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"Come on, let's talk." Brother Grasshopper put the car keys on the table and picked up the wine glass in front of him.

I lowered my head, with complicated emotions - not everyone can encounter this kind of embarrassment, did I win the lottery or my character is too bad?

"Speak up... don't give me the same set of crying and crying again, I didn't bring a tissue." Brother Grasshopper glanced at me.

I hesitated to speak several times.

It's really hard to say... I really don't know what people will think of me when I say it.In the many years we have known each other, I have never revealed my sexual orientation, let alone such a bloody past relationship.Brother, are you really mentally prepared to listen?

Brother Grasshopper was not angry when he saw that I was silent for a long time, and drank the wine by himself. "You, you are thinking too much. In fact, what is it... It's all about finding happiness for yourself."

I muffled, "Brother, do you think I'm particularly stupid?"

"Stupid, of course stupid!" he said, "I've never seen you so determined."

"It's always a little bit better..." I said aggrievedly.

"Well, let me think about it." He laughed, "Work can be regarded as hard work, and you are also sincere to people...Although it is silly, it is also quite cute."

"What," I protested dissatisfied, "you're making me sound like two hundred and fifty."

"Isn't it just two hundred and five?" Brother Grasshopper looked at me and smiled. "Well, it's so entangled... Either it's a broken relationship, or the old friend from the past came back to look for you again, am I right?"

I was taken aback, "How do you know?"

"If you're like that, what's the big deal?" Brother Grasshopper took a sip of his wine, "If it was because of lack of money, you would have applied for overtime work with me."

I was silent.

"What's going on, let's hear it...Holding it in the stomach can't solve the problem."

"Are you sure you won't laugh at me?"

"what's so funny."

"Then...would you look down on me?"

Brother Grasshopper suddenly looked at me seriously, "Chen Li, do you think I am that kind of person?"

I shook my head.

Sighing, after a lot of effort, I finally told everything about Gu Jia and I in a calm tone, and what he did to me after returning to China.After speaking, the portrait unloaded the burden, and suddenly felt a lot easier.

Brother Grasshopper listened carefully until the end.He pondered for a moment, then suddenly asked, "Do you still like him?"

"Just kidding, it's been so many years..."

"The longer some people are apart, the more they miss each other."

"It's definitely not us." I smiled wryly, "We're already finished."

"Then you still cried like that to death that day?" Brother Grasshopper really laughed. "It made me think you were just dumped."

Well, I'm really speechless about that night.It's like the pain of being exposed to old wounds, but when you think about it carefully, it really has been many years ago.

"Don't tell me, you really scared me that day," Brother Grasshopper said flatly, "I almost drove to your house."

I was inexplicably moved, "Brother..."

"What are you going to do now?" he asked.

"I don't know." I said honestly, "He is used to doing things as he pleases, and he doesn't really care about other people's feelings."

"What is he trying so hard to reveal the past?"

"I can't guess..." I smiled wryly, "Maybe it's to show your personality?"

"Are you afraid?" Brother Grasshopper paused for a moment, then asked again.

I understood what he meant—afraid?Can I not be afraid?He is worth a lot of money now, if something goes wrong, he will go abroad and continue to thrive.But what about me?It's not like before, just stay where you are and let others slaughter you.

"You don't have to worry too much." Brother Grasshopper seems to have read my mind, "If he really dares, we will sue him in court... Show him some color!"

"I hope I don't get to that point." I said, "My parents don't know anything yet. It really broke out and I can't deal with it..."

I sighed and went to get the wine glass, but Brother Grasshopper blocked it with one hand.He glanced at me, turned the cup over, and poured it straight down his throat.

"You are not allowed to drink today," he said.

I was a little baffled, but I still nodded and obeyed his instructions habitually.

"Go back," he said, "I'll see you off."

Out of the bar, sitting in the ultra-low-speed Mazda sports car, my mood is much better than during the day.

"Brother, thank you." I said sincerely.

"You're just a fool." He concentrated on driving the car without turning his head.

"Why scold me again?" I was aggrieved.

"This kind of guy is worth crying for him?" He said coldly, "Shame."

Okay, I know I'm stupid, okay?

I sadly turned my head and looked out the window.The streets are bustling, bustling with neon lights and people hanging out.However, my eyes cannot be separated from Brother Grasshopper's somewhat stern profile reflected on the window glass.

"Remember to take good care of yourself," he continued. "Those who missed you are not worth mentioning."

The car was walking slowly on the road, and my heart also calmed down, reflecting on my turbulent emotions for the past few days, feeling so unreal.It wasn't until Brother Grasshopper sent me to the door that I came back to my senses as if awakened from a dream.

"Here we are," he said.

I stayed in the car and didn't want to move, I was a little greedy for the stability now.

"Aren't you going home?" He turned to look at me.

"Well." I said.The body still didn't move the slightest.

He looked at me and slowly leaned over, while I just looked back at him straightly, my mind was blank, without any distracting thoughts.

The tip of his nose was almost touching mine, and a small, dazed version of me was reflected in his dark pupils.I couldn't help leaning back, leaning on the seat with one hand, and almost fell completely surrounded by his breath.He stared into my eyes, and very slowly brushed my cheek, reaching to undo the seat belt that was tied to my body.

"You're home, let's get out of the car," he said.