked at the ceiling with a sneer, ungrateful.

Teacher Peng was going crazy with anger, and shouted: "You two come together, and that class one...Dong Xiao, right, come together!"

When Teacher Peng shook his head and was about to leave, seeing Du Xuan finally slowed down: "That Du Xuan...you should go back first."

Du Xuan looked worriedly at Lin Ting'an who followed Teacher Peng away, and asked Zheng Ziyan, "What's going on?"

Zheng Ziyan said: "This is a grievance. Zhou Chen is the best student in the ordinary class. Sometimes he can break into the top ten in the grade. Every time he passes the exam, he will be nagging, and he always shows off that he can and knows a lot. In fact, everyone in the grade really annoys him. He got tenth in the grade model test this time, and Dong Xiao was No.11. You know that Zhou Chen... has a really cheap mouth, and he just talks about it on the bulletin board. Let Dong Xiao be anxious."

Du Xuan frowned, thinking about that scene, she became irritable.

Zheng Ziyan said: "Dong Xiao is not a good person, he is usually very domineering, he used to bully Zhou Chen, said he was downcast, and called him a 'sorrowful dog'."

Du Xuan twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking of Lin Tingan's eyebrows when he said Zhou Chen was [-]:[-].

"Zhou Chen passed the exam this time, so it's inevitable that he'll be yelling, and Dong Xiao will be cursing. Where Zhou Chen could scold Dong Xiao better, he ran back, and Dong Xiao chased after him in class to scold him."

"Then what happened to Lin Tingan?"

"There was nothing wrong with Xiao Anzi at first, but he was happy at first, saying that wicked people will be tortured by wicked people." Zheng Ziyan said, shaking his head helplessly.

"But..." Zheng Ziyan's face darkened, his tone was angry, "But later Dong Xiao scolded Zhou Chen as 'uneducated', 'I have a mother who doesn't care about me'."

"How do you say that?"

"It seems that Teacher Peng once talked about Zhou Chen's problems with other teachers in the office, and Dong Xiao overheard it. Probably Zhou Chen's parents divorced, and Zhou Chen and his father. His father married a new wife and had a daughter. Regardless of Zhou Chen, sometimes he forgot to pay for the meal, and Zhou Chen's mother sent it. Zhou Chen's mother... doesn't seem to care much about him. "

Du Xuan asked: "But when we fought with Lin Tingan last year, didn't you say that his parents were still relentless?"

Zheng Ziyan shook his head: "That's not clear. Anyway, he spoke in a bad way, so Lin Ting'an couldn't sit still, and after a few words, he started fighting."

Du Xuan still wanted to ask something, when the bell for the afternoon inspection rang, Sun Rui tugged at him: "Run quickly, it's late."

Du Xuan hurriedly said, "Zheng Ziyan, tell Lin Tingan for me, I'll wait for him downstairs after school."

Zheng Ziyan made an OK gesture.

When school was over, Du Xuan picked up Lin Tingan who was still smiling at the door of the building.

"Are you okay?" Du Xuan asked in surprise.

"It's gone." Lin Ting'an said triumphantly, "I'll be fine after a while looking for Teacher Yang."

"What are you looking for?"

"Old Peng said we were 'exam anxiety', let me talk to Teacher Yang."

"What do you mean?" Du Xuan was a little confused.

Lin Tingan swung his schoolbag over his shoulder: "It means that we got into fights because of quarrels between classmates, because the exam pressure was too great and our mentality was unstable."

"This...is okay?" Du Xuan was a little surprised, "This slime is too casual."

"The exam is coming, and the school doesn't want to cause any trouble." Lin Tingan said indifferently, "Anyway, Dong Xiao and Zhou Chen said to the teacher that they don't hold each other accountable, and the school is happy to make peace. Let's find each other one by one. Teacher Yang, go talk, I will talk today."

"Is this a reconciliation?" Du Xuan sighed in surprise, and smiled, "You guys fight like wind."

"Otherwise? What can we do in front of the teacher?" Lin Tingan shrugged, "Anyway, I think the two of them will continue to have trouble in private. But I don't care. This time it's really unlucky. I have to find Yang Yiming." .”

Du Xuan smiled and asked, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"Of course, it's still a question."

As soon as Yang Yiming opened the door, he looked at the two children and said happily: "Are you afraid that I will sell each other? Every time you come, you come here."

Lin Tingan scratched his hair: "I'm fine, I don't need to consult."

Yang Yiming raised his eyebrows: "That's not what your class teacher said."

Du Xuan pointed at Lin Ting'an: "He's really fine, his big heart has caught up with the Pacific Ocean."

Lin Tingan glanced at Du Xuan, stretched out his fist and waved it under Du Xuan's nose. Du Xuan coughed, and there was a tenderness in his eyes that could drown someone.Lin Ting'an felt a little embarrassed, turned his eyes away with a snort, and looked at Yang Yiming: "Mr. Yang, I'm really fine. I'm not anxious before the exam. Isn't this dealing with the Moral Education Department? Otherwise, I'll have to listen to their education for a long time. "

Yang Yiming didn't know whether to be angry or happy, "You are quite honest, but Teacher Peng himself called to explain, I can't send you out in less than two minutes."

Du Xuan pointed to the sofa and coffee table in the corner of the classroom: "Let's sit there and do our homework for a while, and then leave after a while."

Yang Yiming didn't think about "consulting" at first. According to what he knew about Lin Tingan, this kid wouldn't be anxious because of the exam. Even if he was really anxious, there would be nothing wrong with Du Xuan.So I took advantage of the situation and said: "I'm preparing lessons inside, you guys do your homework. There are kettles and cups on the side cabinet. If you want to make tea and coffee, don't let me break it. It's very old and expensive. If you break it, you can tell me if I let it or not." You pay?"

Du Xuan said: "I dropped an ice cream cup from Brother Ding last time, and Brother Ding didn't ask me to pay for it."

Yang Yiming sighed silently, and closed the door of the inner room. The students of this year have climbed on the head of the teacher one by one. Where is the dignity of the teacher?

Lin Tingan sighed and took out the Chinese paper that had just been issued from his schoolbag and opened it: "Du Xuan, help me to read the wrong sentences and questions, all of them are wrong."

Du Xuan asked while reading the paper, "Since when did you have such a good relationship with Zhou Chen? Are you willing to stand up for him?"

Lin Tingan snorted: "I don't bother to care about him, I get upset when I see him. But today's bastards are too much."

"You're quite righteous. You're about to take the senior high school entrance examination, and you still have time to fight. Why can't you sit still with so many people in the class? Just fight, don't you know that the Moral Education Department is next door to you?"

Lin Tingan frowned and said nothing, his face was a little gloomy.

"You think you're very benevolent, don't you?" Du Xuan said with a smile.

Lin Tingan raised his neck: "Du Xuan, what do you mean? That kid is too deceitful, I can't say anything, I have to bear it?"

Du Xuan patted the back of his head: "Did I say that?"

Lin Tingan shrank his neck: "Then what do you mean?"

Du Xuan suppressed a smile and said: "Zhengyi literally means relying on "righteousness". righteous……"

Lin Tingan blinked in confusion: Du Xuan, are you from the Chinese Department?Can you still talk properly?Isn't it just a fight? Where did you talk so much?With the effort to say this, both fights were over.

Du Xuan said, "Your fight today... can barely be considered brave."

"What?" Lin Tingan couldn't react.

"When the road is rough, draw your sword to help." Du Xu said, "You are still a righteous person."

Lin Tingan blinked, and felt that what Du Xuan said was the most pleasing to the ear, so he raised his eyebrows and looked at him with a smile: "I thought you were going to say don't fight?"

Du Xuan stretched his waist and said, "Where are men who don't fight? Fight as you should, but next time you pick a suitable time and place to start the fight. If Lao Peng comes over and smashes the door, your brain will be blocked." Is it watery?"

"Where is the time to choose a place, I must have a good time before talking about it when I am angry."

Du Xuan: "Don't you think you were too impulsive about today's matter?"

Lin Tingan's hair was smoothed out by Du Xuan, and he asked calmly with a smile on his face, "Is there any?"

"Why don't you ask the cause and effect before you do it."

"Tsk," Lin Ting'an sighed, "Du Xuan, you're so boring. There's no reason for the fight. He blocked the door of the classroom, and that's enough for us."

Du Xuan: "But don't you think Zhou Chen is also a problem?"

"There must be something wrong with him. I have wanted to beat him up more than once." Lin Ting settled down for a while, and then said, "However, I think he is quite pitiful."

"Yeah, I didn't expect you to be a prophecy."

"What... what lining?" Lin Tingan blinked, his face full of ignorance.

Du Xuan slapped him across the face: "Illiterate."

"Can you stop being stinky?"

"What I mean is, you crow's mouth is really right, Zhou Chen... really has a stepmother."

"Hey, right, it's so easy to understand." Lin Tingan said proudly, "I'm so smart, I can understand it at a glance."

Du Xuan was silent for a while, the smile on his face gradually receded, Lin Tingan keenly noticed that Du Xuan's mood suddenly dropped, so he took Du Xuan's hand and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Du Xuan said slowly, "I just thought of it..."

Du Xuan had just finished speaking when she heard the door from the inner room slam. A few seconds later, Yang Yiming came out with a cup in his hand: "I told you to do your homework here, and you are all chatting."

"You eavesdropped on our conversation." Lin Tingan said with a playful smile.

Yang Yiming pointed to the table: "Still eavesdropping? Look, you haven't opened your paper yet. What have you been writing for half a day?"

Yang Yiming glanced at Du Xuan's face, sat on a small single sofa next to Lin Tingan and Du Xuan, and asked, "What's wrong?"

These words were directed at Du Xuan, Du Xuan forced a smile, and subconsciously said: "It's okay."

Yang Yiming clicked his tongue: "Du Xuan, I thought we should be friends now."

Du Xuan didn't say a word, Lin Tingan puffed up his chest proudly: If Yang Yiming hadn't pushed the door out, Du Xuan would have told him what was on his mind.

Yang Yiming said patiently, "Do you remember what I told you last year?"

Du Xuan nodded.

Yang Yiming said pressingly, "What did I tell you?"

"You said... problems can be rounded, but they can't be avoided forever."

"so?"

Du Xuan raised his eyelids, took a look at Lin Tingan first, and then said: "The matter of Zhou Chen reminds me of my mother. Although the way I can't accept it, I know she is really doing it for my own good. I... don't want to end up Turn against her."

Using the cover of the sofa cushions, Lin Tingan quietly stretched out his hand to wrap around Du Xuan's waist, and the hot air in his palm was warmly ironing Du Xuan.

Yang Yiming turned the cup in his hand: "It is very difficult to change an adult's thinking. I talked to your mother more than once when you were in the third grade of junior high school. She is very thoughtful, very logical, and... very realistic."

Du Xuan frowned: "What do you mean?"

Yang Yiming thought for a while and said: "If a person, especially an adult, has a strong obsession with something, it may be that there has been a far-reaching change in similar things. This change may come from her childhood. , or it may come from current real life. When she talks to me, she always emphasizes the word 'avoid' repeatedly, which means, she 'encountered' something, and she didn't want you to encounter it."

Lin Tingan stared at Du Xuan without daring to pant. He basically didn't understand what Yang Yiming said, but he could faintly feel that it should have had a great influence on Du Xuan.

Yang Yiming watched Du Xuan's expression carefully, and asked softly, "Do you understand what I'm talking about?"

Du Xuan nodded hesitantly: "I probably understand, but... what should I do?"

Yang Yiming leaned back and smiled: "Why did you only mention your mother?"

Du Xuan froze for a moment, then frowned.

Yang Yiming said: "Every time you talk to me, it basically revolves around your mother. You rarely mention your father. Why?"

Du Xuan thought for a while, but said nothing.

Yang Yiming said: "Think about this problem carefully, don't worry, you have to show great endurance and patience to solve this problem. And..." Yang Yiming glanced at Lin Tingan and said, "And it may never be solved .”

Lin Tingan didn't understand anything but this sentence, and his hands subconsciously retracted away from Du Xuan's waist.

Du Xuan glanced at him sideways, stretched out his left hand to firmly grasp Lin Tingan's right hand, and pressed them together on the sofa, with vigilance and resistance in his eyes.Lin Tingan struggled a little, but had no way to break free, so he could only move his thumb with difficulty, and gently rubbed Du Xuan's wrist comfortingly.

Yang Yiming smiled, conniving and somewhat disapproving.

As a half-teacher, for so many years, from junior high school to high school, he has seen countless couples. There are hundreds of couples who have participated in conversations and consultations. Those who look for death and life, even "elope" with 500 yuan into the world.In the end, the hands that can really come together can be counted.The campus is almost the simplest and cleanest place in the world. The teenagers on the campus will never understand how cruel and realistic the world is. Once they leave the protection of the campus and the tolerance of their parents, it is almost impossible for them to move forward.

Year after year, every session, no matter how big or small, every couple of lovers always feels that what they meet is "true love", and the whole world must make way for "true love".However, what they don't understand is that, with their experience and mentality, they probably don't even know what "love" is.They will not understand that love requires great sacrifice and tolerance, which means giving up a part of self to achieve "us", which means that behind the superficial harmony is bloody running-in year after year, and it also means giving up for the person in front of them. Everything is "possible" or "more beautiful" - in front of love, there is no "best person", only "the person who is most willing to tolerate".

For example, Ding Zimu, of course he is not the most perfect, but he is the one Yang Yiming is most willing to tolerate.

It's a pity that many people don't understand and think that the person in front of them is "the best", but the facts will soon prove that he is wrong, and a change of heart will follow.

Yang Yiming almost looked at Du Xuan and Lin Tingan with pity. They chose the most difficult path in the world, and they are very likely to face the most tragic decision in the world in the future.

When they face the reality, they don't know if they still have the sincerity and firmness of today.

Du Xuan held Lin Tingan's hand tightly, and said slowly: "Mr. Yang, although I don't quite understand what you said, I still want to try."

Yang Yiming smiled: "I will help you as much as I can... You two should write your homework here. Lin Tingan, your class teacher will come to pick you up later." After speaking, he stood up and went back to the inner room.

Lin Tingan didn't realize until now that he was the culprit in today's incident, and he had to go to Lao Peng to "sincerely admit his mistake", confessed that he was indeed "anxiety before the exam", and promised to "get along well with his classmates" in the future...

Lin Tingan hissed like a toothache, leaned on Du Xuan's body, and wailed against him: "It's really annoying, it's just a fight. There are no boys who don't fight. If I had known that the follow-up would be so troublesome, I would have endured it."

Du Xuan also laughed when Lin Tingan called her, and the cloud that had just shrouded her head suddenly dissipated.He smiled and said, "Actually, I still don't believe that you will fight because of Zhou Chen."

"That's why I can't believe it, it's called Jianghu morality, the spirit of collectivism, it's not okay to bully people in our class." Lin Tingan said very proudly, and then asked, "Then you think it's not surprising who I fight for? "

"Of course it's me."

"Get lost, you learned Taekwondo for nothing?"

Du Xuan said, "I'll give you a chance to show it off. You're someone else's boyfriend. When will you be the first one?"

Lin Tingan was full of "Smile from the Sea", full of passion and pride, when Du Xuan suddenly teased him, his whole body softened, and the "Smile from the Sea" full of heart turned into "Smile from the Red Dust".

"Why are you looking at me stupidly?" Du Xuan knocked on the table, "Look, I will explain the grammar to you again." After speaking, he carefully wrote down the word "subject" on a piece of paper.

Lin Tingan watched the black Chinese characters slowly fill up on the white paper, and then marked it with pens of various colors. The handwriting was neat, as if there were horizontal lines on the paper. Very beautiful, unrestrained and free.Lin Tingan always felt that Du Xuan's handwriting was different from other people's handwriting. There were many classmates who could write beautiful handwriting, but their handwriting was just good-looking. Only Du Xuan's handwriting had a special feeling.When he writes all the "folding", he doesn't pause the pen deliberately, the stroke is not obvious, but the bend of the pen makes people feel very powerful, like a steel frame with a triangular structure, firmly supporting the entire character .

Handwriting is like a person, Lin Tingan thought, only Du Xuan can write such calligraphy.

"Lin Tingan," Du Xuan hit Lin Tingan's head hard with a pen, "Can you listen?"

"Can you be gentle?" Lin Ting'an rubbed his head, "I'm hurt physically and mentally, you have to be nice to me."

Du Xuan: "I don't treat you well? Do you know how troublesome you are? You don't drink Pepsi, you only drink Coca-Cola, you don't drink peach flavor, you drink lemon, you don't drink green tea, you only drink Uni-President. For sour plum soup, you should choose Xinyuanzhai instead of Jiulongzhai. If you don’t eat Jinfeng Chengxiang’s wife’s cake, you should eat delicious ones. If you don’t like rose fragrance, you should eat Kyoho.

"Shut up!" Lin Tingan shouted.

"Eat fried sauce." Du Xuan suppressed a smile and finished the last sentence.

Lin Tingan yelled and pressed Du Xuan on the sofa: "Do you think you are not troublesome? You are more troublesome than my mother by nagging all day long, so I am patient enough to bear it..."

The two of them were arguing, when the inner door slammed, Lin Tingan immediately let go of his hands and sat upright, Du Xuan got up from the sofa and picked up the pen that fell on the floor.At this time, Yang Yiming opened the door: "Ms. Peng called and asked you to go to him for an examination tomorrow. You two can go now."

Lin Tingan glanced at Du Xuan, both felt a little embarrassed, quickly packed their schoolbags and slipped away.

At the end of May, the weather was starting to get a little hot. When he walked out of the school, Du Xuan bought two iced bottles of Pulse, and handed Lin Tingan a bottle: "Lime."

Lin Tingan took it with a particularly rippling smile.