The whole process of turning a goddess into a boy ticket

The hands of the clock quietly pointed to eleven, but Lin Yu hadn't come back yet.

Lin Yu and Amu were not there, and the house looked deserted. Xie Jiayan spread his legs, leaned back on the sofa, and glanced at the parkour program on TV. After watching it for a while, he felt bored, and then changed several channels in succession.

"Why haven't you come back..." He reached out to touch the cell phone beside him, and called Lin Yu, but no one answered.Xie Jiayan sat up straight slowly, thinking to himself: Nothing will happen, right?

He sat up straight, crossed his legs, supported his arms with one hand half bent, and called Lin Yu again.

Thankfully, it finally got through this time.Xie Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief, before the other party could speak, he opened his mouth like a cannonball: "Where are you? What time is it, why are you still not home!"

Lin Yu glanced at Lin's mother who was sleeping soundly. He covered the microphone, and quietly exited the ward and walked to the stairwell, "I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, I won't be going back tonight."

Xie Jiayan's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Where are you?"

"I'm in the hospital... Shh, shh, don't worry, it's not me, I'm fine." Lin Yu heard Xie Jiayan's voice on the other end of the phone suddenly raised, and he comforted the other party in a low voice, until the other side quieted down, he said, "Yes my mother."

Xie Jiayan became nervous again, he asked anxiously, "Auntie!? What's wrong with Auntie? Wasn't she fine when I left today?"

Holding the phone, Lin Yu didn't know how to explain to Xie Jiayan. After a long silence, he said shyly, "Something happened at home recently. This is an old problem of hers. It doesn't matter."

"Phew... as long as you're fine." Xie Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief, "Then hurry up and accompany Auntie, I'll come and see her tomorrow."

"Do not……"

"By the way," Xie Jiayan said to himself, "I went shopping in the mall today and picked out two sets of necklaces. When you have time these two days, come with me again."

Lin Yu clenched the phone tightly, and slowly squatted on the ground, "...Okay."

Xie Jiayan suddenly remembered Lin Yu's sloppy words, "What did you want to say just now?"

"...Your aunt needs to recuperate, and she will be discharged from the hospital in two days, so...don't come here."

"Lin Yu, what do you mean!" Xie Jiayan sounded a little angry, "Is it okay if I don't talk? I'm worried about Auntie, and she is your mother, so I have to go and see."

"obedient."

"..."

"Okay..." Xie Jiayan dragged his voice, "Go and accompany Auntie, I'm going to bed too. Come, give me a kiss!"

Lin Yu smiled, and put his lips on the phone carefully and carefully, as if he was kissing a real person. Xie Jiayan's ears were itchy in his voice, and he listened there, smiling, and kissed the phone hard ,"Good night!"

"Good night."

Lin Yu hung up the phone and slowly stood up from the ground. After squatting for a long time, his legs felt a little numb.He looked down at the phone, his eyes were hurt by the light, he looked at the word 'Yanyan', and his heart was at a loss.

He seldom had such emotions. Xu Xu Tuzhi's original plan was overturned by surprise, which made him start to panic unconsciously.

Mother Lin had already fallen asleep, snoring a little. Lin Yu closed the door softly, and lay down on the small bed beside him. He curled up and asked himself: Can I handle it?

Lin Yu couldn't be sure anymore, he sighed and closed his eyes.

Mother Lin's snoring stopped at some point, and she turned over in Lin Yu's direction.Elderly people are shallow sleepers, and any movement can easily wake them up.She knew that Lin Yu went out and made a call, and seeing the reaction of the other party back, it was obvious who was on the other end of the phone.

Lin's mother looked at Lin Yu who was sleeping deeply. The light outside the room leaked into the room. Lin Yu's eyebrows were tightly frowned, and it seemed that he was not sleeping soundly.

Mother Lin rolled over and got out of bed softly. She sat by Lin Yu's bed, reached out her hand to caress the furrow between Lin Yu's eyebrows as she did when she was a child, and stroked gently.

one more time.

Mother Lin should live in the hospital where she works, Xie Jiayan thought.He carried the fruit basket, walked out of the elevator, looked back and forth twice, and walked aside, "Hello, I want to ask, which ward is Director Cheng in?"

There are many people in the hospital during Chinese New Year and holidays. The little nurse in the nurse's desk quickly dispensed the medicine, felt the figure standing in front of him for a long time, and finally raised his head and asked, "Director Cheng? Director Cheng from our hospital?" ?”

Seeing Xie Jiayan nodding, she opened the thin notebook beside her, and said with a flick of her mouth, "Room 326."

Xie Jiayan thanked the other party, followed the room number, and looked for it one by one. There were many hospital beds in the corridor. He walked carefully for fear of bumping into others. After a long circle, he finally saw the number 326.

He was overjoyed, but then a little apprehensive.He didn't tell Lin Yu that he would come, wondering if the other party would be angry?Hey, it doesn't matter if you are angry, if Lin Yu wants to kill him, then he will find Mother Lin, and he doesn't know who will win.

He was making wishful thinking in his heart, as if he had a backbone, his body straightened a little unconsciously, but he still had half his heart hanging, for fear that Lin Yu would bump into him and spoil the other's face.

He was still afraid that he would be angry.

Xie Jiayan was leaning against the wall, he stood outside the door, sneaked his head over, and glanced through the glass.

Lin Yu was not in the room, only Lin's mother and Lin's father.Father Lin was sitting by the bed and peeling apples for Mother Lin, and the two were talking in a low voice.Seeing those two people, Xie Jiayan breathed a sigh of relief. He rubbed his hair casually, pushed the door open, and shouted with a smile, "Uncle and aunt!"

The two people in the ward were startled when they heard the voice. Father Lin didn't realize that the apple in his hand had dropped. He stared blankly at Xie Jiayan, and it took him a long time to recover. He didn't respond with a smile as usual. Instead, he raised his eyebrows, stood up from the seat, and was interrupted by Lin's mother when he was about to open his mouth, "Old Lin."

Father Lin's chest heaved violently. He took a deep breath, but he still couldn't do anything to scold other people's children. He suppressed the evil fire in his heart, picked up the water bottle on the ground, "I'll get water", and said Push open the door and go out.

Xie Jiayan felt inexplicably awkward. This feeling lasted from yesterday to now, and it was especially strong at this time. He smiled dryly, and put the fruit basket on the table next to Mother Lin, "Uncle, this is... what's wrong?"

Mother Lin greeted him, "He's in a bad mood recently, Xiao Xie, don't just stand, sit down."

Xie Jiayan sat down obediently, looked around, and asked, "Where's Lin Yu?"

"He's in trouble."

The scene returned to silence for a while. Compared with the noisy hospital outside the door, it was like two worlds. Xie Jiayan rubbed his hands and took out an orange from the fruit basket. Suddenly, he heard Mother Lin say: "That jade talisman, Lin Yu gave it to you, right?"

Xie Jiayan's fingers pinched into the flesh in an instant, and the stickiness covered his hands all at once. He lowered his eyes, his brain spinning rapidly, "Ah, yes... this is the last time Teacher Lin went away..."

Mother Lin sighed deeply, interrupting Xie Jia's nonsense, "He told us everything about the two of you."

The light orange juice dripped sparsely on the tiled floor along the cracks in the flesh, forming irregular shapes. Xie Jiayan's mind slammed, no wonder Lin Yu didn't let him come over, no wonder Lin Mu and the others treated him At first he was indifferent, those awkward feelings were finally explained, Xie Jiayan sat in front of Lin's mother, as if someone had torn off a fig leaf for a long time, and there was nowhere to hide for a while.

"Thank you."

"Ah...? Ah!"

Xie Jiayan was immersed in his own thoughts, and when he heard Mother Lin calling him, he was stunned for a moment, and quickly recovered, "Say it."

"You're a good boy, I know. It's all Lin Yu's fault." Lin Mu seemed to be remembering something, and her eyes didn't know where to put her eyes. "When Lin Yu was young, we found that he was a little different. His father was at school Work, the students have those small thoughts, you can probably see it. When Lao Lin told me, I still thought it was funny, but also felt that it was wrong. Lin Yu was different. He was in an all-boys school. Who could he be interested in? " Lin's mother fell into the memory, "We thought he liked the female teacher at their school, but we didn't expect... Lin Yu fell in love with someone of the same sex. Our husband and I felt that the sky was going to fall, his father I was almost pissed off by him, I watched him for three years in high school, and thought he had changed, but I didn't expect..." Lin's mother slowly covered her face, her slender body was wrapped in the hospital gown, and she looked thinner and thinner.

Xie Jiayan hurriedly said, "It's not his fault, it's all me. I like him. I liked him first."

"You two children... Of course I know that homosexuality is not a mental illness... But, Xiao Xie, we parents can't accept it. When we think of our son who has worked so hard to raise such a big son, someone will poke his back and say , we feel distressed."

Xie Jiayan looked at Lin's mother who was sobbing, he murmured and called Auntie, but couldn't say another word.The meaning of Lin Mu's words was obvious, her heart was out of his control, and it was throbbing with pain.He wanted to go to comfort Mother Lin, but found that he couldn't move at all, his legs and feet seemed to be frozen, he forced himself, and finally had the strength to take a piece of facial tissue and hand it over.

Mother Lin took the paper and touched her cheeks. Xie Jiayan is not an ignorant child. She thought, raised her head to look at Xie Jiayan, and wanted to say something more, but the finished manuscript suddenly turned into ashes, and she couldn't speak anymore.

Xie Jiayan's tears flowed out continuously like a faucet turned on, transparent water stains crawled all over his face, but he seemed to have lost his soul, without any feeling.The pain and depression in the eyes were about to become real, and the tears overflowed together.

Getting along for so many days is not fake. Looking at each other's appearance, Lin's mother felt a little distressed, but she still continued to say, "Xiao Xie, you are still young, and some things cannot be supported by love alone. ..."

"That's enough, auntie, stop talking. I'm the one who's sorry for you and uncle, stop talking..." Xie Jiayan's expression was painful, Lin's mother's words were like knives, and she stabbed at him directly, and he couldn't avoid it Standing up, he staggered towards the door.

"Thank you!"

Xie Jiayan ignored Mother Lin's yelling, he pushed open the sliding door, and ran out staggeringly, almost knocking over a little nurse who was carrying a tray.

Is it really wrong for me to be with Lin Yu?

Is it wrong for two men to be together?

Can two men not have love?

Many noises rang in Xie Jiayan's ears, his brain was so chaotic that it was about to explode, he hugged his head, "Ahhh!!!"

"Thank you Jiayan!!"

Xie Jiayan was caught off guard and pulled into a cold embrace, and the familiar smell enveloped him from all directions.Lin Yu put Xie Jiayan's arms aside, "I didn't tell you to leave... What's wrong with you?"

"Lin Yu, Lin Yu." Xie Jiayan raised his face, he clung to Lin Yu, choked up, unable to speak a complete sentence, and could only call Lin Yu's name. "sorry Sorry."

I didn't listen to you, sorry.

I shouldn't like you, sorry.

Lin Yu held Xie Jiayan's face, and wiped away all the tears on the other's face with his fingertips, but couldn't finish it at all, "Did you go to see my mother? What did she tell you?"

Xie Jiayan shook his head indiscriminately, his tears flowed even more fiercely, and he couldn't make a sound.Listening to Lin Yu's constant questioning, he put his fist in front of his mouth and bit it hard, but he refused to say a word.

The juice left on his hand spilled into his mouth, but he couldn't suppress the bitterness on the tip of his tongue.

Lin Yu was anxious, and he wanted to speak up to ask what happened, when he suddenly heard someone calling himself from behind, "Lin Yu!"

It's Father Lin.

He stood in front of Mother Lin's ward and shouted to Lin Yu, "Come here!"

Xie Jiayan couldn't help trembling when he heard the sound. Father Lin was standing not far from the two of them. There was no trace of the usual warmth and smile in the eyes of the other party. The strangeness made people feel cold.

Lin Yu didn't seem to hear, he stood firmly in front of Xie Jiayan, without moving half a step.The corners of Father Lin's eyes twitched, as if he was forcing

Holding back his anger, "Lin Yu!!"

Feeling that more and more eyes were focused on the two of them, Xie Jiayan was as embarrassed as if he had been stripped naked. The tall boy shivered in Lin Yu's arms like a frightened bird at the moment, and his voice trembled because of crying, " Lin Yu, please..."

"Let me go."

The author has something to say: After writing this chapter, I was very sad. I cried like a child weighing two hundred catties.

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