Zhen Guo Princess GL

Chapter 176 Wanted

When my mother first set up Mulan Riders, there were no more than a dozen riders in the team, and more than a hundred riders were selected, but now there is a whole team of one hundred riders, and more than [-] riders.Dugu Shao brought a team of horsemen, and joined Hulu Duobao's team. Four of them wore silk dresses and raised their waists. With a long knife and short boots, he stands tall and strong, and his momentum is not inferior to that of Qianniuwei.

Dugu Shao asked me to sit on the waist, pressed the knife himself, and brought a guard by his side. Before leaving, he glanced back at Cui Mingde inadvertently, and asked her, "Is Cui Er going?"

Cui Mingde didn't answer, but got up directly, walked quickly to the back of the team with small steps, Dugu Shao waved his hand, the others raised their waist, and walked quickly to Zichen Hall, while she herself was a few steps behind, behind her waist and in front of Cui Mingde.

The Chengxiang Hall is not far from the Zichen Hall, but at the moment there are sentries everywhere in the palace, and Dugu Shao and his party are all carrying knives, so it took us a while to stop and go all the way.

I took this time to think a lot: the current situation, my mother's thoughts, the minister's position, the direction of the court... Since I remembered Wei Huan's stay in Beijing, I have pondered these situations countless times. Up to now, although the establishment is to honor the festival rather than observe the ritual, the mother's plan is always ordinary.

It's a pity that I have thought about these things countless times, and thinking too much, on the contrary, I seem to be inextricably linked and clueless.

Seeing that the Zichen Palace was approaching, I couldn't help but clenched my fists, turned my head and glanced at Cui Mingde, then slowly leaned towards her as I stepped down, and asked her again: "If there is no perfect way, then... a way to give it a try What about it?" He was already desperate, but he calmed down, thought for a while, and said, "I don't want to follow suit, but just in case Ah Huan is willing to stay..."

Cui Mingde glanced at me, and said in a low voice: "With her temperament, do you think she will be willing to take a big risk to stay in Beijing, or go away to avoid disaster and plan for the future?"

I know what she means, with Wei Huan's nature of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, if she is really allowed to choose herself, nine out of ten she will choose to follow Li Ruizhiguo, but when I think of that day when she promised to be with me forever, I can't help There was some hope—since she was willing to take the risk and agree to be with me that day, would she also be willing to... take the risk to be with me today?

I know it's selfish to think like that.But I am such a selfish person.At such a critical juncture, what I thought was not what was best for her, but... how far she was willing to go for me.Fortunately, I was not selfish to the end. Before Cui Mingde could reply, I gritted my teeth and stopped her: "Don't tell me, let her... go."

A servant came out to guide me, I closed my eyes, and just about to lift up my skirt to enter, Cui Mingde grabbed me, and when I turned around, he opened his mouth softly and spit out the word "check and balance".

I was enlightened and realized suddenly, but after realizing it, I felt that the choice was more difficult.Absently following others inside, I saw Pei Yan, Liu Yizhi, Liu Yizhi, Yuan Wanqing and other close officials outside the curtain, and several court officials such as Wan'er, Tuan'er, Ah Qing, He Lou and several wet nurses were inside. , and his mother sat on the throne with Fengjie in her arms.

When the ministers saw me coming in, they all bowed to say goodbye to their mother, who nodded and ordered Gao Yanfu to send them out, and then raised Fengjie a little higher when she turned her head: "Taiping, come to meet Saburo."

In a flash, I understood that my mother rearranged the order of the teeth of the former emperor and princes. My grandmother also did this. My father was originally the ninth son. Because he was the third son of my grandmother, he was always called "Sanlang". Now my mother has followed suit. In this way, the newly recognized son Fengjie, or Li Dan, was recognized as Saburo.

History goes round and round, no matter where it started to distort, and now it has turned back. If so, will the Princess Changle who I traveled through... have the same fate as the Princess Taiping from before?Will Wei Huan, Queen Wei, be like the Queen Wei in previous history?God somehow let me travel through time, what is the reason?Why am I living this life again?It's just to come here, to be a princess waiting to die, to fall in love with my sister-in-law, and to have an abnormal relationship with her, so that neither of them will end well in the end?

I suddenly felt that my two lifetimes were just a joke played by God.Li Taiping was as light as a feather in his previous life, and in this life he is nothing but dispensable.

History needs Wu Zetian to have a daughter, so she had a daughter.This daughter can be me, someone else, Princess Taiping from another time and space, or Princess Changle from this time and space. As for this princess's temperament, appearance, and ambition, it doesn't matter at all.

History also needs a Queen Wei in the Tang Dynasty, whether it is the queen of Tang Zhongzong in the previous life, or the wife of Li Rui in this life, so there is Wei Xuanzhen's daughter Wei, no matter how ranked or what her name is, As long as she is a Webster, who followed Wu Zetian's equally symbolic son to go to other places, go through hardships, and after all the hardships, Webster will monopolize power and kill himself.

In the face of the torrent of history, our joys, sorrows, sorrows, loves and hatreds are not important at all.It doesn't even matter whether we go or stay, whether we die or live.

I knelt down numbly, and slowly saluted my mother and Li Dan.My mother didn't ask me to get up immediately, but walked to me step by step with Li Dan in her arms, squatted down, and let the one-year-old Li Dan stand in front of me: "Call me sister."

Li Dan uttered an indistinct cry, then giggled, and stretched out his hand to pull out the pearl hairpin on my head. My mother quickly stopped him, saying, "Don't bully your sister." Handing Li Dan into the hands of the wet nurse, He took my hand and asked me to get up, touched my face, and asked gently: "Are you scared? I'm fine now."

I shook my head, nodded again, and asked her softly, "Liu...Erlang is leaving today?"

The mother turned her head and looked at the wet nurse teasing Li Dan, and said after a while: "I have asked someone to pack up and prepare, and I will send him out of the city before sunset."

At least Li Rui has also been named a county king, has luggage to collect, and has a wife and children to accompany him, which is much better than when Li Sheng left last year.A Huan's situation is much better than what she could have had in Beijing.

I lowered my eyes to look at my hand, and the palm and fingertips seemed to be hot in a trance, as if I was holding another person's hand-I had held her hand day and night, and in a short, less than a day years ago.The touch of her hands is still fresh in my memory, and the fragrance of her body seems to have not gone away, and even the aches and pains around me still have her smell, but she is about to leave me. Thousands of miles away, I don't know if it is a remote or prosperous place.

She will be under the surveillance of the local government, face a husband she does not like day and night, raise a son who is not her own, and perhaps a group of concubines that her husband has newly acquired in the local area.She would be terrified, and an edict from Beijing that could not distinguish the authenticity from the false could easily kill her family.Naturally, she also stayed away from right and wrong. If she is lucky, she can return to the capital again and become a queen above ten thousand people. She can exercise power arbitrarily with the love of sharing weal and woe with the emperor. Old age outside.

I doubt whether I really love her. According to the love stories I got from TV dramas, novels, and forums, if I really love her, I should be desperate and desperate, but I have always hesitated. Until now, He also wanted to keep her because of his own selfishness.I also doubt whether she ever loved me. I have never had an answer to this question, and maybe I will not get an answer in my whole life.

I have lived two short lives, and I have only liked such a person, and I have only been liked by such a person.The time I spent with her was so short that I didn't even know how deep my feelings were.She and I did think about the future seriously, but the future we thought about had nothing to do with this real future.She and I both had courage and were willing to take on this unknown future, but this courage was totally vulnerable in the face of the torrent of history.Everything about us is small and fragile, and it is not worth mentioning in front of history, fate, and even our mother.

Everything we've ever lived means nothing.

My mother looked at me silently, and after a long time, she reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said softly: "Wait until I get down outside the palace gate, and send your elder brother off properly."

I raised my eyes to look at her: "Didn't Aunt see him...?"

The mother said lightly: "It's okay to see it, or it's okay not to see it." As if responding to her words, Gao Yanfu bowed and came in from the outside, glanced at his mother quietly, then looked at me, hesitated to speak, and listened to his mother: " It’s okay to say something.” Then he knelt down neatly and said loudly: “The King of Luling wants to see the queen mother and princess before leaving.”

Mother raised her eyebrows: "Just this sentence?"

Gao Yanfu said: "The king of Luling said that he knew that he had committed a serious crime, and he should have been deeply ashamed, so he set off immediately to redeem his past crimes. It's just that it's a long way to go, and the empress dowager is old, and the princess is still young. The king is worried, so he wants to meet again after parting, and talk about being a son and a brother."

This is definitely not something Li Rui can say.Parting and begging to see each other, I said it so sadly on purpose, it is clear that I am asking for something else.

My heart seemed to come alive, it jumped suddenly, then again, then again, faster and faster.I raised my head to look at my mother with some expectation, and saw that she could not bear it, but she hadn't agreed yet, so I hugged her leg and knelt down slowly, and begged on my face: "Mother, just see brother."

Mother finally nodded with a sigh: "Call them in."

The author has something to say: The stupid author only realized now that Taiping’s cheap father’s name is Li Chengcong, not Li Chengzong... At that time, there seemed to be some comments from readers... How slow I am... Anyway, I will change it_(:зゝ∠)_ .

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Regarding the statement of "Tang Wujiechen", it is obviously a false proposition. If you open the notes of Tang people, there will be various categories of loyalty, righteousness, and filial piety. and the topic of inequality between men and women), villains include An Jinzang (whose name seems to be this) who would rather die than commit perjury, and reveal his ambitions, and all kinds of loyal assassins, subordinates, and scholars...

Personally, I think that this process is the same as "There will be no China after XX", which belongs to the type of asking why before asking if.

(Actually, a careful study of history shows that even in the dynasties when thousands of horses were silent, the tradition of Han culture has never been broken. The trend of history cannot be written by one family, one surname, or one person at a time. The traces of history are everywhere, proving it itself, not discussed here)

But why do you have the impression of "Tang Wujiechen"?

Personally, I think that the first reason is that Tang people, especially those in the early Tang Dynasty, had not yet deepened the concept of "country" because of their self-sufficiency.

The second reason is that the people of the Tang Dynasty valued family and lineage very much, so they neglected the royal family and court more for their own small family.

The third is that in the early Tang Dynasty, there were a lot of internal struggles within the royal family. In the middle and late Tang Dynasty, the emperors frequently abolished their establishments, and the vassal towns were severely separated. So there is this impression.

The fourth is that the people of the Tang Dynasty were influenced by Hu customs, and had a lot of foreign exchanges, so the atmosphere was quite open, inclusive, and pragmatic. Leading troops, freedom to switch between North Korean and Chinese military positions), individualism and free thinking prevailed in later generations, and the collective "state" was not so strong.

Fifth, imperial power is not as concentrated as later generations, and cannot produce obsessive-compulsive loyalty and recognition.

Sixth, many of those who criticized the Tang people for their incompetence and those of the Song for their incompetence were literati of the Ming and Qing Dynasties, using the past to satirize the present, and lamenting what is lacking.

The words of the family, the above.

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