The whole process of turning a goddess into a boy ticket

A huge sense of panic suddenly struck, like a fierce tsunami, almost rushing Xie Jiayan's soul out of his body.

Xie Jiayan rarely saw Qin Xin, and he didn't know what it looked like when he was angry, but he didn't have time to think now, he just felt his ears ringing, and his thoughts were like balls of wool rolling to the ground, scattered and messy.

Lin Yu didn't expect that Qin Xin would appear in this place that caught the two of them off guard at this time.His hands were still firmly on Xie Jiayan's waist, trying hard to transmit warmth to the other's cold body.

He raised his head and looked at the woman outside the door. Qin Xin looked calm, with deep eyes and an expressionless face. With a glance, it was hard to guess what she was thinking.

The eyes of the two met in the air for a few seconds. Qin Xin turned her eyes away first. She tugged on the clothes on her body, her knuckles turning white: "Xie Jiayan, Lin Yu."

She stepped forward and opened the door, and the cool wind from outside came in through the gap, blowing her hair up, she took out a black rubber band from her pocket, and tied her hair thickly: "Come out."

Although Qin Xin's tone wasn't bad, it definitely wasn't good either. It was quite depressing like when the mountain rain was about to come and the wind filled the building.Seeing that Xie Jiayan was only wearing single clothes, she frowned, took off the clothes on her body and threw them over, "Put it on, come out quickly."

Qin Xin should be wearing Xie's father's clothes, and Xie Jiayan fit them just right.

The corridor inside the house was dark, and the faint moonlight shone under the feet of the three of them, illuminating that small area.The three of them were relatively silent, and Xie Jiayan's thoughts gradually came back. He opened his mouth and called Mom, but was interrupted by Qin Xin: "Go back to sleep. I have something to say to Lin Yu."

Xie Jiayan didn't want to leave Lin Yu here alone. He shook his head and didn't speak, but expressed his meaning clearly.

He doesn't want to go.

Qin Xin laughed angrily. She seemed to understand Xie Jiayan's concerns, but she was afraid that she would make things difficult for her or scold Lin Yu severely.She felt a little sad, sighed, reached out and patted the other person's arm, "Hey, go to sleep."

"I..." Xie Jiayan's words were stopped by Lin Yu's eyes, he paused, and said in a low voice, "Got it."

"Walk softly, don't wake your dad up." Qin Xin instructed, she stood where she was, trying to identify Xie Jiayan's back in the dark, just like when she was a child, she was behind him, quietly watching him step by step of learning to walk.

It wasn't until she heard the sound of the door closing that Qin Xin looked away. She brushed back the broken hair that fell on her cheeks, turned her head sideways, and made a gesture of invitation.

"Go downstairs and talk."

Lin Yu nodded silently, and followed Qin Xin downstairs.Secretly counting the regular sounds in my ears, the sound of shoe soles colliding with wooden boards, once, twice...

Qin Xin suddenly said, "Wait a while."

She groped in the dark, walked to the sofa and turned on the lamp, and the living room was instantly filled with warm yellow light.Qin Xin pulled the small thin blanket hanging from the armrest, shook it and put it on her body, beckoning to Lin Yu: "Come and sit."

Qin Xin seemed to have thrown all the low pressure upstairs. She looked as usual at the moment, kind and gentle, but Lin Yu felt that it was far from that simple. Things were not clear, and his heart was always A string hangs.He obediently sat down on the sofa beside him, looked at Qin Xin quietly, and silently speculated in his heart.

Qin Xin didn't speak, so Lin Yu was also silent.After a long while, it was Qin Xin who spoke first. Her voice was a little dry, her eyes quietly resting in mid-air, she didn't know where she was looking, and she said to herself, "What should I say..."

"Lin Yu, thank you very much."

This was different from the opening remarks he had imagined. Lin Yu's eyes widened suddenly. It was rare for him to look a little at a loss, not knowing what to reply.This appearance of his made Qin Xin laugh, and successfully made the corners of her tightly pursed lips curl up, "During this time, the happiest times I saw Jiayan were all with you."

"Actually, I noticed it a long time ago, before I saw you." Facing Lin Yu's surprised gaze, Qin Xin thought back, "Probably when I called him."

"Jiayan should have mentioned the situation of our family to you, right?"

Lin Yu nodded: "Yes."

Qin Xin suddenly talked about something else, "When we called Jiayan, we couldn't chat for a few words, and then hung up. We were mostly talking, and he would reply occasionally. I know Jiayan He blamed us in his heart, his father and I both know."

"But some time ago, he suddenly asked me 'Mom, what does it feel like to like'."

Qin Xin said slowly, "He never makes us worry about him, he seems to understand all the truth. This is the first time he asked me this kind of question. We chatted a lot that day, and when I hung up the phone, I knew He has someone he likes."

"I saw you later."

Qin Xin laughed, "You two still want to hide it from us, but you forgot one thing, no matter how much you pretend, your eyes can't fool you."

The way you look at a stranger, the way you look at your friends, the way you look at your loved ones, the way you look at your enemies, and the way you look at your lover are all different.Any actions and words, in that kind of tenderness, seem extraordinarily pale and useless, vulnerable to a single blow.

Qin Xin looked at Lin Yu who was dazed in front of her eyes, and shrugged, "I was also thinking just now, why should I be angry? Who Jiayan likes is his business, what right do I have to intervene?"

"I am not against homosexuality. There are gays among my colleagues. I also know that sexual orientation is uncontrollable, but... I feel distressed."

Qin Xin hid her smile, she lowered her head and said nothing, her shoulders twitched uncontrollably.This place is no different from abroad. Under the general environment, Lin Yu knows what the other party is distressed about. He feels sorry for Xie Jiayan for not being able to introduce his lover to others openly. He feels sorry for Xie Jiayan who will face discrimination from others. Xie Jiayan can't have her own

Offspring.

Lin Yu leaned forward, stretched out his hand to cover Qin Xin's, and let the moisture hit the back of his hand.

One drop, another drop.

Xie Jiayan let out a breath, turned over on the bed, sat up and lay down again, and glanced at the phone.

It's been an hour.

He regretted going to Lin Yu rashly tonight, but if he went back in time and did it all over again, he would still do it.

He didn't know what the two talked about. Although he was relieved of Lin Yu, Xie Jiayan's heart was still full of uncertainty about the future, which made him feel scared. He couldn't help imagining the worst situation, and then ruthlessly Strongly dismissed.

Qin Xin and Lin Yu, no matter who lost, he resisted in his heart.

Xie Jiayan finally couldn't bear it anymore, he jumped out of bed and walked to the door in a few steps.As soon as he opened the door a crack, he heard the sound of two people going upstairs.

Xie Jiayan jumped back to the bed as quickly as a startled rabbit, retracted into the quilt, and pricked up his ears, but he still couldn't hear what they said outside.

Seeing that Lin Yu closed the door of the guest room, Qin Xin wiped her eyes, turned around and went to the door of Xie Jiayan, seeing the small gap, her eyes flickered, she pushed the door and walked in.He saw Xie Jiayan lying quietly with his back to her.

Qin Xin pulled up the slipped quilt, felt Xie Jiayan in the quilt move, turned around to look at herself, and called out: "Mom."

"I know you're not asleep." Qin Xin agreed, she sat down beside the bed, and combed Xie Jiayan's hair with her fingers.

Xie Jiayan tried hard to observe Qin Xin's face in the dark, but failed. He could only feel the coolness of the other's fingers on the scalp, but with a little force, which inexplicably made him feel relaxed and at ease.

Reminiscent of the various questions that Qin Xin often tapped on her side recently, Xie Jiayan asked in a low voice, "Did you already know?"

"kindness."

"Does Dad know?"

"He's an idiot, what does he know?"

Xie Jiayan laughed out loud, he leaned over and put his head on Qin Xin's lap, "Mom, I really like Lin Yu."

Qin Xin sneered, "There are too many things you like."

Xie Jiayan said quietly, "You know what I mean."

"..." Qin Xin remained silent, and it took a long time before she gave a low acknowledgment.

It's been a long time since the mother and son had such close contact. They maintained their long-lost intimacy and snuggled together silently. Qin Xin opened his arms, hugged Xie Jiayan, and asked him, "You really like it so much? Do you like a man?"

"Well, I like it." Xie Jiayan was no longer shy this time, and admitted it openly, "I really like it."

No one is as suitable as Lin Yu, who can fill the gap in his heart just right, making him feel that his life is complete, even if he has to bid farewell to the world the next day, he can say that he has no regrets in this life.

Qin Xin's movements were forced to stop, because Xie Jiayan held her hand, trembling slightly, and said in a very low voice, "Mom, please."

Qin Xin's eyes suddenly turned red, "I..."

The road you are going to take is too hard, I hope you find an ordinary girl, not prettier than me, well, prettier than me is fine.She is your Xieyuhua, your virtuous wife, and you are the most ordinary couple in the world.Then after a few years, you will form a family, have a lovely child, and you will also be a parent. I will try my best to be a good mother-in-law and help you raise your child slowly. I will always be by his side, just Like accompanying you when you were a child, teaching him to walk, teach him to speak...

There was another voice next to her ear, word by word, what Lin Yufang had just said to herself.

——"I understand how you feel. I am very grateful that you brought him into this world. Let me say it selfishly. I am also very grateful that you have neglected him because of your work."

——"Because in this way, I can treat him twice as well."

Qin Xin swallowed the words in her throat, "I... think about it again."

Xie Jiayan forgot when he fell asleep last night. He heard the sound of the door opening, opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Lin Yu was fully dressed and standing in front of him.

Lin Yu didn't expect Xie Jiayan to wake up. He froze for a moment, and then asked, "Did it wake you up?"

"No, maybe I sensed that you were coming." Xie Jiayan was still a little confused. He sat up and shook his head, looking at Lin Yu: "It's so early, where are you going?"

"go home."

"Go home, don't you ask me to go home..." Xie Jiayan yawned and was about to get out of bed: "Wait for me for a while, I'll go change my clothes."

Lin Yu stopped the other party's movements, "I'll go back alone, you take it here obediently."

Xie Jiayan woke up instantly: "What do you mean?" He grabbed Lin Yu's sleeve vigorously: "What did my mother tell you?"

"Be good, be good." Lin Yu leaned over and kissed Xie Jiayan's mouth again and again, soothing him, "This is what I told your mother, it will take a while for her to accept it, and your father doesn't know this yet." One thing. Be good, and spend more time with her. "

Xie Jiayan stood up and hugged Lin Yu tightly: "Well, good." His voice was muffled: "I will miss you."

Lin Yu turned his head and rubbed the tip of his nose against Xie Jiayan's cheek, "I will do it too."