Jun Yong Mosheng

There was an epidemic before the Dragon Boat Festival in Wangshan. In order to control the spread of the epidemic, Shuixi Academy was closed and students were strictly prohibited from going out.

"Oh, it's really boring. I'm locked up in the academy all day, I really have nothing to do, and I can't go out during the ten-day holiday." A student complained after class.

"It's not because of the epidemic. It's really boring for us bald boys to get together and stare at each other every day," one person echoed. It will be more lively."

"Don't tell me, I heard that our academy actually recruited female students before!" A student recalled.

"Really? Is that so? What happened afterwards? Why haven't you seen her?" Hearing what he said, several people quickly started gossiping.

"It seems to be rumored to have an affair with a female gentleman, and she revealed her identity in order to clear her husband..." The man described it vividly.

"Female gentleman? Isn't that Mr. Shen who teaches the piano? She is the only female gentleman in this courtyard."

During the conversation, Shen Junlan walked past those people, and she still overheard the students' discussions. "Sir..." Seeing her passing by, those people quickly stopped the conversation, got up and saluted.

She ignored them, nodded and left.

"Mr. Shen is really cold. Mr. Xiao has pursued her for so long, but she still hasn't agreed. We have so many talents in Shuixi, who does she really like?" Several people whispered.

After Shen Junlan heard this discussion, she stopped in her tracks, and some past events that she thought she would forget suddenly came to her mind. After all these years, when she was asked, she still remembered that name, "I don't know how well she lived. Okay?" She asked silently in her heart, and left.

"Su Gong, are you looking for Jun Lan?" She went to Mr. Su's residence and saluted.

"Sit down, it's like this, you know about the epidemic outside the academy, right?" Su Gong asked.

"Well, I know, it seems that I haven't controlled it yet." She replied.

"Recently, the imperial court sent imperial doctors to various areas to prevent and control the plague. I heard that the relief has arrived in Wangshan, and a free clinic has been opened at the medical center in Jiaowei Lane. I thought about it and let you go. Be careful, please." When a prescription comes back, let the dining room make it and distribute it, and take precautions first, if someone in the academy gets sick, it may be troublesome." Su Bus said.

"Okay, Don't worry, Mr. Su, I'll arrange this." Shen Junlan replied.

Mr. Su thought for a while, and then asked, "Why don't I arrange someone to go with you, I don't worry about you as a girl."

"Don't worry about it, Mr. Su. I can do it myself. I just want to ask for a prescription. I'll be there in a while, and I can distribute the soup tomorrow." She said goodbye and led the horse to Jiaowei Lane.

When she reached the hospital, she got off the horse and knocked on the door, "Is there anyone there?" No one answered.

The door of the hospital was open, but there was no one inside. She walked softly into the room, maybe the doctor didn't hear her greeting in the backyard.She walked through the hall to the courtyard, only the door of a side room in the hospital courtyard was open, Shen Junlan looked inside, and saw that there seemed to be a person in the room.

She got closer, squinted her eyes and saw that there was a person sitting on the floor in the green gauze tent with her back to the door, as if she was writing.

She knocked on the door and walked in softly, "Hello, do you know where the doctor in this hospital has gone?"

The person suddenly trembled when he heard the sound, as if he was frightened by her voice, but she spoke softly. Seeing this, Shen Junlan felt that she was being abrupt, and quickly apologized, "Excuse me, I am Shen Junlan from Shuixi Academy... ..."

Before she finished speaking, the body of the person sitting on the ground inside the gauze tent was heaving again, but he didn't look back, and continued to write with his head down, as if he didn't know that someone was coming.

Shen Junlan paused and continued, "I heard that the imperial doctor from the capital is doing free consultations in the medical hall. I came here to ask for a prescription for the academy to prevent the epidemic. Do you know where the doctor is?"

After she finished speaking, the man still didn't look back, and wrote there on his own.Shen Junlan stepped forward and gently patted the man's shoulder through the light veil.The man straightened his back suddenly, as if surprised, then tilted his head slightly, glanced at her from the corner of his eye, waved his back to her, and signaled Shen Junlan to sit down.

Judging from the attire, the person was an old woman who was not young, with her hair wrapped in a dark blue scarf, she turned her back to her, pointed to her ears, and waved her hands.

It turned out to be deaf and dumb, Shen Junlan thought, no wonder she came in and asked several times just now, but no one answered.She lifted up the long skirt, sat on the futon outside the gauze tent, and looked at the frail old man in front of her. Through the gauze curtain, she couldn't see his profile clearly.

The mother-in-law handed her a pen and paper from the tent, motioning for her to write.

Shen Junlan took it, wrote on the paper, "Ask for a prescription for the epidemic for the academy", and handed it back into the account. The mother-in-law looked at it, lowered her head, and took a new piece of paper to prepare a prescription.

"You are the imperial doctor sent by the imperial court, right?" Shen Junlan asked speculatively, it should be enough to be able to prescribe prescriptions in this medical hall and wear the doctor's clothes of a medical girl.

The mother-in-law didn't respond, she just stared at the note Shen Junlan handed in in a daze.

"Oh, I forgot that you can't hear me..." She smiled lightly, laughing at herself for asking too much, Shen Junlan lowered her eyes and pondered for a while, then asked again, "Grandma, you are from the capital, do you know that Tai Xue has a lot of knowledge?" A student named Xu Mosheng?"

As soon as the words were out of her mouth, she smiled wryly again, Bai Jingcheng is so big, how could anyone pay attention to that student like her.Besides, the old man on the opposite side couldn't hear her question, so she shook her head unconsciously, laughing at herself for being so abrupt.

The old man in the gauze tent didn't react, but the pen stopped suddenly and his hands were shaking, Shen Junlan didn't notice.

"Anyway, there is no one, so you just listen to what I have to say." Shen Junlan suddenly wanted to say something, maybe because he just mentioned that person's name, he remembered many things, these things have been going on for so many years This has always been in her heart, and she has never mentioned it to anyone.For some reason, the elder in front of her made her feel very kind. Anyway, this mother-in-law is also deaf and dumb, so it won't matter if she talks about it.

Shen Junlan raised her head and fell into that secret past, "My family in Neichuan is the daughter of Shen's parents. My parents love me very much. They taught me to play the piano and have fun. Gradually, I became famous in the local area. They all said that I was a talented woman. ", Speaking of this, she stopped and smiled helplessly.

Continued, "When I was 15 years old, people lined up to propose marriage. The status of the Shen family merchants was low, and my parents always wanted to use me to gain power. When I was 17 years old, they betrothed me to Xue's eldest son without my consent. , that family is a family of officials and officials, and Neichuan is extremely prestigious. The dowry came to the family soon, and I was married in without even a chance to say no. Since there is no hope of changing anything, I originally wanted to spend my time in the husband's family. For the rest of my life. The entire Xue family treated me well, but that person..." She stopped talking here, and the original description was as plain as water, as if this hadn't happened to her, but suddenly she seemed to say something unspeakable.

Shen Junlan closed her eyes, and recalled the memory she least wanted to think of, "But my husband has been looking for flowers and women all year round, and he has become helpless. I didn't want to do anything with him at first, but... being forced, I got hurt all over my body. I couldn't tell my parents about this matter. I endured it in the Xue family for two years, and then I ran away. The Shen family had no choice but to place me in the Xu Mansion in Wangshan. Let it go, the Xue family always asks for people, and I have a family all these years but I can't go back."

At this time, the body of the mother-in-law in the gauze tent trembled slightly, and she clenched her fists tightly, as if she was controlling something.Shen Junlan closed her eyes and didn't notice it.

"But that's all in the past," she sighed softly, she still seemed to be talking about other people's things just now, and now she started talking about herself, she continued, "Later, I met that woman in the Xu Mansion, and I taught her the piano Yi, listen to her call my husband, accompany and talk to Qin every day, and then she grows up and has a lover of her own. I watched her grow up, and I also knew what love is for the first time."

"No matter how deeply I was hurt, the appearance of this person made me forgive all the difficulties of my fate. Although I never expressed anything to her, I know she understands in her heart that we are teachers. No one dares to cross that boundary, besides, she knew her first, all I can do is watch her silently from behind, until one day she takes her away."

"Over the years, I have met many people. Some people resemble her hair, some people resemble her eyes, some people resemble her gentleness, but those are not her. I am not good at expressing myself, and I still can't tolerate others in my heart."

"She is kind and honest, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone. We love each other, and we let each other go when we should let go. I love her with a clear conscience, and I give her everything I can." Speaking of this, Sha The girl outside the tent began to choke, as if there were thousands of grievances and reluctance in her heart. Perhaps it was the first time that she cried unrestrainedly in front of people. She slowly leaned on the desk beside her, weeping.

"She drove me away that day, and I blamed her in my heart, but so what if she just lost her wife at that time, I just can't hate her after a long time. I don't know why, these days I always feel that she is coming back. Ri put the piano under the phoenix tree and waited for her to play," her voice became softer and softer, as if she had lost her strength, "but it doesn't matter if she doesn't come back, she will come back anyway, and Shen Junlan is waiting for her here... ..."

After finishing speaking, there was a long silence, and it felt like the girl had fallen asleep.

The mother-in-law got up slowly, walked out from the green gauze tent, came to Shen Junlan, looked at the sleeping woman, her eyes were red from crying just now in the gauze tent. "Sir, have you exhausted all the grievances in your heart?" Otherwise, how could the meticulous Shen Junlan fall asleep in such a blank manner.

I haven't seen her for a few years, but she is still the same as before, gentle and delicate, not like ordinary people, and there are still wet tears on her face. She said that her unfortunate marriage was smooth and calm, but when it came to Mo Sheng, tears fell like rain.How can the person in front of me not feel distressed, she is crying for her.

The mother-in-law took out the written prescription, gently placed it on the table beside her, and put on a coat for her.

She grabbed her bag indiscriminately and closed the door, fearing that the draft from the hall would disturb the sleeping person.She left the place in a hurry, as if she was afraid that this person would wake up suddenly.

She didn't know where she was going, tears filled her eyes, making her unable to see the road or people clearly, she stumbled out of Jiaowei Lane, "Sir, I never had you for a second, but I have already lost you Thousands of times." Xu Mosheng felt a dull pain in his heart.

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Finally wrote this chapter, let her tell the story of Mr.I may not be able to update on time due to something on the [-]th, sorry