remnants

When Nie Qing came out of the shower, he glanced at the bedroom and found that the lights were dark. He twitched inexplicably, fearing that Yu Sheng would leave again, so he quickly looked at the door and found that the door was still locked. Then he relaxed slightly. Take a breath.

He wrapped the bath towel around his body, walked lightly towards the bedroom, and when he reached the door, he saw Yu Sheng sitting by the bed, looking vigilant.

"What are you doing here in the dark?" Nie Qing asked after turning on the light.

"Wait for you." Yu Sheng seemed to feel that the light was too glaring. After he turned on the light, he closed his eyes and relaxed his body a lot. He said with a smile, "Ah Qing, don't sleep in the living room at night, let's sleep together."

"Sleeping together?" Nie Qing took out the spare quilt and pillow from the closet, and glanced at him, "Aren't you afraid that I will kill you while you are asleep?"

"Don't be afraid, you can't bear it." Yu Sheng said as he leaned over and put his arms around Nie Qing's waist, begging softly, "Ah Qing, just sleep here, I will have nightmares if I sleep alone."

Nie Qing raised her brows, "You still have nightmares?"

Yu Sheng nodded again and again, "Yeah, you forgot that I often..."

"..." These words seemed to hit Nie Qing's weakness, making him lose his temper in an instant.

Nie Qing stood there for a while, and finally walked helplessly to the other side of the bed, put down the pillow and quilt, and said to Yu Sheng: "You go wash up first, there are new sets of toothbrushes and towels in the cabinet under the sink. Take it out yourself. I'll get you some water to drink."

"Well, I'll go right away." Yu Sheng opened his eyes at this moment, and looked at Nie Qing with a smile on his face, as if he had found a treasure, and looked at it very seriously.

Nie Qing was baffled by him, walked to the door and said, "Don't just talk about it, finish washing early and rest early, there are still things to do tomorrow."

"Okay." After Yu Sheng answered obediently, he finally slipped out of bed, looked at him a few more times, and reluctantly walked into the bathroom.

Nie Qing couldn't help muttering inwardly, feeling that Yu Sheng's expression just now seemed like he hadn't seen him for a long time. He obviously didn't have that kind of reaction when the two of them first met today. so?

Probably just a whim... Nie Qing thought.

He went to the kitchen and took out a clean glass, which looked almost the same as his own, except that the light white pattern on the wall was slightly different.This was bought together when he was buying daily necessities, and it has been kept in the cupboard, and it finally came in handy today.

Nie Qing washed the glass again, poured the water, and brought it back to the bedroom. He heard the sound of water dripping from the bathroom, soaking from his ears to his heart, making his mood seem to slowly settle down with the flow of water.

There is a sense of peace and contentment pervading in the blood.Nie Qing suddenly didn't want to be angry anymore.

Although it is impossible to completely ignore it so quickly, compared with the joy brought by Yu Sheng's return to him, the previous anger, grievance and exhaustion are all weak.

In fact, at the moment when he found Yu Sheng, he was clearly ecstatic in his heart.

It's just that longing is a disaster, and excessive subjective emotions cover up the true thoughts in the heart, so there are so many insincere expressions.

Thinking of this, Nie Qing couldn't help but sighed softly.

Next, he wanted to treat Yu Sheng better.

"Ah Qing, do you have any extra bath towels?" Just at this time, Yu Sheng had just finished washing, and he opened the bathroom door to reveal his wet head.

Nie Qing thought that he really didn't buy extra bath towels, so he said, "Isn't there a towel? You can't wipe it with a towel."

"It's okay to wipe it, but what do I get out of it?" Yu Sheng smiled at him "honestly", "How about I just be naked?"

"...you wait." Nie Qing got out of bed with a dark face, pulled him out of a set of pajamas from the closet, and took out a new pair of underwear from the drawer. He had never worn it before, so at this moment, he stuffed it through the crack of the door to Yu Sheng, "Wipe yourself dry, and put on this suit first."

"Oh." Yu Sheng picked up the top underwear with two fingers, looked at it carefully for a while and asked, "Ah Qing wore this?"

Nie Qing: "No, it's a new one."

Yu Sheng: "Hey, but I want Ah Qing to wear it."

Nie Qing: "...do you wear it or not?"

Yu Sheng: "Can I not wear it? I think it's good to be naked, it's convenient—"

"What's convenient?" Before Yu Sheng could finish speaking, Nie Qing had dragged him out of the door, and pressed him naked against the bedroom wall.

"Ah... it's wet." Yu Sheng glanced at the wall behind him, and said with some regret.

Nie Qing heard the meaning behind his words, and the temperature in his eyes couldn't help but rise a bit, and now the fire in his heart that had been suppressed just now burst into small flames, making the tip of his heart hot.

Nie Qing lowered his head slightly, rubbed his lips against Yu Sheng's, and asked in a low voice, "You haven't answered me yet, what's the convenience?"

"What do you think?" Yu Sheng bent his knees and put a leg between his legs. The bath towel was not tightly wrapped, but after being stimulated by external force, he "resigned with honor" and slipped along Nie Qing's leg go down.

This time, only a thin layer of cloth remained between the two of them.

Yu Sheng gently rubbed against Nie Qing's place with his thighs, his eyebrows were bent into two soft curves, the corners of his eyes were slightly wet, and there were still drops of water on the eyelashes, as if they were about to fall off in the blink of an eye.

Nie Qing stared at him intently, and couldn't help herself, she couldn't help but approached and licked away those drops of water one by one.

Yu Sheng hooked his neck and laughed in a muffled voice, his voice was ambiguous and deep, as if he had taken a coquettish drug.

He stuck to Nie Qing's ear and whispered to him: "Ah Qing, let's do it."

No one can resist such a request from a lover.

Nie Qing's throat suddenly became ablaze.

……

"Ah Qing, you can't bear it anymore, can you?" After panting, Yu Sheng asked in a hoarse voice.

"If I can really bear it, then you should suspect that I have already moved on." Nie Qing said while moving his fingers.

Yu Sheng couldn't help laughing when he heard it, "But you pretended to be abstinent just now, if I don't mention it, what are you going to do?"

"You can do whatever you want when you get into bed." Nie Qing's expression was much more relaxed than before, at least he no longer stared coldly at Yu Sheng with a sullen face, which made him look much softer.

"Hmm... Ah Qing..."

"Go to bed and hold me tight."

……

The time for the foreplay was very short, and Yu Sheng's muscles couldn't help tensing up in an instant when he entered.

"Hiss..." He sucked in a breath of cold air, let it out again and looked at Nie Qing, "Ah Qing..."

I still only call him by his name when it hurts...

A familiar feeling of pity welled up in Nie Qing's heart, she couldn't help but slow down her movements, and began to slowly push|increase.

"Ah... Ah Qing..." Yu Sheng soon had a layer of cold sweat on his forehead. The consequences of insufficient expansion were obvious. After not doing it for such a long time, the experience was similar to the first time. There will be a burst of tearing pain at every point.

However, the pain is not unbearable.

Yu Sheng clenched the bed sheet tightly with both hands, but still asked with a smile on his face, "Ah Qing...is this a punishment? Isn't it, after the punishment is over...you won't be angry anymore?"

"This is considered punishment? Don't you enjoy it?" The broken hair and sideburns on Nie Qing's forehead were already wet with sweat. Speeding up, although being clamped tightly is a little uncomfortable, but the more extreme and pure pleasure makes him more addicted, making him unable to stop.

From the first time I tasted the marrow to know the taste that year, to the sudden three-year separation, for Nie Qing, the feeling at this moment is no different from that of a person who has been abstained from drugs for many years and suddenly came to a large field of poppies. Just smelling that familiar smell was enough to wipe out all his forbearance and restraint. The drug addiction broke out instantly, and there was no possibility of quitting it.

Nie Qing felt that from the moment she first saw Yu Sheng when she was a baby, she was doomed to be addicted to the poison called "Yu Sheng" for the rest of her life.

"Ah Qing..." Yu Sheng stared at Nie Qing intently, his body heaving more and more violently.

Nie Qing also looked at him intently, but when he moved his gaze down, he suddenly noticed that there was a pale flesh-colored scar about five centimeters long in the middle of Yu Sheng's left rib.Because of the light before, and Yu Sheng's skin was already fair, the scar was so hard to be noticed that he didn't see it until now.

"What's going on here?" Nie Qing stopped, rubbed his fingers lightly on the scar and asked.

Yu Sheng looked down at his body, and after waiting for a few seconds, he suddenly realized, grinning and said, "What are you talking about, I accidentally hit someone with a knife before."

Nie Qing's brows sank, this answer made him want to hit someone, but in the end, worry got the upper hand. "Is it serious? Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt a long time ago. Look, the scar has faded like this. Wouldn't it be unreasonable to hurt any more?" Yu Sheng twisted|moved his waist slightly, with a hint of teasing in his eyes, "Ah Qing, the next one will also It doesn't hurt that much..."

"Do you want me to hurry up?" Although Nie Qing asked the question, his body had already put it into action.

A low hum came out of Yu Sheng's throat, his chin was raised and he gasped for breath, his legs were wrapped around Nie Qing's back and he pressed him towards himself, "That's it...Ah Qing...Give you to me..."

"Asheng..."

"Ah—Ah Qing... um..."

"Hurry up, hurry up...give me..."

"Let's go together."

……

After they were done, the two of them didn't speak for a long time, and there was only the sound of panting one after another in the room.

After a while, Nie Qing sat up from the bed first, patted Yu Sheng and asked, "Are you still going to wash?"

"Hmm..." Yu Sheng lay there lazily, looking at him with narrowed eyes, "Will you wipe it off for me? I don't want to move anymore..."

"Well, wait a minute." Nie Qing walked into the bathroom as he spoke, went under the nozzle and gave a rough rinse. After drying off, he wet a towel with warm water, wrung it out and gave Yu Sheng to clean himself up.

After all this was done, he went back to the bed and lay down next to Yu Sheng. Seeing that most of the man's body was still hanging out, he had to pull the quilt over and cover him again.

"Are you tired? Go to sleep." Nie Qing leaned his head on the pillow and said, looking at the ceiling.

But Yu Sheng leaned over at this moment, took his hand and asked cautiously, "Ah Qing, can you give me a hug?"

As if being stabbed in the heart suddenly, Nie Qing froze and turned her head to look at him.

"We haven't hugged each other well since we met." Yu Sheng continued, and then he smiled embarrassedly, "I know you haven't forgiven me yet, I won't push myself, just hug for a while, okay? "

Nie Qing's lips moved slightly, seeing through his pretending indifference, and suddenly felt speechless.He waited until he stretched out his arms to take Yu Sheng into his arms, and Yu Sheng immediately wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him even tighter.

"Ah Qing, are you still angry?" Yu Sheng asked in a low voice after hugging her tightly.

Nie Qing wrapped one arm around his shoulder, and gently stroked the scar on his ribs with the other hand, sighing slightly, "Of course I'm angry. But I'm even happier that you are here now."

Yu Sheng rested his forehead on his collarbone, nodded silently, and did not speak again.

Nie Qing waited for a while and still couldn't hear any movement in his arms, so he looked down, only to find that Yu Sheng seemed to have fallen asleep, and his breathing became deep and long.

It's just that, in the corner of his eyes, he can still see some faint water light, blocked by his slender eyelashes, it looks like a shallow puddle in the depths of the forest, with faint light flowing and ripples.

The physiological saline that gushed out when I was doing that thing before has dried up long ago, and now it is like this, I should have almost cried just now...

I didn't cry when I beat him, I didn't cry when I spoke coldly to him, I didn't cry when I didn't expand enough to hurt him, but just now I just said that I am glad that he is here, but it almost made him cry.

Even if Nie Qing couldn't forgive in his heart, he couldn't harden his heart in the face of the rest of his life like this.

That being the case, why not try to forgive him?

At this moment, Nie Qing suddenly remembered Su Ji's words: Everyone has times when they can't help themselves, if you really care about him, please be more considerate.

Of course he really cared about him.

Therefore, he is willing to understand him.