Zhen Guo Princess GL

I didn't feel it when I was in front of the imperial court, but after withdrawing from Yipin's mother's expression and tone, I realized that she treated me a little like Li Rui when she was still the king of Ji——when Li Rui was not established as the prince, she used to mix expectations and expectations like this. The stern tone of the temptation asked him, after Li Rui was established as the prince, there was no such teaching.

And today, what she ordered me to read was no longer those clichéd memoirs such as hymns and prayers, but important and detailed matters such as taxes and water transportation.

My heart was pounding, and I unconsciously had some speculations—did my mother cultivate me on purpose, allowing me to participate in the government in the inner court?Or do you just want me to have a little understanding of court affairs and the sufferings of the people's livelihood?

With such speculation, I couldn't wait to find A Huan.She was sitting in the hall, copying her precious scriptures, as she had done every day in the past few months, and occasionally raised her eyes to look at Shou Li who was playing with the companion of the little palace attendant——I gave him a red thread carpet measuring two feet square , and ordered people to build a small sandalwood fence, and usually asked people to surround the red thread blanket, so that the little guy could run wild on the blanket.

A Huan hadn't finished writing the first volume yet, so he refused to look up at me. I had nowhere to express my emotions, so I could only sit by the side of the red carpet and tease Shouli with a leather stick across the fence, making him cry At that time, I saw A Huan put away the pen and paper, came over slowly, and took the leather bag away from my hand: "Don't bully Da Lang."

I smiled: "He is obviously very happy, how can you say that I bullied him?" She stretched out her hand to snatch the cock in A Huan's hand, but she flashed her backhand, quickly changed the cock, and looked at me with a smile: "One Within a stick of incense, if you can snatch this pot from me, I will be counted as a loser."

I curled my lips: "What's good about winning? What's bad about losing?"

She looked at me with a smile: "Family play, you don't need any big prizes. If I lose, I will make you an object. If you win, make me an object, okay?"

I immediately complied, and went to stop her with a smile, because no matter winning or losing, there are benefits, so I didn't take it too seriously, but she seemed to be more perfunctory than me. After a few times, she suddenly handed the bag into my arms, retreated Taking a step forward, he pretended to be regretful and said: "I lost. After a few days, the item will be ready, ask them to bring it to you."

I smiled lightly and said, "I don't need them, I'll get it from my sister-in-law." I wanted to sniff the scent of her on the pot, but I didn't dare, so I held the pot closer, looked at it and said: " What kind of tea is this, it's very delicately made, sister-in-law just give it to me."

A Huan said to me: "It's the air stick commonly used in the palace, if you like it, take it, and I'll ask them to bring you ten more."

I smiled: "I'm alone, as long as this one is fine." Having played around enough, I gave A Huan a wink, and A Huan understood, and said that he wanted to fight Shuanglu with me, and dragged me to sit opposite each other on the couch, just Leaving Qiqi alone to serve in the room, while throwing the dice, he picked out the most important recent events and told me a few important things. He was noncommittal when he read the memorandum, but he was a little displeased when he heard the medical officer's consultation, but he said: "It's time to ask someone to look at it for you."

I was puzzled and said: "Fengyu comes to see me every ten days, without interruption, why do I have to make another diagnosis?"

She glanced at me, held a child between her fingers, and slowly lowered it, blocking my way: "It's about your life. Of course, you have to consult with a medical officer to confirm that there is no problem before allowing you and your son-in-law...to have a child."

I almost spit out a sip of tea: "Ah Huan, don't scare me, I... how can I have a baby?"

She lowered her eyes slightly and landed directly on the chess pieces: "The heart of being a parent is naturally to hope that your children will prosper and their blood will prosper, especially if you, the only daughter of the emperor's family, don't have any incense in the end, and let the concubine give birth to you." How can the A family feel at ease when his son inherits the title of consort?"

I sort of understand why she was acting weird last night. Most likely she was in the palace and had heard some rumors, and now she is complaining about herself, feeling jealous, and tugging at her sleeves: "No matter how much you care about it, Auntie!" , and I can’t control Zheng Bo’s room and me, don’t worry, I’m devoted to you and will never have anything to do with him.”

Ah Huan sighed, and slowly pulled my hand away: "Actually, even if you want to have something happen to him, I don't blame you. I said at the beginning, even if you have a son-in-law and give birth to children, as long as you have a son-in-law in your heart And me, I am enough. In the long run, if you can give birth to children, it will be much better than having no children."

I don't know why, but I was a little angry: "Ah Huan thinks that the two of them have sworn to be together, but one of them flirts with someone else, and even gave birth to a child. Is this a legitimate thing?"

She said lightly: "But Zheng Bo is your husband."

I stared at her: "Li Rui is also your husband, if he wants to have a baby with you, do you want to have a baby too?"

She didn't expect me to call Li Rui's name directly, and looked up at me: "Erlang has many concubines, no matter who they are born with, they are all his children. The son-in-law... If it is not your son, you have another son with the A family. What are you doing?"

I stared at her and said, "What if it happens, what if Li Rui must have a baby with you, what will you do?"

She lowered her head, and after a while, she said: "I remember you once said that even if I am not a virgin, even if I have given birth to many children, you still like me."

I endured a few words, and I didn't let myself yell out: "If those things happened before you met me... Of course I don't mind. But... we are already together."

She said: "It's always difficult to have both." She took my hand and smiled at me: "But don't worry, Erlang has always disliked me and would not want me to have a child for him. If it's you... I don't mind You and your son-in-law gave birth to an heir, but your body needs to be taken care of, and it is better to be sure. Besides, it is not for you to give birth this year, but to prepare early. You are the only daughter in the family. I miss you very much. , will never risk your life, don't worry."

She smiles fake.I know she must be feeling bad.But I don't understand, how could she say such a thing?

Even if she was crying and clamoring for me to alienate my son-in-law, even if she designed to frame Zheng Bo, it wouldn't make me feel so uncomfortable.

But she just wanted to say such things, which hurt others and herself.

I clenched my hand and then loosened it, loosened it and clenched it again, and there was infinite anger in my heart, but I couldn't express it clearly.After being silent for a long time, he threw away the chess piece and got off the couch in one step: "I still have something to do, I'll find my sister-in-law another day." He walked to the door without looking back, heard her calling me, stood still, and hoped that she could Taking back the words just now, she only heard her say: "I promise you the item, and I will deliver it tomorrow."

I refused to look at her, and said in a low voice, "Your sister-in-law," and hurried out the door.

He strode back to his residence, only when he was alone, did he dare to let the tears fall in large clusters, his thoughts were chaotic, and there seemed to be infinite unspeakable sorrow, but his mind was exceptionally clear.

I don't want to have children.Whether there is A Huan or not, I don't want to have children with Zheng Bo, or any man.

Although there are many things in my life that I cannot control myself, these things will always be less and less.

One day, I will be just me, not the princess of Tang Dynasty, not the emperor's daughter or sister.Etiquette can't manipulate me, mother can't manipulate me, Li Rui can't manipulate me, even my A Huan can't completely manipulate me.

The author has something to say: Visually, my update will be at night for a long time..._(:зゝ∠)_

Notes:

1. About how cold the cibu doctor is: "Southern New Book" says that the cibu is called "Bingting" because it is clear (indicating that the reputation is actually quite good) and cold (but has no real power).

2. Taxes in the Tang Dynasty were basically paid in kind, so water transportation was very important, because taxes and tributes from all over the country had to be transported to the capital in kind, and the transportation capacity was often limited, so there were three financial envoys in the late Tang Dynasty: Salt Tie envoy, transshipment envoy, speed support envoy.Among them, the transfer envoys are in charge of the dispatch and transfer of goods. Although the three envoys are envoys rather than officials, they are all classified as high-ranking civil officials.