Yucheng Jue

"You want to snatch him back, don't you?" Liu Shengmo stood still, his eyes full of contempt.

"Chengyao is nothing, how can we allow you and me to snatch it?" Feng Jingzhen shook her head amusedly.

"Then what are you going to do?" Liu Shengmo raised his eyebrows, squinting at Feng Jingzhen, the guard in his eyes was obvious.

"I just want to ask you for an answer." Feng Jingzhen stood upright in front of Liu Shengmo, with a gentle smile on his face.

"What's the answer?" Liu Shengmo asked coldly, "You have to ask Chengyao behind your back!"

Feng Jingzhen straightened her cuffs in a leisurely manner, turned her eyes to the closed door, and asked leisurely: "Do you want him to live, or do you want him to die?"

Liu Shengmo glared at her and said angrily, "What do you mean by that?"

Feng Jingzhen turned her head, looked into Liu Shengmo's eyes fixedly, and said word by word: "If you want him to live, why do you know that he is poisoned by animals, but still put a gu on him? I I don't believe you, the majestic leader of the Feihong League, wouldn't you know that Gu worms are poisonous?"

Liu Shengmo lowered her head, pursed her lips tightly and said nothing.

"If you say you don't love him, I won't believe it. Isn't it because you were jealous of all the things you did to me before? But if you say you love him, why do you still believe Lin Fangfei and put him in danger?"

"If you say you don't love him, you wouldn't rather die to protect him. If you exchanged with Jiang Lianhuai on the condition of him, you just want to save his life. But if you say you love him, why didn't you put yourself in his place and think about everything? Put your own will first?"

"If you keep silent, then I will answer for you," Feng Jingzhen turned her head, and looked softly at the direction of the bed in the house, as if she could see the familiar figure through the wall of the house, "Aren't you If you don’t love, you just don’t know how to love, and you don’t know what love is!”

"... You, a fellow who doesn't eat fireworks, do you understand the true meaning of love?" Liu Shengmo hesitated at first, but then refused to accept it.

"I'm not talented, I dare not say that I have understood, how much I have understood, but at least, I hope that he can live a healthy life. As long as he lives well, I can do anything."

"Anything is fine? It's okay to give up being with him?"

"...If I detoxify him and break his Gu, he will still choose you, me, and leave resolutely..." Feng Jingzhen slowly lowered her eyelids, her long eyelashes closed her eyes and covered her eyes. The throbbing pain in my heart when I said this.

"It's really nice to say, and the high-sounding words can only be uttered from a mouth like you!" Liu Shengmo sneered, "Your thoughtfulness, people with a discerning eye can tell it at a glance!"

"You haven't answered me yet, do you want Jiang Chengyao to live or Jiang Chengyao to die?" Feng Jingzhen raised his eyes, his eyes were bright.

"Of course I want him to live!" Liu Shengmo flicked his sleeves.

"From now on, you are not allowed to interfere in how I treat Jiang Chengyao. I have to guard him for twelve hours a day, and you have to visit him during the day."

"You are pretending to be self-serving..."

"Do you have a better lady to choose?"

"..." Liu Shengmo glared at Feng Jingzhen bitterly, but Feng Jingzhen turned a blind eye.

"Take a rest tonight, and we will set off tomorrow morning. The sooner we return to Ruoxu Valley, the sooner I can figure out a way to detoxify him, and I will bother Mr. Liu to inform the others that anyone willing to go with me, Please get up early tomorrow." After saying that, Feng Jingzhen stopped looking at Liu Shengmo, turned around and entered the room.

Liu Shengmo stomped her feet angrily, trying to suppress her anger, and followed into the house.

Jiang Chengyao, who had finished his dinner, raised his head, first he saw the gentle smile on Feng Jingzhen's face, and then he saw Liu Shengmo who followed behind with a cold expression.

"Sheng Mo, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Chengyao said softly, his voice a little hoarse.

Hearing this, Liu Shengmo walked forward quickly, sat in front of the bed, and took Jiang Diyao's hand. Jiang Chengyao blushed, lowered his head subconsciously, and slightly retracted his hand.

Because of Feng Jingzhen's presence, Liu Shengmo deliberately held Jiang Chengyao tightly, and stroked Jiang Chengyao's face with the other hand, and said softly: "Chengyao, your current physical condition has to be treated by Feng Miracle Doctor." You will be treated all day long, and you have to live with the Fengshen doctor for the time being."

Jiang Chengyao uncomfortably pulled down the hand that was caressing his face, glanced at Feng Jingzhen, then turned to look at Liu Shengmo, and asked in a low voice: "Then, how long will it take? After solving it?"

"I'm afraid so." Liu Shengmo replied.

"What about you?" Jiang Chengyao lowered his voice a little.

"I will come to see you during the day. I will bring you what you want to eat every day." Liu Shengmo said with pain in his heart.

If the love gu is released, the person in front of him will probably never show such a reluctant expression to himself again, right?Is it true that the feelings I have forcibly won can't last long?

This person, even though he was infected by the love Gu, was moved by the Gu insect, but he still had resistance. In his subconscious, he still resisted his own intimate actions, which made him feel as if he was in the In the dream, is this dream finally about to wake up?

Are you about to wake up?

When the poison is cured, the person I love deeply in front of me will return to Feng Jingzhen's embrace, right?

The person I love so much in front of me will turn his eyebrows at me coldly again, so I can't avoid it, right?

"Sheng Mo, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Chengyao stretched out his hand and waved in front of Liu Shengmo's eyes that were looking directly at him, but without focus, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Liu Shengmo forced a smile and shook his head, "Get a good night's rest tonight, and tomorrow we will leave for Ruoxu Valley. The road is hard, and you are weak. If you can't bear it, tell me , don’t be brave. Tell me what you want to eat, you know?”

Jiang Chengyao nodded obediently, looking at Liu Shengmo's abnormal state, wanted to say something, but didn't know where to start.

"You rest, I'll prepare some food for you, so you can eat on the way." Liu Shengmo brushed his long hair for Jiang Chengyao, got up and left.

Watching Liu Shengmo close the door, Jiang Chengyao looked thoughtful.

"What are you thinking?" Feng Jingjin lifted the hem of her gown, and sat beside Jiang Chengyao with a smile on her face.

Jiang Chengyao turned his head, his eyes fell on Feng Jingzhen's handsome face, and unconsciously blurted out: "I always want to get close to him, but when I get close, my heart is full of repulsion..."

In the second half of the sentence, Jiang Chengyao swallowed it back: As for you, I am obviously unfamiliar, but I can't help but keep my eyes on your face...

"This... I'll explain it to you when the poison on your body is gone..."

"You guys are hiding a lot of things from me, I know..." Jiang Chengyao lowered his head, "My memory is still in a mess, but in recent dreams, some strange scenes and plots often appear, I know, then It's not a dream, it's my lost memory...I can't connect these memories together, but they are enough to make my heart bleed...I don't want to find out the real situation of these dreams anymore...I, some don't want to detoxify It's..."

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

"I'm speaking from the heart," Jiang Chengyao smiled bitterly, "My intuition tells me that restoring memory is not a good thing for me..."

Feng Jingzhen opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't say anything suitable for this moment, that could comfort Jiang Chengyao.

"This poison, whether it is cured or not, is not important to me..." Jiang Chengyao closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "It seems like a good choice to die slowly like this..."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Feng Jingzhen picked up Jiang Chengyao's collar, "How did you Jiang Chengyao become such a coward?"

"A coward?" Jiang Chengyao opened his eyes, and looked straight into Feng Jingzhen's black and jade-colored colored contact lenses, "I think I should have realized it..."

"you?!……"

"Do you really don't want me to die?" Jiang Diyao looked puzzled, "Are you afraid that putting me to death will insult your reputation as a miracle doctor?"

Looking at Jiang Chengyao's white hair, Feng Jingzhen slowly let go of his hand, and the scene of Jiang Chengyao being tortured by poisonous pain rushed into his mind, and his heart was suffocated suddenly.

"Yes, I don't want you to die!" Feng Jingzhen slowly stretched out her hand, hugged Jiang Chengyao tightly into her arms, and buried her face into Jiang Chengyao's neck and shoulders, "I really don't want you to die!"

Jiang Chengyao froze for an instant, his hands didn't know what to do, it seemed neither hugging nor pushing away.

"Don't have such thoughts, okay?" Feng Jingzhen's voice muffled into Jiang Chengyao's ears.

"...Uh..." Jiang Chengyao was speechless for a moment.

Feng Jingzhen raised her head, her big eyes looked directly at Jiang Chengyao's eyes full of expectation without blinking or blinking.

Jiang Chengyao felt his heartbeat suddenly quicken, and he admitted that he was really powerless to resist this face and eyes.

"I... I won't say that again..." Jiang Chengyao replied, but his mind was running wild like a wild horse, and he had no intention of giving up this idea at all.

These days, night after night, he was horrified in his dreams, and all the scenes that made him painful and heartbroken were bombarded one after another. No one knew how he woke up every time, and how painful his heart was when he woke up.His intuition told himself that it would be better if he didn't know all the truth.He really resisted knowing the truth from the bottom of his heart.

I don't know, but if he doesn't detoxify, if he doesn't detoxify, he will die, but for some reason, at this moment, killing his life is really not a big deal for him.

The length of time a person lives is not important, is it?

He doesn't seem to reject death, which is a good thing.

Be indifferent to life and death, detached from the world, he is so young, to have such a mind and feelings, it seems to be a great joy in life...

Feng Jingzhen looked at Jiang Chengyao's dazed eyes because of the ecstasy, and an ominous premonition slowly surged in his heart.

"What are you thinking about?"

Feng Jingzhen's voice brought back Jiang Chengyao's thoughts.

Jiang Chengyao sat up straight, and got out of Feng Jingzhen's embrace.

"I'm a little tired and want to sleep." Jiang Chengyao lowered his head and said.

"Okay." Feng Jingzhen stared deeply at Jiang Chengyao's face for a while, then stood up and helped Jiang Chengyao lie down, and covered him carefully with the quilt.

"I live in your bed, where do you live?" Jiang Chengyao raised his eyes and asked.

"I have my own way, you go to sleep." Feng Jingzhen replied gently, looking at Jiang Chengyao with tender eyes.

Jiang Chengyao blushed, turned around immediately, and closed his eyes facing the inside of the bed.

Feng Jingzhen stood beside the bed, watching Jiang Chengyao's back.The eyes full of reluctance shrouded Jiang Chengyao's back for a long time.

It wasn't until he heard Jiang Chengyao's steady and inaudible breathing that Feng Jingzhen looked away, turned around, and flung out the silk from his sleeve.

The silkworm silk leads to the window lattice in the east and tamps the pillars in the west, hanging high in the house.

Feng Jingjin jumped up lightly, jumped onto the sky silk, collapsed on the bed, and lay on it.

Jiang Chengyao's thin shoulders and neck, and the white hair hanging by the pillow, all these made Feng Jingzhen feel distressed from the bottom of his heart.And what defeated this man was not the illness that tormented him, not the several poisons deep in his body, but the huge blow he had experienced.

The shocks and injuries brought to him by the past were not as calm as he appeared on the surface.

The man is resisting the truth.

In fact, it's not just him, why doesn't he hope that everything he has experienced is an illusion?Is it all a dream?

Feng Jingzhen turned her head and looked at the beams on the roof, her eyes were dark and her heart was firm.

Chengyao, I won't let you leave me, just like you used to never leave me, I will also never leave you!

The author has something to say:

In the past two days of writing, this story has come to an end. I feel the feelings and emotions of each character in the story. Following their fate, I will decisively go to the end...

In my heart, I am really sad, very sad!Some time ago, I always hoped to end this story quickly, and wanted to start the next book as soon as possible. However, in the past few days when it really came to the end, the idea of ​​not wanting the ending, and not wanting to finish writing emerged in my heart!

This is my first novel, and it is also the first time that I truly feel the vivid experience of each character in my hands, being in charge of my emotions and life.

Before I started writing, I felt that my God’s perspective must be so cool. I really started writing, but my heart hurts no matter how I wrote it. Change, because if you change the direction of the outline a little, it will be a major surgery that hurts muscles and bones. I, a novice Xiaobai, really can't control it.

The next story, because of the experience of this debut novel, I think I will improve a little bit, at least the plot arrangement and plot direction will not be so blunt, and I will portray the characters more vividly.

I hope you will continue to support my next story.

Spoiler alert, the next one is pure love in the city, a story of "closed kindness and tsundere × loyal dog spoiling his wife for years to attack", invite you to taste it!I will try to make it interesting for everyone to read, but it is definitely not a short story, so stay tuned!

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