His little coward

"call……"

Gu An suddenly woke up from the nightmare.

The quilt was completely embraced by him, forming a ball.He silently stared at the balcony outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and took a long breath.

Then, he finally sat up from the bed as if nothing had happened. Maybe it was a little bit of a big movement, and there was a slight pain in the buttocks, but it was more numbness, so numb that it didn't seem to be his.

He put on his slippers, and walked toward the living room with flamboyant steps. He picked up the glass bottle on the table, then straightened the upside-down glass, and poured a glass of cold white water.

Gudu Gudu drank a whole glass of water before he felt that his dry and chapped lips were moistened a lot.He slumped on the sofa, holding an empty glass, silent, with his head raised, looking at the plain white ceiling.

He just remained silent like this, as if he had become one with this silent apartment and became a whole.There was a void in his head, and even he didn't know what he was thinking while staring blankly at the ceiling.

This was the first time he felt hopeless about that dream. He always felt that something should come out, but he was tightly strangled by himself, preventing it from being released.

In the dream, what is there?

For a while, Gu An, who had never felt lonely for so many years, began to feel that his apartment was so quiet, and wished to have someone by his side.But, who is that person?

For so many years, he has never sought warmth from others.

And for so many years, the warmth that I have never sought is always very clear when I hug that person, and the feeling that my heart seems to explode has never been felt for many years.

Putting his palms on his eyes, he began to slowly recall the past...

The two met in an orphanage 16 years ago.

At that time, they were still very young.Gu An is older, 11 years old, and Lin Chejun is one year younger than him, ten years old.

The first time I saw Lin Che-jun, it was behind the trousers of the Dean's aunt.Mr. Lin Che was very timid at the time, and only dared to hide behind familiar people, observing the new living environment with a pair of round eyes uneasily.

Judging by his appearance, tears were about to come out of his eyes, but he still held back in the end. He just sneaked a peek at Gu An, who stood out from the crowd of children, and hid his head behind the dean's trousers.

Gu An liked this child very much, because this child was soft and more beautiful and delicate than all the children in the orphanage, and more importantly, at that time Lin Che looked younger than his actual age, looking like a A little girl of five or six years old.

The aunt of the dean kindly pushed Lin Chejun out, and then introduced to everyone: "This is Lin Chejun kid. His mother passed away recently, and he has no one to take care of him, so he joined our big family. Everyone, please take good care of him." To him."

Gu An was very happy, staring at Mr. Lin Che's moist eyes almost melted his heart.

Since it was the same dormitory, even though it was a big dormitory with thirty people per room, Gu An still exchanged beds with other children in order to spend more time with this new kid, and moved to the side of Lin Che-jun's bed.

And the poor little Lu Hengfei was completely abandoned by his friends who forgot about their sex.

Mr. Lin Che was not used to being in the orphanage at first, and he was alone at all. At that time, Gu An tirelessly followed behind Mr. Lin Che, and finally spoke the first words to Mr. Lin Che.

That time, Mr. Lin Che fell down the stairs, and the skin on his knee was scratched. Gu An was beside him, and immediately picked him up and took him to the infirmary.

The small body is very thin. It was very difficult for Gu An to carry the little guy on his back, but he still gritted his teeth and carried him to the infirmary step by step.

On the way there, the little guy who had been strong in the orphanage, who had never cried, finally cried out loud.I don't know if it's because of the pain in my knees, or because of the flustered feeling of being alone.

Gu An's arm was slowly released, and then he lay on his back and slumped on the back of the sofa, facing the white ceiling, his vision was still a little dazed.

The memory of that time has already started to fade. After ten years of breaking up, he actually has no nostalgia for that little Mr. Lin Che.

And ten years later, Mr. Lin Che who suddenly appeared by his side made him feel disturbed.

Even he himself couldn't explain his feelings clearly, but he just felt that the current Mr. Lin Che was very strange, and there was a sense of weirdness everywhere.

Just when he was feeling dazed, a doorbell suddenly sounded from outside the door.

Gu An immediately recovered from his thoughts, then stood up, and while moving towards the door, he still felt strange, who else would come to his house at this time?

Could it be Lu Hengfei?

With that in mind, he opened the door directly.

The guy standing at his door was someone he didn't expect.

"Mr. Lin Che...why are you here?" Gu An's voice trembled a little. He was thinking about Mr. Lin Che just now, but now this guy broke into his house directly.

"Come to meet you, who told you not to call me?" Lin Che Jun took it for granted, and then walked directly into Gu An's apartment.

He was still wearing the suit that he went to the charity event this morning. This appearance was completely different from how Gu An usually looked at him. It made Gu An forget to stop this unexpected visitor.He stared at the perfect body line obsessively, and almost touched it twice.

But seeing Mr. Lin Che taking off his shoes, he put on the slippers used by the guests and walked in. Gu An finally came back to his senses. He immediately grabbed Mr. Lin Che's wrist and questioned him lightly. "I never told you where I lived."

"Do I still need to ask you about this kind of thing? It's very simple for me to look it up directly." Lin Chejun had an indifferent expression on his face.

Gu An was almost laughed at by him, but luckily he still held back his anger. "Sorry, please go out, you are not welcome here."

When Mr. Lin Che heard this, his eyes immediately darkened, and he lowered his eyelids to meet Gu An's gaze, staring at Gu An until he was hairy.Then, he put his palm on Gu An's wrist and tore his palm off his wrist.

"It's not up to you." Mr. Lin Che was completely forceful.

"This is my private residence." Gu An emphasized that although he was a little unconfident by Lin Chejun's eyes just now, he still continued to emphasize this point without delay.

Mr. Lin Che came up and pushed him directly onto the sofa.

There was a "creaking" sound on the sofa, and Gu An hurriedly used his elbows to stabilize his body. "what are you doing?"

"Look at your body, are you still arguing with me?" Lin Chejun raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I left you a note today, why didn't you call me?"

"What note?" Gu An was puzzled and asked directly.

"I knew it." Mr. Lin Che shrugged, and then walked around the living room twice, as if looking for something.

Gu An already knew that Mr. Lin Che would never go back in a short time, so he asked resignedly, "What are you looking for?"

"Mobile phone." Mr. Lin Che replied, then seemed to think of something, and immediately walked into Gu An's bedroom.

Gu An, "..."

"I found it." Lin Chejun immediately found the conspicuous iPhone7plus on the bedside table, and walked out of the bedroom with it, turned on the screen, and asked. "What's the password?"

"...Why should I tell you?" Gu An was depressed.

"Of course I don't mind taking your phone home to unlock it, but are you sure you want to?" Lin Che asked innocently.

Gu An sighed, and resignedly reported a series of numbers.

Mr. Lin Che memorized the numbers and entered them. "Sure enough, it's your birthday. 0615."

Gu An looked up and smiled. "You still remember my birthday."

"What about you?" Mr. Lin Che raised his downcast eyes, but his hands still kept moving.

"May [-]th, I remember it very well." Gu An pointedly.

"That's right, of course you will remember my birthday." Mr. Lin Che was so shameless.

Gu An, "..." Please show some embarrassment.

He still felt a little tired physically, and he didn't want to play lip service with Mr. Lin Che here.After all, he is not his opponent at all now, he will lose every time, and then he can only hold back his anger.

So, he got up from the sofa and was about to walk into his room. He had just taken two steps when his back went numb and his legs went limp. He bent his knees and was about to fall down.

In front of him was the coffee table in front of the sofa. In a panic, he opened his eyes wide and quickly supported the side of the coffee table with his palm, but he still fell straight to the ground.

Mr. Lin Che hurried over, passed his hands through Gu An's armpit, picked him up, and put him on the sofa again. "Why are you so careless? Where does it hurt?"

Gu An was silent for a while, and finally pointed to his knee with his index finger. "Knee hurts."

"Where is the medicine box?" Mr. Lin Che stood up, put his hands in his pockets, and began to look around again.

"The first cabinet in the TV cabinet..." Gu An was in so much pain that he almost couldn't hold back his tears, so he could only ask Lin Che and answer obediently.

As soon as Lin Che-jun heard this, he walked over immediately, opened the first cabinet of the TV cabinet, found the medicine box inside, and after opening it, found safflower oil and cotton swabs, and walked up to Gu An with the two items, squatting down. down.

Gu An was taken aback by his action, and subconsciously wanted to put his legs away, but the slight pain immediately made him shiver.

"Don't move." Lin Che-jun raised his head, his eyes were cold, he gently lifted up Gu An's silk pajama pants, and rolled them up to his knees.Knee a little red, but not serious.

"Safflower oil should be enough." He stared at the cotton swab for a while, then ignored it. "Just use your hands, right?"

"Don't..." Before Gu An raised any objections, Lin Che-jun poured out some, rubbed it with both hands, and then gently rubbed the knee of one of his legs with both hands.

Gu An was shocked by that familiar touch.