remnants

Back home, Nie Qing helped Yu Sheng to sit on the sofa, and then sat down beside him, watching him quietly.

"What's wrong?" Yu Sheng's expression was a little funny, and he joked, "Don't worry, I'm not pregnant, so don't be nervous."

"...Ah Sheng." Nie Qing took his hand and held it in his palm, with a serious expression on his face, "What's the matter with you? Why do you always have health problems recently? Are you hiding something from me?"

"You asked three questions in one breath, which one do you want me to answer first?" Yu Sheng blinked jokingly, then slowly leaned towards Nie Qing, bumped his nose lightly against his, and laughed again. Said: "I may have entered my menstrual period recently, you know, those few days of each month."

Nie Qing's expression was extremely helpless, and he looked at him with a slight frown, "I'm not joking with you, you have never done this before. Although it is true that you are tired for a few days, if your body is not sick or other problems, you can Physical fitness, it shouldn’t be—”

"Ah Qing, I'm not sick." Yu Sheng took out a hand and put it on his forehead, touched it, and said, "Look, it's not hot at all, and everything else is fine. I suspect it's excitement syndrome these two days." , I’m so happy to be with you again, my spirits are extremely high, and I may be a little overloaded after a few days, but I’m sure I’ll be fine after a good night’s sleep.”

"Do you believe this theory yourself?" Nie Qing had an expression of "I'll just quietly watch you make up the story" on his face, it was obvious that he didn't believe his rhetoric at all.

But Yu Sheng didn't continue to explain his question. He lifted his buttocks and stood up, put it on Nie Qing's shoulder and smiled: "Okay Ah Qing, it's so late, let's go to sleep, don't we have to pay tomorrow?" Are you rushing there early in the morning?"

"Hmm..." Nie Qing hesitated, and before he could say a few more words, she was pulled up by Yu Sheng and led into the bedroom, where she was pushed to the edge of the bed to sit down.

"I'll take care of you undressing." Yu Sheng said as he sat on his knees, took off his coat, and then bent down to help him unbutton it slowly with his mouth.

Yu Sheng's line from jaw to neck to collarbone is extremely delicate. Nie Qing stared at his neck intently. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see a dark shadow from his open neckline, and his throat couldn't help it. Live tight for a while.

There was also the warmth coming from his chest from time to time... Nie Qing's breathing gradually became rough.

When Yu Sheng unbuttoned the fourth button, because the position was too low, it became very difficult for him to bend over, so he slid off Nie Qing, spread his knees and knelt between his legs, and then Paste it and continue the action of unbuttoning.

Nie Qing felt that the temperature of his skin was rising little by little with his movements, as if holding a small ball of flames in the palms of his hands, the scorching heat radiated from there into the blood vessels of his extremities, spreading all the way until he was His heart and lungs were burning hot.

"Ah Sheng..." Nie Qing suddenly let out a sigh, he felt that he could no longer suppress it.

"Don't move." Yu Sheng pressed him with both hands, and after continuing to bite the last button, he looked up at Nie Qing, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said in a low voice: "Ah Qing, you are tired today, let me Come help me."

"Hey..." Nie Qing already guessed what he was going to do, and tried to stop him: "Stop doing it, I haven't showered yet."

"Does it matter?" Yu Sheng raised his eyes to look at him, then lowered his head and used his mouth to untie his belt, trouser buttons and zipper in sequence, and the speed was obviously faster.

Nie Qing felt that she should let him stop, but she couldn't ignore the eager anticipation in her heart.

He is now all over, except for the little bit of reason left in his mind, there is no place where he doesn't want to continue.

Yu Sheng was naturally very clear about his feelings.

"Ah Qing, you should relax, it's all like a massage, it's just that the parts and methods of pressing are quite special."

……

"Ah Qing, you can do whatever you want..." Yu Sheng clung to Nie Qing's ear, gently licking and biting his earlobe and said.

"...What have you learned in the past few years..."

Probably because of love, the two people went on very smoothly today, both in terms of rhythm and intensity.

When it was finally over, Yu Sheng couldn't help but leaned on Nie Qing's shoulder and laughed in a muffled voice, "Ah Qing, I think this kind of life is really good. I can be with the one I love every day, do things during the day and make love at night. What more can I ask for?"

Nie Qing gently stroked his sweat-drenched back with his hands, and seemed to smile helplessly when he heard this sentence, "Do you really think it's okay if we're like this?"

"Do you feel bad?" Yu Sheng asked back.

Nie Qing thought for a while, then shook her head slightly.

"Ah Sheng, in fact, you should understand in your heart that both of us have things that make us feel pressured, and we also have things that make each other feel pressured. If these things are not resolved, we will not be able to truly relax. Making love is just a way of decompression and escape that is tacitly agreed between you and me. Am I wrong?" Nie Qing stopped moving, raised her head and lightly looked into Yu Sheng's eyes .

Yu Sheng stared at him fixedly, and after being silent for about half a minute, he suddenly sighed softly.

"Ah Qing, stress can happen to anyone at any time. We definitely need some ways to help ourselves release stress. For me, as long as I'm with you, it's decompression."

"The truth?" Nie Qing looked a little hesitant, as if he was struggling with whether to say something or not.

Yu Sheng knew what he was thinking and nodded, "To be honest, I really relax when I'm with you, and I don't need to think about too many messy things. As for your escape, it should be because our current situation is relatively special, It will make you feel this way. I do have something to hide from you, but I never thought of escaping from this fact, and when the time is right, I will definitely tell you everything you want to know."

"Maybe, you didn't."

Nie Qing gently looked away, and then closed his eyes as if feeling tired.

"Ah Qing."

Yu Sheng's expression became serious, he reached out to caress Nie Qing's face, and asked in a low voice, "What are you running away from?"

In the room, it became extremely quiet for a moment.

It's hard to say whether it was a few seconds, a dozen seconds, or a few minutes or a dozen minutes, but Nie Qing never spoke, and Yu Sheng waited patiently.

It has been like this since she was a child, Nie Qing is used to being silent when she has something on her mind, and she will quietly accompany him for the rest of her life.

Yu Sheng knew that what Nie Qing needed at this moment was time, so he gave him time.

And when he is willing to speak, Yu Sheng also believes that he will tell himself clearly everything in his heart.

The night was getting darker.

Yu Sheng leaned on Nie Qing and felt a little cold, so he leaned closer to him, letting himself shrink into his arms.

"Asheng." Nie Qing suddenly called him at this moment, and before Yu Sheng could answer, Nie Qing picked him up and walked straight into the bathroom.

"Take off your shirt." Nie Qing put Yu Sheng into the bathtub, then bent down to turn on the faucet, and tried the water temperature with his hand.

Yu Sheng stripped himself completely naked, waiting for Nie Qing to come in naked, and the two of them stood together under the shower head, feeling the hot water soaking the whole body in an instant, and they felt an indescribable comfort.

……

"I think you're not going to sleep tonight..." Nie Qing tightened his grip on him, and said in a hoarse voice between kisses.

Yu Sheng shook his head lightly, paused temporarily, and pressed his forehead to Nie Qing's and said, "Ah Qing, you have too many things on your mind. I will never force you when you don't want to talk about it, but at the same time I will also I can't help you much. So, if you follow me—as many times as you want if it makes you feel more relaxed. After all, this is one of the few things I can do for you right now..."

"...Ah Sheng." Nie Qing didn't know why, but after listening to Yu Sheng's words, he suddenly felt a sense of weightlessness in his heart, as if his chest was suddenly empty.

It was quite similar to the time when Yu Sheng suddenly became dizzy when he was in the Fifth Hospital last time. Nie Qing once again had some vague and heavy uneasiness in his heart, but the reason was still unknown.

"Ah Qing," Yu Sheng saw that he was silent at this moment, and smiled at him again: "Don't feel pressured, I'm just talking casually. Don't do it if you don't want to do it. I'm not so bad that I have to squeeze you dry to the point-"

"Asheng."

Nie Qing grabbed Yu Sheng's wrist, stared at him without blinking, and asked rather uneasy by instinct: "You won't leave me again, right?"

"...Huh?" Yu Sheng froze for a moment.

Nie Qing grabbed him even tighter, "You swear, you will never leave without saying goodbye again."

"Ah Qing...haven't you always disbelieved in such things as swearing—"

"Promise me!" Nie Qing involuntarily raised his voice, trying to suppress the uneasiness in his heart, but then he lowered his voice again, with a little bit of pleading and helplessness hidden in his eyes: "Ah Sheng, I need you promise me."

Yu Sheng looked at him in silence for a moment, then finally nodded and smiled, "I swear, I won't leave without saying goodbye again."

Nie Ting was slightly relieved after hearing this, but in fact, he was not much relaxed in his heart.

As for Yu Sheng, ever since Nie Qing asked him the words just now, he has been clenching his other hand tightly behind his back until his joints turn white and his veins protrude.

But for a long time, he didn't let go.