Zhen Guo Princess GL

Strange to say, I didn't feel very uncomfortable in the Temple of Manna, but when I got home, I gradually developed symptoms such as chest tightness and shortness of breath.It wasn't serious at first, but at night I felt a little short of breath, so I had to change from lying down to lying down, and then from lying down to sitting up. Originally, for a heart attack, if it is about to start, sitting is better than lying down. Because of this, I got used to sitting up and sleeping. However, my mother's beating was a bit harsh. Even though there was a soft pillow on the back, I still felt unbearable pain. I slept once during the day, and although I was still groggy at night, No matter what, I can't sleep deeply, so I want to ask someone to read a book. A Huan ordered me to not give me things that bother my mind -- except for books, such as Shuanglu, Azalea, Shefu, Touhu, and shadow puppetry. Waiting or laborious or noisy activities should also be banned. I couldn't hold back, so I had to sleep for a while and wake up for a while. At three o'clock, I heard movement outside the curtain. I opened my eyes and saw it, but it was polite. ask me.

I saw that he had a complete crown and belt, but his clothes were different from those in the daytime, so I knew he was going to stay up all night to guard me, so I asked him to come in: "Da Lang, talk to me."

Shouli hesitated for a while, then raised the curtain, strode in, knelt down in front of my bed, leaned on the edge of the bed and looked at me: "Auntie."

I was startled by him, and even my sleepiness was reduced by three points: "What kind of etiquette are you doing? Get up quickly." Thinking that his mother had ordered him to be the emperor's grandson, my back felt cold, and I unconsciously looked around, only to see Wang Xianxian was alone, so he was relieved a little, but Shouli bowed to me before he became respectful, and he refused to sit on the edge of the bed. , Fang remembered what kind of etiquette this was - when his father was seriously ill and Li Wei was sick, he did this. It was a little funny, but also a little helpless, and said to Shouli: "You are the grandson of the emperor, don't do this to me. present."

Shouli bowed his body, tied his hands and said: "I won't show it to others." When he said the word "other people", his face darkened, I saw it, took him by the hand, and smiled softly: "You are complaining Do you look after Uncle Wang, or blame your second brother?"

Shouli pursed his lips, and said after a while: "It's not a complaint, it's just that I don't understand."

I intentionally taught him, and deliberately said: "What don't you understand?"

He thought for a while, and said: "If I die, the second brother will be the eldest son of Aye, and I will be able to become the crown prince in the future. I know that. But Uncle Xiangwang and Li Qianli have nothing to do with me. Why would they do this? about?"

I chuckled lightly and said: "Who said they have no interest in you? Adan is the son of the former prince, the deposed young emperor, and has lived in the East Palace for so many years. Now your grandmother is still here. If you, Aye, gain power in the future, How could he tolerate him? Besides, when he was with you back then, he bullied you a lot, but you are the eldest son of the prince. Seeing that you will be the prince and emperor in the future, how can he not be afraid of your revenge? Not to mention Li Qianli , he often bullied you when he was a child, and you are cousins ​​from the same origin. He is still training in the military academy, but you have been in charge of the military academy for a while. How can he be willing? — Even without these relationships, as long as you occupy this position, you will be a thorn in the eyes of many people, a thorn in their flesh. Countless people want to knock you down, whether it is for themselves, Still for their master."

Shouli looked a little sad on his face, but he already understood: "But I will not retaliate against them——Aye treats them very well."

I laughed: "Although you won't take revenge on them, this matter has become their handle. Whether you take revenge or not, the power lies with you, not them. Besides, do you think that you can satisfy them with the power of the dragon? Some people The original intention was not for Shouren at all, but for a higher position, do you understand?"

Shouli nodded silently, I had already finished speaking, and said cruelly: "Not only these people, but also many people want to protect you, such as some of your Aye's subordinates, and many people you will meet in the province Minister. But these people may not really care about you."

Shouli said: "I know, to them, I am just Aye's eldest son and grandma's eldest grandson, so I must be a great-grandson. As for whether I want to or not, it is not up to them to consider whether I am suitable for that position or not." "Looking up at me, he said again: "Auntie... When you said that you would never force me to be emperor if I don't want to, did you foresee this day? Did you mean the truth at that time, or were you just trying to appease me? "

I smiled and stroked his head: "Not only then, but now, if you don't want to be emperor, I will not force you. Not only will I not force you, but I will do everything possible to help you achieve this goal." thing."

Shouli opened his eyes and looked at me: "But I have already become the grandson."

I laughed: "Who said that the grandson must be the emperor? Who said that the emperor can only be forever? There are thousands of people in the world, and the colors, clothes, objects, and even the gender of the person they like are different. Similarly, why do you have to cherish the position of emperor and fight for it? The reason why I agreed to you is to fight for the position of grandson for you. It is not that I must force you to do it The emperor, but I hope that before you make a decision, you can have a good understanding of the meaning of the word "emperor", what is the real difference between being an emperor and not being an emperor, fighting for the throne and not fighting What is the price you will pay for the throne. Don't think that if you want to be emperor, I will recommend you to sit in that position regardless of your temperament and talent. The word 'emperor' does not represent Not only the highest glory, but also the highest responsibility in the world-have you seen what happened yesterday? Your grandmother just gave you a word, and you, aye, were terrified and frightened, beat and threatened you, and almost killed you. If you die, your Aniang, Awu, the children in Awu's womb, and many other unrelated people will all be affected. The separation between you and your grandmother is nothing more than your Aye, your grandmother's random words, It can cause such consequences. If it is something else, you can imagine the difference in the period from your grandmother to the province, the state, the county jurisdiction, the knife and pen officials, and then to the people. For the king Every move, even the most subtle, can affect the life and death of many people, how can it be entrusted to someone else?"

Talking too much, I couldn't help feeling guilty and short of breath, I coughed, Shouli hurriedly fetched water, knelt down and offered it to me, I saw that he was very pious, so I accepted it calmly, he waited for me to finish drinking the water, and he didn't rush to get up, Kneeling respectfully, she raised her head and asked me: "My aunt's statement is similar to that of the masters, but they are also different. The master said that the emperor respects the destiny of heaven, and the destiny of heaven is benevolent, so the emperor should be kind. But from what I have seen, there are many Ming emperors in the history books who have thunderous tactics. Even my grandmother... I visited the suburbs of the city, and the people said that since the grandmother came to the throne, the prices have been stable and the population has been born. As far as I can see, I have never seen my grandmother...how kind."

I looked at him in amazement, and unconsciously withdrew the hand on his head. After a while, I smiled and said: "Righteousness has its size, and benevolence has its severity. The most important is the world, followed by the country, followed by the family, and the next The person's body is like killing an enemy in a battle. When you meet a weak man in your opponent's hands, you pity him and let him go. This is Xiaoren. If the weak man returns to the bandit camp, recovers his strength, and then comes to kill me, then this Xiaoren is actually It leads to inhumanity. Making friends with friends, obeying the friendship of friends, and helping on behalf of them is a small righteousness. If a friend violates the law and discipline, but you act as an accomplice, this small righteousness will lead to great injustice. Acting in life, you can get both Small benevolence and small righteousness are the best. If you can't take care of both, you can only give priority to righteousness and great benevolence. If you are an emperor, you are chosen as emperor because you have to be worthy of the emperor's responsibility. If you can show kindness to the people, you will be the emperor If the world upholds righteousness, even if there are small details that are unclear, you will still be a wise ruler. If you only emphasize small details and destroy the righteousness, you will be like Song Xiang and others, and you will only increase the laughingstock."

Shouli sharply said: "Elected as the emperor?"

I nodded: "Don't underestimate the people. Although they are humble individually, they are strong together. One person may not be able to oppose you, but everyone can overthrow the country. People's hearts are like water. The so-called water can carry a boat, and it can also overturn it. This is what it means. Therefore, if you are an emperor, don’t think that your throne is bestowed by heaven. It’s just that the common people think you are okay, so they didn’t depose you. In this way, the imperial families of all dynasties can be regarded as common people. Chosen."

Shouli fell into deep thought, and I didn't bother him. I hugged the quilt and endured it vaguely for a while. , was touched by me, and it was like waking up from a dream: "Auntie, I... seem to understand somewhat, but not fully."

I smiled and looked at him: "Don't worry about it for a while—it's dawn, let's go to rest earlier. I'm much better now, so I'll move back to Lichun Terrace today, you can stay at home and accompany Ah Wu well."

The guard Li left and smiled at A Huan who was standing behind the pillar: "Are you here so early?"

A Huan sat next to me, stretched out his hand to touch my forehead, and said: "The fever is gone, but the medicine surnamed Wang is still effective, and I asked him to come to see you today - I received a letter from Lan Sheng early in the morning, and Qiu Qi has died." In the same night, I drew up a draft of the memorabilia written by King Xiang and heir of King Yong, and I was going to show it to you for reading, but I decided to read it first, and asked someone to show it to Cui Mingde, and if she agreed, I would go straight to the melody."

I said: "I'm impatient with these words. It would be the best if you can deal with it for me. How can you make your own decisions? I have troubled you with general affairs these days, so you don't need to discuss everything with me."

She looked at me, and smiled suddenly: "Okay—just now Xiang Wang said he was visiting at the door, but I asked someone to stop him."

I was startled: "A Huan."

She just glanced at her and said, "I'm lying to you. I'll ask someone to tell him that you are still in a coma. Please come back later today. Looking at him, I'm afraid it won't be long. You won't be too late to see him again—but I want to be there soon." Sit behind the screen and listen to what you have to say."

I smiled narrowly: "The screen is far away, I'm afraid you can't hear clearly, why don't you lie in bed?" She stared back with a blank stare, and stretched out her finger in front of my eyes, as if wanting to poke, but in the end it was only on the cheek Gently scratched: "I see you are pitifully ill, and I don't care about you!"

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