Fragrance in the wind
Chapter 42
Zizhou lay on the bed tossing and turning, unconsciously fell asleep in a trance, vaguely saw a figure beside his bed, the pleading eyes of that person looked at him, and he was very startled.
He looked desolate, and his deep voice seemed to be confiding, "Three years, you have been running away for three full years. I don't know how many ways I have used to not think about you, not to look for you. But I still came here The desperate look in your eyes when you were leaving, and the harsh words hurt me all the time. So... I have to follow you carefully. I want you to find out but I am afraid of being found out, I dare not approach you, but I am worried about you Go further. I don’t know when I became so hesitant and hesitant.”
"But I can't wait any longer..." He lowered his head slowly, his face could not be seen clearly in the dark night, his voice was trembling, "I have reached the age of [-], and I will grow older... At that time, I will not be worthy of my Zhouer..."
Hearing this, Zizhou could no longer pretend to be indifferent.
This man is the emperor! ?
With his all-powerful demeanor, persevering heart, and ruthless methods, how many vicissitudes he has experienced, how many people have he tolerated in his eyes?He is actually afraid of getting old, afraid of not being good enough for others.
Zizhou's tears fell down the corners of his eyes uncontrollably, he opened his eyes and slowly stared at Chunyu Feng, thousands of words came to his mouth and only converged into one voice, "Wind!"
Chunyufeng raised his head in surprise, quickly grabbed his hand, and with the fear of finding it again, he called out in a low voice, "Zhou'er!?"
"Wind!" Zizhou's voice fell firmly again.
Chunyufeng pulled Zizhou into his arms excitedly, his whole heart was trembling slightly because of the longing, and when he realized that the other party's hands were tightly around his waist, he said in a trembling voice: "Zhou'er ...shall we start over?"
Zizhou who washed up in the morning looked at his red and swollen eyes, and recalled the scene of last night. Chunyu Fengqing's sincere confession was vivid in his memory. After confirming that it was not a dream, he decided to make it clear to Ah Ning.
However, when he came to Ah Ning's room and looked at Ah Ning's haggard face, there was still a trace of pity in his heart.
He helped her up and let Ah Ning lean on him. The two of them didn't speak for a long time.
Ah Ning tilted her head and looked at Zizhou's face in a daze, she didn't put on the mask again, did she decide something? Thinking of this, a subtle strangeness flashed across her eyes.
After a long time, thinking that he and his father didn't have much time to waste, so he let out a long breath, as if he had made a big decision, Fang slowly said: "Ah Ning, I'm sorry!"
The other party's body froze obviously after saying this, Zizhou stared at her pitifully, and said slowly: "I'm going home, but it's not convenient to take you with me, but I will send someone to take care of all your daily life, I will I hope you can accept it and make up for my apology to you."
With tears in her eyes, Ah Ning wrote on the palm of Zizhou's hand: "Is the person who has been waiting for you here?"
Zizhou was silent.
She took a breath and continued to write: "Young master, don't worry, Ah Ning will take good care of herself."
Zizhou withdrew his hand, clenched his fist, lowered his eyelashes and looked at his feet, suddenly found that there was a lot of dirt on Ah Ning's shoes, so he asked, "A Ning, where did you go last night?"
Ah Ning was startled, followed Zizhou's line of sight to see the shoes placed under the bed, and hurriedly gestured with her hands, "I couldn't sleep last night, so I went out to get some air."
"Is there something you're hiding from me?"
Seeing that he doubted herself, Ah Ning panicked, pursed her lips, thinking about what to do, when there was a knock on the door.
"Girl, the medicine you brought is ready." Xiaoer came in with a tray and put a bowl of steaming soup on the table.
Ah Ning was about to step forward in a panic, but Zi Zhou gave her a cold look, then pointed to the bowl of medicine and asked Xiao Er, "What is this?"
Xiaoer said: "This is the medicine that the girl brought last night. I told you to fry it and send it to the room in the morning."
After Xiao Er finished speaking, he left the room, while Zizhou picked up the bowl of decoction, smelled it, and then fully understood the whole story.
Everything is God's will, it is God punishing him, moving dirty thoughts, so there is such a result, he is destined not to be with him in this life.
With a tilt of his wrist, the medicine in the bowl spilled on the ground, he threw away the soup bowl, and escaped out of the room without looking back.
He locked himself into the room, neither ate nor drank, and ignored anyone who knocked on the door, until at dusk, the door was knocked open by Fu Zhi.
Zizhou hugged his knees and curled up in the corner of the room, he slowly raised his head, staring at his father approaching step by step in the dim light.He stared at him blankly, his empty eyes swept over every inch of his father's skin little by little, intending to engrave him in his heart.strangeness.Even though the distance is so close, and it is obvious that you can get it with your fingertips, why is the face of the father becoming more and more blurred and farther away.
Chunyufeng didn't ask anything, silently carried him to the bed, kissed the tears on Zizhou's face, and finally fell on his lips, sticking out his tongue to gently lick.
Although he never responded, he was not in a hurry. He had already made up his mind on the way here. In the next few years, he would use all his tenderness to treat this person he cherished the most, to make up for the damage done to him.
"Zhouer...do you know?" He sucked his earlobe and whispered softly, "I think you're thinking so hard."
And the people below him have already been trapped in this tender prison, and if they want to break free, they may be accompanied by the pain of peeling off their flesh and blood, making life worse than death.
Instantly.Zi Zhou was woken up by the sudden stimulation, and immediately pushed Chun Yufeng away, turning his head to prevent himself from seeing the other party's astonishment, he gathered his clothes tightly, rolled off the bed, and ran out full of shame.
In an instant, he understood.From the very beginning, this person didn't belong to him. It turned out that everything was just Zizhou's own illusion. He couldn't accept this love calmly, because happiness is not something that people like him can get.
Fu Zhi pushed the door open and entered, and saw Chun Yufeng hugging the brocade quilt that once covered Zizhou's body, with his whole face buried in it, his whole body trembling uncontrollably.
Fu Zhi felt very sad in his heart, stepped forward and tried to call out, "Master..."
After a while, Chunyufeng reluctantly said: "Follow him... don't let him get into trouble."
"Yes."
"Also..." Chunyu Feng said: "Pass my order down, five days! After five days, if you can't find out the real identity of Ah Ning, don't come to see me again."
"Yes." Fu Zhi pulled back his knees, and quickly exited the room.
A few days later—
That beautiful purple shadow has been lingering in front of the door for a long time, and there is no expression on his face, only the haggard look between his brows, revealing his state of mind.
When the pain reaches the extreme, you can no longer feel the pain, so if the love reaches the extreme, is there only parting?There was no trace of blood on the usually pink lips, because the most difficult words were to be uttered from them, and once these words were uttered, the two of them would have no future to speak of.
If he goes back to be the sixth prince again, according to the regulations of Chunyu Kingdom, after the prince gets married, he will go to his own fief, and he cannot go back to the capital without an edict.Perhaps this is the best ending, and it is also the safest for Ah Ning.This man has been entangled with himself for 20 years, and he is finally going to break up.
The room was very quiet all the time, Zizhou looked at the door absent-mindedly, he knew that Chunyufeng was also waiting for his decision.And didn't I always want to put aside the past and start over.Now, as he wished, the desired result is in front of his eyes.As long as this moment passes, everything will be over and everything will be a thing of the past.
Thinking of this, he finally raised his head and faced the room, and slowly stretched out his hand to open the door, but saw Chunyufeng stood with his back to him, hands behind his back, as if he had waited for a long time.
Zizhou approached slowly, with sad eyes and a smile on his face, "I would like to go back with you."
Chunyufeng's shoulders trembled unnoticed, and he turned around, his eyes were like a sharp bayonet, sharply fixed on the opponent's face, but his words were still gentle, "Okay, we will start tomorrow."
"Father, please allow this son to bring a person with him." Zizhou bowed his head and asked.
Chunyu Feng's eyebrows twitched slightly, his heart turned cold, and he said in a slightly heavy tone: "Zhou Er! Don't talk to me in this manner, we are still the same as before."
Zizhou shook his head and said with a sad smile: "I can't go back, my son is no longer the former Zizhou."
After the words fell, the room suddenly became silent, and everyone was suppressing the madness in their hearts that was about to explode.
"Zhou'er... has grown up!" Chunyu Feng's gaze fell softly on the purple-clothed man, and he said quietly: "In the past 20 years, you have grown taller little by little, and now you are a seven-foot man, but no matter what No matter what it looks like, I still love you so much."
Zizhou's eyes were red again, and he quickly turned his head to one side, not wanting his father to find out his reluctance.
Chunyufeng couldn't help but took a step forward, opened his arms and hugged Zizhou into his arms, stroked his hair, and comforted him gently: "I know you love me too, as long as we love each other, no one can stop it." He said, There was a gloomy chill in his eyes.
Zizhou suddenly pushed him away, took a step back, and looked aside coldly, "Father, please respect yourself!"
Chunyufeng wanted to go forward again, but Zizhou said, "My son has decided to get married."
As soon as the words came out, Chunyu Feng paused, "What did you say?"
Zi Zhou stared at him expressionlessly: "She is already pregnant with the flesh and blood of Erchen, and Erchen decided to go back this time because he also wanted to give her a stable home and shoulder the responsibilities she should have."
"Do you love her?" Chunyu Feng's voice trembled violently.
Zizhou lowered his eyes, and tugged at the corner of his mouth lightly, "Father should understand my son's temperament very well, and people who my son doesn't like will never stay by my side."
After Chunyufeng heard this, he suddenly grabbed the other person's arm and pushed him to the corner, "Don't take one bite at a time! I won't be your father!" Zi Zhou pressed his back against the door, and Chunyufeng raised his head. Angry faces are close at hand.
He knew that any resistance at this time would irritate his father and make a dangerous move, so he closed his eyes and accepted the other party's gnawing with anger in obedience. The punishment seemed to pass over his skin, touching the pain in the depths of his soul .
In the confusion, there was a knock on the door behind him.
"Who?" Chunyu Feng shouted angrily in a hoarse voice.
"That..." Xiaoer outside the door faltered with a trembling voice: "A girl named Ah Ning saw blood all over her body and asked me to come and find you, Young Master."
Zi Zhou made up his mind and moved his broken lips: "I see, this will pass."
"Don't go!" Chunyufeng suddenly pulled him back.
Zizhou was stunned, and Chunyufeng looked over with pleading eyes.
"I love you so much, how can you give up just as soon as you say it!" Chunyufeng stared at him blankly begging: "Don't worry about anyone! Zhou'er, look at me, I'm going crazy because of you."
Zizhou clenched his teeth, tears welled up in his eyes, and slowly withdrew his arm.turn around.Step by step towards another person.
He looked desolate, and his deep voice seemed to be confiding, "Three years, you have been running away for three full years. I don't know how many ways I have used to not think about you, not to look for you. But I still came here The desperate look in your eyes when you were leaving, and the harsh words hurt me all the time. So... I have to follow you carefully. I want you to find out but I am afraid of being found out, I dare not approach you, but I am worried about you Go further. I don’t know when I became so hesitant and hesitant.”
"But I can't wait any longer..." He lowered his head slowly, his face could not be seen clearly in the dark night, his voice was trembling, "I have reached the age of [-], and I will grow older... At that time, I will not be worthy of my Zhouer..."
Hearing this, Zizhou could no longer pretend to be indifferent.
This man is the emperor! ?
With his all-powerful demeanor, persevering heart, and ruthless methods, how many vicissitudes he has experienced, how many people have he tolerated in his eyes?He is actually afraid of getting old, afraid of not being good enough for others.
Zizhou's tears fell down the corners of his eyes uncontrollably, he opened his eyes and slowly stared at Chunyu Feng, thousands of words came to his mouth and only converged into one voice, "Wind!"
Chunyufeng raised his head in surprise, quickly grabbed his hand, and with the fear of finding it again, he called out in a low voice, "Zhou'er!?"
"Wind!" Zizhou's voice fell firmly again.
Chunyufeng pulled Zizhou into his arms excitedly, his whole heart was trembling slightly because of the longing, and when he realized that the other party's hands were tightly around his waist, he said in a trembling voice: "Zhou'er ...shall we start over?"
Zizhou who washed up in the morning looked at his red and swollen eyes, and recalled the scene of last night. Chunyu Fengqing's sincere confession was vivid in his memory. After confirming that it was not a dream, he decided to make it clear to Ah Ning.
However, when he came to Ah Ning's room and looked at Ah Ning's haggard face, there was still a trace of pity in his heart.
He helped her up and let Ah Ning lean on him. The two of them didn't speak for a long time.
Ah Ning tilted her head and looked at Zizhou's face in a daze, she didn't put on the mask again, did she decide something? Thinking of this, a subtle strangeness flashed across her eyes.
After a long time, thinking that he and his father didn't have much time to waste, so he let out a long breath, as if he had made a big decision, Fang slowly said: "Ah Ning, I'm sorry!"
The other party's body froze obviously after saying this, Zizhou stared at her pitifully, and said slowly: "I'm going home, but it's not convenient to take you with me, but I will send someone to take care of all your daily life, I will I hope you can accept it and make up for my apology to you."
With tears in her eyes, Ah Ning wrote on the palm of Zizhou's hand: "Is the person who has been waiting for you here?"
Zizhou was silent.
She took a breath and continued to write: "Young master, don't worry, Ah Ning will take good care of herself."
Zizhou withdrew his hand, clenched his fist, lowered his eyelashes and looked at his feet, suddenly found that there was a lot of dirt on Ah Ning's shoes, so he asked, "A Ning, where did you go last night?"
Ah Ning was startled, followed Zizhou's line of sight to see the shoes placed under the bed, and hurriedly gestured with her hands, "I couldn't sleep last night, so I went out to get some air."
"Is there something you're hiding from me?"
Seeing that he doubted herself, Ah Ning panicked, pursed her lips, thinking about what to do, when there was a knock on the door.
"Girl, the medicine you brought is ready." Xiaoer came in with a tray and put a bowl of steaming soup on the table.
Ah Ning was about to step forward in a panic, but Zi Zhou gave her a cold look, then pointed to the bowl of medicine and asked Xiao Er, "What is this?"
Xiaoer said: "This is the medicine that the girl brought last night. I told you to fry it and send it to the room in the morning."
After Xiao Er finished speaking, he left the room, while Zizhou picked up the bowl of decoction, smelled it, and then fully understood the whole story.
Everything is God's will, it is God punishing him, moving dirty thoughts, so there is such a result, he is destined not to be with him in this life.
With a tilt of his wrist, the medicine in the bowl spilled on the ground, he threw away the soup bowl, and escaped out of the room without looking back.
He locked himself into the room, neither ate nor drank, and ignored anyone who knocked on the door, until at dusk, the door was knocked open by Fu Zhi.
Zizhou hugged his knees and curled up in the corner of the room, he slowly raised his head, staring at his father approaching step by step in the dim light.He stared at him blankly, his empty eyes swept over every inch of his father's skin little by little, intending to engrave him in his heart.strangeness.Even though the distance is so close, and it is obvious that you can get it with your fingertips, why is the face of the father becoming more and more blurred and farther away.
Chunyufeng didn't ask anything, silently carried him to the bed, kissed the tears on Zizhou's face, and finally fell on his lips, sticking out his tongue to gently lick.
Although he never responded, he was not in a hurry. He had already made up his mind on the way here. In the next few years, he would use all his tenderness to treat this person he cherished the most, to make up for the damage done to him.
"Zhouer...do you know?" He sucked his earlobe and whispered softly, "I think you're thinking so hard."
And the people below him have already been trapped in this tender prison, and if they want to break free, they may be accompanied by the pain of peeling off their flesh and blood, making life worse than death.
Instantly.Zi Zhou was woken up by the sudden stimulation, and immediately pushed Chun Yufeng away, turning his head to prevent himself from seeing the other party's astonishment, he gathered his clothes tightly, rolled off the bed, and ran out full of shame.
In an instant, he understood.From the very beginning, this person didn't belong to him. It turned out that everything was just Zizhou's own illusion. He couldn't accept this love calmly, because happiness is not something that people like him can get.
Fu Zhi pushed the door open and entered, and saw Chun Yufeng hugging the brocade quilt that once covered Zizhou's body, with his whole face buried in it, his whole body trembling uncontrollably.
Fu Zhi felt very sad in his heart, stepped forward and tried to call out, "Master..."
After a while, Chunyufeng reluctantly said: "Follow him... don't let him get into trouble."
"Yes."
"Also..." Chunyu Feng said: "Pass my order down, five days! After five days, if you can't find out the real identity of Ah Ning, don't come to see me again."
"Yes." Fu Zhi pulled back his knees, and quickly exited the room.
A few days later—
That beautiful purple shadow has been lingering in front of the door for a long time, and there is no expression on his face, only the haggard look between his brows, revealing his state of mind.
When the pain reaches the extreme, you can no longer feel the pain, so if the love reaches the extreme, is there only parting?There was no trace of blood on the usually pink lips, because the most difficult words were to be uttered from them, and once these words were uttered, the two of them would have no future to speak of.
If he goes back to be the sixth prince again, according to the regulations of Chunyu Kingdom, after the prince gets married, he will go to his own fief, and he cannot go back to the capital without an edict.Perhaps this is the best ending, and it is also the safest for Ah Ning.This man has been entangled with himself for 20 years, and he is finally going to break up.
The room was very quiet all the time, Zizhou looked at the door absent-mindedly, he knew that Chunyufeng was also waiting for his decision.And didn't I always want to put aside the past and start over.Now, as he wished, the desired result is in front of his eyes.As long as this moment passes, everything will be over and everything will be a thing of the past.
Thinking of this, he finally raised his head and faced the room, and slowly stretched out his hand to open the door, but saw Chunyufeng stood with his back to him, hands behind his back, as if he had waited for a long time.
Zizhou approached slowly, with sad eyes and a smile on his face, "I would like to go back with you."
Chunyufeng's shoulders trembled unnoticed, and he turned around, his eyes were like a sharp bayonet, sharply fixed on the opponent's face, but his words were still gentle, "Okay, we will start tomorrow."
"Father, please allow this son to bring a person with him." Zizhou bowed his head and asked.
Chunyu Feng's eyebrows twitched slightly, his heart turned cold, and he said in a slightly heavy tone: "Zhou Er! Don't talk to me in this manner, we are still the same as before."
Zizhou shook his head and said with a sad smile: "I can't go back, my son is no longer the former Zizhou."
After the words fell, the room suddenly became silent, and everyone was suppressing the madness in their hearts that was about to explode.
"Zhou'er... has grown up!" Chunyu Feng's gaze fell softly on the purple-clothed man, and he said quietly: "In the past 20 years, you have grown taller little by little, and now you are a seven-foot man, but no matter what No matter what it looks like, I still love you so much."
Zizhou's eyes were red again, and he quickly turned his head to one side, not wanting his father to find out his reluctance.
Chunyufeng couldn't help but took a step forward, opened his arms and hugged Zizhou into his arms, stroked his hair, and comforted him gently: "I know you love me too, as long as we love each other, no one can stop it." He said, There was a gloomy chill in his eyes.
Zizhou suddenly pushed him away, took a step back, and looked aside coldly, "Father, please respect yourself!"
Chunyufeng wanted to go forward again, but Zizhou said, "My son has decided to get married."
As soon as the words came out, Chunyu Feng paused, "What did you say?"
Zi Zhou stared at him expressionlessly: "She is already pregnant with the flesh and blood of Erchen, and Erchen decided to go back this time because he also wanted to give her a stable home and shoulder the responsibilities she should have."
"Do you love her?" Chunyu Feng's voice trembled violently.
Zizhou lowered his eyes, and tugged at the corner of his mouth lightly, "Father should understand my son's temperament very well, and people who my son doesn't like will never stay by my side."
After Chunyufeng heard this, he suddenly grabbed the other person's arm and pushed him to the corner, "Don't take one bite at a time! I won't be your father!" Zi Zhou pressed his back against the door, and Chunyufeng raised his head. Angry faces are close at hand.
He knew that any resistance at this time would irritate his father and make a dangerous move, so he closed his eyes and accepted the other party's gnawing with anger in obedience. The punishment seemed to pass over his skin, touching the pain in the depths of his soul .
In the confusion, there was a knock on the door behind him.
"Who?" Chunyu Feng shouted angrily in a hoarse voice.
"That..." Xiaoer outside the door faltered with a trembling voice: "A girl named Ah Ning saw blood all over her body and asked me to come and find you, Young Master."
Zi Zhou made up his mind and moved his broken lips: "I see, this will pass."
"Don't go!" Chunyufeng suddenly pulled him back.
Zizhou was stunned, and Chunyufeng looked over with pleading eyes.
"I love you so much, how can you give up just as soon as you say it!" Chunyufeng stared at him blankly begging: "Don't worry about anyone! Zhou'er, look at me, I'm going crazy because of you."
Zizhou clenched his teeth, tears welled up in his eyes, and slowly withdrew his arm.turn around.Step by step towards another person.
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