[Net Wang] That day you don't know

I'm dead. "

"No two...you know those reporters are chasing rumors."

"So, not really?"

"what."

"Ah what?"

"not real."

"Then... you've had a tough game recently, when will you return to Berlin?" Fuji on the other end of the phone was really relieved, he didn't know if Tezuka heard it.No matter which sport it is, the private life of young and handsome athletes like Tezuka is always concerned by various reporters.In the reporter's eyes, Tezuka's privacy protection has always been very good. He has not leaked any information about his girlfriend for many years since his debut. Only Fuji knows that he has been really dedicated to tennis these years.But if it is said that he is so busy that he has no time to fall in love, Buer thinks it is probably impossible, then why—or, is it really for himself?Bu Er hurriedly shook his head to get rid of the thought.

At the age of 16, Fuji flew to Germany alone, in order to meet Tezuka.It was the first time he had traveled such a long distance alone, and he was still a minor, not to mention safety, if he had no income, he would have to save up enough money for this trip.Tezuka said, you don't have to come, I will go back to Japan during the New Year.

Fuji also felt that his actions were a bit crazy, as if he was afraid that others would not know that he liked Tezuka.Afterwards, Fuji seldom did such stupid things again. Tezuka only went back to Japan once or twice a year, and every time he came back, he had to spend a lot of time with his family and other friends. Fuji felt that it was not enough, it was not enough.However, what position does he have to ask Tezuka to spend time with him?

In junior year, the senior of the photography club confessed his love to Fuji after the farewell party, and Fuji was shocked. It was not the first time he was confessed, but it was the first time he was confessed by a boy. "You have never had a girlfriend. Although there is no necessary connection, are you gay?" The senior is a cheerful person, but at this time he is unexpectedly shy, "Me, me too, I like you."

Bu Er shook his head with a slight smile.The senior asked strangely: "Why? Do you have someone you like?" Without answering, the senior muttered, "Is that so... there is no way. Well, the person you like, does he like you too?" No Two, if you are single all the time, is the other party heterosexual?

Bu Er was stunned.does he like himI thought about it, but didn't have the courage to ask him.Fuji is very confident that he will get a negative answer. Maybe it has nothing to do with whether he likes it or not. Tezuka will only tell him "it's too early to say these things", "I have no plans for this for the time being", "study hard, no two".

That night, Fuji sat in the dormitory, flipping through his call records, 87 call records with Tezuka in the past year, 72 dial-out records, and 15 answer records.At that moment, Buer suddenly felt very tired, and he asked himself how he had maintained this relationship alone all these years, and now this relationship suddenly turned into a heavy mountain, and it was difficult for Buer to breathe even being pressed at the bottom of the mountain.

Fuji decided to make a bet with himself, the next call must wait for Tezuka to call.Tezuka sent him postcards and specialties from various places as if he didn't notice anything, but there was no phone call.No second, no second, that is, one year. During the Chinese New Year, he received a call from Tezuka saying that he was back in Tokyo and wanted to play tennis together.

"Tezuka, I don't want to play tennis." Fuji wanted to know, did he want to play tennis, or did he want to see himself?

Tezuka was silent for a few seconds: "It's rare to go back to Tokyo, Atobe-kun asked me to play a game. If Fuji doesn't come..."

The cold chill surrounded Bu Er: "No, I have to go to work tomorrow, and the internship is very important."

"We have an appointment on the weekend."

"I don't want to play tennis."

"OK then."

He decided to end it all.

"Unrequited love is really hard work, Yukimura." When Fujimura told Yukimura of his decision, Yukimura was watching the live broadcast of Sanada's game, and responded a few times indiscriminately, and Fujimura suddenly heard the voice of Yukimura: "Win , Sanada won!" Fuji hung up the phone depressed.

Having a crush is hard work, and ending a crush is also hard work.Fuji can't remember how many nights he dreamed, Tezuka was in every dream, until Fuji got a real boyfriend, Tezuka finally gradually walked out of his dream.Fuji was with that person for two years, and then broke up, and Fuji felt bored.Once Fuji also liked him very much, but after a year and a half, Fuji finally felt bored.It turns out that love can also make people bored. He has liked Tezuka for so many years, why didn't he feel bored?

"So you still like Tezuka." Yukimura said firmly.

"Really?" Fuji couldn't believe it, he asked Yukimura, and he also asked himself.Yukimura said that only people who don't like them will get bored, and he has more experience in this regard.Fuji, who once laughed at Yukimura for taking his feelings as a joke, began to believe what Yukimura said, that he was sincere when he was in a relationship with every girl, but that sincerity could not last long.Whenever Yukimura said this with confidence, he would use Sanada as an example. He has liked Sanada for more than ten years, and he hasn't gotten tired of it yet.Shiraishi snorted.

Because they all came by car, they still sat in the restaurant after the meal and waited for the smell of alcohol to dissipate.This kind of high-end restaurant does not have too many customers, and the service staff with excellent attitude will not urge you in any way.The six of them sat at the long table and chatted from the past to the present, from tennis to politics. Yukimura was particularly depressed because the person sitting in front of him was Kenya Shinozu, and Yukimura felt that he couldn't get along with him anyway.

Yukimura casually commented on the abstract painting on the wall, and Ken also stared at the painting for a long time, shaking his head: "What do you think it is? Is it a flower? Is it the sun? It's a big yellow piece."

"Ninzu-kun, you don't need to worry too much about what it is. Abstract paintings pay more attention to conveying the author's emotional thinking when painting, rather than pursuing the inevitable existence of shapes."

"I like that painting better." Qian also pointed behind Yukimura, and Yukimura looked back, a copy of "Madame Pompadour", with clear facial features under the warm yellow light, beautiful and lovely.

Fuji asked, "Because women are beautiful?"

Ken also looked delighted: "That's right." Yukimura rolled his eyes inwardly.

Although Yukimura did not say it, Shiraishi could still feel his dislike, so he took time out from the conversation with Tezuka and Sanada, and defended Kenya: "This kind of abstract painting is indeed not something that everyone can appreciate. After all, unlike Yukimura, we are professionals from an art school. I can’t see what the author wants to express at all. Rather than pretending to understand the arty, it’s better to be honest. What do you think?”

Fuji smiled and didn't answer, Yukimura looked sideways, and Fuji leaned to the other side calmly. "Bang", the fork resting on the plate fell off the table.Fuji subconsciously turned around and met Tezuka's gaze. Fuji was taken aback, Tezuka had already bent down, picked up the fork, and calmly asked the waiter to change one.

Very close, very close.I didn't realize it at all, I don't know when I got so close to Tezuka, I could see his chest rise and fall when he breathed.Fuji pretended to be nonchalant and turned around to look directly at Shiraishi's face opposite. The waiter brought a new fork, and Tezuka took it from her, and softly called, "Fuji."

"Huh?" Fuji thought Tezuka wanted to say something to him, but Tezuka didn't say anything.The four eyes met, and Fuji's cheeks heated up rapidly.Oops, he yelled in his heart, couldn't it be blushing?Tezuka glanced at Fuji's hand, and Fuji realized that Tezuka was going to put the fork back, but was blocked by his elbow.Fuji quickly moved his arm away, watching Tezuka gently put down the fork with his red hand under the warm-toned light, then retracted it, and continued their conversation with Sanada.

Fuji's waist was poked, Fuji turned his head and saw Yukimura's mocking smile: "Fuji, why are you blushing?"

The other side suddenly became quiet, and Buji didn't want to look at Yukimura's face at all, and was so stiff that he didn't dare to turn his head.He knew that his face must be very exciting now, Yukimura smiled more and more proudly.Baishi couldn't bear it anymore: "Did you drink a little too much?"

"Then you can't drive, let Tezuka-kun drive you?" Yukimura continued.

"It's just two glasses of red wine. Does Yukimura have so little confidence in my drinking capacity?" Fuji replied with a smile.

"It depends on who you're drinking with."

"That's right, once Yukimura came to Sanada-kun, his drinking capacity became worse." Fuji turned to Shiraishi, "When Yukimura drank with us, he was never drunk, right?" Yukimura used to borrow parties from a long time ago Drinking and pretending to be drunk, let Sanada take care of him.Fuji doesn't know whether Yukimura's drinking capacity is good or not, because Yukimura is very restrained when it comes to drinking, and he will never allow himself to show his ugly face in front of others.

Although Yukimura glared at him, Fuji's question couldn't be ignored, how much Shiraishi hoped that someone could change the subject and save him at this time.However, no, Kenya, the only one who might have the intention to save him, seemed completely unaware of the abnormality of the atmosphere.Shiraishi had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "It seems, it doesn't seem to be..." Yukimura glanced at Sanada unhappily, but Sanada remained silent, wondering if he understood Fuji's hint.

Tezuka coughed: "If you really drink too much, it's better not to drive, I can give you a ride."

Yukimura immediately answered, "Look Tezuka-kun said that."

Fuji thought it over quickly, Tezuka sent him back, what a good opportunity this was.No, of course it wasn't that he wanted to confess to Tezuka, but what if Tezuka wanted to confess to him?If you don't create opportunities for Tezuka this time, next time... I don't know if there will be a next time!

But, does Tezuka really like him?