Jun Yong Mosheng

"Sister, we lied to her." Seeing that Shen Junlan was also chasing after her, Shen Junyi grabbed her and told the truth.

Shen Junlan looked at Tongyu with a puzzled face again. This student was more stable, and Tongyu smiled embarrassedly, "Junyi said he wanted to scare her, so she passed the exam."

Shen Junlan frowned and chased after him, she was worried that the man would just leave in such a dejected way.Seeing her sister gone, Shen Junyi also ran out.

"Hey, I'll wait for you to come back to celebrate at night!" Tong Yu shouted from behind.

"Xu Mosheng!" Shen Junlan chased after her and called her name, she heard it from a distance, and quickened her pace again.

Seeing this, Shen Junyi quickened his pace, ran past Shen Junlan like a gust of wind, grabbed Xu Mosheng's shoulder, and the man stopped in pain.She covered her injured shoulder, Shen Junyi let go when she saw this, "My sister called you." He said.

With tears in his eyes, Xu Mosheng looked up at Shen Junyi. Why did he pass the exam even for a martial artist who didn't know much about it, but he lost his name? She began to feel that fate was playing a joke on her.

Shen Junlan rushed up and looked at the two of them, "Tell her." She ordered Shen Junyi.

"Sister...I..." He scratched his head, a little embarrassed. After the accident, he and Xu Mosheng resented each other in their hearts. If it weren't for Tongyu, they would have turned their faces, "Don't cry, I lied to you! Both passed the exam gone."

After he finished speaking, Xu Mosheng's tears flowed from his eyes, she shook her head, at this moment she began to doubt herself, "Why should I pass the exam." She choked up.

"If you don't believe me, go and see for yourself!" Shen Junyi said impatiently.

After the words fell, he dragged her to the Taiyuan Academy, and Shen Junlan followed behind them.When he reached the list, Shen Junyi took out the scabbard and tapped her name, "Here, believe it!" There were not many people on the woman's list, and Xu Mosheng's name could be seen when he looked up.

She didn't say a word, looked at the list, then lowered her head in embarrassment, the north wind whizzed past, dried her tears, and knocked her hair down on her cheeks.

Shen Junlan stood there shivering, this Bai Jingcheng is really too cold, she ran out without any clothes, it will feel very cold when the wind blows.

Seeing this, Shen Junyi took off the cloak on his body and wrapped Shen Junlan in it.She looked at Mo Sheng, who was thin, and raised her hand to untie the cloak, but was held tightly by Shen Junyi. He shook his head at her, and he felt even more sorry for his sister who came here alone.

"Come with me for a walk in this city, it's my first time here." She said to the two of them.

The three of them who didn't talk much were wandering in the streets and alleys of Baijing City.

"You all lost some weight." Shen Junlan walked between the two of them and said.

"I didn't get used to the water and the soil, so don't worry, sister." Shen Junyi went back. After Yong'er left, he and Xu Mosheng had been depressed. Even though Bai Jingcheng was good in the eyes of outsiders, it was boring. He was afraid that his sister would worry. , I am even more afraid that my sister will mention that.

"Mister has also lost weight..." Xu Mosheng said quietly from the side, and she noticed it the first time she saw her again.

"I'm tired from traveling, I'm afraid that something will happen to you if you come late." She probably thought about her lover's safety, but fortunately, the two of them are still here at this moment.

"I'm not doing well, so don't worry." Shen Junyi replied.

Shen Junlan was silent, and the three of them walked for a while before she spoke again, "Although I don't know the whole story, if she knew, she probably wouldn't want to see you like this."

Xu Mosheng and Shen Junyi understood her intentions in their hearts. The three of them have now been admitted to the Taixue, and the only thing Shen Junlan is worried about is probably this matter, but wanting to untie this knot is not to say that it is over, it is over.

"Sir..." Xu Mosheng replied first, "Actually, I was afraid of seeing you..." She looked into the distance and said what was in her heart, "I was afraid you would ask about this, but I am also confused, they It is said that she is dead, but I haven't even seen her for the last time, so I dare not admit it."

She paused for a while and continued, "I don't know how to talk about this matter. I insisted on taking her away, but I didn't protect her. I feel ashamed..." She said with a bit of choking, "You used to love me like that , protect me, help me, and after I got it, I destroyed it with my own hands..." She couldn't continue, and the past scenes came back to her mind, and she felt that she had failed a lot.

Shen Junlan felt nervous when she heard her say this, Xu Mosheng didn't hide anything, maybe she held back these words for a long time, maybe she didn't just say them to her alone.

She was sobbing, and it seemed that for the first time in several months, she could express some of the pain in her heart.

"If it was me who came with you back then, maybe it would have been a different scene." Shen Junlan didn't know what she was talking about, she couldn't die instead of Yong'er, but now it seems that life may not be easier than death.

"No ifs." Xu Mosheng turned back resolutely, as long as she had to bear it, she couldn't add another person to be sad.

After walking like this for a while, Shen Junyi suddenly slapped himself on the face, "slap", he also felt helpless and guilty, but he couldn't say it, that secret could only be kept in his heart forever.

"What's wrong with you?" Shen Junlan looked up at him and asked.

"An insect bit me." He whispered, turning his head away stubbornly.

"Where did the insects come from in the cold winter?" Shen Junlan felt sorry for him, so she stopped asking, "Go back to the inn, it's getting cold."

When the three of them returned to the inn, the sky was getting dark, Tong Yu had already ordered the food and drinks, and when the three of them came back to celebrate, a table was seated.

Shen Junlan raised his glass first, "Congratulations, I'm happy for you as a teacher and teacher." After speaking, she drank it all in one gulp.

The three of them saw that Mr. raised their glasses first, and they also respectfully drank the wine in their glasses.

"The second cup, I hope you will succeed in your studies and make contributions as soon as possible." After she finished speaking, she drank another cup.

The three of them were a little confused when they saw this. Mr. Shen would not say such things on weekdays, nor would he take the initiative to toast, unless she wanted to drink away her worries.

Before the three of them could reply, she had poured another glass, "The third glass..." Before she could say anything, Shen Junyi snatched her wine glass and drank it down in one gulp.

"Tell me, I'll drink the wine for you." He said with a mouthful of food.

Shen Junlan did not continue, but lowered her eyes. She was not happy with the celebration banquet. In her heart, she was selfish and hoped that Xu Mosheng would not pass the exam. She chased her, and then took him back to Wangshan to use The rest of my life healed her wounds.

Things backfired, and now I have to toast here with a forced face and a smile.

"Actually, there's nothing to celebrate." Tong Yu said, "I didn't do well in the exams. I'm afraid I'll embarrass Shuixi, and I'll almost lose my name." He knew the academy's expectations for him, but he didn't make it to the top three this time. .

"Don't think about the past when you enter the Taixue, start again, there is still a chance in the imperial examination in the future." She persuaded, "You were not always joking before, champion, general..." She paused, as if smiling wryly, "Happy Secretary..." The students at this table have a bright future.

"Sir..." Seeing her like that, Xu Mosheng couldn't bear to hide anymore, "I don't want to study music..."

Shen Junlan suddenly raised her eyes to look at her when she heard the words, there seemed to be thunder in her eyes, she couldn't believe that these words came from the mouth of her most valued disciple.

Xu Mosheng didn't dare to respond to that gaze, "You taught me my skills, but I played piano with others and caused disasters. I can't face these..." She slowly raised her slender hands and looked at them, "My heart If you don’t stay still, you won’t be able to practice anymore.”

"Then what do you study? Leke recommended by Shuixi." Shen Junlan still stared at her and asked.

She frowned, "I don't know...to learn etiquette and music theory...if you accept it." The more she spoke, the more confident she became.

"Then don't be ashamed, come back to Wangshan with me!" Shen Junlan plucked up the courage and said again that she would take her away. She could resolve those pasts, even if this person was still too cowardly to choose her.

Xu Mosheng put down his hands, looked at Shen Junlan, and shook his head firmly. She can only move forward now, her dead wife's body is still cold, and she has no room to turn back.

Shen Junlan no longer looked at her, as if she had let go of the last trace of arrogance in her heart, and the four of them drank wine on their own, without saying a word.

"I'm tired, you continue." After speaking, Shen Junlan got up and left to return to the room.

Seeing Shen Junlan leave the table, Shen Junyi yelled at Xu Mosheng, "Why do you always make her unhappy!"

"I did it on purpose! Are you satisfied!" Xu Mosheng felt uncomfortable, so he pushed back.

"You like to play or not, why are you telling her these things!" Shen Junyi refused to let go.

"Me!" Xu Mosheng didn't know what to say. The husband came all the way from Wangshan alone for her. She didn't know this, but the husband has always been like this. She can't bear it. Since she can't take it, she should put it down. She would rather bear the burden. With Yong'er's love, he moved forward alone.

"Come out!" Shen Junyi picked up the wine jar, "Xu Mosheng, I want to drink with you!" After he finished speaking, he kicked the door open, Tong Yu stood up to persuade him, Shen Junyi pointed at him, "Don't follow, This is a matter between me and her, and no one can control it."

After finishing speaking, he dragged Xu Mosheng to the corridor in the backyard.

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