don't force me

On the last day of the year, Zhou Man cooked a large table of dishes, although there are only two people, it's still a New Year's Eve, isn't it? At 06:30, all the food was on the table, but Du Xuan hadn't entered the room yet.

Zhou Man called Du Xuan, and Du Xuan said, "I have to be late because of the traffic jam."

Zhou Man told him not to worry, pay attention to safety on the road, and wait alone for a table of dishes.Vegetables get cold quickly in winter, and the dense heat dissipates quickly.Zhou Man remembered that there was a time when Du Xuan had a cold and wanted to eat hot noodle soup early in the morning. How easy it is to make a bowl of hot noodle soup, but he only gave him milk and bread... Zhou Man sighed remorsefully. Looking at the already dark sky outside the window.

Xiaoxuan, where are you?

Du Xuan was actually near the community, but Lin Tingan held him back.

"I told you to go to my house for dinner and you didn't go, what are you afraid of? My mother won't eat you, and besides, there is me." Du Xuan said.

Lin Tingan shook his head: "Will you stay with me for a while, another... 10 minutes?"

Du Xuan said helplessly: "Go back, it's getting dark. I'll find you tomorrow."

"Really? Then you came earlier?"

"No problem, when have I lied to you?" Du Xuan pushed Lin Tingan and turned around, "Let's go together!"

Lin Tingan took a step out, then turned his head to look at Du Xuan reluctantly, leaned up and hugged his waist stickily, and finally left reluctantly.As he walked, he laughed slowly, smiling, and he couldn't help running away.

Du Xuan, he's back!

This afternoon, he arrived at Beijing Medical University at 01:30, and stayed in the third amphitheater for two sessions of physiology with his boyfriend.This is a big class, and it doesn't look awkward to him when the students in three classes are crowded together.He took a set of chemistry papers and wrote next to Du Xuan. Du Xuan occasionally turned his head to look at him and touched his knee with his knee.The two sat in the last row of the classroom. Lin Ting'an gave full play to his acting talent and successfully played the role of a high school senior dog who was depressed and just wanted to be comforted by his brother. Du Xuan's classmates expressed their empathy.But who would have thought that under his obedient expression, the full-fledged male thief and whore, since the teacher came to the stage and started to give lectures, his left hand never left Du Xuan's waist and legs.

Du Xuan said softly, "I'm in class."

Lin Tingan said sanctimoniously, "I'm writing the paper."

Du Xuan: "Then what are you doing?"

"Hands are cold, warm."

Du Xuan smiled helplessly, and had no choice but to let him act like a monster. The final result of being a monster was that the two of them returned to the dormitory and lingered to pack their things. In a daze, they packed up all the three people in the same room, and then hugged each other impatiently. Together.

"Du Xuan..." Lin Tingan was pressed on the narrow desk by Du Xuan. The weird and awkward angle made his waist sore, but he was reluctant to stand up, so he could only say with red eyes, "Du Xuan..."

"Is it okay?" Du Xuan's lips lingered on his neck, the tip of her tongue pressed against the carotid artery, and the throbbing artery beat against his heart.

"Okay..." Lin Tingan straightened his back, tears welled from the corners of his eyes, "You... Hurry up..."

"Oh." Du Xuan chuckled, lightened his movements, and stroked slowly.

"My day..." Lin Tingan growled, "Can't you hear..."

Du Xuan leaned over to cover his mouth, all Lin Tingan's voice was suppressed between Du Xuan's lips, but the bottom became more and more numb and empty, he struggled a bit, and a tear slid down.

Du Xuan leaned over and licked away the tears: "Keep your voice down."

After speaking, he suddenly accelerated the movements of his hands, kneading and scratching repeatedly, and finally drove Lin Tingan to a desperate situation.Lin Tingan struggled like a dehydrated fish, was driven to the point of dizziness by the pleasure, bit Du Xuan's neck, and sucked hard.Then, after the thrill rushed through the nerve endings violently, the whole person went limp and did not move.

"Xiao An?"

"Get lost." Lin Tingan gasped and said weakly.

"What's the matter, uncomfortable?" Du Xuan couldn't hide the smile in Du Xuan's voice, and of course he didn't want to hide it either.

Lin Tingan rolled his eyes and stopped talking. This was completely different from what he had planned.

In Lin Ting'an's plan, he would tease Du Xuan so restlessly in class today, and then he could press him against the door when he returned to the dormitory... Lin Ting'an was not reconciled when he thought that Du Xuan made him kneel on the ground and cry bitterly yesterday .How can I be such a useless person, Mr. An?I must have been too emotional yesterday, and I was caught off guard by you, and I will definitely get back today.Holding back this thought, he gave a lesson like a demon, which really made Du Xuan restless, but he forgot that Du Xuan knew Taekwondo.The only thing he was better than him was running faster than him, but at this time, Lin Tingan didn't want to run at all, not only didn't want to run, he even wanted to lie down automatically.Since he didn't want to run away, he could only be pressed on the desk by Du Xuan.

Lin Tingan leaned against the desk, shaking his feet vigorously, while Du Xuan hugged him and helped him rub his lower back that was hurt by the desk.

Lin Tingan put his chin on Du Xuan's shoulder and sighed: "That's great."

"What's so good?"

"This feeling is so good," Lin Tingan said, "You don't know how many times I woke up last night. Every time I opened my eyes, I felt like I was dreaming, and then I quickly turned my phone out to check before I dared to go back to sleep."

Du Xuan didn't speak, but hugged him tighter.

Lin Ting'an: "Du Xuan, you said that we can rent a room near the school in the future, can we live in a dormitory?"

Du Xuan estimated the money on his bank card and said, "You just need to skip two hot pot meals."

Lin Tingan said: "We rent a small house, and those who cook don't wash the dishes, and those who wash the dishes don't cook."

Du Xuan: "Shall we order takeaway?"

Lin Tingan: "Why don't you go home after eating in the cafeteria."

"That's a good idea."

"Who does the laundry?"

"washing machine."

"Who cleans the house?"

"The one who has no class cleans up the house."

"Okay. But... I think my mother will definitely come and help us clean up."

"You have a thick skin."

Lin Tingan stopped talking, he closed his eyes, put his cheek against Du Xuan's warm neck, and felt that it would be fine even if he didn't rent a room, as long as there was no one in the dormitory, he could hold Du Xuan like this, leaning on him, eating old godmother Mixed with white rice can liven up the day.

Du Xuan watched Lin Tingan run and jump out of the community, then turned and went upstairs.

Zhou Man said: "Hungry, come wash your hands and eat."

Du Xuan changed clothes and sat at the dining table, smiling and said, "Mom, there are only two of us, how can you eat so much? Have leftovers tomorrow?"

"You two have to celebrate the New Year." Zhou Man waved his hand generously, "Throw it away if you can't eat it, our family is not short of that little money."

Du Xuan served a bowl of rice: "Did you win the lottery?"

"I got the dividend," Zhou Man said proudly, "this year's performance award is also much more than last year."

Du Xuan raised her head from the rice bowl, seeing her mother's excited face and the table full of vegetables, her heart suddenly moved.He remembered the first final exam in the first year of junior high school. He took the No. 1 exam in the grade, and he was the first in four subjects.On the day he got his grades, he was so excited that he ran home all the way, but the house was deserted, and his parents were busy with various dinners.He put the report card and test papers neatly on the coffee table in the living room, thinking that his parents would see them at the first sight when they entered the room, but on second thought, they might go back to the bedroom to change clothes first, so he put the test papers away Put it on the dressing table in the bedroom, just after putting it away, I thought, if I put it here, my mother can see it, but my father may not; so I went back to the living room with the paper... I have been tossing around for an hour, waiting for my parents When I came back, the first thing I saw was a math paper with a score of 85...

Du Xuan raised the glass of Coke and said: "My mother is not only beautiful, but also has first-class abilities. The cow is dead, I respect you."

The expression on Zhou Man's face froze in an instant. She slowly widened her eyes, and there was a flash of light in her eyes. She opened her mouth but couldn't speak.After being silent for five or six seconds, she picked up the wine glass in a panic. Her hands were shaking, and the coke spilled out. Her voice was a little sharp because of excitement: "Xiaoxuan, thank you, thank you."

Du Xuan drank half a glass of Coke and ate a piece of Coke Chicken Wings: "Well, Mom, your cooking level has improved a bit fast, at least two stars have risen in half a year."

"Yes, is it?" Zhou Man's voice trembled.

"Winter vacation is coming soon, you have to cook according to this level, I gained ten catties at the beginning of school."

"Eat, eat, eat hard, you are too thin, what's delicious in the school cafeteria, what do you want to eat in the future, call me back, mom will make it for you, I bought several cookbooks." Zhou Man He picked up several chopstick dishes for Du Xuan in a row, and the table was so flustered that he didn't know where to put the chopsticks.

Du Xuan ate deliciously, Zhou Man was sad to see it.

In her memory, few people seem to have sincerely praised themselves.Living in a small town that adheres to the idea that girls are better off getting married than studying, her parents are already a role model for the whole town to support her through high school, and she has to rely on her own work-study program to get through college.After working, her low diploma made her a person who was not valued. Even if she did something, she would be maliciously speculated on; after getting married, her husband thought she was not flexible enough in dealing with others, and that she didn't make good use of Lin Tingan to win her over. Lin Yi has an upbeat son, but the relationship between mother and son is like fire and water.She has been moving forward with a heavy load, and she is used to using her eyes as a whip, and she has also learned to use accusations to push Du Xuan forward.

But today, she really realized how exciting it is to be praised sincerely, especially if this kind of praise comes from Du Xuan.Zhou Man felt that any dividends or performance awards were not as good as his son's sentence "My mother is really good".

My mother is a real cow.

Zhou Man lowered his head and picked up the food in the bowl. What a simple thing. If Xiaoxuan got back the first grade and said "My son is really good", instead of waiting for him to get the first grade in the city No.2 admits, will Xiaoxuan's life be much happier?Could it be that this kind of funny conversation between mother and child that is used to in other people's homes can also appear every day in your own home?

There was a moment of silence at the dinner table, Du Xuan put down her chopsticks and said, "Mom, I'm not at home, are you... used to it?"

Zhou Man wanted to nod subconsciously, but just shook her head and said, "I'm not used to it." It was a bit difficult for Zhou Man to say this, and she was really not used to expressing her heart so frankly.

"Then I'll come back to see you when I have nothing to do."

Zhou Man nodded and shook his head again: "It's too far away, don't waste that time. I know that your medical school is very stressful, and you have joined so many clubs, just keep busy with your work."

Du Xuan: "I will make arrangements, don't worry."

Zhou Man bit her lower lip, and she wanted to yell with joy in her heart. This house is indeed too quiet.Every day when I come back from get off work, it is deserted and deserted. Even if I turn on the TV, I will be startled by the sound coming from the speakers.She longed for someone to talk to her, especially her son.Ever since she was a child, she has hardly listened to her son's words. Now she wants to listen, but she doesn't know if she still has the opportunity.

Du Xuan reached for an empty bowl, filled a bowl of soup and stood up to Zhou Man: "Mom, happy new year, we all have to be well."

Zhou Man took the bowl of soup: "It must be good."

Du Xuan sat back in his seat. When he sat down, there was a half red mark under the collar of his loose pajamas, which was very conspicuous on his fair skin.Zhou Man's hands froze all of a sudden, she stared at the red mark on Du Xuan's neck, feeling that her heart that had just warmed up quickly cooled down.She didn't object to Du Xuan looking for a girlfriend, and she once said that she wanted Du Xuan to bring back the girl she liked.But now, Du Xuan has just finished telling her "we will be good", and in a blink of an eye he will belong to another girl.

1 minute ago he said: "I'll be back when I have nothing to do."

One minute later, the red mark on the neck indicated that the child was getting further and further away from him.

Staring at the rice in the bowl, Zhou Man said slowly, "Xiaoxuan, do you have a girlfriend?"

Du Xuan paused: "No."

Zhou Man smiled bitterly. Did he refuse to tell himself the truth?

"No... Just study hard, and tell your mother when you meet the right one." Zhou Man said with difficulty, the dishes all over the table lost their taste.

On January [-]st, Du Xuan honestly stayed at home with her mother. She said she was with her mother. In fact, the mother and son had nothing to say. One was watching TV in the living room, and the other was holding a mobile phone and chatting on WeChat.Zhou Man's attention was all on Du Xuan's face, seeing the unconcealable smile in her son's eyes, she felt a little sad.It wasn't like this when he came back last week. In the past six months, his mood has been low, listless and haggard.But overnight, he seemed to have returned to the state when he had just passed the college entrance examination, his whole body came alive, and there was always a smile in his eyes.

What happened in this short week, the answer lies in that red mark.

Zhou Man tried her best to restrain herself from asking, which was really too difficult, completely different from her habits and methods in the past ten years.She was restless and wondered whether this girl was good-looking, whether her family background was good, whether her study was good, or her personality was good, but she knew Du Xuan, and now Du Xuan was the happiest and closest to herself.Zhou Man clenched her fists, forced herself to shut her mouth tightly, and turned her eyes back to the TV screen. Xiaoxuan was the last she had, and she couldn't lose him.

Lin Tingan fidgeted holding his mobile phone around, and Du Xuan told him at least four times, "Stop chatting and do your homework", but he still kept talking nonsense. Xuan is still there.

Du Xuan finally sighed: "I turned off the phone."

Lin Tingan: All right.give me a kiss.

Du Xuan: Hurry up and write, I will find you tomorrow.

Lin Tingan locked the screen of the phone unhappily. After thinking about it and feeling unsafe, he handed the phone to Ma Jing again.

Ma Jing: "What are you doing for me?"

Lin Tingan: "I can't control it, I always want to chat with Du Xuan, please help me hold the phone."

Ma Jing, who is in her 40s, was forcefully stuffed with a handful of dog food by her own son, and almost choked to death, almost throwing her phone out the window.

Lin Tingan went into the room to do his homework, and Ma Jing said sadly to Lin Yi, "Look at Xiaoan."

Lin Yi said, "It's okay, Xiaoxuan can control him."

Ma Jing stared at her husband without saying a word, and stared at Lin Yi: "What are you doing?"

Ma Jing: "You said...they are together, what...how?"

"Which one?"

"that."

"Which one?"

"that!"

"what?"

"Are you a pig!" Ma Jing was angry, "That!!"

"Oh, oh oh," Lin Yi's old face blushed from the vicissitudes of life on the test flight field, "You are so... thinking of this."

"Aren't I... worried?"

"What's there to worry about? If it's a girl, you're still worried that he'll make her belly bigger, a bald boy..." Lin Yi also paused at this point, "The bald boy...is quite troublesome."

Ma Jing rolled her eyes: "You just found out."

"I don't know either," Lin Yi scratched his head, "How do I know that?"

"This... can't teach him."

Ji Dong: "Don't teach me, you are too worried."

"Why don't you need to teach it? This... Safety education is still necessary, they are all young men with vigor. I heard that it is not safe and easy to get sick."

"That's something messy, and that's how you get sick." Lin Yi rolled his eyes, "Our son can't."

Ma Jing got up sadly and walked to the bedroom.

Lin Yi asked, "Why are you going?"

"Look online."

After dinner, Lin Yi put on his down jacket and said to Lin Tingan, "Son, let me go downstairs for a walk."

Lin Tingan looked at the northwestern wind of four or five degrees outside the window: "Walking?"

"Well, take a walk."

Lin Tingan followed his father downstairs suspiciously, while Ma Jing stared at the TV, but her face gradually turned red.

An hour later, Lin Tingan, who was blown through by the northwest wind, entered the house with smoke coming from his head.

The next day Du Xuan came to look for Lin Ting'an, and after bringing him into his room, Lin Ting'an didn't dare to close the door for fear that his parents would be wrong.

Du Xuan came to check on Lin Tingan's study. Lin Tingan honestly handed over all his monthly exam papers for the past four months. Du Xuan went through them one by one and said, "I won't talk about liberal arts, it's an old problem; how about science?" What's the matter? Why is the knowledge point of Minghui still wrong?"

"I'm not in a good mood." Lin Tingan glanced at him, which meant "why is my mentality bad, you don't have a clue."

Du Xuan closed his mouth helplessly and had to ask him to do all the wrong questions again.

Looking at Lin Tingan's side face seriously doing the questions, Du Xuan thought that he would spend his whole life thinking about this matter.

Ma Jing saw two children sitting at the desk in the living room, one was seriously doing the questions, and the other was checking carefully. There seemed to be a barrier between them, and no external interference could affect them.Ma Jing breathed a sigh of relief, sure enough, only Du Xuan could control him.

It wasn't until five or six o'clock in the evening that Lin Tingan finished sorting out the wrong questions in the first subject. Ma Jing asked Du Xuan to have dinner at home. Du Xuan hesitated for a while and Zhou Man made a phone call.

Zhou Man asked, "where are you?"

Du Xuan: "Student's home."

Zhou Man: "Aren't you coming back for dinner?"

Du Xuan could hear a strong taste of disappointment from his mother's words, he was a little sad, and looked at Lin Ting'an in embarrassment.Lin Tingan looked at him eagerly, holding four rice bowls in his hands.

Du Xuan said cruelly, "I'm eating at a classmate's house, and I'll be back later, about...nine o'clock."

Lin Tingan immediately went to set the dishes with a smile on his face.

Zhou Man said, "oh Then you should be careful when you come back."

Ma Jing's cooking was as delicious as ever, because Du Xuan was here today, she specially fried two non-spicy dishes, and Du Xuan ate very happily.Before he finished his meal, Ji Dong's cell phone rang. He looked at the screen, and his thick eyebrows frowned.

"What's wrong?" Ma Jing asked.

Lin Yi glanced at Du Xuan: "Your father."

Ma Jing's face also sank.

Du Xuan keenly saw the clues from the faces of the Lin family couple, he asked softly: "My father..."

Ji Dong shook his head and picked up the phone.

On the other end of the phone, Du Jiancheng said nonsense such as "It's so cold" and "Have you eaten?" After making two detours, he said: "Oh, you are at home, that's just right, I'm going back to my hometown. Lou, I just went to see my siblings and Xiao An, it's also a holiday."

Ji Dong didn't even know how to reject him.

Du Xuan gritted her teeth: "Did my father cause trouble again?"

Lin Yi took a bite and said, "It's okay, it's all about the unit, and you kids don't understand, so don't worry about it."

Lin Tingan glanced at Du Xuan and whispered, "My father will take care of it."

Du Xuan shook her head, put down the bowl and said, "Uncle Lin, I have something to tell you."

Lin Yi: "Say it."

Du Xuan: "Actually, I knew from a few years ago that my father caused you a lot of trouble, and I really don't have the ability to intervene and intervene, but I want you to tell me how serious this matter is, because what he did Because it is very likely to affect me and Xiaoan."

Lin Tingan held the bowl: "Huh? No, it won't affect me."

Du Xuan: "Yes. You are very filial. If my father makes it difficult for Uncle Lin, you will be very angry. This will definitely affect us. I don't want any misunderstanding between us."

Lin Ting'an blushed and lowered his head to pick up the rice silently, while Ma Jing, who was stuffed with dog food by Du Xuan, put down the bowl, feeling that he couldn't eat anymore.

Lin Yi looked at Du Xuan with admiration, and he said, "Then what can you do if you know?"

Du Xuan said frankly: "I don't know, but I can prepare in advance to minimize the damage."

Lin Yi sighed. He really felt that people were more deadly than others. Whoever was like his silly son said "my dad can handle it" and then let go of him in relief.

Du Xuan: "Uncle, tell me."

Lin Yi said: "Your father thinks that he earns too little, so he wants to work as an agent on his own. It is said that he has obtained the qualification certificate, but I doubt his source of goods. You also know that the things we produce are all related to military industry. Yes, there is no sloppy at all. And I am the chief technical engineer, and all products have to pass through my hands in the end.”

Du Xuan nodded: "Understood."

Lin Yi said: "I have a sense of proportion in this matter. It has nothing to do with you children. You should study hard. Xiaoan will be admitted to Beihang University next year, and your mother and I will be at ease."

Lin Tingan held his chopsticks in his mouth: "Beihang University. I want to go to Beihang University."

Ma Jing said: "Hurry up and eat. After dinner, you two should go to the house to do your homework and don't come out."

Lin Ting'an took two mouthfuls of rice, dragged Du Xuan into the room, and shut the door openly.

Du Xuan sat on the bed, a little restless.

Lin Tingan threw off his slippers and climbed onto the bed, holding Du Xuan in his arms: "I disagree with what you said today."

"what?"

"You said that your father's affairs will affect us. I don't agree with this."

Du Xuan forced a smile: "Don't be stupid, when the time comes..."

"At that time, I may beat your father, such as puncture his car tire, put him in a sack in the underground parking lot, or block him at the door of his house and give him a stick, or... I will call you anonymous Report him by phone. In short, I will not let him go."

Du Xuan opened his eyes wide, this method of handling is indeed Lin Tingan's style.

"However, I won't blame you." Lin Tingan said affirmatively, "Your father is not good to you at all, so I don't think of him as your father too much, at least emotionally, I don't think you two are a family." People, you and I are a family. I won't be so stupid to get angry with my family because of an outsider. "

Du Xuan blinked, feeling heavy in her heart. It was the feeling that the seeds had taken root. All the vitality could follow this boy's bright eyes and flow into her blood. With him, there was support, and there was a home.Du Xuan relaxed herself, and leaned into Lin Tingan's arms without speaking for a while.

Lin Tingan tilted his head and kissed him on the forehead: "Don't worry."

Du Xuan smiled softly: "Go down and do the papers, don't be lazy."

Lin Tingan narrowed his eyes with a smile, held Du Xuan's face in his arms and kissed him twice, and rolled out of bed unwillingly to do his homework.

Du Jiancheng came to the door at 07:30 with big boxes and small bags of gifts, and Du Xuan listened to the false courtesies for 10 minutes through the door panel.

Du Jiancheng said: "Oh, Lao Lin, these things are worthless, just some fruit, and gadgets for children, you don't accept them? When I lived upstairs from your house, Xiaoxuan also went to Didn't I say nothing when you were eating at home, you see, I never treat you as an outsider."

Du Xuan felt a little disgusted.

Lin Tingan put down his pen, leaned over and kissed Du Xuan on the lips, then quickly sat back at the table and continued to work on his questions, coming and going like the wind, but Du Xuan felt very warm.

Du Jiancheng started to talk about the difficulty of the work after recounting the past, and said that fortunately, with Lin Yi's help, otherwise the work would be really difficult to carry out... It has been almost 10 minutes after a bunch of nonsense.Du Xuan heard Du Jiancheng's voice saying goodbye, and he was wondering why he didn't mention the agent at all, when he heard Du Jiancheng who had already walked to the door say: "Oh, by the way, Lao Lin, I have something to tell you One sound."

Du Xuan clenched her fists nervously, and simply got out of bed and lay down by the door to listen.

Du Jiancheng said: "Aren't we going to buy a batch of new products in April? Then you can help me find out. I still trust you more for such purely technical matters."

Lin Yi smiled and said, "Don't worry, when did I make a mistake? Absolutely strictly control the quality."

Du Jiancheng: "That's good, that's good. But for new products, it's inevitable that the technology is immature, so don't be too harsh. The defective rate of [-]% is too high, so relax."

Lin Yi said "um" and didn't say yes or no, and Du Jiancheng also clicked, and left.

Du Xuan came out of the room with a sullen face, and Lin Yi said, "Don't worry, I know."

Du Xuan: "I'm sorry, Uncle Lin, for causing you trouble."

Lin Yi smiled: "You child, you told Xiaoan once when you were in the third grade of junior high school, and I told you at the time that this matter has nothing to do with you, don't take it to your heart. I have already thought about it with your Auntie Ma, it is really not possible Let's quit and go back to our hometown, since your Aunt Ma doesn't like it here anyway."

Lin Tingan raised his hands and said, "I won't go, I want to study here."

Ma Jing: "Yes, yes, if you don't go, you and Du Xuan will stay here. If you want to take the Beihang exam, don't rush into the house to do your homework. You have business everywhere!"

Lin Tingan dragged Du Xuan back to the house, and he said to Du Xuan, "Where are you and I am, remember?"

Du Xuan nodded.

Lin Tingan: "So don't worry, I will be by your side."