Zhen Guo Princess GL

I had just drank a few glasses of wine and was sweating, but I didn't realize it. My mother saw it a long time ago, and ordered someone to fetch water, and she came to untie my clothes with her own hands.I said shyly: "Just ask them to come, how dare you bother my mother?" I got up and wanted to avoid it, but my mother took my hand and said with a smile: "When you are five or six years old, you need to dress and take a bath. It's all up to me, why are you so ashamed when you get older?"

He didn't allow me to go, so he undressed me himself, and seeing some thin marks on my shoulders, he pressed his hand on it, squinted his eyes for a while, and asked softly, "How did you do it?"

When I saw that it was the place where Wei Huan had bitten before, my heart skipped a beat, and I said with a smirk, "I don't know how to do it, maybe I was bitten by an insect and scratched."

Mother curled her index finger to touch the scar, and said softly, "It's not Zheng Bo...isn't it?"

I was startled, and laughed quickly: "This is an old injury, it's been a long time... Don't do Zheng Bo... Zheng Lang's business."

My mother took a hard look at that place, seemed to accept my explanation, and then looked down at me again, seeing nothing unusual, then put on the clothes for me, and asked me while putting on the clothes: "I know You are a young couple, but the late emperor has not been on the throne for a long time, and you are recovering from a serious illness, so don't be greedy for a moment of happiness and delay your long-term plans."

I blushed slightly, stomped my feet and said, "Aniang!"

But she ignored my shyness, held my face in her hands and said, "Tell A Niang honestly, how does Zheng Bo treat you?"

I thought about it for a while, and then said: "When I lived in the palace, he came to see me day after day, and brought some gadgets and joked outside. Later, when Aye left, he kept sending people to greet me. I also asked someone to find a prescription for heartache, it should be... pretty good."

The mother sneered and said: "All the famous doctors in the world are in the palace, why do you use him to find prescriptions? It's a lot of trouble." But she also let Zheng Bo go, and asked instead: "I heard that Zheng Shaoqing's wife, Lu Shi, and others said that you have no present?"

I thought for a while before I remembered who Zheng Shaoqing was. My grandmother had four brothers, and now only one is alive. He asked me to come to visit with him, but I declined politely. In the end, Mrs. Lu sent several granddaughters to visit my sister-in-law—no matter how they get along with me, it is always bad for my mother to know, so I will He said vaguely: "I haven't heard of it. But since we have established a separate portal and have no contact with them, what they say has nothing to do with me."

I was very uncomfortable being asked by my mother, and I held her hand and smiled: "My private affairs with Zheng Lang, mother, don't ask about it. Brother, too, we just had a small quarrel, and we specially called people to the palace Let’s make a match, and let the world know about it.”

My mother gave me a blank look: "The son-in-law left the princess and went to live with his brother and sister-in-law. This is a small quarrel? Your elder brother is confused about other things, but this matter is done right."

I had to keep my mouth shut.But my mother still refused to let me go, she took my hand and babbled, interrogating me like a prisoner, there are hundreds of Zheng family members, there are no less than dozens of officials and ranks, more than half of them I don’t even remember their names, mother But she can call out the title of the official and title. When she couldn't remember it by chance, she glanced at Wan'er, and she stepped forward gently, describing the man's history and appearance in front of us one by one—such a meticulous and considerate motherly heart, But it made me feel a deep sense of powerlessness. In the end, I couldn't do it anymore. I hugged my mother's neck and begged, "Don't ask me, Auntie. Zheng Lang and I are on good terms. His relatives are all knowledgeable people. , nothing to be proud of, I...I will definitely get along well with him in the future, and don't let my mother and brother worry."

My mother saw that I was indeed being asked urgently, so she slowed down and said: "Okay, Madam, don't ask." After rubbing on my head for a while, she suddenly said: "Awei told me that if you really need to take care of me Not good, instead of letting the son-in-law stay for a long time, and finally feel resentful and the husband and wife are not in harmony, it is better to let your elder brother send a few palace servants out, what do you mean?"

My mother's tone of voice couldn't be judged as good or bad, but I knew that if she could say this, it was her acquiescence.From this era, this is indeed a good idea.And this method was proposed by the considerate sister-in-law to the elders in the family, and then implemented by the elder brother of the head of the family, and I accepted it generously on behalf of my husband in name. In the end, I was able to maintain my body and not suffer from the pain of childbirth, and the son-in-law was able to There are reasonable husband and wife life and children, brothers and sisters-in-law have a reputation for thoughtfulness, benevolence, filial piety and friendship, while the mother protects her favorite little daughter.What a big family, everyone is happy.

But what about after this joy?No one has ever thought about what to do if Zheng Bo and I have a very good relationship and don't want others to intervene in our lives?No one ever thought, would I be willing to raise such a random child?No one thought about whether Zheng Bo would like to be arranged like this?No one thought about what the ending of the palace man who was given out would be.

In the eyes of all these ancients, what exactly is marriage?I thought that after staying here for so long, I have fully understood this era, but now I feel extremely lost.These ancient people regarded marriage so important, but they also regarded the emotions in marriage so lightly.Seeing relatives so important, but seeing relatives' feelings so small.From my father, to my mother, to Li Rui, they all undoubtedly love and value me very much.But this kind of doting sometimes makes me uneasy. Sometimes I feel that I am not a person, but an object, a symbol that is highly valued.I am my mother's daughter, Li Rui's younger sister, and the princess of the empire, except that I am not an independent person.

The saddest thing is that this matter was brought up by Wei Huan.

I thought she had been with me for so long, and she had gradually understood my intentions.In the past, I had so many naive thoughts, and no one took them seriously. Only she would seriously analyze the pros and cons of them with me. Even if it was cynicism, she was really thinking about what I thought. I know that I can't mention it to others, but I never hide it from her. She is also willing to keep these childish secrets for me, and never reveals them to others as people do at the time.I thought she understood.

I lowered my eyes and said lightly: "Not good."

My mother didn't urge me, but just stroked my back, and said softly: "You are still young, let's talk about this later." Mother sent me to the side hall, saw me lying down and sleeping, suddenly lowered my head, I kiss on the face.

I have long been unaccustomed to being intimate with women, so I looked at my mother uncomfortably, and called out hesitantly, "Mother?"

She squeezed my face: "When I was a child, I chased after my mother every day, and I wouldn't fall asleep if I didn't kiss. I made your brother's eyes turn red with envy. Now that I'm older, I don't want to get close to my mother."

I remember this. At that time, Li Rui and I were both raised by our parents, because our parents valued Li Rui more. When I got angry with Li Rui by chance, I deliberately acted like a baby, hugging my parents and asking for kisses and hugs. She pretended to be disdainful, and said strange things next to her, "Your little girl likes to be a monster, sticky and greasy, not decent at all", but her eyes turned red with envy, did even mother see it?

Mother seemed to see my doubts, smiled, and said in a low voice, "I mean Erlang."

I was so moved that I sat up straight on the bed, opened my mouth, but couldn't say a word, I could only watch my mother turn and go out, step by step, calm and dignified, as usual.

Before dawn the next day, I went straight to the East Palace.

I deliberately got up very early, and ordered someone to announce when Wei Huan got up. It took me a while before someone led me in. I sat in the main hall for guests for a while, and then I saw Wei Huan coming out with purple clothes and high bun.Her hair was in a neat bun, and I took a closer look, only to find that she was actually wearing a wig today, from the wig down to the earlobes, neck, and skirt, the pearls and emeralds were intertwined and shining brightly.She also put on heavy makeup, from her face to her neck, and then to her slightly exposed breasts, which was evenly applied, making her whole outfit even more beautiful.Xu Shi was burdened too much, he walked very slowly when he walked in, and he was quite sluggish when he sat down. He even spoke to me in a slow voice that is unique to a superior: "Why didn't Taiping stay with Auntie? Come to me so early?"

I tried my best to respectfully say: "There are some things I want to discuss with my sister-in-law." Waiting for her to speak, she sat there, smiling at me, and didn't make a sound for a long time.

I had no choice but to say again: "I want to talk to my sister-in-law in private." She glanced at the palace man next to her, who lowered her head and said, "Mrs. Cui and a few ladies are already at the Qianhua Gate."

Wei Huan then turned to look at me again, with a perfect apology on his face: "Sister-in-law has something to do today, Taiping has something to say, how about we talk about it another day?"

I restrained my anger and said, "Don't delay my sister-in-law for a long time." Seeing that she didn't take it seriously, I lowered my eyes: "I know my sister-in-law is busy, but this is not my private matter, sister-in-law had better listen .”

She was silent for a moment before sending her away. I wanted to move closer to her, but as soon as I stood up, she looked up at me: "Stand there and talk."

I slowly stopped, stood five or six steps away from her, and looked at her deeply.I didn't notice it when I was far away, but at this distance, I saw the tiredness on her face that couldn't be concealed even with makeup.During these times, I finally grew back a little flesh, but she was thinner than a few months ago, but she was dressed so gorgeously, her whole body was as flamboyant and ridiculous as a child in adult clothes.

I finally had some understanding of the feeling she felt when she came to see me after the wedding, the feeling of hatred and pity intertwined in my heart, I couldn’t tell which was more and which was less, and I only knew that no matter what kind of feeling it was, it hurt people’s hearts Feeling.

I hung my hands down, pinched the belt of my clothes, and said softly: "I just want to remind you that no matter what, Liu Lang is also A Niang's son, just like...Er Lang."

Wei Huan raised his chin: "Erlang is only the crown prince, but Liulang has already ascended the throne."

I also raised my chin: "If you really think so, why are you still living in the East Palace and dare not move to the East Palace?"

Wei Huan's face darkened: "You have worked so hard these days just to tell me these few words that everyone knows?"

I said: "More than that, I want to tell you... No matter what, you have to stay in Beijing, and I will help you."

She looked at me with a sneer: "You know what these words mean, so you dare to talk nonsense here?"

I closed my eyes and said, "Of course I know what this sentence means. You can also tell Liu Lang or A Niang this sentence, but I believe you dare not." Once this matter is explained, it is tantamount to a conflict between mother and mother. Li Rui directly started a fight. She is so smart, of course she would not do such a stupid thing.

She lowered her eyes, stretched out her hand, and caressed the ribbon of her lower garment. After a while, she smiled deliberately: "You lost."

I know what she is talking about. In the end, I care more about it. However, she will fight to win or lose in this kind of matter. In fact, it is not known who will win and who will lose. I have some expectations in my heart, and I deliberately tilted my head , and also showed her a bright smile: "Sister-in-law's nails are beautifully dyed, have you kept them for a long time? I will come to ask sister-in-law some time for advice on how to dye nails."

She said with a stiff face, "Didn't you always keep your nails clean?"

I laughed: "No nails, that's for sister-in-law. Nails, of course, are for the son-in-law." Immediately after speaking, she clenched her fist and broke the bright red nail on her right index finger.

For some reason, I feel a little sad, but also a little... proud.

The author has something to say: Taiping: Nails have been left for so long, and it is painful at first glance.Look at me, my nails are so short... hehe.

Wei Huan: No matter how short your nails are, you still have a life without sex.

Taiping: ...