don't force me

Lin Tingan slapped Zheng Ziyan on the face: "Shut up, stop talking nonsense."

"How can it be nonsense?" Zheng Ziyan said seriously, "You just like people."

Lin Tingan curled up on the bed and said in silence for a long time, "I don't think this should be liking."

It was not until these words came out that Lin Tingan really faced this problem for the first time. He felt that it was impossible for him to like Du Xuan. He is a boy, why would he like a boy?This is too scary, besides, he is a boy who is better than himself in every way, the kind who can't learn, can't fight, and doesn't even have a chance to escape within 100 meters...I always feel that this kind of boy should be hated by me That's right.

Just like last year, when I stood in front of the bulletin board in the third grade with Zheng Ziyan, looking at the overwhelming Du Xuan, I thought:

This person... is really annoying!

But if it's not "like", then what is this flustering feeling?

Would that be a "habit"?Is it because Du Xuan has appeared in my life from the first day I came here, so I always pay special attention to him?Or is it that he is especially "grateful" and "accustomed" to him because he helps him out, gets ahead, and solves problems time and time again?

……

Lin Tingan bit his nails and curled up cowardly on Zheng Ziyan's bed: "I'll stay at your house for a while."

Zheng Ziyan wrote: "You can't stay at my house all the time, why are you so entangled in such a small matter? This is not your style."

Lin Tingan waved his hand: "You don't understand."

Zheng Ziyan sneered: "I don't understand? I don't understand when I have a girlfriend? Ha!"

Lin Tingan was too lazy to argue with him, so he could only continue biting his nails.

Zheng Ziyan slapped Lin Tingan hard on the back of the head: "Don't worry about it, how simple is it? You're not sure now, so let's wait until we're sure."

Lin Tingan said, "You mean..."

"What I mean is that the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and this kind of thing will end naturally... Hey, by the way, who is this girl? Which class is she from?"

Lin Tingan felt a toothache when he heard the word "girl", and he groaned, "Don't worry about it."

"I'm too lazy to bother you." Zheng Ziyan said, "However, it's past eight o'clock, shouldn't you be leaving?"

Lin Tingan shuffled and walked home slowly in the scorching evening wind, but was stopped when he got downstairs.

To be honest, he would rather be stopped by Godzilla than Du Xuan.

"Is there anything to do tomorrow?" Du Xuan asked.

Lin Tingan's reason wanted to say "I'm busy, I'm busy", but the moment he saw Du Xuan's eyes, the word "I'm fine" blurted out.

Pooh!Probably Du Xuan had veritaserum in her eyes.

"Then accompany me to buy a mobile phone," Du Xuan said, "Be an advisor to me."

"Oh, okay." Lin Ting settled down, but still asked, "Are you...are you waiting for me here?"

Du Xuan said, "What do you mean, I've been looking for you for two days."

"Oh." Lin Tingan immediately felt that the wind was really cool tonight, and he asked with a smile on his face, "Then where should we buy it tomorrow?"

Du Xuan said, "I'll come down to find you tomorrow, and then we'll go to Yintai. There's a mobile phone store on the basement floor."

"Okay." Lin Tingan swallowed, "Then... I'm going up."

"Go up," Du Xuan said, "See you tomorrow."

Lin Tingan said "OK" vaguely, and ran up with a puff of smoke.Until he entered the door, he could still hear the sound of his heart beating in his chest.

Tomorrow, go to Yintai and buy a mobile phone together...

Lin Tingan rolled around on the bed, looked at the snow-white ceiling and smiled slowly.

Happy, very happy.

Du Xuan wanted to buy a new mobile phone, but instead of looking for Sun Rui, he came to me, and he wanted me to go with him.

Lin Tingan closed his eyes, although he was still not sure what kind of emotion he had for Du Xuan, but the faint joy now was real.

The next day, when Du Xuan came down, Lin Tingan had already been up for two hours. He was in a state of high excitement, and he could explode a firestorm with his breath.

"Let's go." Lin Tingan kicked forward with his schoolbag on his back and wanted to go outside.

"Wait a minute." Du Xuan grabbed him, "Change your shoes."

Lin Tingan looked down at the zipper on his feet, feeling extremely embarrassed.

Because it is not a weekend, there are not many people in the mall.Lin Tingan felt that everyone was watching them.He couldn't help but straighten his back, feeling very proud: After all, it's not every day that you see such handsome two people.

"Huawei or Xiaomi?" Du Xuan turned around and asked.

"Ah?" Lin Tingan felt guilty when he saw Du Xuan's eyes, he stared at the tip of Du Xuan's nose and said, "Huawei."

"Why?" Du Xuan looked at the mobile phone on the counter, "I think Xiaomi is pretty good-looking too."

"Because I use Huawei." After Lin Tingan finished speaking, he realized that what he said was easily ambiguous, so he continued, "So I know Huawei is very easy to use."

"Yeah." Du Xuan turned to look at the mobile phone at the counter again, and Lin Tingan was overwhelmed by his reaction speed, and wanted to kneel down for himself.

Du Xuan quickly bought a mobile phone, inserted the SIM card, and downloaded QQ and WeChat first.

Du Xuan said: "Okay, I don't need to knock on the heating pipe in the future, I'm afraid of complaints from upstairs and downstairs."

Lin Tingan was a little disappointed. He didn't like knocking on the heating pipe. He just thought it was a communication method that only the two of them would use. It was different from QQ and WeChat. The unique and unique feeling made him Reluctant.

"What if you turn off the phone?" Lin Tingan said.

Du Xuan glanced at Lin Tingan: "I don't turn off the phone, if you turn off the phone, you can come up and knock on my door, if you are too lazy to go upstairs, you can call my landline, I will be on call 24 hours a day, okay?"

Lin Tingan opened his mouth and wanted to ask, "What if you go out?", but felt that he was being unreasonable, so he nodded obediently, and sat watching Du Xuan quickly download the app to his phone.Du Xuan's fingers are beautiful, as expected of a piano player, when the fingertips passed the screen, they were light and dynamic. Lin Tingan felt that he could look at Du Xuan's fingers for a whole day.

Du Xuan raised the phone and said, "Take two steps back."

Lin Tingan stood up and took two steps back: "What are you doing?"

"I tried the lens, and it is said that taking pictures is very good."

Lin Tingan stared at Du Xuan's phone camera: "Where am I standing?"

"Come to the window." Du Xuan said, "Turn sideways, so that the light is backlit."

Lin Tingan turned around slightly and raised his chin.The midsummer sun came in through the window, reflecting Lin Tingan's silhouette. From the screen, it was a dazzling spot of light, with Lin Tingan's graceful profile in the middle.

Du Xuan held her breath and pressed the shutter.

"Is it okay?" Lin Tingan asked, "Is it handsome?"

"Stand over there again, and I'll take a frontal photo." Du Xuan pointed to the showcase next to it, where there was a huge teddy bear doll.

Lin Tingan walked over and stood upright, so that he could perform a queue performance with his pen straight.

"Can you strike a pose?" Du Xuan said with a smile, "It's not military training, I don't want to take pictures of you like this."

"It's just a test shot, what about it? Besides, I look handsome no matter how I stay." Lin Tingan muttered while squatting next to the teddy bear, putting his hands on the teddy bear's legs, and posing in a very casual pose.

Du Xuan pressed the shutter several times in a row, then swiped the screen, and zoomed in to capture Lin Tingan's subtle expression.

"Does it look good? Show me." Lin Tingan walked over to look.

"It's okay." Du Xuan swipe the screen forward several times, and then handed over the phone, "I can't stand it. I'm good at it, and it doesn't look bad no matter what you take."

Lin Tingan dialed the screen twice, then handed the phone back: "It seems that my good looks not only saved this teddy bear, but also saved this phone."

Du Xuan took the phone with a smile, locked the screen and put it in his pocket: "Let's go, let's go eat, I'm hungry."

Lin Tingan stared at Du Xuan's pocket, hesitantly said: "The new model of mobile phone is powerful, and I think it is much better than my mobile phone to take pictures."

"Really?" Du Xuan said, "Your one is pretty good too."

"I'll take a picture and you'll know." Lin Tingan took out his mobile phone and pointed at Du Xuan, "Stand over and I'll take a picture for you."

Du Xuan smiled and said, "It's not troublesome enough to take pictures." He stretched out his hand to hook Lin Tingan's shoulder, leaned his head closer, and said with a smile, "Let's take a photo together, let's take a selfie."

Lin Tingan trembled uncontrollably. He had long arms and took a group photo.

In the photo, the two teenagers leaned shoulder to shoulder, their eyebrows curved, and the window was full of sunlight behind them. The picture was a little blurry, because Lin Tingan's hands were trembling uncontrollably.But it doesn't matter, as long as two people laugh happily enough, everything is enough.

Lin Tingan looked at the photos on the screen and thought that this is actually quite good. Du Xuan is still Du Xuan, I am still me, the sun is still dazzling, and life is still peaceful.

The two finished their lunch at KFC. Du Xuan took the new phone and tested the functions one by one. He said, "Hey, give me the photo you took just now."

Lin Tingan's mouth was full, and he turned to the mobile phone on the table and said, "Look for yourself."

Du Xuan took the phone: "Hey, you are so generous, don't be afraid that I will see your secret."

"No secret." Lin Tingan snorted, "Just look, the password is my birthday.

Du Xuan opened the phone and clicked on the photo album. There are many photos in it. Most of them are running on the sports field at a glance, and there are also funny pictures of classmates in the classroom.Du Xuan held up her mobile phone and asked, "Can I see the photos?"

Lin Tingan rolled his eyes: "Whatever."

Du Xuan looked at the photos slowly, there were not many pictures of Lin Tingan in them, but he saw Lin Tingan's world from the photos.There are runways, sunlight, various model airplanes, and...

Du Xuan held up her mobile phone and asked, "This...is my shoe?"

Lin Tingan blushed. These were the pair of AJs he fell in love with at first sight. He had been thinking about them since the first time they met. Once in the community, he met Du Xuan walking, pretending to chat with him, and secretly took seven photos along the way. It took eighty pictures to pick out such a good one from the middle.

"You like it?" Du Xuan asked.

Lin Tingan snorted, nonsense, is there anyone in the world who doesn't like these shoes?

Du Xuan said: "I like you, but tell me, how would I know if you don't tell me."

Lin Tingan muttered a few words red-faced, and then decided to go all out: "Yes, I really like it, what's the matter, it can't be done."

"Okay." Du Xuan said, "Go back and borrow your clothes."

"Ah?" Lin Tingan was stunned for a moment, "Can you lend me some clothes?"

"How old are you? 42?" Du Xuan looked down, "I'm also 42, it just so happens that our shoes can be interchanged."

Lin Tingan whispered, "The shoes... are quite expensive."

"It's fine if you like it." Du Xuan looked up and smiled, and handed back the phone to Lin Tingan, "Tell me directly what you like in the future."

The moment Lin Tingan heard these words, he even felt pain in his heart.

This person is really...

When I got home, Du Xuan said, "I'll get you something later." After a while, Du Xuan took some thick binders and took them down: "Here, I sorted out the Chinese review notes for the third grade of junior high school. "

Lin Tingan took it and flipped through it, and Du Xuan's beautiful pen writing came into view.

"Basic knowledge, classical Chinese, and composition, these three are your main projects." Du Xuan said, "I drew a rough timetable for you, and you review according to the above schedule, which will be more efficient. "

Lin Tingan was holding this thick stack of notes, quite confidently: "There are so many, how to review."

"Watch a little every day, and if you add up, you'll finish it." Du Xuan said, "Don't worry, I'm here."

Lin Ting'an: "I can already feel the malice from the third year of junior high school."

Du Xuan said: "Actually, I wanted to give it to you the day before yesterday, but you ran away for two consecutive days without a trace, and I couldn't find you."

Lin Ting'an snorted, feeling as if he was going to be out of breath again, hoping wholeheartedly that the previous two days would disappear.

Du Xuan said: "The third grade of junior high school has to make up lessons in mid-August, and I happen to be going to military training in mid-August, so I will teach you all the classical Chinese in the past few days."

"Military training?" Lin Tingan raised his head, "Are you going to military training?"

"That's right, the military training for the freshman year of high school is going for a week." Du Xuan asked back, "Don't you know? This is the rule."

"I don't know." Lin Tingan shook his head, "I thought it was just a walk in school and it was over."

"That was junior high school. The military training in high school is already regular, so I have to go to the base training outside." Du Xuan said, "My mother enrolled me in a transition class from junior high school, and I have to go to class after military training, so I don't have time. So take advantage of these few days to tell you classical Chinese."

"Reporting to work again." Lin Tingan muttered softly, "Can't I let you take a break?"

Du Xuan slowly revealed a smile: "I've been resting this month."

"This little time is not enough to rest." Lin Ting'an said, "It's so tiring to go to class after returning from military training."

Du Xuan looked at Lin Tingan with a very gentle look, and he said, "It's okay, it's just class, how tired you can be."

Lin Tingan pointed to the table: "How long will it take to finish these classical Chinese passages?"

"Two weeks," Du Xuan said, "you memorize it by yourself, and check it when I come back from military training."

Lin Tingan opened the book: "Let's talk about it now, finish it early, and you can rest for a week before going to military training."

Du Xuan burst into a smile, his eyes brightened, and he said: "It's not tiring to talk about these things, but you can't understand if you talk too fast."

Lin Ting'an said, "I'm still tired if you're not tired. Besides, how do you know that I don't understand? Just say that I'm poor in Chinese, and it's not that I can't even understand things from the first grade of junior high school."

"Okay. Listen to you." Du Xuan opened the first Chinese book, come, read "The Analects of Confucius" first. "

Lin Tingan's eyes followed Du Xuan's pen tip, and he felt that what Du Xuan said was ten times clearer than Lao Qiu in terms of the substantive words, function words, sentence patterns, and fake characters. He had never listened to a Chinese class so attentively in his life. .

The noise of cicadas outside the window, the sound of the air conditioner cooling, and the sound of the heartbeat in the chest were all drowned in Du Xuan's voice.Du Xuan's voice can be used as an anchor on the school radio station, publicity at sports meetings, host at flag-raising ceremonies, and poetry recitation at year-end parties.

Lin Ting'an miraculously calmed down when the voice said "Zhihu Zheye", and he found the feeling of being relaxed and confident when he was by Du Xuan's side again.

That's great, Lin Tingan let out a breath slowly, this feeling is really comfortable.

Let it be, as Zheng Ziyan said, it's not too late to talk about it after you figure it out.