[Net Wang] That day you don't know

, "It's really interesting to play tricks on people, especially honest people like Genichiro."

Yes, Yukimura still likes to make fun of himself as before.Maybe it's really funny, Sanada used to think that as long as Yukimura is happy, a little joke is fine.But—"Could it be a game about feelings?" A bitter taste surged out from the bottom of Sanada's heart.

"Xianichiro, can you stop being so serious?" Yukimura's complaints failed to shake Sanada's face, so he could only hold back his smile and solemnly replied, "Do you think my feelings for you are just a game?"

Sanada hesitated, shaking his head slowly.Yukimura smiled lightly: "Isn't that enough?" As long as the feelings are true, isn't it enough?But Yukimura knew, he knew very well, that this was not enough for Sanada.

Sanada even felt a little sour on the nose: "Yukimura, you clearly know that because of this incident, my family and I broke up, and my grandfather was so angry... I really don't know how to accept such a prank."

"This is not a prank, Sanada." Yukimura called out his last name solemnly, "I just helped you recognize your heart—you like me, do you know, Sanada?"

I like it, I really like it, Sanada doesn't know when this feeling started, but he always knows what he can do for Yukimura.Because I like it, I am willing to be his foil; because I like it, I am the protagonist of his boring and childish games again and again; because I like it, no matter where I am in the world, I always keep him in my dreams.But all of this is not a reason for him to do whatever he wants.

Yukimura calmly turned his left leg onto his right leg, and with his usual elegant posture, his clear eyes pierced Sanada's soul: "I know what you're thinking, Sanada. Think about the days we were together, How happy you are, how happy I am, and all because of that joke."

"But my family split up, my grandfather died, because of that joke too."

"Is that more important than your own happiness?"

"Yes."

A long silence spread between the two.He doesn't know what kind of man Sanada is. The people he loves and the family he cherishes are above all else in his eyes.But he chose to use Sanada's most important things and made a joke to Sanada.Knowingly committing a crime may be the reason Sanada can't forgive, he is used to stepping on Sanada's weakness, step by step to push Sanada to any direction he wants Sanada to go.At that time, he was Sanada's weakness, he was too complacent, maybe in Sanada's heart, he really wasn't important enough to transcend everything.

"What do you want?" Yukimura restrained his emotions, but he couldn't control his voice trembling like a sharp blade piercing the air, "Break up?"

Sanada glanced at Yukimura in surprise, and then looked away from Yukimura's face: "No, Yukimura. I think I...need to think about it."

Yukimura stood up suddenly and took off the shirt on the ironing rack: "Make it clear earlier that you don't have to pick me up today." Yukimura folded the clothes in half and threw them into the suitcase.

Sanada stopped him: "You don't have to go."

Yukimura squinted at him: "Facing me, can you calm down?"

Sanada bit her lip: "I'm going back to Kanagawa—not because of this incident. Some time ago, there was a higher position vacancy there, so I applied, and the approval was approved yesterday."

Seiichi Yukimura 013

When Yukimura opened the study door as usual, he suddenly remembered that Sanada was lying on the sofa in the living room. Yukimura was taken aback, as if a child who had made a mistake felt cramped.Borrowing the light from the entrance, I saw the quilt on the sofa fluttering, and the words of apology lingered on my lips several times, but I still swallowed them back.Yukimura walked back to the bedroom lightly, this time he remembered to close the bedroom door gently, and five seconds later, he opened the door again.

The sofa must be uncomfortable to sleep on, right?Maybe Genichiro would come back to the bedroom, he thought.

Yukimura likes to sleep late, but his sleep quality is not good, and the slightest movement will wake him up.When Sanada opened the closet, Yukimura inevitably woke up, although he was very, very careful.Sanada turned to look at Yukimura, and whispered, "Sorry." The sleepy Yukimura shook his head, turned over and buried himself under the blanket.

Hearing the sound of the door being carefully locked, Yukimura poked his head out of the bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what.Yukimura touched his empty stomach, got up and went to the kitchen to look for food.The blue post-it note is particularly conspicuous on the refrigerator door, with Sanada's handwriting: All three meals are in the refrigerator, and they should be eaten warm.Clearly saying that they were going to break up, Yukimura crumpled the post-it note with a wry smile, as if he couldn't live without him—maybe he really couldn't.

Sanada didn't say when he was leaving, and Yukimura didn't ask either.No matter whether he was reluctant to part with him or hoped that he would leave as soon as possible, Yukimura did not want to have this kind of misunderstanding.Yukimura took advantage of Fuji to inquire about Sanada's transfer. Tezuka said that it would take about two weeks. Yukimura lay powerlessly on the bed, listening to Fuji's words with his mobile phone: "Aren't you going back?"

"Hmm... If you go back like this, it seems like I'm following him." Even so, it's true.

"Do you want to stay in Tokyo alone?"

"Don't you still have you?" Yukimura teased with a smile, "You don't think you want to leave me because you have Tezuka?"

Fuji made a series of chuckles on the phone, his laughing voice was pleasant, Yukimura never felt this way before.Perhaps after being with Tezuka, many things have changed unconsciously: "Of course not, if Yukimura decides to stay, we can often eat together—well, three of us."

Yukimura thought it necessary to emphasize it? "Hey, I won't be the light bulb for you and Tezuka."

"Yukimura," Fuji pondered for a while, then asked softly, "If I apologize to Sanada-kun..."

Apologize?Yukimura never had this word in his vocabulary, but now he has to tell Fuji helplessly: "It's useless." Even if he can let go of his figure, can Sanada let go of those things?

Bu Er sighed: "Don't you want to redeem it?"

Yukimura became inexplicably irritable: "It's useless to say it's useless!" If he has a way to redeem it, he is willing to try no matter what.But that's Sanada, the hard and stubborn Sanada, once it's decided, it's impossible to change it.

Fuji was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Toyosaki has something to ask me, so let's do this first." When Yukimura heard him hang up the phone, remorse and guilt surged out.Why did he get angry at Fuji?What position does he have to get angry at Fuji?When he decided to lie to Sanada, Buer persuaded him; now that he and Sanada are facing a breakup, Buer tried his best to restore him.But he actually got angry at Buer, at Buer who had been helping him and supporting him.

"I'm sorry." Yukimura opened Line and sent the few regrets in his life to his friends.

Bu Er returned a smiling face thoughtfully: "Don't take it to heart."

Yukimura slid the address book to Sanada's name, do you want to apologize?Sorry, will it really work?The fingers holding the phone tightened and loosened, Yukimura hesitantly dropped it.That was Genichiro Sanada, not Shusuke Fuji. The matter between them was far from being as simple as the friendship between him and Fuji.

The paintbrush was turning between his slender fingers, and the blank panel on the screen was opened for a long time. Yukimura's mind was full of Sanada's affairs. He couldn't remember what he drew in the last manga.Yukimura frustratingly opened the date bar in the corner of the screen, and there were three days left for the manuscript to be due, which just gave him an excuse to relax.Yukimura fell headfirst on the drawing board, he is a lovelorn now, what he needs most is to relax.

Yukimura fell asleep on the desk, and suddenly opened his eyes, it was already dark outside the window, and he quickly glanced at the computer screen, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.He slept for three hours.Yukimura leaned on the back of the chair and twisted his neck, his back ached from this sleep.He went into the kitchen and heated up the dinner that Sanada had prepared in advance. At this time, if Sanada didn't work overtime, it would be almost time for him to come back. If he saw that he didn't have dinner, he would definitely yell again.Standing in front of the microwave oven, Yukimura suddenly wondered, would Sanada still talk to him now?Thinking of this, he took out the half-heated dinner again, sealed it as it was, and put it back in the refrigerator.

I don't know what happened, Yukimura was sleepy and tired, obviously he just wanted to lie on the bed and play with his mobile phone for a while, but fell asleep again as soon as his head touched the pillow.When he woke up again, the light above his head was still on, Yukimura quickly took out his mobile phone to check, it was four o'clock in the morning, didn't Sanada come back?

He ran to the living room to take a look, but there was no one, and checked the things in the bathroom again, but he didn't come back.Yukimura is lying on the sofa with Sanada's quilt on his head. Is Sanada hiding from him?Can't even meet up?The whole person fell powerlessly as if being emptied, and Yukimura stroked his chest with one hand, as if he couldn't find anything inside, so this is the feeling of being broken in love.Why didn't I feel like this every time I broke up in the past?

Yukimura took out his mobile phone and sent a message to the only two friends in Tokyo: "I seem to be sick."

When Yukimura received the call from Shiraishi, he didn't even know the time, his head was in a daze and he didn't know what to answer, he just felt that he heard the doorbell ringing not long after he hung up the phone.Yukimura, who had completely forgotten about the phone call, got off the sofa sullenly, walked to the door with erratic footsteps, and when he opened the door, he saw a nervous handsome face, and Shiraishi rushed over exaggeratedly and grabbed Yukimura's shoulder: "