Zhen Guo Princess GL

This night I live in the palace.After the charity banquet, the external affairs became more and more complicated, and they usually only came to stay for one day on five or six days, and recently they did not stay overnight for more than ten days. I lost the old feeling, and even felt more familiar and intimate than before. Once I fell on the bed, I never wanted to get up again.

It's funny to say, when I was a child, I always felt that the big palace was like a cage, and I was looking forward to leaving the palace. Occasionally, I would go to the neighborhood, the market, or even stay in the fields outside the city, and I would feel happy and at ease. The inside is more intimate than the outside. Although the palace is a huge cage, it grabs everything, but it also gives me a supreme sense of security. It seems that as long as I stay here, I will be placed under the wings. The majestic and majestic palace walls Although it isolated me from the world, it also firmly protected me and comforted me.

I lay motionless on the bed, and waited quietly until night fell. The lights around me became silent, and even the voices of people quietly disappeared. There was no one outside, and only a small candle was left to guide the night. direction.

A Huan walked in in this small candlelight and sat on the head of the bed, just like many nights before, I felt peaceful only when I saw her, and moved in silently, waiting for her to lie down together, she But he didn't move, he just put his hand on mine and said softly, "Let's go for a walk?"

I got up obediently, and followed her to the porch barefoot. The moonlight was like a pool of stagnant water, quietly gathering on the ground. She held up a small candle, led me to the edge, put the small candle behind the pillar, and leaned on Sitting down against the pillars, swinging my legs back and forth on the side of the corridor, I turned my head to look at me.

I sat down slowly with her, stretched out my legs carefully, and sat inward, the toes would not touch the flowers and trees in the porch, but the skirt inevitably hung on it, so I could only use it carefully Push your feet apart, lift your skirt, and sit down again.

A Huan put her hands behind her and looked up at the sky. There were no stars in the sky, only a big, round moon, hazy, like an electric light in the mist. I also looked up at the sky for a while, and my neck was sore. , then hung down again, rubbed it, but there was no relief, he simply leaned back and lay down on the ground, A Huan also fell down, took my hand in one hand, and said: "That year in your life Zhou, you also took me outside to look at the sky at night."

Thinking of that night, I couldn't help but smile: "It's been many years in the blink of an eye." Years have passed, many things have changed, but fortunately, she is still there.I tilted my head to look at her, and her side face looked more peaceful and soft in the moonlight. When I looked at her, I slowly turned my head, half looking at me, half looking at the moonlight, and gestured with my hand: "Then You were only this tall back then... not as tall as my shoulders. When I opened the cloak, you were wrapped in it, and you couldn't even show your head."

I was not convinced: "At that time, I was obviously about the same height as you, so I specially got in with a short body in order to match you."

She smiled: "Nonsense, you are obviously not as tall as me, if you don't believe me, you can ask Cui Er, if she favors you like that, she must be telling the truth."

I stuck out my tongue at her: "She is not that kind of person, she must tell the truth-I am as tall as you." To avoid arguing, I sat up suddenly and straightened my body: "Even if you were not tall at that time Use, now I am taller than you, come and compare, have you seen my shoulders?"

A Huan gave me a white look, put his arm in my hand, stood up with strength, and slowly compared, he was slightly shorter than me, but I tilted my head, put my hands on the ground, and lifted my body slightly from the ground, and I was taller than me. Cut it off: "It doesn't even reach the shoulders, tsk tsk."

She snorted, and pulled me hard, so that I sat back on the ground, stood up by myself, and rode her legs on my neck: "According to what you said, you only reached my waist."

I looked at her with malicious intent, grabbed her hand with both hands, raised my head and smiled at her: "It's best to reach the waist, it's convenient." I swung my head back and forth between her legs. As soon as I moved, I took it off: "It's not serious."

I got up and chased her, but she hid behind the pillar and couldn't chase after her. She didn't dare to make a big noise, so I could only tease her through the pillar: "What is seriousness? Can it be eaten?" With a bah, I took a step back with a vigilant expression. I saw the opportunity and yelled: "Be careful with the lights!"

She was taken aback, turned her head and looked back, and I grabbed her in my arms: "I don't remember which pillar the lamp I put on is behind?" I held her in my arms, she was thin and small, really like a bird , if you don't hug her tightly, you'll be afraid that she will fly away.

She struggled to get rid of me, stomping her feet anxiously: "I have something to tell you, but you only care about making trouble!"

I had understood her tricks a long time ago, and sneered at it: "You are the one who wants to come out to see the night, and you are the one who is taller and shorter. You have nothing to say before, but you can't trouble me. Do you think you have something to say?"

A Huan said: "Isn't it allowed to meet each other in a few days, before talking about the business? If so, don't see each other next time, just send someone a message."

I saw that she seemed to be angry, so I let go of her hand: "Say it."

But she took advantage of my unpreparedness and tipped her toes: "Taller than you!" When I was about to catch her again, she suddenly stuffed something into my arms: "Look at this."

All I saw was a stack of papers, and the night was hazy, so I couldn't see what was written clearly. I turned around and picked up a small lamp to illuminate it, and I was stunned: "Is...the things I wrote before?" This paper is written for me. I wrote many things about my previous life so that I would not forget them, and those things about the so-called "better world" in my imagination. Such as building steam engines, developing missiles, and coeducational nine-year compulsory education.

I burned all my own after sorting out. I didn’t expect A Huan to keep so many for me. Many of them are still the most original versions. For example, this one in my hand is written in simplified Chinese, English and pinyin. There is an ideal of "everyone is equal, men and women are equal, democracy and freedom", this ideal has not been realized in this land in the previous life, but now it appears in the hands of me, one of the most unequal dignitaries in the world, it is inevitable It's ironic.

I stared blankly at the paper in my hand, and after a long while, I raised my head to look at A Huan again. She put her hands behind her back and lowered her head to look at her raised toes, as if there was some extraordinary pattern on it. : "If things go as you expected, you alone will not be able to balance the court, nor will you rely on Cui Er, Dugu Shiliu, or He Lou. Although you are all dependent on His Majesty, if there is no leader , It’s just a mess, Your Majesty is tens of thousands of people, it is impossible, and you don’t bother to be the leader, you are a good candidate, but without a firm connection, it will be a lie in the end.”

I looked at her quietly: "The relationship between children is the best bond, but I have no children."

A Huan also looked at me quietly, whether to smile or not: "You can marry someone." As soon as I frowned, she smiled again: "Or the next best thing is to set up the...socialist party you mentioned. Constrained by some illusory ideals, I only house people like you, Cui Er, or Dugu Shao... who have no family, no roots, and no descendants."

I couldn't laugh or cry and grabbed her hand: "A Huan!"

She pulled her hand away from her own: "I'm not joking. You can marry, rely on your husband's relatives, supplemented by the Cui family and the Dugu family, everything will be easy, or... take the risk of being suspected to form a social party , This is a road of no return.”

I hugged her, pushed her from the door into the door, pushed her to the edge of the bed, forced her to sit down, lay down, pressed her onto the bed, curled up my knees, rubbed maliciously between her legs, and made her rise But not acting immediately is a punishment for her distrust: "Since I met you, I have embarked on a road of no return."

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