Hello anchor, let's talk about love

The person in the photo is none other than Qingqing whom Tang Xuan put in his heart, but it is very different from the current Qingqing.

Qing Qing in the photo is still a child, she seems to be only eleven or twelve years old, but Tang Xuan, who has thoroughly investigated Qing Qing's past, knows that this is a photo of Qing Qing when she was 16 years old. The boy in the photo is very weak and pale , eyes dull, this photo looks like a candid shot, although the vigilant teenager found the light, he immediately backed away, showing a panicked expression, the muscles of the whole body tensed, like a frightened little animal, even if the frail The minions should also show a fierce look, only hoping to scare away the enemy with a one in ten thousand chance, but in fact, they are already desperate...

None of these photos shows Qingqing smiling. In the few photos that did not attract the boy's attention, the boy seemed to be talking to himself with his mouth open, his expression was blank, but it was safe. Be vigilant and afraid, the only normal photos are when the boy was following Qing Ma, his fingers were bent back towards him, but he stretched out to Qing Ma actively. However, his expression was very normal and serene, but Tang Xuan seemed to see this short and thin young man trying to imitate other people's behavior and way of speaking to hide his fragility and helplessness, but when he thought he was pretending enough Hershey was spotted by this woman and forced him to see a so-called psychiatrist who insisted on curing him.

This kind of behavior is undoubtedly tearing apart the boy's protective layer in a terrible way, insisting on pushing a boy who is afraid of the world to the outside world alone!

If he was by Qingqing's side at that time, if... Tang Xuan suddenly slumped down against the wall, sat on the ground with a wry smile, what if?If only the weak would think about it, it turned out that he was an out-and-out weak in Qing Qing's case...

"Dear..."

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Regarding Qingqing's youth experience, Tang Xuan doesn't care if Qingqing is afraid of people and unwilling to believe in the world. Qing has the intention and determination to solve all difficulties, and has this ability, he wants to protect his significant other as a lover.

As for Qing's mother, she is a mother, so what she hopes is for her child to grow up. It is true that she is willing to raise her son for a lifetime, but when she is old and gone, how will she live if she is only afraid of the outside world?Of course, she hopes that her child can have the ability to take care of herself. She takes him to see a doctor to treat his psychology. Even if the child will be very painful and frightened, how can she not feel distressed?She was so distressed that she was about to die, and she also wished guiltily to go back to the past and strangle that incompetent self, but it was too late, the child had a problem, even if the method was radical and would make the child uncomfortable, she also hoped that her The child becomes a normal person, hoping to see his child can truly embrace the world one day.

However, if it was Tang Xuan, of course he would not choose to take Qingqing to see a so-called psychiatrist, even if the other party is the most professional doctor in the world, unless he can make Qingqing feel no pain, but everyone knows that this is wrong. possible.

Just like the treatment of cleanliness, a person’s cleanliness is so severe that he will think that the world is dirty. The psychological treatment method is called desensitization therapy. Simply put, it is to blindfold the patient’s eyes and then apply a kind of Special transparent colloid, in this process, the patient cannot see anything, so the sense of touch will be magnified, the tactile sensation brought by the colloid on the hand makes the patient's scalp numb, nauseated, unbearable, and may collapse in severe cases. When the patient's endurance reaches the limit and then opens his blindfold, the patient will find that there is nothing in his hands.

This process is very cruel and terrifying. Stimulating the patient with the most feared thing will indeed increase the cure rate, but it is also very likely to cause secondary harm to the patient. Tang Xuan absolutely cannot accept such stimulation therapy.

So Tang Xuan couldn't understand Qing Ma's extreme behavior. He was protecting each other as a lover, and Qing Ma was guiding the children as a parent.

In an impossible sentence, if Tang Xuan had appeared earlier, Mother Qing knew that there was such a person who could take care of her son for the rest of her life, and she would not be willing to force the child to integrate into this world...

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That night Tang Xuan exhausted all his strength in the training ground. When he set off for Y city in the morning, he could hardly stand up, staggered and almost fell down. This was the first time he was so embarrassed, but he just felt that it was not enough. His punishment wasn't enough, how could such a punishment be possible if he didn't show up earlier to protect his lover?

The driver stepped forward to help him, but was frightened by his eyes, and could only follow behind to watch him walk step by step with difficulty.

"Go to Y Central Hospital."

"Yes."

Tang Xuan, who was all thinking in anger, planned to end the matter of "Looking at the Starry Sky" himself.

Indeed, as Qing's mother guessed, who is this person?He is a real soldier who has rolled on the real battlefield for several years. When someone insults the person he cares for, if he simply clarifies the problem and teaches the other party a little lesson, it can only show that he is still behind his back. If he did something else or acted like Qing's mother, no matter how much he hated her, he would not touch her.

Luckily for Tang Xuan, this kind of existence is only Qing Ma, "Looking at the Starry Sky" is certainly not the case, and now his heart is full of unresolved anger, the fate of this person can be imagined.

Y Central Hospital, "Looking at the Starry Sky" is a well-known anchor of a certain tooth live broadcast, how well-known is it?Mouya’s prosperity in the live broadcast industry is not the first but also the top three, and the subscription volume of “Looking at the Starry Sky” has exceeded one million as early as a year ago, and the live broadcast industry was actually very unpopular at that time, and even many people Holding the idea that my parents thought that playing computer games would make me bad when I was a child, I can imagine how the anchor industry has been misunderstood.

However, under the background of such a downturn in the big live broadcast industry, "Looking at the Starry Sky" has successfully become the pillar of a certain tooth, and it has brought millions of subscriptions to the certain tooth later, although the live broadcast industry exploded afterwards Afterwards, "Looking at the Starry Sky" is no longer the most popular anchor of a certain tooth.

"Looking at the Starry Sky"'s real name is Yang Xing. He is only 25 years old now, but he has actually experienced a lot of things. Under the social environment three or four years ago, almost all parents thought that playing games was a bad thing, but he especially liked playing games. At that time, it was just an online game. Yang Xing came into contact with online games on the recommendation of his classmates. Since then, he has fallen in love with games. Before graduating from high school, he was spotted by a game team because of his first-class operation. Since then, he has become a professional e-sports player. Road, his parents' obstruction did not dampen his determination, he resolutely left home and went to the game team's training base. After nearly two years of training, he was well-known in the e-sports circle, but the good times didn't last long. On the one hand, the game team is poorly managed, and no suitable support company has been found. Yang Xing's team is facing disbandment. He thought that he could easily sign to another company with his own ability, but was told that he had passed the best e-sports player. age, and he was only 20 years old at that time, had no education, no job, and had nowhere to go except to return to his parents who were very disappointed in him.

How else could Yang Xing be lucky?I thought my whole life was over like this, so I decided to follow the advice of my parents to study. Even if I am a little older, starting to study is a way out. After all, without education, doing anything is difficult.

But at this time, before an accident, Yang Xing was recommended by his teammates to watch a live broadcast of a game master while playing a game.

"It is said that this anchor is a former e-sports player, and his operation is very good. You can also learn it. I think you are also very good. Maybe you can become a professional player in the future?"

Yang Xing laughed at himself, he was also a former professional e-sports player!It's a pity that it's nothing now. Yang Xing, who wanted to slap the opponent and let him see the strength of a professional e-sports player, clicked on the link and saw the live broadcast of this so-called professional e-sports player.

And after watching it this time, he suddenly had an idea, since others can do live broadcasts, why can't he?After all, his strength is not weak, he can be a hundred times stronger than this person!

So it was such a mistake, Yang Xing started to get in touch with the live broadcast industry. At that time, the live broadcast was really bad. Of course, on the one hand, it was because the social environment thought it was not good. It would teach bad children and make people addicted, especially his live broadcast. The most important thing is games, and as a professional e-sports player, he has been reduced to this down-and-out youth who has nothing. Extricate yourself from the game that has been wasted for a lifetime and their anchors who lead people to play games.

Of course, if you just play games, it won’t be so miserable. The development of any industry takes time. When the live broadcast first came, many people thought it was novel, or they themselves became a member of the anchor army, and some began to ask the anchor Investing money, some people even think that the anchor is actually a disguised relationship between selling laughter and nurturing. I give you money, and you chat or laugh with me, or do something else, isn’t it just nurturing?

And in the absence of perfect management measures, there are some unethical anchors who really teach children badly or do some not-so-clean live broadcasts.

It is conceivable how difficult it was for Yang Xing to develop in the beginning. If it weren't for the encouragement and support of his parents during the period, he might not be able to persevere.

But fortunately, hard work has paid off. Although Yang Xing is not the most famous anchor in Xingya, he still has 500 million subscriptions, and his development is going smoothly. He earns a lot of money every month. He already has a house and a car, maybe next year or later. Years, but also have a good wife, future children.

It's a pity that everything is gone now. My father suddenly became seriously ill and needed to be hospitalized. The elderly are getting old, and many treatment measures are not suitable. But in order to survive, I have to be hospitalized for treatment, but there is no way to cure it. What do you mean? And metaphor, this is a bottomless pit.

It is impossible for him to ignore the old father's illness, and he can't pay for the initial treatment expenses for a while, so he can only turn to the crowdfunding of fans. Fortunately, the other party also sees his achievements on the platform for many years, and even advanced him in advance A salary, so that he can tide over the difficulties.

Yang Xing is not an ungrateful person, and he secretly planned to work hard in a certain tooth no matter what, to repay the other party for helping him in his most difficult time.

The dislike of Ah Qing's tiger claws should be more of jealousy, but not so jealous that he loses his mind. He thinks that he has experienced many storms, but he has to say that water can carry a boat and it can also overturn it. Fans He scolds and fights in the live broadcast room every day, saying that he can't understand the development of newcomers and suppressing newcomers, and those who believe in him complain for him. People who see these remarks every day, no matter how calm they are, will get a little angry. choose words.

That time when he yelled at the other party in the live broadcast room was also impulsive. Originally, he planned to contact the other party to apologize, but a friend who had a good relationship with the anchor accidentally revealed to him a piece of information. Although Ah Qing’s Tiger Claw only has more than 100 million subscribers , was actually signed with the same salary as him, the reason is self-evident, he is already an old man, and even a young rookie can't compare.

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A little late today, sorry, too busy, (?^?)