Hello anchor, let's talk about love

Qing Qing interrupted him again, "No, I thought too much myself, I believe in you..." The person he trusted the most was Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan kissed again, "It's my fault, baby, I want to possess you so much, you feel your body, do you still have the feeling of me touching you?"

Qingqing was about to blush again, but she couldn't help but think so again, and then she actually felt Tang Xuan's touch, and almost came out with her cock.

Tang Xuan continued, "I'm too selfish. I always think that you can't leave me, but I forget that you are very afraid. You are afraid of losing me. You are afraid that we will not last long. You are afraid that I am a fascination for a while. You are afraid that you are a boy. , I will dislike you in the future, so you try to satisfy my desire..." Tang Xuan sighed in his heart, his baby, how could he not love him?

Tang Xuan's voice was too gentle, and every word said Qingqing's heart, he was spread out in front of Tang Xuan almost transparently for him to look at, at this moment, he couldn't bear it anymore, he tightened his arms, bit Hugging Tang Xuan's shoulder, biting hard even in pain, crying, "If you dare to do these things, I will definitely kill you... definitely will..."

Tang Xuan nodded, and pressed his head to relax himself so that he could bite more easily, "Only you can kill me."

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Qingqing's past is doomed that he will not be a person who easily trusts others. When he was a child, he watched his parents who loved each other become life and death enemies. Although he forgot the experience of that year, it left a lot of shadows in his mind. Believe in the man's oath, sensitive, have a lot of thoughts, swear that he will take good care of his mother, often can't see each other because of work, hear others say that he will be abandoned, he is a fool, but no one tells him not to believe these words, he Of course his mother would not abandon him... How can a child who lives in anxiety find a sense of security?He loves Qing Ma, but sometimes he thinks in pain, why can't he hug him more and talk to him?No matter how much the nanny cares about him, he is still a nanny, and it is related to interests. He can't believe it even more. The doctor always wants him to recall the terrible past and say that this can solve the problem fundamentally, but he only needs to think of such terrible memories. It will be painful if you remember it, how dare you think about it?

Children who have no one to rely on finally choose books. Isn't it said that truth and wisdom can only be found in books?He learns what others don't teach him, and he can always understand what these are.He had already forgotten what books he had read, but he gradually believed in the things in the books. He used the knowledge he learned to make the doctor think that he was completely healthy. He was very happy. Although the old gentleman did not hide it, but This at least proves that his idea is right, books can make him learn a lot: he smiles at his mother, he loves animals, he learns to paint and paints wonderful scenery with a brush, they say that one can see from one's paintings If a person has an idea, what if he doesn't think about anything when he paints?Oh, when others see his works, they will say, this man's heart is too pure... Yes, that's right, this is the result he wants.

My mother was very worried about him. The old man said that he didn’t recover but just hid deeper. My mother decided to let him get in touch with people a little bit. The old man’s son likes to watch live games, so he thought this method might work. Of course he would agree, it’s okay, I It will be healthy, you want me to do it how can I not finish it?

Within a few days of the live broadcast, many people supported him very much. He thought for a long time, and understood from the words of those people that these people were bought by his mother with money. In order for him to believe in the beauty of this world, He pretended not to know, although he could not control the trembling of his voice due to fear, and although he knew that these people's praises were not from the heart, he was indeed healed, and he was gradually able to chat with them instead of just singing by himself, They recommended him to play games. There are many lovely friends in the game, so he started to broadcast new content, even if it was very bad, he continued the game session. He gradually felt that he was slowly accepting others, and he could be with others. Others talked and joked through the screen... He thought, this old gentleman is still very powerful.

He admits that he is becoming normal, but the anxiety is also real. These audiences who don't really like him, will he have nothing when his mother stops giving them money one day?

Fortunately, this kind of thinking didn't last long. He received a contact from Mou Ya, inviting him to become a contracted anchor. Qing's mother was incapable of directly acquiring such a large Internet company, so he believed it, and he was really accepted by others. Caring, understanding... It's good, his uneasiness has been smoothed away.

Tang Xuan is too scary, this person knows him too well, understands him completely, but he doesn't hate this feeling, he doesn't need to think about anything, everything is arranged for him, and he only needs to accept and obey, such a life, he I really like it.He has always longed for a person who belongs to him completely. Tang Xuan has achieved it. The focus of his life is completely on him. Take him to eat delicious food, pick him up from class, teach him to communicate with others... He has done everything since he was a child. I hope someone can teach him and protect him from the hurt of growing up. He can't let go of such a person who perfectly fits his heart!

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a long time:

"I'm sorry." Qing Qing sobbed and lay in Tang Xuan's arms.

Tang Xuan patted his back lightly to give him comfort: "It's my fault."

Qing Qing looked at the bleeding wound that she had bitten in front of her, and began to feel distressed again, "Why don't you stop me, it will be well bandaged in a while."

Tang Xuan chuckled, nodded in agreement, he rubbed Qingqing's hair again, and said seriously, "Baby, you can tell me if you have something to say, or it doesn't matter if you can't say it, I will get to know you and solve your problems, baby , would you trust me again?"

Qingqing closed her eyes for a while, her voice was barely audible, but Tang Xuan heard it clearly, "I don't want to doubt you, but I'm afraid, you've been doing very well, it's my fault, but I still want you to do it again Give me a sense of security, Tang Xuan, can you let me be self-willed once?" These words made people feel impatient or even annoying, and Qing Qing was also very disturbed when she said them, but in Tang Xuan's gentle and tolerant arms , he suddenly wanted him to really understand that he is actually not a good person, he is very headstrong, very stubborn, always asking others to do something for him... Can you accept him like this?

If these words were said to someone else, that person might frown or feel uncomfortable, but unfortunately Tang Xuan would only be happy, he wished Qingqing could ask for more, and it would be best not to leave him at all, so he was very gentle Kissing Qingqing's ear softly, and whispering in his ear, "I will always be satisfied baby."

The name "Baby" is too lethal. Qingqing has heard it many times this afternoon, but every time she hears it, she feels embarrassed.Tang Xuan's words moved him again, so he happily hugged Tang Xuan, staggered the bite on his shoulder and rubbed fiercely in his arms for a while, before reluctantly coming out, "I'll bandage your wound."

The atmosphere changed a bit quickly, Tang Xuan was still unwilling to let go of Qing Qing, and hugged him for a while before getting up to get Qing Qing clean clothes, as for the clothes just changed... Tang Xuan took a look and was caught The messy clothes and the special marks on them, with a flash of eyes, bent down to pick them up.

Qingqing pulled the quilt and asked him with a blushing face, "I'll wash the clothes myself." There probably wouldn't be a washing machine here, and he was too embarrassed to use the washing machine for these clothes. Dare to let them see it, or don't be laughed to death...

But Tang Xuan went to the closet beside him and took out a box, folded two pieces of clothes and put them in, "Remember."

Qing Qing didn't dare to ask about commemoration, he suddenly said that he didn't believe that Tang Xuan would always love him, Tang Xuan obviously liked him too much!Is it really a man to keep this kind of thing? !

Anyway, no matter how broken Qingqing's heart was, Tang Xuan put away the clothes very seriously, and said that he would definitely take them away when he went back.

Qingqing "..." There is nothing to love in life, please don't let him see this thing again...

Tang Xuan found other clothes for Qing Qing, which were his old clothes, and Tang's mother packed them in a dressing room next to her. Tang Xuan didn't help Qing Qing wear them this time, and of course Qing Qing didn't let her wear them. After all, he might not be able to go to dinner after another experience at noon. The exercise in the afternoon is really exhausting!

After Qingqing walked into the screen, he looked at some old but clean clothes on the chair. He had never touched such ancient clothes, but it did not prevent him from admiring them. These clothes are worthy of being sewn by the embroiderer of the Tang family. The style is very simple However, the sleeves and the hem of the clothes were embroidered with dark patterns with the same color thread, which was very smooth to the touch. Qingqing had never seen this kind of texture, but she liked it very much and thought it was very suitable for Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan wore it for him once at noon, at least he was able to put it on by himself at the moment. Although it was still a bit awkward, Qing Qing was a little excited. This is Tang Xuan's clothes, and they have the same taste now...

When he came out, it was Tang Xuan who went in to support him. The abrasion on the inner thigh was a bit serious. As long as he moved his leg, he would touch it, and then he felt a piercing pain. After biting his lip, Tang Xuan couldn't bear it anymore, so he simply picked him up by the waist and walked out.

Qing Qing looked in his direction, and found that she was not discharged from the hospital, but walked to a side hall next to him, which was the dining hall in the small courtyard, and several plates of snacks were already placed on the table.

Tang Xuan put Qingqing on the chair that had been placed with soft cushions in advance, clapped his hands and called the servants in the courtyard so that they could serve the food.

Qingqing wondered why he had to prepare a cushion for him and wondered why he didn't go to the main hall to have dinner with his grandfather, so he asked directly.

Tang Xuan poured a cup of tea for Qingqing before slowly opening his mouth, "The noise in the afternoon was so loud that they overheard it. Grandpa doesn't like others to disturb him and grandma."

So the seemingly indifferent grandpa is actually a very possessive person, he can't even bear the juniors, but the voice is too loud... Well, I'm a little embarrassed, but what does this have to do with the cushion?

Tang Xuan turned to Qing Qing, grabbed his waist and brought him to sit on his lap. Qing Qing was about to struggle, but felt Tang Xuan's fingers move down...

"Because we will use this place for intimate contact in the future, you will feel uncomfortable." Tang Xuan was afraid of scaring Qingqing, so he said it very cryptically, but after all, he told him about this behavior, which can be regarded as making him mentally prepared in advance... Tang Xuan's eyes darkened, and it will take two years to actually meet there, and he really can't wait.

But Qingqing didn't dare to move immediately, Tang Xuan's hand had already moved away, but a sensitive part under his body could clearly feel the touch just now, he looked at Tang Xuan with an incredulous expression, but got his nod .

Is it actually used there? !But how is it possible?The place is so small, but Tang Xuan's place is almost as thick as a wrist, how can this thing be put in?He won't be torn apart, will he? ? !

Just now, they thought they had done the most intimate thing, but they were suddenly told that it was just a drop in the bucket, and Qingqing's world was about to collapse.

The author has something to say:

Recently, I have suffered from severe insomnia, and my sleep is too shallow. In order to keep up with the updates at night, I always have to code until 2 o’clock in the morning, and I have to get up to go to class after 20 o’clock in the morning. With [-] clicks and a friend (especially thanks to Chu Xi) who encourages me every day, I will try my best to keep writing!Absolutely keep updating!

Qing Qing: If you dare not want me, I will beat you to death!

Tang Xuan: (carrying towards the bed) I want you

Qing Qing: (circled) Why do you want me to hug me on the bed?

Tang Xuan: I want you.

Qing Qing: Don't take off my clothes!We are having a serious discussion!

Tang Xuan: I want you

Qing Qing: ...

(well, he's asking for him)