Chen Qingling's Protagonist Owes Me a Theme Song

Mo Li had no way to persuade Lan Xichen to return to the cold room to recuperate, and Lan Xichen also had no way to persuade Mo Li to leave the cave where he retreated.

Anyway, he will live wherever his uncle lives, and he will eat whatever his uncle eats. If his uncle doesn't cooperate with the treatment, he will also go and receive a few lashes to see if his uncle feels distressed.

Lan Xichen naturally felt sorry for him.

Therefore, Lan Xichen no longer refused the bed quilt and food that Lan Wangji sent him. His good nephew Anian would eat when he asked him to eat, sleep when he was asked to sleep, and do whatever he was asked to do.Because he wouldn't eat if he didn't eat Anian, he would eat as much as he ate, and he wouldn't sleep if he didn't sleep, so he had nothing to do with this child.

Li Li should be happy to see him cooperate so well, but for some reason, the more he sees his uncle like this, the sadder he gets. No matter how hard he tries, he can only make his uncle recover soon, and there is no way to make him not sad.

Heartache is the most difficult wound in the world, because there is no medicine to heal it, it can only be healed slowly by time, and time, time is no match for the deep affection engraved in the bones of Lan's people.

Mo Li didn't understand love, and he didn't understand confidant feelings. His uncle didn't answer his question, and even if his uncle answered, he might not understand.

He didn't understand what his uncle's feelings for Jin Guangyao were, whether it was the unswerving love like the two fathers, or the inseparable confidantship like the two Taoist priests. In fact, he didn't understand the two Taoist priests at all. Between in the end is love or confidant feelings.

But he understands himself, if he likes his two fathers, he must be with them forever; if he likes his uncle, he must always be with his uncle;

He suddenly remembered a song from his previous life.

"I hate you to death, I love you to death, I love you to death, I hate you to death, I fall asleep face to face, I still miss you, in this life we ​​will be ruthless, I will wait for you in the next life."

This is a song that my grandfather likes to sing very much. Grandpa is an old man who picks up waste. It is not easy to support himself. They took them out to treat her injuries, and saw that she was young and pitiful, so they kept raising her.

Naturally, there are many stray dogs in the place where the old people scavenged. Li Li couldn't get out of his sister's death. He was terrified when he saw a dog. Grandpa had no choice but to buy a scrapped rickshaw from a scrap yard. It took a lot of days to repair it. She was carried in the tricycle, and the tricycle led her to collect the trash.When she saw a dog, she huddled in the bucket of the tricycle, covered her body with a plastic sheet and covered her head, and poked her head out when grandpa told her that there was no more dog.

At that time, she felt that the back of the tricycle was the safest place, there were no bad guys or dogs, and the grandfather who was riding the tricycle was the most powerful and kindest person.

At that time, Li Li hadn't changed her name to Mo Li. Her name was Jasmine, and she walked around the streets with her grandfather every day to collect rags. She had two braids on her head and worn clothes that didn't fit her body. Her face was red and chapped from the cold, her nose was dripping, her grandfather had never raised a child, and he blamed himself for freezing her to death. He ran to two waste collection stations, barely found a scarf and hat that could make do, washed them clean, and mended them again. He happily put it on for her, with a thick hat and a big scarf, with only two eyes exposed, it was very warm.

Grandpa is getting old, so he is very slow in calculating accounts, and sometimes makes mistakes, but she is fast at calculating, can add, subtract, multiply and divide, as long as grandpa weighs things, she can always report the amount to be paid immediately, and never makes mistakes .The grandmothers and aunts in the alley seem to like her very much, saying that she has beautiful eyes and is very smart, and will deliberately test her, and sometimes give them the rags of the house for free.

Grandpa likes others to test and teach her very much. Whenever someone praises her, his wrinkled face is full of wrinkles when he smiles, and he almost loses his eyes. But grandpa doesn't want to take things from others for nothing. Paying money, he never took advantage of others, and raised Jasmine in the same way. He said that he was worthless. Promising, promising children can't steal or grab, and can't stretch out their hands to eat free food.

They are old and young, and their lives are actually very hard, but they never feel bitter. The grandpa and grandson work hard every day to collect junk and save money. Grandpa said he would save money for Little Jasmine to go to school.At that time, she didn't know how much money she had saved enough to go to school, but as a precocious woman, she understood from the various chats she heard on the road of collecting tatters that she didn't have a registered permanent residence and couldn't go to school. Grandpa should also know that and should be thinking of a way, but they Never tell each other.

When passing by the elementary school, whenever a student was studying, grandpa would stop and take her to listen. After listening to it for a few times, she learned it, and then recited it to grandpa. Grandpa would be very happy, and the tricycle pedaled very vigorously. Even his voice was much louder, and people nearby could hear him yelling from a long distance: "Collect the rags, old books and newspapers, and sell plastic waste!"

And those aunts and grandmas, knowing that they will not ask for things for nothing, but still want to take care of them, they come out when they hear the sound, they always keep the tatters on purpose, only for them to collect, and they think the grandpa's rating is too high, very If it is lower, some of them will often reach out and turn the weight down a little, and the angry grandpa will turn it up again with a beard and a stare.

In this way, the more things they collect, the better their life will be, and the better the life, the more times grandpa will hum.

At that time, she never cried, but she rarely laughed. When she dreamed of her sister at night, she would wake up screaming. Grandpa always loved her very much and always tried to make her laugh.Once my grandpa was riding a tricycle and suddenly sang this song, and she couldn't help but giggled when she listened to it. Grandpa would always sing it when he saw her happy listening, and she would always be amused. It became one of Grandpa's favorite songs.

why is she laughingBecause she thinks that grandpa sings like an opera, the tone is funny, and the things he sings are also strange, love is love, hate is hate, how can you love and hate at the same time?Two people are sleeping face to face, why should they think about it?

A bunch of idiots!

At a young age, she has experienced too much. At that time, she knew how to love and how to hate.She loves her sister, grandpa, and... loves her mother, always loves, and will never hate. She hates those wicked people who hurt them, will always hate, and will never forgive.Love is love, hate is hate, love and hate are clear.

But no matter how much she knew, she would never want to understand Grandpa's choice. After Grandpa committed suicide, she couldn't let herself think about Grandpa, nor could she let herself think about the song Grandpa sang.

In the past two days with my uncle, for some reason, the memories buried in my heart with endless pain just resurfaced.

In the previous life, he was powerless, lost his mother, lost his sister, and lost his grandfather. In this life, Li Li never wants to lose anyone, and never wants to make the people he cares about sad.

Uncle buried Jin Guangyao in his own tomb, no matter how angry his uncle was, no matter how many people didn't understand, Mo Li was willing to understand Uncle, because the song that always made him laugh back then, now she finally understands, is not funny.

"I hate you to death, I love you to death, I love you to death, I hate you to death, I fall asleep face to face, I still miss you, in this life we ​​will be ruthless, I will wait for you in the next life."

I can’t explain emotional matters, there is no reason at all, and I will not be controlled by reason. Hating someone does not prevent you from loving him, and loving someone does not prevent you from hating him. Love to the extreme, maybe face to face When I fall asleep, I still miss him.

Li Li affirmed that when Jin Guangyao was alive, his uncle had no feelings for him that crossed the line, he was a brother, a life-and-death friend who would talk about everything.But Jin Guangyao was dead, and my uncle hated what Jin Guangyao did, but he couldn't hate Jin Guangyao who did these things, and even felt sorry for Jin Guangyao like never before.

Maybe this is one of the reasons why my uncle wants to step down as suzerain. He can't control his feelings, he can't forgive himself, and thinks that he is not worthy of virtue.

But where can you blame him?

To blame only Jin Guangyao who did something wrong, or to blame Jin Guangyao for his death.

Unknowingly destroyed in Yunshen, he took in his uncle who absconded with the book, helped his uncle keep the Lan family's foundation, and Jin Guangyao, who was kind to his uncle, died.

Death is a terrible thing. The parting and regret it brings will amplify, deepen, ferment and change all feelings.

Li Li didn't care if his uncle fell in love with Jin Guangyao during this change.

He loves his uncle, who is the kindest, warmest, and most beautiful person in the world. Under his gentle appearance, he has the softest heart in the world. He is willing to shoulder all the responsibilities and give him endless pampering and care. For the person he wants to protect, he doesn't care about the world or the reason, he only wants the person he wants to protect to be happy, that's why he can be the younger brother, and he can be the god assist of the two fathers' feelings.

Li Li believed that if there was no uncle, it would be Daddy Wangji who carried Gusu Lan's family, and Daddy Wangji didn't have such a stable, reliable, powerful and pampering elder brother behind him, the development of the plot would still be as it is now average?

After the death of Daddy Xianxian, the madness of Daddy Wangji's deep love and unrepentant love, and the thirteen years of Wenling, it is because there is always an elder brother who can resist everything, so that he can have no worries and allow him to obey. To stick to his feelings in his own heart.

Why can't he be crazy, self-willed, and free-spirited when it's uncle's turn?

Just because he was so good before, can he only be better?

Just because he can resist everything for others, can no one resist for him?

Of course not!

The two fathers are now more in love than Jin Jian, there will be no twists and turns, and they have grown up, and the three of them will stand behind the uncle to shield him from the wind and rain.

If the uncle recognized Jin Guangyao as a Taoist companion, then they would recognize him.

Although Qin Su's mother and son are dead, this relationship will still be unfair to them.Mo Li was willing to make amends for his uncle. When he sent Qin Su's mother and son to be reincarnated, he sacrificed all his merits to them, hoping that they would be safe in the next life and continue their mother-child relationship. In the future, Mo Li would also continue to pray for them , willing to repay all this.

As for Uncle and Jin Guangyao.

Since uncle is reluctant, since uncle is sad, let Jin Guangyao come back, since Jin Guangyao is back, uncle need not be sad.

If we can't be together in this life, it doesn't matter whether his fate is bad or not, just find a way, why wait for the next life?

Since Dad can save his aunt from 16 years ago, he can also save Jin Guangyao from 16 years ago.

After Li Li made his decision, his mood suddenly became brighter, and he stopped crying when he put medicine on his uncle's back.He calmed down and realized something was wrong.

There are other breaths in this room!

Li Li immediately made a gesture and summoned him with his spiritual power.

It turned out to be the soul of Jin Guangyao!

Lan Xichen couldn't see him, only Li Li could.

When Jin Guangyao's body was brought back by Lan Xichen, his soul was repelled by Yun Shen's unknown place, until that day he was suddenly brought into Yun Shen's unknown place by a force, and brought him to Lan Xichen's side, Only now did he know that Lan Xichen actually buried him as a Taoist couple, how happy he was at that moment, and how painful he was when he saw Lan Xichen being whipped and punished.

He lay on top of Lan Xichen, trying to block the whip for him, but it was useless. He cried, roared, and urged Lan Xichen to listen to his uncle and dig him out. He is such a filthy person, he can be buried anywhere, even if he is buried at the foot of a mountain that is unknown in the depths of the clouds, it is enough to see him when Lan Xichen passes by, the position of Lan Xichen's Taoist companion is How is he worthy!He is not worthy at all!

But Lan Xichen, a fool, never let go of his mouth. His uncle and father whipped himself, whipped him, and asked, "Are you aware of your mistake? Do you want to correct it?"

Lan Xichen straightened his back, spat out blood, and said, "No change."

"Fool, you big fool!" Jin Guangyao threw himself on top of him, scolding him non-stop, every whip was like a blow to Jin Guangyao's soul, making him in agony, Lan Xichen was whipped, and his body trembled once , his soul trembled in pain once.

Until Mr. Lan was beaten until he vomited blood and passed out, and Lan Xichen also fell to the ground with serious injuries. The clansman took Mr. Lan to be treated. I don't care enough, I regret that I didn't discover his abnormality earlier, I didn't enlighten him and stop him earlier, otherwise he wouldn't do wrong things, no one would be hurt by him, and he wouldn't be in such a state. I won't be so angry with myself, A Yao is such a smart person, he has a kind nature, he shouldn't be like this."

Jin Guangyao knelt beside him, in extreme pain, and said words that no one could hear: "Lan Xichen, I regret it, you are not wrong, I was wrong, I regret it, I regretted it the moment I died, now I regret it even more, I don't regret my death, I shouldn't tire you to stop here!"

But the pain is yet to come. For more than two months, he has been guarding Lan Xichen every step of the way. Seeing him seriously injured, sad and painful, and even so devastated that he is unable to serve as suzerain again, Jin Guangyao knew that the original state of his soul was also in turmoil. Can feel the heartache.

After Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian came back with Lan Moli, he didn't dare to appear in front of Lan Xichen again, and hid himself. He was not afraid of being discovered by Yiling Patriarch and beaten to ashes, but he was afraid that he would never see Lan Moli again. Xichen.

But this time he didn't hide well, and was discovered by Lan Moli.

Since there was no way to hide, Jin Guangyao raised his head and looked at Lan Moli.

If a person is in extreme pain, then his breath, his eyes, and everyone he sees will feel his pain.

Lan Xichen's rationality allows him to suppress his heartache in front of people and in front of Mo Li, but Jin Guangyao is a ghost, what kind of suppression does he suppress, the sadness and regret in his eyes are already so strong that Mo Li who doesn't like him From the point of heartache.

Seeing him in such pain, even worse than his uncle, Li Li's mood suddenly improved.

The author has something to say: Calvin, since last night I wrote, deleted, deleted, and stopped writing, until now T﹏T

It’s been a long time since I’ve had a Kawen. I saw a lot of people opposing Xiyao, and suddenly I didn’t know how to write it down. After finishing this chapter, I came back to it. Let’s just go with the original setting. I really feel sorry for Lan Xi. Chen, I want his smile to be warm and refreshing forever.

And then, hehe, the song sung by grandpa really reveals your age, but it’s not true. When I was young, my mother watched TV, and I followed it. After listening to the ending song, I remember it now. My brain, I used it once. Ma gave birth to two children, and the anesthetic hurts the brain. After three years of being pregnant for three years, the brain has long been stupid. She can still remember the song for so long. I feel a bit like Director Nie. Oh, of course it is not the resourcefulness of Director Nie. But when Shi Nu Hua fell down, Director Nie read a poem, which surprised Xian Xian, and joked that he said, "I don't know what the teacher taught, but I remember these messy things very well!"Haha, me too, I can’t remember the key things, I only remember the messy things, it’s a pity that no Xianxian came to laugh at me^_^

Let's not talk nonsense, let's get back to the topic, Xiyao's matter is settled like this, Li Li wants to go back to 16 years ago and open a new instance.

Good night, babies!

希望你们看的愉快。感谢在2019-11-2822:39:06~2019-11-3020:45:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 2 magic powder; 1 source energy;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Shenqi powder, 1 source energy;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 2 Yuan Energy; 1 Shenqi Fan, Footprint, Si'Wuxie, and Su Momo;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：地瓜209瓶；一叶落知天下秋100瓶；云初30瓶；薄荷爱吃糖、有位美人叫有姝、星^O^梦20瓶；至少你值得、暮渊、随缘、神起粉、菁菁、手可摘星辰10瓶；小鱼干6瓶；素人花裟5瓶；410166234瓶；太白金星2瓶；明月清风晓星辰、花落云上、可爱的小猪1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!