Zhen Guo Princess GL

I sat quietly in the study all night, thinking about many problems.There are many problems that are directly related to A Huan today, and many are related to A Huan in the long run. There are also some problems that have nothing to do with A Huan and me. They are purely scattered and unrealistic resentments.

what should we do?This is the main problem.And this question is divided into two parts, one part is me and the other part is her.I also thought about this kind of question before, but at that time the question was not divided into two parts, everything was purely "we", now "we" suddenly changed, became "I" and "she", It just broke my heart.

But even so, I can only take a step by step, slowly hold the pen, and use a mixture of pinyin and English to write the complicated and messy questions on the paper word by word to help myself clarify my thoughts—this It is a good habit left by my exam-oriented education back then. I became a princess after traveling through time. I don’t need to study hard like before. It has been a long time since I sat down and analyzed problems like solving problems.Fortunately, the skills of analysis have not been completely forgotten.

After writing all the questions, use a pen to point on the paper, circle the one that needs to be answered first, and then circle the one that needs to be answered first, and so on, until only the first question is left——Why me? Huan?

Why is it me, A Huan?

I don't believe a single word of Cui Mingde's reasons.Those reasons are enough to convince the father, but not enough for the mother to make a choice.And this time, the choice of the crown princess, the mother's opinion, is absolutely the most important.

I thought over and over again, thinking about every word Cui Mingde said to me during the day, thinking about all the advantages and disadvantages of A Huan, and every evaluation my mother had made about A Huan in the past.

At the beginning, my mother must not have taken a fancy to A Huan, otherwise she would not have said such things to me.No matter how young and cowardly the prince Li Rui was, the future "Prince Princess" must be better than a princess.It's impossible for my mother not to understand this truth, if she wanted to make A Huan a concubine, she would not have taught me that way explicitly and implicitly, leading me to enmity with the concubine she chose.

So, since when did mother decide to choose her?

A Huan was unwilling to mention family affairs to me, and I never took the initiative to inquire.It was several months before I found out about Wei Xuanzhen and Cui's awards. Before that, I thought her family was in a difficult situation, and I often thought about subsidizing her openly and secretly.Even after I knew about this reward, I didn't take it as a big deal, after all, there is really a difference between a fifth-rank official and a first-rank princess.

But if you think about it carefully, the fifth grade is really a very subtle grade.

Regular ginseng officials start with the fifth rank. Although Wei Xuanzhen was appointed as a loose official, but with such a rank and Jingzhao Webster's background, it is hard to guarantee that he will not be selected as a fifth rank, and has the qualifications to enter the court as a regular ginseng. Qualifications, at his age, to be a fifth-rank, although he is not considered prominent, he is not ashamed.

What's more, I heard from my mother today that Wei Xuanzhen has already been selected as the governor of Yuzhou.Yuzhou is Shangzhou, and the long history is from the fifth rank, which is already a good official vacancy. If you do well, within two or three years, it is a matter of course to transfer to another car or transfer to the governor.If the promotion is fast, it is possible to become the governor within a year.Wei Xuanzhen has been in the election for several years, and he can't even get a seventh rank. I really don't believe that the history of the governor was planned by him--I suddenly found the biggest reason why my mother chose A Huan. Her father and brothers are both talented. Superficial and low-ranking, even if he really married Li Rui, it would only be a drag on him as a crown prince, and it would not be of any benefit to him. Even if he became a queen in the future, he might not be able to hold down those concubines from the family in the harem. The mother is in the hands of one person, and although her family is in such decline, she is still the daughter of Jingzhao Wei, and the "mother" is Qinghe Cui, one of the five surnames and seven Wang, and even rejected the former prince. marriage.

The most wonderful thing is that A Huan doesn't even get along well with these family members who have shallow talents and low official positions. Even if Li Rui wants to rely on and promote his own Yue's family, A Huan may not be willing.

Naturally, A Huan is not useless.Although her literary talent is not as good as Cui Mingde's, she is also above average in the girls' high school of the aristocratic family. During the two years in the palace, except for a few minor accidents, she did not make any major mistakes. If you can practice more, after 30 or [-] years, you will definitely be a good wife.

Besides, although A Huan was a bit darker than the beauty people expected at the time, her face was not bad, and she was riding and shooting since she was a child, and she was strong and healthy, and she was a good embryo——Thinking of this, I felt a twinge in my heart It was a groan, and I drank a few sips of tea before suppressing the pain, and continued to think about the benefits of my A Huan—no matter how domineering my mother is, Li Rui is her youngest son after all, and he can't do nothing when he marries a wife. He thinks about it, but I, A Huan, have a high reputation, I am not bad, I have talents, I am suitable for descendants, and I get along with Li Rui not bad...

I gripped my teacup suddenly.

Li Rui.

If Li Rui took the initiative to ask for A Huan with his mother, then everything would be logical.Li Rui said that he was looking for Chu'er from me, but if that's the case, why didn't he ask Chu'er, but he always came to ask A Huan?If what he saw was really just a rough envoy, with his temperament, why should he cover it up?

Li Rui.

When I was young, when my father got closer to Li Rui, I had no resentment, because I knew that I had traveled to ancient times, and the fact that men were superior to women could not be changed. Later, when my father and mother paid more attention to Li Rui's education, but they were perfunctory and doting on me, I have no resentment, because I am inherently lazy and unwilling to do the work of studying hard. Later, Li Rui went out of the palace to start a mansion, wanton flowers, romantic and happy, but I can only get along with my sweetheart secretly under the eyes of my parents , and worry about the invisible future of the two of us from time to time, I don’t feel resentful, because I know that my mother is the famous His Majesty Zetian, and being her daughter is much happier than being her son.

But now, I can hardly restrain my resentment towards Li Rui. I hate him for being a man. I hate him for being a prince and a compatriot of the same mother. On the contrary, I married my A Huan to him because of this. A Huan was obviously mine, and I met her first, but it was Li Rui who had a tryst with her first.

I think of the day when A Huan first wore Hufu, she was so beautiful, I was so fascinated that I forgot everything.When she went to Ruzhou, she clearly accompanied me to go out riding and shooting, but she specially wore a gorgeous Hu suit to go out, and said that she did not bring a riding suit.She was clearly familiar with Li Rui, but she pretended not to know each other.On the way to Luozhou, Li Rui was obviously talking to her, but when I came out, he left boringly.They have already gone out for a tryst, does everyone in the palace know about it except me?That's why Cui Mingde was suddenly so determined?They've been together for a long time, only keeping it from me.

But obviously I knew her first.

But it was supposed to be my A Huan, why suddenly...it became someone else's?

I struggled to grab the teacup and threw it out the window.

The light blue porcelain cup made inside drew a beautiful arc in the dim night, hit the heavy window lattice, and then fell to the ground, making a shrill and crisp sound. The palace people outside the door called "Princess" softly, thinking I wanted to open the door to enter, but I sternly shouted back: "Get out!"

She glanced at me in a panic, and fled away timidly. After a while, Song Foyou called me at the door: "Er Niang?"

I opened the door, my heart was burning with anger, my mouth trembled, and it took several times for me to say what I wanted to say: "Anyone who asks again will be dragged out and killed!"

I saw the horrified expressions of the servants, all of them were as pale as ghosts at the moment, just suitable for such a night, Song Foyou waved his sleeves without saying anything, and these people scrambled back as if they were relieved After going out, I stared at Song Foyou, waiting for her to speak, if she dared to speak to persuade me, I would ask someone to drag her out and beat her twenty... no, ten sticks, from now on this hall will know who is the real one. Master here, no one is allowed to lie to me again.

However, Song Foyou didn't speak again, she just gave me a fixed look, came in silently, cleaned up the debris on the ground, and came in with a cup of tea a moment after she left. I like the weak tea brewed with tea leaves instead of powdered tea. There is also a plate of four pastries on the side. I don’t know what kind of pastries they are. They are white and glutinous, and they are still steaming sweetly.

After putting down her tea and snacks, she withdrew, and soon disappeared into the night.

I stood at the door and looked out. The huge courtyard is now empty, and the trees in Shangyang Palace are lush. I was afraid of a fire, so I didn’t light many lights. Looking from the house, I can only see a dark area around me, and the day is bright and bright. The flowers and trees in the garden are now just shadows, high and low black shadows, rising and falling with the night wind, making sounds like people walking by.However, when I looked closely, there was no one around, only the grass, the courtyard and me.

The lights in the house were flickering, casting my shadow into the courtyard, stretching it long, sometimes passing through the courtyard, connecting with the grass and trees, and sometimes waving out, smiling mischievously at me.It is much happier than me now. I am angry and sad in this stinky skin, but it still jumps and shakes unconsciously, innocently like a child.

I really hate it for being so happy. I turned my head to the sky, and there was a huge full moon hanging low in the sky. Only then did I realize that today is August [-]th, and the Mid-Autumn Festival passed yesterday.Nowadays, Mid-Autumn Festival is not a big official festival. During the day, there is only chrysanthemum viewing and drinking, and there is no big celebration. Father is not in good health, and no one dares to make troubles at night. The full moon hanging in the sky looks very deserted.

The atmosphere in this era is really good. Under the full moon, the shadows of Luozhou city walls and palace walls can be clearly seen in the distance. The highest place is the main gate of Luoyang Ziwei Palace, Zetian Gate.

My mother loves Luoyang. I spent more than half of my childhood in Luoyang, and I was often taken by my parents to climb the tower of Zetianmen, or sneak up to the tower with Li Rui to see the street view outside the palace city.

(Part of the text is in the author's words)

The author has something to say: Last New Year’s Day, my father and mother took me up to the city tower to watch the fireworks. I quietly held Wei Huan’s hand and told her softly that this day was my birthday, and I asked her to treat her according to the rules of her previous life. I said "Happy Birthday".

But now, perhaps because of the moonlight, the shadow of the building has become ferocious and strange, entrenched in the sky above Luoyang like a monster that wants to devour people, which makes people feel uneasy.

I suddenly wanted to get away, to escape from this palace, from this place, from this boring time.

I thought I had integrated into this era, but now, I want to go home, I want my mother.

I don't want to think about her.