don't force me

Ji Dong stretched out his hand: "Give me the phone."

Lin Tingan's eyes widened: "Why...why?"

"Give it to me first."

Lin Tingan took out his mobile phone from his schoolbag, and swipe his finger across the screen, the screen lighted up, the WeChat message bar lit up, and there was an unread letter from Du Xuan.Du Xuan clutched the phone and looked at Lin Yi beggingly: "Dad..."

Ji Dong stretched out his hand unceremoniously.

Lin Tingan shouted again with a trembling voice: "Dad...I..."

"Give it to me first." Lin Yi took the phone from Lin Tingan's hand, and it still had Lin Tingan's body temperature on it, as well as a little bit of wetness - it was Lin Tingan's tears.

Ji Dong felt a pain in his heart, he had never seen Lin Tingan cry, this brat cried much worse than this when he was being whipped by Ma Jing's feather duster and ran around the room, but this was the first time he saw Lin Tingan crying like this A kind of suppressed cry.He seems to gather all his emotions together and hide them tightly, just like a mouse desperately collecting pine nuts to survive the harsh winter. Every pine nut is a condition for it to survive, and every pine nut is precious. .

Perhaps, what is contained in that mobile phone is all its food.

Ji Dong watched his son's eyes glued to the phone, and sighed: "Calm down for a couple of days."

Lin Tingan raised his head, but his eyes did not leave the phone: "Dad, we... have been for almost three years."

Lin Yi...

Lin Tingan lowered his head and said softly, "Dad, I will go back to my hometown with you, but... I like him, really."

Ji Dong didn't speak.

Lin Tingan: "Even if I go back to my hometown, I will study hard. I must be admitted to Beihang University. I promised Du Xuan. From the beginning to now, I have done everything I promised him, and I will do this do it."

Lin Yi: "Xiao An..."

Lin Tingan: "Talk it over with Mom. I just want to see him before I leave. Don't worry... you can follow. Okay?"

Ji Dong watched as Lin Tingan stood up with difficulty, walked into the bedroom and closed the door slowly.He clutched the mobile phone and turned around in the living room irritably. The mobile phone vibrated again. Lin Yi looked down, and another WeChat message came in from Du Xuan.Ji Dong couldn't open the phone and didn't want to open it. He didn't want to know what was said between the young couple. He only cared about how to get out of this step.

This decision will affect the lives of the two children and the two families, and Ji Dong feels that he is going to be out of breath.

When Ma Jing came back from get off work, Ji Dong almost stepped on the floor of the living room.Overnight, big dark circles appeared on Ma Jing's face, and exhaustion and depression were written all over her normally radiant face.

"How is it?" Ma Jing asked her husband eagerly, and there was a gleam of light in her eyes, like a little fire and hope.

Lin Yi pulled Ma Jing: "Xiao An agreed."

"Then I'll book a plane ticket!" Ma Jing shook off her husband's hand, turned around and was about to go to the bedroom.

"Wait," Lin Yi grabbed Ma Jing, "Although he didn't say anything, he readily agreed. But...he was very sad."

"It will be like this. It will be fine in a few days. He won't be so sad all the time. He will always forget this paragraph."

"And then fell in love with another boy?"

Ma Jing: "..."

Lin Yi: "If he can fall in love with a girl, then we're on the right track. If not... To be honest, I'd rather that person be Xiaoxuan."

Another layer of tears welled up in Ma Jing's dry and painful eyes, she shook her head wildly, but couldn't say anything.

Lin Yi: "Xiao An said that even if he goes back, he must be admitted to Beihang University, because he must do what he promised Du Xuan."

Ma Jing's tears came down "shua".

Ji Dong gently wiped the tears from his wife's face: "He is too uncomfortable, really, I feel so uncomfortable seeing him today, I have never seen him like this."

Ma Jing was a little anxious: "It's uncomfortable now, but in the future..."

Lin Yi: "It will only be more uncomfortable in the future."

"Impossible, what else..."

"Xiao Jing, it was Xiao An who took the initiative."

"what!"

"Xiaoan pursued Du Xuan. He said it himself. Du Xuan only agreed to it because he was so entangled with him."

"Then...then...then Du Xuan didn't like him much, Du Xuan just couldn't refuse him, right?" Ma Jing grabbed the only straw and almost screamed.

Lin Yi shook his head: "If Du Xuan didn't like him... would he do so much for him? It's not like you didn't see those notes."

Ma Jing: "Which side are you on?"

Lin Yi said: "I'm not taking sides, I just want to minimize the harm to everyone."

Ma Jing: "..."

Lin Yi sighed, and said helplessly, "We both know Xiao An well. What hobby has this kid been able to stick to for more than two years in the past 18 years? Except for airplanes, it is Du Xuan."

Ma Jing took a breath: "How many years?"

"Three years." Lin Yi said, "Xiao An said that he chased Du Xuan in the third year of junior high."

Ma Jing stared in disbelief: "Then... so long? Impossible!"

Lin Yi smiled wryly: "Do you still remember that when Xiao An gave a speech at the 'Technology Week', you asked their homeroom teacher to verify it? Actually, we all found out, but no one thought about Du Xuan."

Ma Jing seemed to have been drained of all the energy in her body, and she slumped on the sofa, staring blankly at the floor.

Lin Yi sat next to his wife: "In the past few years, we have all seen how good Xiaoan is. We always thought that he just grew up and became sensible, but... I only found out today that it was because of Du Xuan."

Ma Jing murmured: "I've never seen a father like you, where a father encourages his son to go...go..."

Lin Yi said: "I'm not encouraging him. In fact, I have already negotiated with him that we will go back to our hometown during the summer vacation. Although he is very uncomfortable, he agrees. I just want to discuss with you, can we have another way to deal with it?"

Ma Jing: "How to deal with it? Watching them continue like this, and then being pointed at by others?"

Lin Yi: "I think..."

Just as Lin Yi said two words, the phone in the living room rang.Under normal circumstances, everyone uses mobile phones to communicate, and the phone is basically a decoration. When it rang, Lin Yi and his wife all glanced at Lin Tingan's mobile phone on the coffee table.The phone screen was still on, and it showed that Du Xuan had sent another WeChat message.

Lin Yi coughed and picked up the phone. Ma Jing leaned over to listen.

Du Xuan said hello very politely, and then asked, "Uncle, is Lin Tingan at home?"

"Here." Ji Dong glanced at his wife, "He's asleep."

"Oh--"

Du Xuan's tone of relief was so obvious that Ma Jing's eyes flickered.

Du Xuan said: "Then let him sleep, the exam is also very tiring, I have nothing to do."

Lin Yi said: "Xiaoxuan, you... come to the house, uncle wants to ask you something."

Du Xuan was silent for a few seconds, then said with a trembling voice, "Okay, I'll go over now."

Du Xuan did countless psychological preparations on the way here, and he was 100% sure that the affair between himself and Lin Tingan must have been discovered.He is not afraid of being discovered, he is only worried about how much pressure Lin Tingan will face at this juncture.When he came to Lin's house, he saw Lin Tingan's mobile phone on the coffee table at a glance. Ma Jing and Lin Tingan were not there, and only Lin Yi was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy expression.

Ji Dong didn't play around with him, and said directly: "Xiao An will return to his hometown in two days, and we have contacted him with a borrowing school there."

Du Xuan's head grew bigger with a "buzz", his brows twitched, the light in his eyes dimmed immediately, his whole body was covered with a layer of gray, but he still sat upright.

Lin Yi said: "Uncle just wanted to ask you, you are an older brother, what's the matter?"

Du Xuan didn't say anything, it was a tacit agreement.

Lin Yi felt a throbbing pain in his heart when he saw Du Xuan's pale face, but he still said hard-heartedly, "Your Auntie Ma and I will definitely not agree."

Du Xuan clenched his teeth tightly, and Ji Dong could even see his mandible almost piercing through the skin.

Du Xuan forced himself to open his mouth: "I..." As soon as he said a word, his voice split, and the ending sound of that word cracked into a trembling sound, which was held tightly in his throat.

Lin Yi's gaze at Du Xuan flickered for a while, and he always felt that Du Xuan looked very much like Lin Ting'an at that moment.

Du Xuan took a breath, opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, he clenched his fist quietly, took another breath, and said, "Uncle... Lin, we... I really like him."

"'Like' is so easy to say, but can you afford the consequences?"

Du Xuan: "I say 'I can' now, do you believe it?"

Lin Yi: "I don't believe it."

Du Xuan closed his mouth, and the room fell into a terrible silence. Du Xuan listened to his heartbeat, which became slower and slower, and finally he even felt that his heart had stopped.

Lin Yi cruelly added: "I can't accept my son becoming like this, I would rather not have him."

"Uncle Lin, Xiao An...in fact, not only is my man...the one I like, but for me, he...is my family."

Lin Yi sighed silently when he thought of Du Xuan's messy family situation.

Du Xuan: "So... I... know the feeling of not having a loved one. It's very uncomfortable, really, very uncomfortable. Don't want him, okay?"

"How do you want me to accept him!" Lin Yi said with a bit of coldness.

Du Xuan bent down slowly, with his elbows resting on his knees, and he couldn't help protecting his heart with his fists, because he felt that it hurt so much, it seemed that he was undergoing heart-picking.Painful and cold, in the midsummer of July, Du Xuan's whole body was frozen by the chill from his heart. When the blood flowed, the blood vessels were scratched by ice balls.

In a blank emptiness, Du Xuan seemed to hear someone say from the deepest part of his mind: "You...lost another relative."

Lin Yi couldn't wait for Du Xuan's response, so he finally couldn't help asking: "What do you want to do?"

Du Xuan raised his head, his gaze passed through Lin Yi and landed on Lin Tingan's door.The door is not closed, and you can see a room full of planes, that is Lin Tingan's dream, favorite plane, favorite Du Xuan...

Du Xuan said: "Don't accept him, that feeling...he can't stand it, really...can't stand it."

Lin Yi snorted, his eyes felt a little hot.

Du Xuan: "Don't take him back to his hometown, he won't get used to it. He is in the experimental class and holds a provincial competition award certificate. The school will make great efforts on him as a potential top student. If you go to No teacher will pay special attention to him when he is borrowed from other places, and no one will care how much he scores in the test."

"Then your relationship..."

Du Xuan: "I...I like him, I don't need to go to him, but...I want to wait for him."

"Wait?"

"Wait until you believe that we can be together well, or wait until...he...he no longer..." Du Xuan finally couldn't continue.He sucked in small mouthfuls of air. Only in this way, the chest cavity would not hurt like tearing.

Lin Yi looked at Du Xuan. Since the first time he met him, this child has always been like this. Beneath the gentle and restrained appearance is a temperament that would rather bend than bend.He never seems to know what compromise is, and he never gives up on things he has made up his mind.Lin Yi thought, this kind of temperament, which is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, is actually quite attractive.But it was such a person who took away his own son alive.

Du Xuan quickly wiped her eyes with her hand, and when she raised her head again, her eyes finally converged, she looked at Ji Dong steadily, and said softly, "Can I wait for him? Do nothing, just Wait for him."