Fragrance in the wind

The high fever caused him to be in a coma for five days and five nights. He curled up in the dark and refused to face anything, refused to make any decisions, refused anyone's warmth, and closed himself off.

There was no easing trend until the sixth day.For the past six days, he has been awake and awake, he has not taken any medicine or food, and he utters some nonsense from time to time, which makes the imperial physicians break out in cold sweat.The imperial physician had told Chunyufeng to talk to His Highness more. Physical pain can be healed with medicine stones, but the heart can only be healed slowly.

In the seemingly short six days, earth-shaking changes have taken place. The Huaiying Gate was merged into the Tingwei Mansion; the case of murdering the prince and the case of collaborating with the enemy in the Yi Kingdom were uncovered at the same time; .Overnight, the two great clans fell at the same time.The so-called companion is like a tiger. Among the five clans, only the Bai clan and Dong clan stationed on the northern border are left. Are the two major clans survived because of the distance?Or with the Bai family holding a 50 army at the border, will Dong's counterattack?All these are just the strategic talk that the common people like to talk about after dinner.

In recent days, there have been heated discussions between the ruling and opposition parties, among which the second prince Chunyu Gurui's verdict is the most concerned.

The verdict given by the Tingwei Mansion generally means that the crown prince, the death of the fifth prince, he has direct evidence of his alibi, and there is no conclusive evidence to prove that he was involved in the collusion and treason case. In addition, he was the victim of the New Year’s Eve night attack. The mastermind’s mother feared the crime. He committed suicide because he was a descendant of the royal family and had a special status, so he was not among those involved.

On the surface, everything is going on in an orderly manner. Even though the development of the situation can be controlled by the strong, people's hearts cannot be summed up in a few words. No one will be the winner in the end of this wrestling.If you win your feelings, you lose your life, if you win your purpose, you lose your heart.The balance between gains and losses is measured by the parties themselves.

Ever since he woke up, his two eyes were empty and out of focus, always fixed in one place, without speaking. After a long time, when he was tired of looking, he closed them again.Every time Chunyufeng fed him the medicine and food, he would accept them every time and never refuse them. He was like a doll whose soul had been taken out, losing interest in everything, even the desire for life.

Ren Suchunyufeng still whispered in his ear every day, and when he didn't get any response, he insisted on reminding himself of his existence, instilling energy into him bit by bit.

These days, whenever faced with some difficult problems, the ministers in the court were arguing red-faced, which made Chun Yufeng feel irritable, but as long as he came to Zhou'er, his heart would be inexplicably stable down.

I said too many things that I hadn't said before, and told too many thoughts that I never expressed before.

Although he still didn't get a response, he was very satisfied.After a long time, I suddenly felt that even if it went on like this, it was okay, at least there was that person by my side.

It wasn't until the tenth day that Chunyufeng sat by the bed and read Yan Xing's letter to Zizhou, his frozen eyes fluctuated slightly, and after he finished reading the letter, they dimmed again.

Chunyufeng's heart was burned through by the flash of light in his eyes, and the burning pain filled his entire chest. The hard work of so many days was not worth a letter from an outsider. Chunyufeng knew the real reason. The life outside the palace is hidden behind it, which is the main reason for Zizhou's emotional changes.

Over the past four years, this kind of mingling, taboo and intimacy, made him both struggle and attachment, sin and addiction, so that in the end it was difficult to get rid of, and he was deeply trapped.If he suddenly withdraws it, how will he face the days without Zhou'er in the future, so dark and so lonely.

Chunyufeng leaned down, closed his eyes, and planted a deep kiss on Zizhou's forehead, his lips pecked lightly all the way to Zizhou's ear with a sense of melancholy sadness, and stayed there.He opened his eyes and stared at the other party's indifferent face, suddenly feeling exhausted.

At this moment, Zizhou suddenly said, "Let go!"

Because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse, and it sounded like he was raving.

All the muscles in Chunyufeng's body were tense because of these three light words. His calm eyes were full of shock and pain before, but he saw that the speaker's bloodless face still showed no emotional fluctuations, and his eyes were straight. Looking forward, his eyes are scattered.

"I won't let go!" He categorically rejected every word, his eyes filled with negligence, "Don't forget, I gave everything to you, no matter how much you don't want to admit it, you It's also mine, I want to leave and die as soon as possible!"

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The clouds accumulated thicker and thicker, and finally completely covered the full moon.The lights inside and outside the palace were turned off, and the whole world was pitch black and extremely low.Suddenly, a startling scream woke up all the servants in Qingluan Palace.

Su Le opened the door and came in. Seeing that His Highness hadn't woken up from the nightmare, he shook his arm, "Your Highness! Wake up... Your Highness!"

Zi Zhou opened his eyes from fear, looked at the worried Su Le in a daze, and said to him, "Your Highness just had a nightmare, are you okay?"

"I...I'm fine...you light the candle and go back to sleep!"

"Speak! Your Highness actually talked to this servant!" Su Le was overjoyed and did not forget to tuck His Highness's quilt, and unconsciously spoke more, "Your Highness is covered in sweat, try not to move, don't catch cold again Yes. Your Majesty has some things to deal with in the study tonight, so he didn't sleep in Qingluan Palace, do you need your Highness..."

"No need!" Before Su Le finished speaking, Zizhou already knew what he wanted to say next, so he interrupted decisively, pondered for a moment, and called out: "Su Le."

"The servant is here!" Su Le leaned over.

"Tell me how Su Mo died." Chunyu Feng had been around for half a month, and he never had a chance to ask.

"Slave...slave...don't know." Su Le's complexion suddenly changed, and he knelt on the ground.He who has always been eloquent stuttered, and lowered his head guiltily. It seemed that things were more complicated than he imagined. Zizhou's eyes suddenly turned to Su Le like ice skates, "Even you can learn Did you lie to me?"

"Slave...just want to say something to His Highness." Su Le raised his head and stared at His Highness, "Su Mo didn't really betray His Highness."

But as soon as the words fell, a person walked into the bedroom. His tall and tough figure, deep eyes and thin lips, made people approachable and intimidating. Although his steps were as steady as before, his aura was a little hard to detect Impetuous, when passing by Su Le, he reprimanded in a low voice: "Hurry up and back down!"

Su Le was covered in cold sweat when asked by His Highness, after silently saluting, he took a few steps back and ran away.

When the door of the bedroom was closed again, there were only two people left in the room.Chunyufeng stood beside the smoked cage for a while, and after his internal breath stabilized, he pulled himself up and slumped into the brocade quilt, and habitually grabbed Zizhou's waist, and pressed against his body tightly, closing his eyes. Eyes engrossed, he said, "It's so warm!"

After a while, his chapped lips spit out softly: "The wind..."

Chunyufeng was startled, raised his head to stare at him, couldn't tell whether it was surprise or joy, and was afraid that he heard it wrong, so he asked again: "Zhouer? Are you calling me?"

Zizhou responded in a low voice.

"Call again." Chunyufeng held Zizhou's face excitedly, and ordered cautiously.

"Wind!" Zizhou's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Chunyufeng excitedly kissed Zizhou's face frantically, his mind was agitated, and the eager desire burst forth instantly, but he couldn't get close after half a month of embracing each other, and couldn't bear it any longer, he freed his hand and eagerly pulled the other away clothes.

Zizhou wanted to push him away, but because he was lingering on the sick bed for days, he couldn't exert any strength at all, so he said indifferently: "We can't go back to the past!"

His tone was very calm, as if he was stating an indisputable fact, and as if a knife had pierced into the softest place. Unprepared, Chunyufeng was stunned for a long time before he said, "Why do you want to do this? Why do you have to go to the This step is not possible?" There was no desire in the tone.

"Because we have nowhere to go! From the moment I was born, I was doomed to have nowhere to go! I went to your bed for my mother's last wish, and how many ignorant things I did to get that seat, I calculated it There are so many hearts, people around me betray me, and people who love me leave me one by one. Is it really right to do this? If I get everything as my mother wishes, will everything in the past change in the slightest? Who can get it from it? Happiness? Who can take comfort from it? Can the dead come back to me?"

During the speech, Zizhou's eyes were fixed: "The answer is, no!"

"You're right!" Chunyufeng's tone was very puzzled, "But I don't understand why we have to separate?"

"It's because of my mother's obsession that I'm with you. Now that the obsession is gone, why should we be together?" Zizhou cast his cold eyes on him, "Do you understand?"

Chunyufeng's expression suddenly changed, but he actually understood it all!I have always understood!After being silent for a while, he asked in a daze, "Don't you hate me?"

"Hate?" With tears rolling in his eyes, Zizhou said angrily, "Whenever I close my eyes, I see the face of my father who has died. Now I only hate myself. Their deaths are all because of my stubbornness. I didn't qualified to hate anyone."

Chunyufeng pursed his thin lips again and again, but he couldn't help but wanted to know the answer, but he didn't dare to ask him directly whether he loved it or not, so he could only say, "You can ignore it because of obsession, why can't it be because of love?"

"Love?" Zizhou asked him back with a smile: "Do you love me? Or do I love you?"

Hearing this, Chunyufeng slowly clenched his fists, his deep eyes looked extraordinarily black, he hesitated for a while and then suddenly smiled coldly, the arc of his mouth was so self-deprecating and helpless, he lay down beside Zizhou again , pretending to be nonchalant and said: "I'm tired... go to sleep!"

In the quiet night, he only heard the sound of burning coals, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.Without love, without hatred, without obsession, what will he do to keep him.