Jun Yong Mosheng

A few days later, Xu Mosheng locked herself in the room, no one paid attention to her, and she didn't want to see anyone.

But early this morning, Xu Yuanzhi sent someone to pass her to the study.Grandpa was finally going to see her, and she breathed a sigh of relief, like a child who has made a mistake, knowing that sooner or later the adults will preach, so it would be better to come here quickly.

"Grandpa..." Mo Sheng lowered his head and entered the study, Xu Yuanzhi was already sitting in front of the desk waiting for her.

"Have you figured it out in the past two days?" Xu Yuanzhi asked.

In just a few days, Xu Mosheng couldn't figure out anything, her heart was in a mess. "No, I haven't figured out anything..." She didn't dare to raise her head and replied truthfully.

"Ah," Xu Yuanzhi sighed, this person in front of him is still too young, he has a good understanding of art, and still needs someone to point out, but he is not half-sophisticated when it comes to human relationships. "If you can't think clearly at home, think about it in another place."

Mo Sheng looked up at Xu Yuanzhi, his eyes filled with doubts.

"Go back to the academy, kneel in front of Brother Su's door and think." Xu Yuanzhi ordered.

Mo Sheng frowned, "But, but, Mr. Su may not see me..." The scene of being expelled from the academy is still vivid in his memory. She doesn't know how much courage she took to get out of there decently. Let her go back now, Mo Sheng felt that he couldn't bear this face.

"Then you will kneel until he is willing to see you." Xu Yuanzhi said without rebuttal.

Mo Sheng lowered his head, pursed his lips and shook his head. How could she have the face to go back, to face Su Gong, to face classmates, to face friends, to face Mr. Shen...

"Feel ashamed?" Xu Yuanzhi asked.

Mo Sheng didn't speak.

"Didn't you think about your own face when you did this? What's the use of losing face now?" Xu Yuanzhi reprimanded.

Mo Sheng still didn't speak, tears rolled in his eyes.

Seeing her like this, Xu Yuanzhi seemed to have to explain some truths to her himself. "Why don't I feel ashamed, but Grandpa loves your reputation even more. I also thought about this matter and let it pass silently." He paused, after these few days, Xu Yuanzhi already had an idea in his heart . "But it's not just our Xu family who lost face. Have you ever thought that Mr. Su, as a famous Confucian in Wangshan, his reputation is not as heavy as yours? What will others think if you cover your identity and enter the school? There is no way to manage the hospital?"

Mo Sheng frowned, tears fell, and she felt even more indebted when grandpa said this.

Xu Yuanzhi continued, "Don't cry, you have to make up for Mr. Su's face as a student. This is etiquette! Your own reputation must be earned back by yourself."

"Then I..." Mo Sheng choked up.

"You, the rest is up to you." Xu Yuanzhi sighed. "By the way, did the academy return your student status documents to you when you left the academy?"

Mo Sheng shook his head, she left in a hurry that day and didn't see anyone.

"Clean up and go, you have to walk the road ahead..." Xu Yuanzhi waved her hand and asked her to do the same.

Although Xu Mosheng was reluctant to go back, she could listen to what grandpa said, and she had to make up for the mistakes she made.She went back to the house and changed into men's clothes, led the horse, and cheered herself up all the way, "Daughter is right, what is wrong is that my identity has caused trouble to others, and I am not in debt to anyone except Mr. Su and Mr. Shen. If you let Others look down on you, but you must first look down on yourself.”

She earnestly explained the reason for her visit to the school boy, but was reluctantly taken away, "If Mr. Su doesn't see you, you have to leave immediately." The book boy told her in embarrassment.

When they came to Duke Su's courtyard, Xu Mosheng didn't enter the hall. He lifted up his long gown, removed his hairband, and knelt outside the house with his hair down to his waist.The book boy came in to announce that Mr. Su didn't chase her away, nor did he say he wanted to see her, and the book boy left without saying anything.

"Mr. Mo's desire to study is to deceive his teacher, lie about his identity, and don't expect to stay, but I beg your forgiveness." She kowtowed, knelt down and said loudly into the room.

The news that Xu Mosheng came back to plead guilty immediately spread in the academy, and everyone talked a lot, "She still has the face to come back?", "I heard that she is kneeling at Su Gong's place", "Su Gong didn't see her at all", "Go and see Well, I've been kneeling all afternoon"...

Xu Mosheng would kowtow every half an hour, "Mo student is eager to learn, he deceived his teacher, lied about his identity, and doesn't expect to stay, but please forgive me, sir." He also explained the purpose of coming.

In half a day, many good-natured people came one after another to secretly watch. "Don't even read it, what's so interesting, haven't you read the plea?" Tong Yu rushed over after hearing the news.

He dispersed the crowd, quietly came to squat down beside Mo Sheng, and put a water bag on the ground.Mo Sheng looked at him, and he smiled at her, "Drink some water when you're thirsty, don't suffer from sunstroke in hot weather."

"Thank you Tongyu, I can hold on." Mo Sheng's eyes showed gratitude.

"Don't force yourself, they will understand." Tong Yu comforted him, he naturally understood Mo Sheng's intention in his heart, he just wanted to clarify his fault and give the academy an explanation. "I have to copy books at night, so I won't accompany you. I'll find you for a drink when I'm free." Mo Sheng nodded, Tong Yu patted her on the shoulder, and left knowingly.

Shen Junyi had actually been here before, but he only glanced at the man's back from a distance before leaving.

"Sister, I went to see her." Seeing Shen Junlan playing the piano under the plane tree in the courtyard, he sat aside, "Su Gong is still missing."

Shen Junlan was even colder under the moonlight, she looked up at the sky, "I hope it won't rain, and it won't be too hot tomorrow." She said to herself.

"Her body can be kneeled for at most two days, this time she really suffered a lot." Shen Junyi replied.

Shen Junlan ignored him, and lowered her head to caress the Fangjiao Lin to listen to the rain piano. The man promised to come and try the piano before, and I'm afraid there will be no chance in the future.

"Sister, don't you want to see her?" Shen Junyi asked for some reason.

Shen Junlan smiled when she heard the words, and shook her head, "If she wants to see me, she will come. If she doesn't come, she hasn't figured it out yet." She knows the man's temperament best, and sometimes he really looks like a cat The snail, carrying a heavy shell, walks slowly, and hides in place when something happens.

"I caught her for you. She said that day that she would explain to you." Jun Yi got up and said.

"Jun Yi!" Her silly brother, not everything can be resolved by talking face to face as he thought, "Go back and leave her alone, she is here to apologize to Su Gong. It's between us." After Shen Junlan finished speaking, she turned and went back to the room.

Mo Sheng knelt at Su Gong's door for a whole day, but Su Gong still didn't open the door. Fortunately, the dense phoenix trees in the yard gave her a place of shade, otherwise the summer sun would have melted her away.

"Mr. Mo is eager to learn and deceives his teacher. He lied about his identity and doesn't expect to stay, but I beg your forgiveness." Her voice was a little hoarse, but she still spoke word by word.

There are still people discussing in the academy, "Oh, it's been a day, and I still haven't seen you", "It's pretty pitiful", "Who told her to hide it first", "If it was me, I would definitely not come back"... the voice of public opinion One day at a time.

In the middle, Tongyu came to deliver water a few times and asked her to eat something secretly, but she insisted on refusing, "Mr. is hungry without seeing it", and knelt like this for another day and night.

"Su Gong, come out and see me. I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on if I don't see Mo Sheng again." She was thinking silently, the morning sun was hitting her back, and the chirping birds made her wake up a little. But it felt a little unreal.

"Squeak..." The closed door finally opened, Mr. Su came out and walked in front of her, then turned his back to this person, "Let me ask you, why did you enroll in the first place?" Su opened his mouth.

"To study." Seeing Su Gong coming out, Mo Sheng straightened his back and replied.

"Why study? For yourself or for the community." Su Gong asked again.

"For...for myself." Mo Sheng thought for a while and answered truthfully. She came here to follow her husband to learn the art of piano and to improve her knowledge, and she had no other lofty ambitions.

After hearing this, Mr. Su sighed, "Proficiency lies in diligence and playfulness, success in thinking and destruction in casualness. Can you study hard after you are admitted to the hospital?"

"The student knows his mistakes..." Looking back on the past, she did spend more time having fun after leaving the mansion in the past year or so.

"The saints often say that there is no distinction between teaching and learning. If you are dedicated to learning, I have no reason to refuse, but your mistake is that you have forgotten your original intention." Su Gongyu said earnestly. "Go back, I forgive you for just a word, but you have to think about what you did for learning in the first place? The academy can't keep you, you have to remember, the sage impermanence teacher,"

"Students, remember." Mo Sheng knelt on the ground and looked up at Su Gong's back intently.

Mr. Su turned around and handed a letter to Xu Mosheng, "Get up, take this letter back to Brother Xu, and let him decide the rest." After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

Mo Sheng put the letter into his arms, tied up the loose hair and tied it with a headband, got up slowly, knelt for two days, her eyes were dark when she got up, she groped for the stone bench under the tree, After sitting for a while, he came back to his senses, got up and left.

Want to see Mr. Shen?Thinking this way in her heart, she unknowingly walked to Shen Junlan's place, and Xu Mosheng patted her head, "Oh, why are you here again, what are you thinking about?" She said to herself.

After thinking about it, she stepped forward and knocked on the door lightly. The voice was so soft that only she could hear it, "Sir, are you there?" She was afraid that the door would open, and she was looking forward to it.

Xu Mosheng paused for a moment, and didn't dare to tap again. This time, all her courage was exhausted. "I'm going to teach." She thought about turning around and running away. If she ran into that person, she should speak again. What is it?

Not far away, a familiar sound of the piano came from behind, it was the sound of the husband's piano, and there was a bit of sadness in the music, she stopped in a daze, and stood there blankly, it turned out that the husband was in the house , but she didn't open the door just now, "It turns out that my husband doesn't want to see me again..." She thought of this and ran away dejectedly.

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I like rainy days, this kind of gloomy and cool weather, I can update [-] chapters a day, and I feel so terrible after talking about it...