fast food love

Although it is already April, the temperature is still very low.I soaked in the air-conditioned room all day, and my limbs were still not warm.

Mai Zijie helped me buy several electric heaters, some for office use, some for home use, and a miniature one that can even be taken on the bus.At night, he turns into an artificial heat exchanger and holds me in his arms.With him, and the thick duvet, I was literally sweating.

Recently, business trips seem to be less. I am very happy to have him at home with me every day, and my life is finally on the right track.

I visited Mai Zijie's company once.The office is located in a building in the city center. Although the place is not too big, it can be seen that the rent is high.

There are only a dozen or so employees under him.When I first entered the door, the secretary saw that I was accompanied by the boss, and hurriedly served tea and water with a wink, so attentive and thoughtful that I was embarrassed.

Mai Zijie winked at me, "How about it, why don't you consider coming to work for me?"

"Well, think about it." I smiled.Seeing him doing so well, I am really happy and proud-this is my man.

"Is your partner not here today?" I asked curiously.

"Wu Junjie never comes into the office. I usually take care of it here." Mai Zijie said, "I will only look for him if there is something really wrong."

"He's an easy partner," I sighed.

"Who told someone to be rich and well-connected." Mai Zijie smiled, "But you can't just look at the surface of the problem. Many things have to be settled by him."

I nod. "What time do you leave work today?"

"what happened?"

"My mother is coming tonight and I have to go back to myself."

"Are you going home tonight?"

Going home... This word sounds so pleasant to my ears.

"No. It's too late to come back, and it will affect your rest." I said, "I'd better go home tomorrow."

"It's not too late, I'll pick you up by car." Mai Zijie said stubbornly, "I can't sleep well without you here."

(May I ask how you got here in the previous 34 years?) I was a little funny, but I couldn't help feeling soft in my heart. "Well, wait for my call. Don't come here too early. If my mother bumps into me, I will die."

"By the way, when are you going to introduce me to our mother?" Mai Zijie looked at me with a serious expression.

I muttered.

Mai Zijie sighed, "I'm not putting pressure on you, but this relationship will be broken sooner or later. Let the family know as soon as possible, so that people don't have to act like thieves during the holidays. Isn't that good?"

I nodded, "I see, I will find a chance to tell them.""

Mai Zijie stroked my hair and said nothing more.

In the evening, my mother brought two bags full of hairy crabs, which frightened me alive and kicking.

"Mom, what are you doing?... How can I finish eating so much?"

"If you can't finish eating, give some to your colleagues." Mom was busy in the kitchen familiarly, "The fish pond contracted by your uncle has a particularly high output this year. I knew you liked it, so he specially asked you to eat it." I brought it to you."

"This is too much, you should take some back. Just keep four or five for me."

"I told you to go out separately." Mom muttered there, "If you have the opportunity to build a good relationship with your colleagues, there are many at home anyway."

Wang Yongli's stinky face suddenly appeared, I got goosebumps all over my body, and shook my head desperately to drive him out of my mind.

My mother cooked a few side dishes for me, and praised a pot of old duck soup, all of which I am familiar with.

"Mom, thank you for your hard work." I was sincerely moved while eating the hot meal.

"It's hard work, you just take good care of yourself. Living outside alone, no one knows what's hot." Mom sighed, "I told you to get a girlfriend early, but you didn't listen, and you thought we were long-winded. .”

I am silent.

"mom……"

"Ok?"

"I have a partner."

"Really?!" Mom cheered, full of joy. "When did you start talking? Why don't you tell me and Dad every time you call?"

"..."

"What kind of girl is she? Where does she work? Who is in the family? Is it from our local area?"

Seeing my mother's posture of breaking the casserole and asking the end, I was a little scared.

"You child, talk. You are going to kill me!"

"Mom, he may not be what you think." I said.

"What's the matter, are you a foreigner?...It doesn't matter, as long as you have a good character. Anyway, you bought a house, and it doesn't matter if you are from a foreign place."

"No, Mom..."

"Could it be that you didn't grow up beautifully? Or was your family poor?... These are all secondary. Mom told you, the most important thing when looking for a wife is to have a good heart and know how to love others. Whether she is beautiful or not is secondary, and You are still young, and the money will be earned back sooner or later." My mother couldn't stop her excitement, and almost wanted to sell me immediately.

"mom……"

Seeing me hesitating, looking gloomy, my mother finally realized that something was wrong.She closed her mouth and waited for my next words.

"Do you remember when I took sleeping pills in college?"

"Of course I remember." My mother was moved, "You almost lost your little life, how could I forget it."

"I was actually..." I seemed to be back in my teenage years in a trance, "It was because of a broken relationship."

"I guess so." Mom nodded and said, "Otherwise, how could such a good child do such a thing."

"There's something I haven't told you all this time." I tried my best to muster up the courage and looked up at her, "Actually... I was with a boy at the time."

My mother looked at me in disbelief and almost forgot to speak.

"I fell in love with a boy who was a few years older than me, and then he left me to go abroad. That's the situation." I lowered my head, with mixed feelings in my heart.

"You mean..." My mother said to me with her eyes wide open, "Are you gay?"

I nodded.

My mother was suddenly at a loss, not knowing what to do.I looked at her flustered appearance, felt miserable, and felt that I was really unfilial.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you." When I got to this point, I had to continue, "I know what you expect of me, but I... I have met a person who is very suitable for me now, and I like him very much. He was very nice to me too, and we..."

"When did it start?"

"what?"

"I'm asking you, when did you know you were gay?" Mom was a little agitated.

When did it start?

Gu Jia sort of gave me a push. If it wasn't for him, I might never dare to take this step in my life.Since adolescence, I have always been vigilant about my vague affection for same-sex people until I met Gu Jia.

"Mom, please don't ask, I was born with this." My eyes were red, "Forgive me, I'm sorry for you."

"I want to think about it...let me think about it." Mom put down the bowls and chopsticks and stood up, walking around the living room in a daze.

I stopped her, "Mom, don't do this."

She looked at me with sad eyes.

"How could this be?" she murmured. "How could it become like this?"