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For Ye Yin, the days when she didn't have to go to the film crew passed by so quickly.

During the day, I went to Teacher Sun's class, and at night Lu Shabai picked her up, ate, took a walk, held hands and chatted, so neat and comfortable that Ye Yin had the illusion of a quiet time.

At noon, I had dinner with Teacher Sun. She said that since Ye Yin was accepted as a student, it was only natural to take her to dinner, but it was just an extra pair of chopsticks.

Teacher Sun is really good at teaching students. First, he systematically helped Ye Yin make up a course in the acting academy.

Ye Yin's understanding of acting in her head is scattered and out of order, and most of them are her own groping. Teacher Sun's supplementary theory has really benefited her a lot.

She has a strong ability to accept. Although Teacher Sun has a lot of theories, she doesn't waste too much time. After listening to the class during the day, she has to review it several times when she goes home. When she officially learns acting, she already has an academic spirit.

"That's what makes sense," Teacher Sun is very satisfied with her current state, "What you lack is the integrity taught in school."

Now this lack, let her make up for it.

The next course is almost hell training.

Mr. Sun's strict requirements for expressiveness are almost to the point of nitpicking.

She trained Ye Yin to quickly enter and exit the play, trained Ye Yin to understand the script deeply, and trained Ye Yin to grasp the innermost part of the character.

In the words of Mr. Sun, this is the foundation of acting.

Performing not only uses the face and body, but also uses the brain.

After Ye Yin mastered these, Teacher Sun set up a machine in the performance room and asked her to play some classic roles. After comparing the finished film with her film, she told her about the play, the purpose was to let her know the difference between herself and the top actors. gap between.

On the night of the first day of this kind of training, Ye Yin felt depressed after returning home.

Ye Yin has always been apprehensive about her acting skills, but starring in "Old Things in Spring" and becoming Teacher Sun's student allowed her to build up her confidence in a short period of time.

But this kind of contrast training brought her back to her original shape.

It turns out that she is still so far away from the top actors...

Emotions are obvious, and they are continuously conveyed from her body. Lu Shabai had dinner with her and watched her hesitate to speak a few times. He guessed that Teacher Sun suffered a lot in acting class and didn't want to say it out loud. Finally asked her:

"Would you like to go to my house to watch a movie?"

Lu Shabai's house has a large white wall and a projector, which is mostly used to view data. The numbers are densely packed, and it will not hurt the eyes to watch them on a large screen.

Occasionally when I think about it, I will watch the movies made by the artists I bring.

Of course there are classic movies, but when she saw it when she was in school, she vomited, and she wrote one after another about film reviews, and the frames were stuck second by second, and she couldn't be more familiar with every movie she watched.

After graduating, it was a rare time when I wanted to reminisce, and those DVDs were piled up at home to collect ashes.

Ye Yin naturally would not refuse this proposal, she nodded silently, trying to smile at Lu Shabai.

Even if she was really worried about the acting class, she didn't want to affect Lu Shabai and make her worry.

Lu Shabai's home is exactly the same as when she came last time, only with a little more life.

On the gray and white sofa was a small floral blanket and a few home clothes. On the black coffee table were a few glasses filled with unfinished oolong tea.

Her eyes fell on the debris, Lu Shabai saw it, and smiled embarrassedly:

"I've been lazy lately..."

As she spoke, she went to get those clothes and threw them into the washing machine.

Standing in front of the washing machine, Lu Shabai felt a little shy. She wasn't lazy recently, but she was lazy every day. She cleaned twice a week, and she usually let herself go.

If someone wanted to come to her house, they would tidy up beforehand. Today, when they invited Ye Yin to watch a movie, something happened suddenly, so naturally they didn't care about those few clothes.

Thinking about going to Ye Yin's dormitory before and saying that her place was too messy, now I just feel like I don't want to see people.

"It's okay, I'm lazy too."

She stared at the small screen of the washing machine, unwilling to look up.

Ye Yin hugged her from behind, with a muffled, doting laugh.

"so cute."

Lu Shabai still didn't turn her head, only felt that Ye Yin's hands were intertwined in front of her waist, and her whole body was surrounded by her.

"I like."

Ye Yin added something.

Lu Shabai felt the blood coming from the heart, going up along the veins, and finally made her blush, even her ears were pink.

This little girl was never like this before...

After a few days of class, it was as sweet as eating sugar.

She felt a little awkward, but couldn't suppress the little bit of joy that kept surging in her heart.

"what do you like?"

Lu Shabai deliberately put on a straight face, and patted her hand.

"You like it, you help me clean up."

"Okay, okay," Ye Yin agreed, and quickly kissed her on the face, "I'll clean it up for you!"

Then he let go of her waist and really went back to the living room to help her pack her things.

Lu Shabai's house was still some distance away from the mess, Ye Yin helped her arrange the things, and then folded the blanket, it looked a lot neater.

"Which one do you want to watch?"

While she was packing up, Lu Shabai had already set up the projector, took out her collection of video discs, and asked Ye Yin to choose.

Lu Shabai's video discs are all stored in a box, arranged squarely, it can be seen that they have worked hard and are very cherished things.

Ye Yin looked through them carefully, and they were indeed very classic movies.

It is so classic that she has auditioned almost all of them at Teacher Sun's house.

Normally, she wouldn't mind watching it again, but today, Ye Yin just realized the gap between herself and those people, and she really didn't want to expose the scars again.

"This one, is it okay?"

Ye Yin picked and picked, and finally took out a piece of "Tom and Jerry".

"Ah, this," Lu Shabai leaned over to take a look, showing nostalgia, "I was under a lot of pressure when I was in school, so I bought it to decompress."

The familiar prelude played from the stereo, almost like a conditioned reflex, Lu Shabai felt the tension in his heart loosen.

Ye Yin sat beside her with her legs crossed, staring at the projection on the wall.

Lu Shabai has seen this film countless times. Seeing that Ye Yin was watching it seriously, she looked a little cute, so she patted her head casually, stood up and went to the kitchen.

She didn't notice that the moment she turned around, Ye Yin turned to look at her, his eyes seemed to be glued to her.

Lu Shabai went to the kitchen to get some snacks such as drinks and salad, and concentrated on putting tomatoes in the salad bowl, without noticing Ye Yin's movements.

They haven't been in a relationship for a long time, and they want to be together every day. In fact, except for necessary work, they really stay together.

But Ye Yin felt that it was not enough.

If you just wanted to be close to Lu Shabai and stay with Lu Shabai before, now for Ye Yin, Lu Shabai is almost longing for her.

We will miss each other even if we are separated for a second.

Lu Shabai especially likes to add fuel to the flames. After they went home at night, they couldn't help but call each other. She always said some ambiguous words.

Imaginative.

"what's wrong?"

Lu Shabai came out of the kitchen with a tray in his hand, looked into her eyes, and asked:

"Don't want to drink milk?"

She put a glass of milk and a cup of oolong tea on the coffee table, followed by a bowl of colorful salad and some refreshments.

"I want to drink," Ye Yin leaned closer to her, "I miss you even more."

"Aren't I still here?"

Lu Shabai sat beside her, leaned on her body, and threw a pistachio into his mouth.

"But I want to go to your heart."

Ye Yin held her shoulders, continued to watch "Tom and Jerry", and said casually.

Hey, I learned it.

Lu Shabai knocked her on the head, remembering what he said to her when he called her a few days ago.

——I think you come to my heart.

She spoke everything smoothly on the phone, and when real people were sitting together, Ms. Lu would rather pretend to be a wooden person so she wouldn't understand.

Unable to parry.

Fortunately, Ye Yin didn't continue talking, but asked about her past with a little caution.

"Did you feel a lot of pressure when you were studying?"

It's because of what she said before.

Lu Shabai nodded, not intending to hide from her.

"It's a bit big. I went abroad to study film, and my family disagreed from the beginning to the end."

She took a sip of oolong tea and continued talking.

"The old boring story, my family disagreed, so my financial support was cut off, and I studied while working part-time."

When "Tom and Jerry" on the screen was being played in a funny way, the voice-overs were well matched to make people laugh.

But neither of them laughed.

"Visa issues, there are only a few things that can be done, life is very difficult," Lu Shabai looked at the oolong tea shaking in the glass, "Study is not going well."

"I have no talent or foundation in film, and I only have a passion for it. Even graduation is very difficult."

"In the entire film industry, what I dislike the most is the agent. I feel that I have too much control over others, and I need to understand people's hearts, which is unacceptable."

"The irony is that during the internship, I rotated in a media company, and the job I was most suitable for happened to be a broker."

"At that time, I was in pain for a long time, whether I was stuck in the movie with no achievements, or accepted myself, changed my mentality, and did what I was good at."

Ye Yin reached out and held her hand. Although Lu Shabai looked calm, she could feel the slight trembling of her body.

She understands the feeling.

In her previous life, she was unwilling to give up the entertainment industry no matter what. After bumping into walls everywhere, she finally didn't figure it out and jumped down.

Maybe everyone will have such a struggle, but accepting yourself and realizing your dreams in a different way is always the hardest.

Lu Shabai was able to bury that dream and approach it from another road, which is already very courageous.

"After graduation, I finally persuaded myself to try more." Lu Shabai lowered his head and looked at his clasped hands. "When I first arrived at Muse, I worked as an assistant, as a mailer, and as a document handler. , have done everything."

"Maybe it's not what you think it is."

She smiled softly and looked into Ye Yin's eyes.

"I'm not a perfect person. My life is not destined to be smooth sailing. I always have to fight and grab to get what I want."

Lu Shabai knows that in the eyes of many outsiders, she is synonymous with perfection and good luck.

Ye Yin naturally felt the same way about the attitude he had shown before.

Now she has a piece of the past, and Ye Yin knows the tip of the iceberg of imperfection in her life.

So……

In the changing light and shadow, Lu Shabai looked into her eyes.

——Do you still like me?

——I am not the same as you imagined, I am not perfect.