Zhen Guo Princess GL

Mother gave Cui Xiu and Wei Qing a meal in the corridor, and ordered me to accompany her to eat.Up to now, I generally still eat three meals a day, and I ate something at Ahuan's, just a few mouthfuls, and my mother didn't use much. While eating, I discussed the morning memorial with me.

My disposal is generally in line with my mother's wishes. There is only one thing to repair the canal. I see that it is beneficial to people's livelihood and the cost is not much. A large amount of people's labor was recruited. Now we are fighting, and when there is a shortage of people, he immediately vetoed it and taught me: "Although the construction of the canal is a good deed, it costs more than money and silk. There are also migrant workers and people's labor. For example, the area around the Three Gorges is high-lying. If you are not careful, you will fall down and cause a lot of damage. This is the first; the use of a state is limited, and if you move it to repair the canal, it will be easy to delay other things. This is the second; what is the purpose of building the canal? Irrigation, or water transportation, whether the construction of this canal will affect the airways, farmland, and people in neighboring states, how long it will take to build it, how much follow-up materials and manpower will be required, and whether the work obtained and the cost will be consistent, should also be considered. It is the third; as for the geomantic omen, celestial phenomena, personnel and other matters of the construction of the canal, there is no need to mention it."

I bowed to pick it up, and because I remembered something, I asked: "The people in Dongguan must be familiar with these things. If my son encounters such a thing, can I ask them?" What I don't understand: For example, water transportation, water canals, and farming are all specialized knowledge. I don't know where to learn these knowledge? How much knowledge does the staff of the Dongguan and other departments have on these things, and there is nothing to measure? Since ground water canals may affect neighboring states, is there a special person to calculate this matter from the perspective of the country or the province?"

The mother looked at Wan'er, and Wan'er said: "Generally, there are local officials and winter officials under the jurisdiction, while major events are discussed by the prime minister and judged by your majesty. It is not from one place to learn about official affairs for a long time, or to learn from various collections, or to ask various affiliations."

My mother understood what I meant, and said with a smile: "The Collection of Ancient and Modern Books has compiled these knowledge separately. Ask them to make a copy of the categories you want. I also ordered them to make a copy and send it to Dongguan. If you want to learn, you can learn by yourself.”

I said: "It's better to build another library outside the secret pavilion to collect these miscellaneous studies, and allow internal officials above the ninth rank, appointed envoys, and imperial students to read and borrow. Its duty is to set up a place for borrowing books."

Mother said: "You can go back and draw up a letter and discuss it later."

This is intentional, I nodded and said yes, with a pen and paper in hand, I wrote down the things my mother had discussed together with this matter, and stayed in the side hall for a while after I quit, planning what to do, how to deal with it, You can ask anyone to figure it out, and if it's not too complicated, hand it over to Pei Lansheng to draw up the letter, and then transfer it to a foreign official for consultation——before handing it out, go to the bedroom in a similar manner, ask someone to present the letter in, and wait for your mother's instructions. My mother ordered someone to reply "Understood" in a short while, and I asked someone to collect it, and I will send it around when I get up early tomorrow-the unresolved and private ones are another column, which I keep in my arms, and there are urgent ones among them. A few items are to be discussed with Cui Xiu.

Thinking of Cui Xiu gives me a headache.Seeing that it was already dark, I went to look for him at this time, a lonely man and a widow, and confirmed what A Huan said, but if I didn't go to him, and there was something urgent, he was not like those people who have no close relationship with me. The official, and I are only a letter, a few gifts, or a few words of friendship when I come to the mansion once or twice a year, and meet in the palace—if A Huan never told me about it Well, I don't have such troubles. I meet people without even thinking about it. Rumors are spread as soon as they like. It's always out of my control. But A Huan explained this clearly, watching her mother's ambiguity today The expression also clearly has the meaning of promoting.

I'm sure that A Huan did it on purpose. My mother always thought that Wushengren had something to do with me, and she acquiesced in this relationship. Suddenly seeing this man's description of depression, she must be unhappy. She was picky and protective, mostly because she was happy to see the results, so she specifically asked me to bring Wu Shengren into the palace to paint, to ensure that my mother could carefully and personally observe Wu Shengren's current appearance.

Ah Huan probably didn't expect her mother to be so enthusiastic. If she knew, she would be even happier, because I would have no choice.

I often say "the bottom line" to A Huan, but in fact my bottom line has been changed step by step. I have killed people, although not through my hands; The people I appoint are not morally perfect—it is customary to be greedy for ink. Liu Houde, Feng Yongchang, Feng Shiliang...even Wang Xianxian all have some stains on the money and silk; In promoting the Fengtian Bureau, Liu Houde has done a few cruel things and removed several obstacles. I know it well, but I can only open my eyes and close my eyes; bailed out, set up on the estate; that's all I know.If we look at these things alone, it doesn't matter if there is more to deceive the world, or to play with male favorites. Even if it is to deceive A Huan and give up, it doesn't seem to be a big deal—as long as she doesn't suffer from it. Take revenge and make enemies with me.

A Huan really knows me very well and knows which path I will choose in the end. All ideals and justice can't resist the struggle of reality after all, so she reminds me over and over again, telling me that I am who I am. What a weak, hypocritical, and contradictory person, forcing me to admit earlier that the path I walked was no different from the path she walked.

Ah Huan succeeded.I have always doubted whether the things I once believed in are right or wrong. What are the so-called equality, so-called benevolence, and so-called prosperity? True equality, hatred hidden under the appearance of peace, class gaps and racial distinctions are everywhere, and it is worth fighting and sacrificing for those illusory things.I was born as a princess, and fortunately I have such a mother, no matter in the previous life or in this life, most men can't reach my status. Everything I want, power, wealth, status, even a man, is in my hands. Raise your hand.In a sense, the etiquette of this era can no longer restrain me. These rules and regulations are only aimed at the weak, and I am already at the end of the strong.On the contrary, those things I pursue blindly may make me fall into the dust and become a weak person trampled by everyone.

But if I was asked to give up, I would not be reconciled.I still remember the trafficked slaves and maids and Dingkou I saw in Luoyang City, I remember secretly seeing Hu Chieftains entering the court, Wan surnames coming and going, and Dugu Shao returning from the war, wearing only half arms and leading soldiers with his arms alone on the city tower Riding the horse through the fields, she was in high spirits. When the geomancy picture was completed, my mother pointed at it with a smile and said to me, "This is the world of my family."There is no custom of binding feet in this era, but it is very likely that there will be in the future. In the future, women will not be able to marry freely and have to keep those ridiculous "chasties". Ideal, always keep your conscience.

I smiled wryly and asked someone to prepare the car, and went out of the inner court to the palace province - besides Li Chun Terrace, I also have an inner house in the province, I almost never lived there before, but maybe in the future.

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