fast food love

After returning home, I had a little dinner, took a shower, and changed into clean clothes. I checked my phone at ten minutes to eight, and it was almost time.I went out of the house, went downstairs to take a taxi, and went straight to Wave.

When we got there, Lin Jinghui was already sitting at the bar waiting for me.

"Are you here early?" I greeted.

He raised his glass to me as an answer.So I went over and sat next to him.

"Royal Knight, thank you." I casually asked the bartender for a glass of the usual cocktail.

He glanced at me and said nothing.

The cocktail was mixed and handed over, I reached out to take it, but he blocked it with his hand. "Have you eaten yet? Drinking on an empty stomach is not good."

"Hey, why are you like my mother?" I smiled, "I came here after eating, don't worry."

He also smiled and let go.

Ha, just a few casual words like this actually warmed my heart.

Of course---his real name is not Lin Jinghui, just like I only told him my name is "Gu Jia".

Three months ago, I was dragged into a gay group by my friend, and he was the leader of the group.I basically don't speak in the group, I only occasionally comment on other people's photos and the like.But every time I showed up, he would take the initiative to come up to chat with me, and we became familiar with each other after coming and going.

Lin Jinghui is a relatively incomprehensible person (at least so far I think so), he doesn't talk much, but he always hits the point.At the beginning, the content of our chat was basically nonsense, but the more we chatted, the more speculative we became, and we couldn't help but ask out to meet up.Then, it developed into the current relationship similar to sex.

I told him very clearly that I don't want to find a lover, and I just want to be free and relaxed with him, and he shrugged indifferently, expressing no objection.

This new way of getting along has brought me unprecedented happiness.

No responsibility, no TM emotional investment, a phone call when needed, a few glasses of wine, and a room card to get rid of the accumulated loneliness.The next day he was still him, and I was still me, living separate lives.

Just like today, Lin Jinghui and I were chatting nonchalantly, raising his wrist to look at his Omega watch from time to time. Said, "Are you busy at night?"

He thought for a moment, "It's okay."

"If you have something to do, you can leave first, we can make an appointment next time." I was a little disappointed in my heart, but I tried my best to pretend to be considerate.After all, we haven't seen each other for two weeks, and I still miss him psychologically and physically.

"Small things, it doesn't matter if you don't go." He said calmly.

"Are you sure?" Based on what I know about him, it's definitely not trivial things that can distract him.

He turned to look at me and smiled. "What's more important than a date with you?"

I laughed, "We can't count this as a date."

He didn't say a word, he drank the wine in the glass, turned to me and said, "Do you want to go?"

I looked at the time, "It's still early, it's only 9:[-], please sit down for a while."

"I don't want to sit anymore." He leaned over and whispered in my ear, "I want to fuck you."

My face turned red instantly.This is the first time he has said such frivolous words to me since I met him.

Following him on the road, the two were separated by a distance of about one meter, ignoring each other.This silent atmosphere gave me an illusion, as if two couples who had just quarreled wanted to reconcile but couldn't save face.

I laughed at my stupid thinking.Walked to the hotel in a strange embarrassment and checked into our usual room 1108 (really weird to get the same room every time).

He inserted the card into the door, took off his coat and hung it on the sofa, then turned to me and asked, "Do you want to take a shower?"

I shook my head, "I washed it before I came here, and I don't want to wash it again."

He unbuttoned his shirt, "Then I'll wash it, wait for me?"

"Okay." I nodded, slandering in my heart, why should I come tonight without waiting for you?Of course you have to wait.

There was the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, and I took off my coat and walked to the window.It was raining patter outside, and the raindrops splashed on the floor-to-ceiling glass doors and windows, and gradually became denser and denser, until the street lights outside were blurred into a blur.

The hotel was chosen by Lin Jinghui, and the star rating is not low.He has always considered the matter of our meeting more thoughtful, demanding the greatest degree of relaxation and pleasure in every aspect.

Compared with the high-end furniture and carpets in the room, my mind was blank. The fatigue from working during the day slowly came up, leaving me empty and empty.I sat on the bed and looked at the ceiling in a daze, suddenly wondering why I was here at this moment.

After a long time, a warm body leaned over and wrapped around my waist. "Tired?"

"Yeah." I closed my eyes and rested my head on my arm.

"Where do you usually work? ... Is it hard work?" He never asked me about work and private life, and tonight was the first time.

I frowned, feeling awkward.

"No, just a little tired."

"Go to sleep when you're tired." His voice was gentle.

I was inexplicably irritable, turned over and hugged his shoulder and kissed him.Lin Jinghui looked at me a little surprised, as if he didn't quite understand my reaction.

I was a little annoyed, "If I want to sleep, I won't go home and sleep by myself? Who said just now that they want to fuck me... just talking and not practicing?"

"Are you okay?" He frowned.

"What do you think?" I deliberately didn't look at him, "I'm not satisfied with my desires."

He chuckled, "Gu Jia, are you serious? Why is this so unlike what you said?"

"As if you know me well." I said contemptuously.

He suddenly reached out to touch my hair, which made me get goosebumps, "Hey, what are you doing!?"

"Do you know how much I miss you these days?" He looked into my eyes with a gentle voice.

I turned my head away, "Oh, really."

"What's your attitude?" He turned my head around, "Can't you say something nice?"

"What are you talking about? We're not in a relationship." I pushed him away and sat up.

He froze for a moment, watching my eyes gradually cool down.I knew what he was thinking, but he was unwilling to give in, and the two of them were deadlocked.In the end, I couldn't help it anymore, "Lin Jinghui, I made it very clear from the beginning. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want a partner. If you accept it, we will continue to get along; if you don't want it, we will separate, it's as simple as that .”

"Does it have to be so clear?" Lin Jinghui asked aggressively, "Can you really tell the difference?"

"Of course I make the distinction very clearly. I have always had a string in my heart." I said bluntly, "I never inquire about your affairs, just to leave room for everyone. Isn't it good for us now?" --- So easy and unburdened.Lin Jinghui, you don't want to take me into the ditch again.

He was silent for a long time, my heart was pounding, for fear that he would decide to break up.To be honest, these days, let alone dating in a serious way, it is really not easy to find a woman who is both pleasing to the eye and easy to talk to.If I miss Lin Jinghui, I really don't know where the next spring will be.

I was thinking wildly, when suddenly a strong arm stretched out, grabbed my collar, and dragged me down on the bed.

He rudely tore off my shirt, and said fiercely in my ear, "As you wish... But Gu Jia, don't forget what you said today. I hope you will never regret it!"