Hello anchor, let's talk about love

Tang Xuan continued: "Let a six-year-old boy who has been away from the crowd for more than a year and was abused in various ways, after being sheltered, he was not abused, but he was still treated with cold violence. Do you think this child can grow up healthily?" So I hate you for not giving Qingqing complete and warm maternal love, which basically made his childhood gloomy, but I also want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him more.

"Qingqing has never been to a junior high school, and even the college entrance examination is a place that you dragged your way to find. Although there are many things to learn, but you don't get along with people, how do you tell him not to be afraid of people? He treats you like him The only life-saving straw is desperately trying to catch up and try to please you, but you dislike him for not talking, not communicating with others and letting him face the live broadcast alone... As far as I can see, you have always felt guilty Yu Qingqing, so I want to give him all the good things, but, for example, the clothes are all chosen by you, have you considered whether Qingqing likes it or not?"

These words were too sharp, Qing Ma seemed to be smashed by a sharp sword, and the world spun, she wanted to refute that this was not the case, she loved her son, that was her only flesh and blood, and everything she did was for Xiao Qing, she is not that selfish, she... But all words are pale, all explanations are powerless, she can't refute, because those are true, no matter what the purpose is, her behavior hurts her favorite, son.

At this moment, Qing's mother became extremely sober. She smiled palely, "Son, after more than ten years, Mom can't understand you as well as someone who has only known you for a few months. What a failure!"

Qing Qing shook her head, "No, mom, no, look, I'm fine, I was just talking nonsense, I lied to you, you see I'm not fine now, I can communicate with others, and I'm fine. I fell in love, and you are upset because of this incident. I have to go to the class reunion in the afternoon. I have other friends. There are also many lovely viewers in the live broadcast room. I like them. I like being an anchor. Look I am no different from a normal person now, I am normal, this is all thanks to you, you have saved me countless times, why do you not understand me..."

Tang Xuan's eyes lit up, it was now, and he immediately said, "My dear is right, he is normal now, and this is also due to you, your love protects him, and the superior living environment you provide allows him to use his knowledge Enrich yourself, your careful care prevented him from being ill due to the abuse he received when he was a child, and you insisted on testing my relationship with him so that he would not repeat your mistakes and have a failed relationship... All these can prove that you You love Qingqing, even though you made quite a few mistakes."

The previous words made Qing's mother relax a lot, but the last sentence made her breathe again. Qing Qing started to praise him, but in the end she just stared at him, and kept comforting Qing's mother...

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Finally, after Qing's mother slowed down, Tang Xuan pointed the cannon at Qingqing again, "Qingqing, what you said just now was too hurtful."

Qing Qing, who was still comforting Qing's mother, "...?" Forgive him for not reacting fast enough, he really couldn't keep up with the rhythm of the person in front of him.

At this moment, Dr. Su knocked on the door and came in, "I think you need some ice packs. After all, it seems that little friend Qing is going out this afternoon, and big friend Qing is also going to the company, right?"

Qing little (big) friend "..."

"Thank you, Dr. Su, please take this trip. We still have some family matters to deal with here, so I won't keep you here any longer. I'll ask Xiao Li to take you back." Although Qing's mother still has swollen eyes, she can't forget the courtesy she should have. .

Doctor Su waved his hand, "You guys talk, don't worry about me, it's kid Qing, it seems that I won't have to use the excuse of seeing your mother to come here often anymore!" Handed the ice pack in his hand to Tang Xuan, Doctor Su He just said "goodbye" and left.

There were only three people left in the room, and none of them were stupid. It was obvious that Dr. Su's words were for Tang Xuanqing to hear clearly, and Tang Xuan's impression of Qing's mother also slightly increased.Qing Qing's reaction was more natural. He took two ice packs and put them on Qing's mother's glasses, "Thank you, Mom, for making you worry..."

Looking at it, Tang Xuan wanted to hold Qing Qing in his arms and put some pressure on his eyes first. The red and swollen eyes made people feel distressed... However, what should be said still needs to be said.

"Qingqing, do you still remember what you said just now?" Tang Xuan tried his best to suppress the distress in his heart. It was easy for him to be serious with Qing's mother. When he came to his baby, he just thought about what he said so fiercely just now. His heart is going to die, but now he still criticizes him, he can't be hardened no matter what.

Therefore, the questioning of Qingqing is more like a complaint, "How can you say that your actions are all to please me, and Aunt Qing?" I barely remember to bring Qing's mother, "Could it be that during these processes you Are you unhappy? Don’t you feel the love we (actually want to say me) have for you? For example, live broadcast, if we say you can stop doing it now, will you stop? It is undeniable that you already like this job (It's better to give up, don't like me, just like me)."

"Moreover, it is precisely because of importance, care, and love that you want to please the other party, hide your shortcomings, and hope that the other party is happy. Your actions are not losing yourself, on the contrary, it is your love for us (I am one) The performance of people) is the truest self.”

"Boom!" sounded in Qing Qing's mind, as if an invisible glass wall was broken, and he completely and truly saw the whole world, the beautiful, splendid world...

"If you want to hug, go out and hug me, don't hinder me from recuperating here." Qing Ma waved Tang Xuan away like a fly, of course Tang Xuan followed suit, but before that, she had to take away the boy who looked at him with glowing eyes , still like holding a baby.

"Have a good rest, let's go out first." Tang Xuan said, holding his "big baby" and leaving.

Qing's mother on the bed heard the door opening and closing, and made sure that the person had left. She took off the ice packs on her eyes, and laughed at herself, "I was tricked by a yellow-haired boy." This boy, it's not easy!

"But forget it, for the sake of what you said is still reasonable, let's just let it go for now, as long as you treat my stupid son well, I will feel relieved..." Fortunately, Tang Xuan took Qing Qing as well. Take them away together, now Qing's mother is actually a little afraid to see her son, even if she calms down now and understands that the reason for Tang Xuan's actions is just to break through and then stand up, even though there is an accident of Qingqing, she has not considered her Physical condition, but, forget it, it was calculated anyway, but fortunately, she is in good health and can hold on, but... when she thought that it was her own mistakes that led to the current Qingqing, she felt so distressed. After correcting and correcting, she became even more ashamed to see her son. In the end, it was still her fault!

Here, Qing Qing, who was carried back to her room as a big baby, put her legs around Tang Xuan's waist and didn't want to come down. Tang Xuan patted his butt, "Come down, let's talk."

Qingqing refused, and clamped her tighter, "No, just say that, anyway, you said I could do more than 1000 push-ups behind my back, so it won't hurt to just hug her."

Tang Xuan was helpless, and his voice became hoarse, "I will respond to your action." To be precise, as long as Qing Qing gets closer, he can't help but think of some not-so-good pictures.

Qing Qing immediately jumped down, wrapped herself in the quilt and shrank to the corner of the wall, "You are not allowed to mess around!"

Tang Xuan rubbed his forehead and smiled, sat on the edge of the bed, patted the side, and motioned him to come over, "I won't force you until you disagree, come and sit, let's have a good chat."

Qingqing cautiously and tentatively moved over, and as soon as she got close, Tang Xuan quickly hugged her in her arms, and peeled off the quilt by the way, "It's so hot and sweating under the quilt."

Qingqing froze and didn't dare to move anymore, he was really afraid of being poked by that big guy for a long time again.Fortunately, this time Tang Xuan also knew that this was not good, so when he hugged him, he just held him by the waist and turned his body sideways to prevent contact from below.

"Kiss, what I just said, right?"

Qingqing wondered if there was something wrong with her ears. She always felt that what Tang Xuan said sounded like an anterior nasal sound, but after thinking about it, she didn't feel like it. After struggling for a while, she gave up, "Some are right, some are wrong."

The two people were head to head, and the vibrations of the words were transmitted to each other, "Which ones are wrong? Which ones are right?"

Qingqing moved her fingers, put the hands of the two people together, interlocked her fingers, and then smiled to herself, "You can tell me what you say, but what you said about my mother is wrong."

Tang Xuan intends to ask Qing Qing to tell him these past events in person, and he also understands better that only when you can face the past calmly, can it be regarded as a truly healed wound.

"What's wrong?" He tightened his fingers, and between his fingers was the opponent's fingers, as if the temperature, breath, and even flesh and blood were all connected.

"Not going to school is my own request, and my mother often finds time to play with me." Qing Qing seemed to be calm, but Tang Xuan, who intertwined his fingers, clearly felt that there was a scar that Qing Qing didn't want to touch, and he felt distressed He is even more unwilling to see him bear these wounds all his life and let them affect his life.

He kissed the top of Qingqing's hair and eyes, and then remembered to put his eyes on him, brought an ice pack, Tang Xuan asked Qingqing to lie down with his lap on his pillow, and put ice on him, "Why don't you want to go to school?"

Qingqing was silent for a while, his eyes were blind and made other sensations more obvious. He felt the texture of his palms clasped with his own, felt the pulse of the meridians in the strong legs under his head, and felt his gentle wrapping around him. breath...

"I love going to school, it's better to have a lot of friends to play with, than to be alone at home, I know you're going to say 'look, your mother is not with you', she has to work to support herself and me, after all, I can understand her, but since Dad, well, I don't want to call him Dad, just use that man instead, although I don't remember him anymore, I still hate him. "

"Come back to business. At that time, the man went to prison, and my mother was always busy. Besides, my mother was very beautiful and capable. The most important thing was that she was young. Although she already had me at that time, she was still young, so many people Saying that my mother is going to leave with some big boss, and I am an oil bottle, I will be thrown away. I am very panicked, but I dare not ask my mother for confirmation. I am afraid that if it is true, then I can at least spend more time with her. One more day together, what if I reminded her and she just left? Then I started to hate those children who talk nonsense, but some suitors of my mother wanted to attack my mother through me, well, these things are my I just figured it out now, at that time I only knew that those smiling and obsequious uncles were scary, so I didn't dare to go out..."

Qingqing spoke very easily, with a very calm tone, as if he didn't mind these past events for a long time, but in Tang Xuan's eyes, there was only anger and deep regret. Knocking those people to the ground while saying these words, no, none of this will happen at all, and his relatives can also grow up happily under his protection.But all of this is if... Tang Xuan finally understands why everyone hates "if".

He seemed to see that little Qingqing was carrying a schoolbag, and a group of children behind him sang and danced and made up nursery rhymes with his name, saying that he was a child that no one wanted. An uncle stopped him, and offered all kinds of temptations and bribes in front of him, forcing the child to cry, but no one cared why he was crying, but only cared about whether he could get his favor and share his property...

After not feeling Tang Xuan's touch for a long time, Qing Qing called him strangely, "What's the matter? Do you want to sleep after hearing it? It's quite boring, then lie down with me."

Tang Xuan came back to his senses, closed his eyes, and kept rubbing the back of his hand with interlocking fingers, "No, it's not boring, I like to hear you tell about your past, but the first thing we need to consider now is to eat , We haven’t eaten anything since we got up in the morning.”

Qing Qing smiled and rubbed her belly, "I'd forget if you didn't tell me, but once you said that I felt like I was starving."

Tang Xuan felt distressed immediately, blaming himself for his incomplete consideration, "You lie still, I will cook, soon..."

There was a knock on the door, it was Sister Zhao, Tang Xuan went to open the door, "I brought you Xiaoqing and Mr. Tang's meals, Madam is not feeling well, she ate and slept in the room, let me bring you meals I said that I was afraid that you would even forget to eat when you became intimate." Sister Zhao has always done things in a down-to-earth manner, and she delivered her words verbatim, which only made Qing Qing look ashamed and unable to come out under the blanket.

Tang Xuan took the tray and thanked him.

After putting the dishes and chopsticks away, Tang Xuan went to call for someone, and he patted his butt, "Do you want to eat in bed?" Although it is not impossible, good habits are still necessary.

Qingqing got up immediately, "Eat, don't talk!"

Tang Xuan "..." Listen to you, what you say counts.

The author has something to say:

Well, the only part of this article that may cry because of abuse is completely over. If you like sweet pets, you can continue to watch these two people's fancy dog ​​abuse! (?ω?)hiahiahia

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Qing Qing: Tang Xuan, why do they say we are dog abusers?We didn't bully the dogs, the only animal member was the cat group.

Tang Xuan: (Sneak kiss) Don't worry about them, by the way, what do you want for dinner?I'll go shopping in a while.

Qing Qing: (Rubbing her waist secretly) You can figure it out, but we will sleep in separate beds tonight.

Tang Xuan: ...