The world's number one girl attack [Rebirth]

The car quickly left the set and drove towards the asphalt road, driving very steadily.Xue Shu still got his driver's license last year. At that time, he was exposed to the sun for more than ten days, but he didn't see him turn black.After getting the driver's license, he picked up the car, and Xia Zhiyan accompanied him to choose it.But after buying it, Xia Zhiyan didn't have much chance to watch him drive.

Now, Xia Zhiyan was sitting in the passenger seat. Before he could sit still, Xue Shu turned sideways to fasten his seat belt.When people are pressing over, they are not sloppy.The slender fingers buckled lightly, and with a soft "click", the seat belt was fastened.

"Your legs are all right? Can you drive?" Xia Zhiyan asked.

Xue Shu looked at the green light in front of him and said, "The doctor said there is no problem. I was going to leave the hospital in the afternoon, but I still come to pick you up first."

Xia Zhiyan nodded, his heart was in a mess, his eyes fell on Xue Shu's fingers on the steering wheel, and his eyes suddenly paused.

In the previous life, Xue Shu was afraid that he would run away, and when the company had something to do and couldn't get away, he let others watch him.But he focused on hitting the gun. He knew exactly what Xue Shu's anger was, and he was not afraid of death at all. He deliberately grabbed that subordinate and whispered. Xue Shu was so angry that he simply moved the study to his room. .He had nothing to do and was forced to watch Xue Shu sign the documents.Over time, he found that after pinching the pen for a long time, his hands would become sore, and he had an unconscious habit of rubbing the second knuckle of his index finger with his thumb.

But the young Xue Shu obviously doesn't have it, he can't even hold a pen.

"What's wrong?" Xue Shu noticed his gaze and glanced sideways at him.

"It's nothing, I was wondering where to eat." Xia Zhiyan looked away, he forgot to breathe, his mind was in a mess, and he was afraid that Xue Shu would find out that he was strange, so don't pretend to look out the window at first .

What's going on here?

Is he thinking too much or—

Xia Zhiyan's mind was about to explode, and he didn't dare to look at Xue Shu again.He didn't dare to think about it, and felt that his guess was unimaginable.If Xue Shu came back like himself, then he should have been back a few days before the high school entrance examination. Why didn't he confess to himself?

What made Xia Zhiyan dare not think about it even more was that if Xue Shu from the previous life came back, what about this Xue Shu, the little sticky cake Xue Shu who was still inseparable from him a few days ago?Did it disappear completely or—

As soon as this core issue was touched, Xia Zhiyan felt as if the electricity had been cut off, his mind was forcibly blank and buzzing.

After a while, he heard Xue Shu ask, "What would Zhao Lin want to treat you to?"

As soon as Xia Zhiyan heard the name, he raised his spirits reflexively, and said, "Hot pot."

Just now, Xue Shu was so sullen in front of Zhao Lin that he didn't say a word, she looked like a majestic lady in the palace, so she was here waiting for him to ask his teacher to inquire about his crimes - the Xue Shu from a few days ago, there is no way to do this at all Hold your breath, it should explode in no time.At that time, Xia Zhiyan was caught talking to Zhao Lin by Xue Shu, and he was still thinking about it, and he didn't know how to coax him back.

But who knows that Xue Shu didn't say anything, took him into the car, and then it was over.

Xia Zhiyan couldn't help but glance sideways at Xue Shu, still thinking about the question just now.

But he found himself completely unable to identify who it was.

He couldn't help wondering if he was crazy, why did he have that illusion?

Xue Shu didn't know the messy thoughts in his mind, and still drove the car without looking sideways, his expression was very calm, as if he was not jealous at all: "There are so many people in the crew, why is she staring at you, and asks you every time?" eat?"

Xia Zhiyan said: "Last time and this time, didn't you add it twice in total? Where did you get this 'time'? Besides, she also invited other people from the crew, many people went, not just me One person. It was the same last time, she didn't invite me specifically, and I explained everything clearly, so don't get me wrong."

He felt a little guilty, so he said a few more nonsense. In fact, Zhao Lin was about the same age as him. Logically speaking, they should have a good relationship as the male and female protagonists in the same crew.Even if there is no such relationship as the scandal, everyone should be good friends in private.Zhao Lin is a lively person, and it's perfectly normal to want to get close to him and have a good relationship with him.However, Xia Zhiyan's family has a jealous vat, so these days, Zhao Lin is afraid to avoid it.

There was a scandal earlier, Zhao Lin probably knew that it was her agent who did it, and felt sorry for dragging Xia Zhiyan into the water. She has been trying to find Xia Zhiyan to clarify this matter, so she asked to invite him to dinner. Two or three times.It's just that every time Xia Zhiyan found an excuse to politely refuse.

Xue Shujun had no expression on his face, and he couldn't tell if he was upset: "She's quite idle, and invites people to dinner every now and then, doesn't she have a boyfriend?"

Xia Zhiyan said: "She is not very old, and she has a very clean image in front of the public. She must not have a boyfriend yet..."

In the middle of speaking, Xue Shu pursed his lips, Xia Zhiyan reacted, and quickly changed his words: "How do I know if she has a boyfriend?! I don't care at all!"

Xue Shu raised his chin and said, "If I hadn't come to pick you up, you would have to eat hot pot again."

Xia Zhiyan: "..."

Xue Shu wasn't bitter at all, and said lightly, "I know, we are colleagues when filming together, and it's normal to have a meal together. Even if you go out with her alone, I won't say anything."

Xia Zhiyan tentatively said: "...It's good that you understand, then next time I will really go eat alone with her?"

The car braked suddenly in the rush of traffic. Xia Zhiyan was restrained by his seat belt, but he still rushed forward, and the car behind was stunned. The owner of the car frantically honked the horn and patted the steering wheel, and almost smashed the car.

Xue Shu looked at him with a sullen face, and said calmly, "Okay."

The deterrent power of this glance is ten times that of the previous Xue Shu.Xia Zhiyan's heart skipped a beat when he saw him, and he couldn't say anything.What he did just now was like a tiger fluffing its head and killing itself.In this way, he couldn't even use Zhao Lin to test him.It's okay for Xue Shu in this life to be jealous, but she coaxed her back when she lost her temper.Xue Shu in the previous life was even more difficult to deal with, and he might kill someone.

When the car arrived at the place where there were many restaurants, Xia Zhiyan had mixed feelings along the way.

Xue Shu drove the car to a nearby parking lot, found a parking space and stopped, then took out a baseball cap from the back seat, and pressed it on top of Xia Zhiyan's head.It was already seven or eight o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark, but there were still a lot of people outside, and it was easy to be seen if you didn't pay attention.

"Where did you book the seat?" Xia Zhiyan asked.

Xue Shu turned off the car and said, "I haven't ordered yet, where do you want to eat?"

Xia Zhiyan glanced out of the car window, and immediately felt that this place looked familiar.The parking spaces are also familiar.Going up from the elevator in the corner, there should be a glass door. Behind the glass door is a quiet specialty restaurant called Quzhou.Xia Zhiyan has always liked spicy food. Unlike Sichuan cuisine and Hunan cuisine, which is sprinkled with a thick layer of chili peppers, Quzhou cuisine does not have any chili powder, but it is so spicy.

In the last life, Xia Zhiyan didn't like to go out to eat with Xue Shu, but if Xue Shu brought him here to eat, he could barely lift his eyelids and cheer up to go out with others.

Xia Zhiyan didn't know if it was a coincidence or what.He turned his head back to look at Xue Shu, who was also looking at him with an unpredictable expression in the dark.

A car drove up in the distance, and the headlights flashed by, illuminating Xue Shu's face for a few seconds. Only then did Xia Zhiyan see clearly the other's dark eyes. There seemed to be nothing in his eyes, only him, and it seemed There are a lot of unclear things.

For a moment, he seemed to be overwhelmed by the emotion in Xue Shu's eyes, and the blood rushed to the top of his head.

Xue Shu leaned over to unbuckle his seat belt, and Xia Zhiyan grabbed him by the wrist almost subconsciously.

He rubbed his fingers on Xue Shu's wrist twice, but he didn't know what to say, his throat was extremely dry, and he clearly wanted to ask many flustering questions, but he just couldn't open his mouth.

Because worrying about the answers to these questions is overwhelming and overwhelming.

Xue Shu had already unbuckled his seat belt, and looked up at him: "What's wrong?"

Xia Zhiyan looked at him in a daze.

Xue Shu glanced at his wrist again, curled up his lips imperceptibly, and said, "If you don't let me go, I won't be able to get out of the car."

Xia Zhiyan quickly let go of his hand like an electric shock, and then put his fingers into his pocket, feeling his fingertips tremble a little.

Xue Shu saw his actions as if he was avoiding them, but his face suddenly darkened, and he pushed the door and got out of the car uncertainly.

Xia Zhiyan also pushed the door down, supported the car, took a deep breath, and said with some difficulty: "There is a private restaurant here, I don't know if you have heard of it, it tastes good, I will take you there."

Xue Shu said slowly: "Okay."

The two sat facing each other, the elm table was covered with running water, and several pots of green plants separated the partition. There were not many people here, and the innermost place was occupied by Xue Shu, so no one came in.It is also the same position in the previous life, and the same boss with a familiar face, but the boss here naturally does not recognize the two people, he only thinks that the two people are here for the first time, and enthusiastically introduces new dishes beside him.

Xia Zhiyan looked at the menu absent-mindedly - the menu is also very familiar, and some dishes will be added later, but the basic specialties have not changed.Including the dishes that Xia Zhiyan likes to eat, Xue Shu has already circled them silently.

The way of holding a pencil is like holding a pen, a habitual movement that the young Xue Shu has not yet developed.

Xia Zhiyan looked at him, his heart jumped out of his throat.

"There are already more than a dozen courses. If there are only two people, it may be a bit wasteful." The boss took the menu and laughed.

"It's okay, he likes spicy food, so he can finish it." Xue Shu clasped his fingers on the table, raised his eyes to look at Xia Zhiyan, and asked in a low voice, "Is there anything else you want to add?"

Xia Zhiyan's throat moved, he took the menu silently, and added a few more ticks.

The boss glanced at it and immediately understood: "Some of you eat spicy food, and some don't, right?"

The few dishes that Xia Zhiyan added were all non-spicy.

Xue Shu obviously stiffened for a moment, and after a while, he stretched out his hand to hold the cup, took a sip of water, and his fingers tightened a little.

Before leaving, the boss said with a smile: "You guys have a good relationship, and you also order each other's favorite things. Are you brothers?"

Xue Shu didn't make a sound, he was solidified like a rock, and Xia Zhiyan didn't make a sound.

It was also in this position in the previous life, as if it was a lifetime away.

"I don't like you, and it's useless for you to do anything. I feel that once you are abnormal, I don't want to develop a relationship with you." Xia Zhiyan said this quite lightly, and didn't even give Xue Shu a look.At that time, he felt very irrational, thinking that his career was gone, and it was all Xue Shu's fault. The other party was purely abnormal, and somehow said that he liked him. He wanted to leave when he kicked people away, but he couldn't.

He also didn't see that Xue Shu's chest heaved and fell quickly, as if his emotions were extremely fluctuating, but he returned to calm after a while, so calm that he couldn't be calmer, it was just like an illusion.

Xia Zhiyan spit out all the most hurtful and ugly words he could think of, but Xue Shu acted as if he didn't hear it, and gave him some food and asked him to eat more.

He couldn't bleed, and even if he did, Xia Zhiyan couldn't see it.

Xia Zhiyan was also mad with anger, no matter what he said or did, no matter how he stabbed the knife into the opponent's heart, the opponent was like a scarecrow, as if he couldn't feel the pain, and he was unwilling to let go no matter what.

Xia Zhiyan said: "If you let me go now, I can barely look at you, otherwise you are no different from a beggar now."

Xue Shu raised his eyes to look at his disgusted eyes, the eyes were dark and heavy, making it difficult for people to discern more emotions in them.

He just said: "You leave now, I can't guarantee your safety."

"I'd rather be housed by human flesh and be smashed to death by rotten eggs than stay with you." Xia Zhiyan sneered coldly in his voice.

Xue Shu was silent, and smiled: "I know."

At that time, Xia Zhiyan knew that Xue Shu couldn't eat spicy food, so when he came here to eat, he always ordered spicy dishes, which were extremely spicy.

The other party swallowed without saying a word every time.But next time, he continued to bring Xia Zhiyan here without repentance.

Thinking about those decisive tone and disgusted expression now, Xia Zhiyan seemed to have swallowed a blade he had sharpened by himself.

He felt a cold air pouring down from his shoulders, and he couldn't recall it at all.

Tragic memories flooded in, making him breathless, as if he had finally been reborn, but something grabbed his ankle again, pulled him back, and imprisoned him.

After he came back, he met Xue Shu, a young man who didn't know much about the world, and had no memory of his previous life.So Xia Zhiyan was able to try to forget the past with peace of mind and make himself feel better.But he didn't expect Xue Shu to come back.

Xue Shu is back.Xia Zhiyan didn't know what to do.He is bewildered.

The dishes came quickly, and the music played quietly around.

The two ate in silence.

The meal was quite tasteless, Xia Zhiyan couldn't even tell whether it was food, vegetables or sawdust that went into his mouth.

Xue Shu's cell phone turned on. It seemed that someone called him, but he didn't answer.After a while, several calls came in Xia Zhiyan's mobile phone, only Yao Yao's from Liang Sheng, and the director of the film crew, but he didn't answer either.

Xia Zhiyan stuffed things into his mouth mechanically, completely unable to maintain his composure, and kept holding the other hand on his knee tightly.

Xue Shu broke the silence: "What's the matter, don't you like it?"

Xia Zhiyan said: "It's pretty good, there's nothing I don't like."

Xue Shu asked, "Then why don't you speak?"

Xia Zhiyan didn't know what to say, so he fell silent.

Xue Shu's eyes fell on Xia Zhiyan's face, and he said slowly, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" His voice was very low, and no emotion could be heard. It seemed that self-deprecation and disappointment were just illusions.

Xia Zhiyan took the chopsticks and put them in Xue Shu's bowl, but he didn't dare to raise his head. He didn't know where to go, and picked up a topic to say: "This drama I acted recently exhausted me physically and mentally, the length is too short, and the characters span too much It's..."

Xue Shu listened patiently.

Xia Zhiyan took a breath, then calmed down, and continued: "Li Liuyun was a little cynical at the beginning, he was not afraid of the sky, he was an open and arrogant son of a family, but after going through a lot, he gradually became gloomy. A restrained general, he kills people without blinking his eyes, and sees blood without moving his eyes. I can't express the changing stages in the middle well, every time I play it, it seems that I play him as two people..."

"But it's actually a person." Xue Shu said.

Xia Zhiyan said: "Yes, I think so too, but the script is too escaping, and his personality is too different." Speaking of this, Xia Zhiyan clenched his chopsticks, raised his head and looked at Xue Shu: " So I was thinking, no matter how a person changes, the core thing remains the same.”

Xue Shu looked at his face and asked, "What hasn't changed in him?"

Xia Zhiyan said: "When he was the son of a family, he hid his heart for the people of the world. He just hid it and didn't reveal it. He looked like a dandy, but he was actually loyal. After he became a general, because he saw too many bones, Emotions are no longer exposed, but the original intention has never changed..."

Xue Shu nodded and said, "You are always good at acting, if you believe in yourself, you will be fine."

Xia Zhiyan stared at him, opened his mouth, but was forced by the intense pressure in his heart to be unable to breathe, but he did not back away, but asked abruptly: "Are you back?"

Xue Shu accidentally hit the plate with his chopsticks, making a clear and cold sound.His whole body was as stiff as a stone, as if his hair was solidified. After a while, he raised his eyes to look at Xia Zhiyan, and there was faintly resurgent light in his dark eyes.

The two didn't know how long they had been silent.

The dishes are cold.

Xue Shu asked, "What did you just say?"

Xia Zhiyan felt that time had never passed so slowly in his life. He had confirmed the answer, but he didn't expect Xue Shu to refuse to admit it.He didn't know why the other party refused to admit it.But Xue Shu didn't admit it like this, but suppressed all Xia Zhiyan's suspicions, and suddenly he began to doubt his own judgment——

He was confused, wondering if he was hallucinating or something?He stared at Xue Shu in front of him, and felt that there was one last way to confirm.He stood up abruptly, leaned over, hooked Xue Shu's head, and pressed his mouth to pry Xue Shu's lips open.

Xue Shu's whole body was so stiff that Xia Zhiyan felt as if he was kissing a rock.The Xue Shu in front of him has no experience.But the previous Xue Shu, Xia Zhiyan had made out with him many times, and every time they kissed, they stuck to Xia Zhiyan's body stickyly, hugging him and sucking desperately, wishing they could become one.

This is not the Xue Shu from three days ago.

Xia Zhiyan was finally able to assert.

Xia Zhiyan let go of Xue Shu, looked at him, and repeated the question just now.

Xue Shu admitted and said, "Yes."

Xia Zhiyan suddenly became quiet, trembling a little.

A long time passed.

"I'm back, and then?" Xue Shuzhuo fixed his eyes on Xia Zhiyan, his fingers holding the cup were faintly white, and there was a sense of oppression in his despair that forced him to a corner, and he asked in a deep voice: "Do you want to kill me?" kill me and let him out?"

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2008/05/19

Xue Shu's diary: I can vaguely feel what I'm doing, but it's very vague, and I can't clearly know what I'm doing. This feeling is like sleepwalking.