Jun Yong Mosheng

【Jun Yong Mo Sheng】Chapter 71 Mistakes

Shen Junlan closed the door, and Xu Mosheng stood behind her with his head bowed. The candlelight in the room reflected the drunken girl's face flushed red, with bruises appearing on her face.

"I'll apologize for what happened tonight." Shen Junlan didn't turn around to look at her, she still held the door with her hand, and spoke softly.

Xu Mosheng didn't say anything when he heard the words, but just pursed his lips and shook his head, even though the husband couldn't see it.This is the grievance between her and Shen Junyi, she can't bear the apology from her husband, if she says "no", how can she pay off what she owes him in a few words.

"You have to promise me something." Shen Junlan turned around and stared at the man, saying something that could not be refuted.

Seeing her turn around, Xu Mosheng subconsciously took a step back. She was afraid that the distance between them would exceed her control.

Shen Junlan pondered for a while and said, "You can't give up Le Ke." These days, the most hurtful thing Xu Mosheng said to her was the sentence, "Sir, I don't want to learn Le Ke anymore." Her relationship with this man is only between Qin Se In the meantime, he was nothing but master and apprentice in name.Without any personal affair, Shen Junlan is also unwilling to see her most proud student "abolishing martial arts" like this.

Xu Mosheng shook his head again, "Student let you down. Sir, you were right when you were playing the piano that day. I can't even protect my beloved, so what's the use of playing the piano?" Maybe she was right when she said this. I am disappointed.

Shen Junlan frowned and asked, "Are you angry with me?"

Xu Mosheng took a deep breath, slowly raised his head to look at Shen Junlan, who frowned for her again, a wound in her heart was still bleeding, the more the husband cared about her, the more guilt she felt.

She said to Shen Junlan word by word, "I am angry with myself."

Maybe it was because she drank too much wine, for the first time, Shen Junlan felt that she couldn't control the person in front of her.

Xu Mosheng stared at her and continued, "Sir, you don't have to apologize for Junyi, and you never have to tell me you're not. In my heart, you have never missed me. I wouldn't be angry. If we can get rid of each other's grievances by fighting, I am willing to fight with him, and I don't blame him in my heart. If it is not an emergency, if he chooses between me and Yong'er, he will definitely choose Yong'er. Although I blocked an arrow for him, he saved me , We don’t owe each other anything. So you don’t have to worry about Mr., no matter what he thinks, I will always treat him as a friend, and if there are arrows coming, I will block him without hesitation.”

Sometimes it is like this, the more sensible a person is, the more pain that does not match his age, and the more he endures, the more things he needs to endure. Shen Junlan knows that Xu Mosheng is already such a person under the education of the Xu family up.

Seeing that Shen Junlan didn't speak, she continued, "Since she left, I haven't touched a musical instrument, and I can't keep from seeing things and thinking about others. After the class starts, I will go to Taixue to report. Would you like to accept me?" It depends on my luck, sir, there is no need to persuade me any more."

"You drive me away..." Shen Junlan looked at her, she was confused and at a loss when facing this person for the first time, Xu Mosheng just explained two things to her, one is that she will get along well with Shen Junyi, and the other is Even if he doesn't practice piano anymore, he won't go back to Wangshan with her.

Xu Mosheng closed his eyes and nodded.Shen Junlan is always so smart and understanding, she didn't say a word to make her leave, but every sentence persuaded her to leave.

"Okay, let me ask you." Shen Junlan didn't give up, and forced Xu Mosheng to ask, "Do you still remember the wish you made in the ancestral hall? You said that you will always be with Qin Se in this life..." She didn't go any further explain.

"I won't make my husband sad again." Xu Mosheng continued her words, how could she forget these words, she remembered every word said in the ancestral hall that day in her heart.She also clearly remembered Shen Junlan asking her, "What's the difference between you abandoning it and abandoning me?"

"But I broke my promise a long time ago. I have made my husband sad again and again, and now I have even given up on myself..." The alcohol in my body couldn't hold back and rushed straight to my head.

Before the voice fell, "slap", Shen Junlan slapped Xu Mosheng again, this disciple no longer listened to her words, she couldn't convince her, and she didn't want to hear such self-defeating nonsense from her, maybe this would wake him up This disciple, don't use the alcohol to talk nonsense.

After this slap, the two fell into a stalemate again. Neither of them knew what to say. The master and the apprentice faced each other like this. Xu Mosheng's face was aching, and his chest was aching, but his mind was clear. She gritted her teeth as if she had made a decision, clenched her fist, and then slowly let it go.

Maybe it's time to stop, don't let this person remember every word he said, don't let this person go over mountains and mountains for himself, don't let this person think about a person who is not worthy of love in the future, maybe Mr. It's time to go, maybe she should let her give up.

Xu Mosheng raised her head, without that gentle look in her eyes, she took a step forward.This time it was Shen Junlan who took a step back, this time she was suddenly a little scared.

Xu Mosheng took another step forward, and suddenly he was very close to Shen Junlan, breathing on the other's face.Shen Junlan clutched her skirt with both hands nervously, she didn't dare to hesitate in her eyes, and used her majesty to hold Xu Mosheng firmly, trying to keep her from getting closer.

But Xu Mosheng did not retreat, but closed her eyes. She hugged Shen Junlan in front of her, and pressed her warm lips to her cold face, and then her neck. She kissed her husband carelessly. .

Shen Junlan raised her hand to push Xu Mosheng away, but her hands were held by that person. She kept dodging. She had thought about kissing this person many times, but this moment was not what she wanted.

"Stop! Don't..." She yelled at the student who was like a little beast after drinking, but the man didn't listen to her, and still hugged herself tightly in his arms and kissed her softly. She felt a little unable to bear the sudden gust of wind rainstorm.

Xu Mosheng turned around with his arms around her, pushed Shen Junlan forward a few steps, and put Shen Junlan on the bed. She still closed her eyes and dared not look at the other person's expression. She knew that if she opened her eyes and saw that person frowning, all previous efforts would be wasted. Started tearing at her shirt.

Shen Junlan was still struggling under her, she was terrified, she was afraid of being forced by someone like this, she was afraid that this person was Xu Mosheng, "Don't..." Her tone was almost begging for mercy.Over the years, the two of them have carefully guarded the boundary of the master-student relationship, but if it continues like this tonight, it will be an irreparable mistake.

"Isn't this what you wanted?" Xu Mosheng didn't dare to look at her, and said coldly in Shen Junlan's ear, she tore open the neckline of her husband, and under the white neck was a looming chest, and she put a kiss on her neck .

Hearing what she said, Shen Junlan suddenly calmed down, "Does this person really not know what he wants?" Could it be that such a skin is what she wants all these years?In the past, I only thought that this person was as forbearing as myself, but after all, this person didn't understand me.

These words pierced her heart like a sharp sword, she stopped struggling, lowered her hands on her chest, and lay there with her heart still, allowing Xu Mosheng to trample on her wantonly.

The husband stopped resisting, but Xu Mosheng felt guilty instead. She didn't know what to do next. She slowly opened her eyes, but what she saw was Shen Junlan's eyes full of tears and a helpless smile gritted her teeth.

The husband was lying under her and weeping silently. Tears slid down her cheeks and wet her loose hair. She was so wronged and helpless.

Xu Mosheng trembled, she knew what she was doing, Shen Junlan's exposed body reminded her of the scar on her back she had seen that night.Mr. has so many unspeakable secrets, so many things that cannot be done, and so many arrogance and aloofness, but at this moment, her misbehavior completely shattered Shen Junlan's armor.

Thinking of this, Xu Mo became frightened. She made a mistake that she might not be able to make up for in the rest of her life. Has the spirit of drinking gone down?She lay limply on the inner side of the bed, with her back to Shen Junlan, curled up beside her and wept silently, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She said to her over and over again in her heart, "Don't Forgive me again." But she didn't say a word.

Shen Junlan saw Xu Mosheng curled up at the side and didn't move. She silently made up the ripped clothes and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. She is the meticulous Shen Junlan in normal times, and she is also at this moment.

She lay flat beside the man, ignored her, and did not leave, the master and apprentice lay like this for the whole night.

The most feared thing in this kind of night is the dawn, how to face each other after dawn, but although the winter sun came later, it still came.

In the room where the candlelight has faded, there is morning light coming in.

Shen Junlan got up first, she tidied up her clothes and messy long hair, and restored her usual gentleness and elegance, as if nothing happened last night.

"Get up, I know you were not drunk last night." She turned her back to the man on the bed, and she also knew that the man hadn't slept all night just like herself, "If you want me to go, then you did, I'm leaving today."

Xu Mosheng sat up from the bed, staring blankly at the man's back, still so cold. "Sir..." She seemed to have something to say, and unconsciously called out.

Shen Junlan didn't look back, and interrupted her, "Don't call me Mr. again."

Xu Mosheng's eyes widened suddenly, she was afraid that she had heard something wrong.

"From today onwards, I, Shen Junlan, am no longer Xu Mosheng's husband, nor your master." After Shen Junlan finished speaking word by word, she opened the door and left. She never looked back. What an expression to leave.

As you wish, maybe giving up on loving you is the one thing I, Shen Junlan, have done the most in my life to love myself the most.

Xu Mosheng didn't catch up, and didn't shed any more tears. It's all over, she sat there slumped and looked outside the empty door.

The author has something to say:

I finally wrote this chapter, probably everything started from the sentence that I will not be your husband anymore, call me Shen Junlan.