Xu Zhongdog and Liu Sansui [Comprehensive]

But what he was more worried about was another person, that boy who had been protected by Zheng Taishou and whose attitude towards Zheng Taishou was becoming more and more different——the boy named Li Zhengwen.

Li Zhengwen is obviously in love with Zheng Taeshou, but Zheng Taishou does not necessarily know his heart, but seeing how he still treats Li Zhengwen meticulously after completing the task, I am afraid that Li Zhengwen treats him without realizing it. The meaning is already different.This boy Zheng Taishou didn't have any emotional experience in his last life. No matter what he said, he can be regarded as a person who has experienced love. Compared with Zheng Taishou, an emotional idiot who hasn't noticed something wrong so far, he can still understand Senran and Li Zhengwen each have their own thoughts on him.

but……

If it was normal, he would be more willing to let it go and let Zheng Taishou and Li Zhengwen gradually get along.Because Senran's feelings for Zheng Taishou are more like a kind of exclusive desire formed by long-term companionship. This is not love, but it is still very deep.But this depth, after Zheng Taishou meets the person he really loves, once Senran does not realize what his feelings are, it is very likely to hurt Li Zhengwen and even Zheng Taishou, even if he himself does not have this feeling will.Especially, after he witnessed the scene where Senran still stood by while he was about to die—he was ordered by Zheng Taishou to take care of himself first, and Senran didn't care about life and death, so he was often accidentally caught by Zheng Taishou because of various things. Wouldn't it be more dangerous to ignore Li Zhengwen?

Xu Darong, who was worrying about here and claimed to be a non-emotional idiot, didn't realize that behind him, there was another lover who had received a lot of stimulation one after another and urgently needed his explanation. He was looking at him with a gloomy expression. back view...

At the same time, Li Zhengwen, who was ignored again, saw Zheng Taishou running out in a hurry, but didn't say anything, out of worry, he followed along.But he couldn't catch up with Zheng Taishou, and was finally stopped by the soldiers of the army - he didn't have a pass, but Zheng Taishou was familiar with the soldiers because he often came to look for Xu Darong.

At this moment, Li Zhengwen, who had waited for a long time and did not wait for Zheng Taishou to come out, was a little anxious.Unable to control himself from pacing back and forth, he suddenly felt a strange wind blowing in front of him, followed by a pain in his temple, and then everything returned to calm.Li Zhengwen rubbed his head suspiciously, wondering about his sudden headache.But in the end he didn't come up with a reason, and he was still worried about Zheng Taeshou, and he had no time to take care of this harmless headache. Fortunately, he didn't have any other feelings now, so he put this matter behind him, Then I continued to wait for Zheng Taishou to appear...

But in Xu Darong's dormitory, it is not the joy and peace of regaining freedom, just because...

"Xu Darong, don't you have anything to say?" Liu Shizhen's question didn't even have any sense of exasperation in it, instead it was so calm that it made people panic.

At least Xu Darong is flustered right now.

"That... this matter is actually..." Zheng Taishou glanced at Xu Darong's struggling face, and wanted to explain for Xu Darong.

"I'm asking Xu Darong!" It's a pity that Liu Shizhen interrupted him as soon as he opened his mouth, and the tone of the interruption was full of dissatisfaction with his assertiveness.He has had enough, every time something happens, as a lover, he is like a bystander, even an idiot, watching his lover fight side by side with another man in a field that he has no idea The scene, but I can't even hear a word of explanation.

Xu Darong himself said that when everything is over, he will tell himself everything.He believed it too.

But now?

Before Xu Darong came to Uruk again, he told him Zheng Taishou's identity, or in other words, even if Xu Darong didn't tell him, he basically understood it during the rescue process.Even though he was a soldier, he felt a little uncomfortable with a guy with the status of a killer, but because he was Xu Darong's important partner, he had been working hard to overcome this discomfort.Every time Zheng Taeshou came to look for Xu Darong, he always tried his best to build a good relationship with Zheng Taeshou.

But now?

Everything he experienced just now seemed to be like a dream, all told him that Xu Darong still kept it from him, and what he hid was definitely more than what he confessed.

Why does the body have problems, why is his body replaced by strange things, why Zheng Taeshou can rush to him when he has problems, why... until now, he still doesn't tell him anything...

Liu Shizhen closed his eyes, only feeling endless exhaustion emerging from his heart.

He didn't even have the joy of Xu Darong finally regaining his freedom, because he didn't even know that just now, Xu Darong escaped from the control of a knife that had been hanging over his head—the system cloud.He even said that he doesn't even know what a system cloud is...

Xu Darong stopped Zheng Taishou who was about to say something, and waved his hand to let him go out first.Regardless of Zheng Taeshou's worried eyes when he withdrew, he looked at Liu Sizhen who was obviously in pain because of his concealment, and felt bitter in his heart.

He opened his mouth, but didn't know where to start.What do you say?Are you saying that you are not Xu Darong?Did it mean that he came to break up his destined marriage with Jiang Muyan, or did he say that he had been fighting a monster that lived in his mind before?

He couldn't even speak these words...

He is not fearless, he is also afraid, afraid of being misunderstood by Liu Shizhen, even afraid that after Liu Shizhen learns the truth, he will be frightened and even resentful.He was afraid of his strange identity as an outsider, and resented that he had rewritten his originally perfect life because he could not help himself, and made his life more bumpy.

Liu Shizhen stared at Xu Darong for a long while, but unexpectedly all he got was silence.It's not that he didn't see Xu Darong's hesitation, it was because he saw it that he felt even more chilled.

Even at this moment, is he still hesitating?Does he still want to hide himself?

He didn't know what happened just now.I only know that in everything that happened just now, I feel like a fool, like an outsider, seeing Xu Darong suffering pain that I don't know, watching Zheng Taeshou trying to save him, but I can't do anything, the only thing I can do is Yes, as long as you stand aside and don't get in the way...

Even so, it almost dragged down Xu Darong!

He was really fed up with being kept in the dark and helpless, but even so, Xu Darong still chose to hide it from him!He couldn't understand. After fighting side by side for so many years, the trust between each other should be very deep. Just forget about ordinary trivial matters. He is not the kind of unreasonable guy who must invade his partner's private space. Why did Xu Darong choose to hide the important matter of Xu Darong's life from him! ?

However, there is no solution to this matter after all, because Xu Darong, who stood opposite him, still made the final choice: "I... I am sorry to involve you in this terrible matter, but this matter, I I really can't explain it to you right now... But! I swear, this matter will be over soon! Really, we will..." At this point, he suddenly remembered the first time he came to this world The purpose - go back and rescue your teammates!Thinking of this, he couldn't help but be speechless.At this moment, he couldn't even make a promise to Liu Shizhen accurately.

Liu Shizhen's heart sank after hearing Xu Darong's so-called apology, but it sank to the bottom in the end.He looked at the embarrassed Xu Darong, and suddenly felt very tired.As if there was nothing to say, Liu Shizhen picked up the military cap that had fallen on the ground in the confusion, put it away expressionlessly, and then walked straight out of the dormitory.

The moment Liu Shizhen was about to pass by him, Xu Darong couldn't restrain the panic in his heart, almost before his brain reacted, his hand firmly grasped Liu Shizhen's hand in the palm of his hand, Tightly, as if grasping his own world, but the panic in his heart made him more like a drowning man grasping the last piece of driftwood.

Liu Shizhen's footsteps stopped, and there was a wave in his eyes.But in the end, he still didn't turn around, but closed his eyes, and said indifferently: "Let's...let's calm down for a while." After speaking, he turned around, with slow but firm movements, One by one, Xu Darong's hand that was holding him tightly was broken away.Even so, he didn't look up at Xu Darong again.

Perhaps knowing that going forward would only increase Liu Shizhen's troubles, Xu Darong stood there in a daze, not chasing Liu Shizhen who was leaving step by step.He seemed to have lost all consciousness, and he didn't know what he should do at this moment.

His heart was in a mess, and he didn't understand how things would develop to this point.Obviously, according to his original expectation, after he and Zheng Taishou solved the potential safety hazard of the system cloud, with the help of Senran's power, he even said that he could take out all the absorbed power of the system cloud and use it to return to the original place. The world resolves the grievances of the previous life, so as to avoid the death of his teammates.In the end, he will choose to come back, and together with Liu Shizhen, he will give everything for their love.

He didn't want to tell Liu Shizhen all these ups and downs and tribulations, after all, even if he knew, it would have no other effect except to make him worry.What's more, in his private heart, he was afraid of letting Liu Shizhen know his impure purpose when he came to this world...

But now, everything is messed up.My lover chose to leave temporarily because of being concealed. Although he escaped the control of the system cloud, he also lost his trace at the same time, and there was another Senran who wanted to put him to death in Zheng Taishou's place. He now Even because of this incident, I dare not be sure whether I can return to the original world...

Could it be that he chose to conceal his identity from Liu Shizhen, did he really do something wrong...

Xu Darong, who has always been very firm, was at a loss for the first time and doubted himself.

The author has something to say: It's not a breakup, it's just a period of calmness with each other

Some people may think that Liu Shizhen is making trouble for no reason, but in fact, what Xiaosheng has always wanted to express is that this incident is more about Xu Darong's wrong positioning of Liu Shizhen. The last point, everyone who is so smart should see something What's the matter.In Xiaosheng's understanding, even if there is offense and suffering, after all, it is a relationship between two men, and even men and women must talk about equality, let alone two special soldiers in love.Xu Darong wants to protect Liu Shizhen, and he is also afraid that Liu Shizhen will not accept his true identity, but he still thinks our Captain Liu is a bit weak...

As for the reason, Xiaosheng will continue to explain later, because today's dance class is not coming due to the teacher's business, so Xiaosheng will continue to code~~~ I will ask you if you are cute or not (*≧▽≦)ツ

Finally, I still wish Mr. Tomato a smooth exam~Come on~! ! !