Zhen Guo Princess GL

All the way back, A Huan didn't talk to me again.

When I arrived at the gate of the palace, I was going to report to my mother in the Xianju Palace, and wanted to keep her with me, but she acted as if she hadn't seen her, and left first with a few young palace servants.

I had no choice but to go to the Xianju Hall by myself. The door said that my mother was visiting various states and counties, and asked me to go there in the afternoon. At that time, they all said: "Ms. Wei said that some children were unwell, so she asked Mrs. Song for leave, and retired to rest."

I knew that I had really hurt her heart - even the palace maids who had just received the cane would not dare to retreat to rest without the master's words. Today's situation is really different.

I wanted to go to her right away and apologize to her, but I was afraid that Shangyang Palace would not be like my palace, with a large number of people and unknown relatives, so I lied about getting up early and being sleepy, and sent everyone away. He also asked Xianxian to watch from outside the door, and climbed out of the window by himself.

It's not the first time I've done this, and today I happened to be wearing convenient men's clothing, and I walked out of the bedroom in a short while, evaded the guards, and quietly went to A Huan's residence.

Although Shangyang Palace is not far from Luoyang Palace, the interior scenery is quite different.Although the palace is magnificent and spacious, due to the majestic palace and the large number of people, the residences are quite limited. Even if there are decent deacons, few occupy a single house, but here is lush forest and low wall tiles. Back, the house is not very big, but the courtyard is wide, and there are always dozens of houses in each courtyard.

My father's harem was empty, and no one lived in the huge Shangyang Palace. Instead, I occupied a huge courtyard by myself. Those who were a little closer to the left and right all had one room to themselves, and those like A Huan even got three suites. .

I strayed to the window, looked up first, and saw no one was there except A Huan, so I called out under the window: "A Huan." When she walked to the window in doubt and looked out, she said again: "Here." She leaned against the wall and stretched out her hand to greet her. When she saw it was me, her face sank and she wanted to close the window.

I hurriedly put my hand straight out to stop her, she said: "Get out of the way, or I will close the pole, and I don't care if I hold my hand."

I thought she wouldn't do such a thing seriously, and she just smiled with her hands on the sidelines. A Huan glared at me, and actually put away the fork pole. , I didn’t care about it, I just got up and went to open the window, but she saw that I was caught, and came to open the window to look, the window smashed on my chin from bottom to top, and I whimpered , whispered: "A Huan, let me in first."

There was no movement inside, I lifted the window with both hands to look in, but someone slapped me on the shoulder, shaking in fright, I turned my head and saw A Huan standing beside me, and said angrily, "Go in." Turning around, I looked in. Walk.

I saw that her clothes were neatly dressed and she still had time to put on her shoes. My heart felt astringent, and I followed her and mourned: "A Huan, my hands hurt, just rub them for me."

She ignored me, walked to the door, bent over to take off her shoes, and went in barefoot. I looked at her for a while, seeing that she really ignored me, so I had to reluctantly take off my shoes, and hurriedly followed her in, walking side by side. Said: "Didn't I send someone to serve you? Where have you all gone?"

She said: "I want to be quiet for a while, so I asked them to go play in the garden by themselves." Walking into the inner room, she took out a copper box from the box and clapped it in my hand: "Wipe it yourself."

I opened the box and saw the green ointment inside. When I smelled it closely, I could feel the fragrance, so I couldn't help but smiled and said, "It smells like your body."

She sat on the edge of the bed with her chest folded, neither talking to me nor looking at me, so I just lowered my head resentfully, and rubbed a little ointment on the back of my hand.The windows in the palace are really made of solid materials, and they smashed the backs of my hands with marks. I didn’t feel it just now, but this time, after thinking about it, I gradually felt a sharp pain, and my chin also started to ache. I looked in the mirror. When I saw it, I saw that it was also swollen.

If it was in my bedroom, the injury would be earth-shattering, but now that A Huan doesn't feel bad, I didn't take it as a big deal. I wiped it a few times, carefully closed the box, and took it back to her respectfully: " Thank you for your medicine, I have used it."

She rolled up the eyelid of one eye and gave me a sideways glance, but she didn't go to take the box, she just said coldly: "You can use it now?"

I peeped at her and seemed to feel pity, and I was secretly happy, and said deliberately on my face: "It's no big deal, it doesn't matter if you paint it or not."

She glared at me, grabbed the box, stood up and said, "Sit down."

I sat down obediently, and she stood in front of me, dipped her hand in the medicine and slapped the back of my hand a few times, then applied the ointment coolly on the back of my hand, then raised her chin and said to me: "face lift it up."

I lifted my face and let her paint an even circle on my chin. Fang smiled and said, "I have only come to you twice, and both times I planted on the window. From now on, there will be no windows in your house." That's good."

She gave me a white look, put the box heavily on the dressing table, and sat in front of the dressing table herself, turning around and not looking at me.

I took care of her mood at the moment, got up cautiously, slowly stood against her back, and said softly: "A Huan, I have something to tell you, I know it's not very pleasant, but these words... It's important to you."

She glanced at me, stood up suddenly, walked to the window, closed the window, then walked to the door, locked the door, turned around and came back and said: "Speak."

Seeing her like this, I hesitated again, lowered my head and looked at my toes, and said after a while: "Ah Huan, my mother...is not an ordinary person."

A Huan let out a snort from her nostrils.

I hurriedly said: "Don't get me wrong, I mean... she may be more extraordinary than you think. Aunt... Your Majesty, what she will do in the future, I'm afraid none of you can think of it now. And doing these things will involve many people..."

A Huan raised her eyebrows and said, "What does that have to do with me?"

Seeing her appearance, I became even more hesitant. After a long time, I hesitated and said: "I... I'm afraid, Mom. It will be very dangerous if you are with me."

She lowered her eyes and said: "As long as people are in this palace, when will there be no danger? If I don't stay with you, will life be better than now?"

I stamped my foot and said, "It's not just this, if you were just an ordinary palace man in my palace, many things wouldn't have happened to you at all, but you are like me...and me, in case people find out... Moreover, I will always marry in the future."

I can't believe I said such a thing.When I heard the word "marry" in the past, I was either avoiding or procrastinating, and I was always unwilling to face it directly, but now I not only said it from my own mouth, but I actually accepted my fate.

The uncomfortable feeling came up from the bottom of my heart now, bit by bit, it made the circles of my eyes red, and the tears fell quickly and were wiped away by me. I looked at her as calmly as possible, and said word by word: "Ah Huan, I'm going to marry someone in the future, and once I get married, I won't be able to be with you anymore."

She suddenly got up to look at me, and I realized that I was about the same height as her. She had to tiptoe a little bit to look down at me. Of course, even though she was as tall as me, her aura still remained the same. Staring at me, he pushed me into the corner with one step: "Li Taiping, if you see some young man outside and don't want to entangle me anymore, then just say it straight, don't talk so strangely Come to coax me with strange words, I have seen many tricks like yours, I will not be fooled by you."

I was stunned and said: "What young man?"

She stared at me without speaking, her eyes were red. At first I thought it was because of my anger, so I hurriedly explained: "I didn't fall in love with anyone outside, I... I am wholeheartedly devoted to you, and the heavens can learn from it."

But she just sneered, pretending to inadvertently sniff her nose between the sneers, and I knew the red eyes were because she was crying, but this made me feel more uncomfortable than her anger, and my nose became sore and my eyes became hot: "I always I've been with you all the time, what I did and who I met, don't you know? When have I ever seen some young man outside? How have I ever seen them? You...you are angry with me It’s okay, you can’t doubt me like this. I feel uncomfortable when you doubt me like this.” I grabbed her hand and pressed it on my heart: “Touch it, it’s jumping so fast here, it’s so uncomfortable.”

My heart was indeed beating extremely fast, it was a little strangely fast.I can feel the blood gushing out from my heart and spreading all over my body, causing waves of heat. My face must be terribly hot right now. Although I don’t remember the last time my heart beat so fast, I know the last time My appearance frightened my mother, who has always been calm and calm, and had seen big storms.

Sure enough, Ah Huan was also frightened by my expression, covered my heart with one hand, and hurriedly said: "Okay, I don't doubt you, so don't worry." Holding me to make me fall on the bed, I shook my head and said: "It's better to sit down."

She wanted to go out to call for someone again, so I stopped her: "You talk to me, I don't feel bad, my heart won't beat so fast, if my heart doesn't beat so fast, then I'll be fine after a while."

She looked at me suspiciously, I ignored her for the time being, closed my eyes, and listened carefully to my own heartbeat. Fortunately, I discovered some abnormalities in my body when I was a child. Actually it's not serious, I just said that just to scare Ah Huan, now seeing her compromise, I sat down to adjust my breathing, and my heartbeat gradually returned to normal.

She has been looking at me, holding my hand, and as soon as I opened my eyes, she immediately asked: "Are you better? I'll accompany you back and ask the imperial doctor to take a look."

I looked at her, held her hand tightly and said, "As long as you are well, nothing will happen to me."

She stared at me and said, "Why didn't you worry so much when you forced me to admit that you liked you? Don't you think it's too late to worry about it now?"

I stared at her blankly.

She sighed, gently held my hand, and said: "I don't know how many people you have liked. I have only liked you in my life. I don't know whether you are a novelty for a while, or... you want a long-term, I only know that once I know that you like me too, I... can never let go. I am willing to be with you, even if it is only a few days of happiness. As for the future... If you are willing to keep me, I will stay in your house If you don't want to keep me, after I settle these things, I will find a monastery and become a monk, and I will spend the rest of my life."

Saying these words seemed to have exhausted all her strength. She lowered her head, put her hands on her knees, crossed her fingers, and was silent like a stone statue. I stood up hesitantly, reached out to take her hand, and called her "Ah Huan", she didn't reject me like before, she looked up at me with tears in her eyes. (Part of the text is in the author's words)

The author has something to say: I never thought that she would have such deep feelings for me, and she had such deep consideration for our future.

Maybe because of my previous life, I always feel that although I am not as deep and sensitive as her, I am more mature than her mentally, and the sense of superiority brought by insight into opportunities is always in my heart.

But now I find that although she is only 16 years old, she is much more mature than me.Compared with her, I am simply a naive, ignorant, self-righteous, useless, useless waste who will only run away from difficulties.

Me like this, meeting her like this is a blessing that I can only cultivate in several lifetimes.If I can't even live up to her like this, what is the purpose of being a human being in the two lives?

I have made a lot of resolutions in my two lives, and I used to tell those around me without hesitation, as if as long as I said it, it could be regarded as a realization, but the resolution I made now, I don’t want to say it to the people around me. Anyone who listens is not afraid of people knowing, but some things, no matter whether they are said or not, they must always be done and must be done.

"A Huan, can I...can I?" I called her softly, reached out to touch her clothes, she looked at me with some doubts, and didn't understand what I meant until I unbuttoned her coat and looked down with my hands , with tears in the corners of his eyes, but his face was thinly red, he lowered his head and said, "Don't you know how?"

Of course I can't.The third-rate medical department is also a medical department. I also studied in such a medical department for two years. Although I never watched movies about women and women in the dormitory, since I understand men and women, women and women naturally understand by analogy. .I just... dare not.

But now I dare.

Also, some unifying explanations for the plot:

You may have misunderstood the status of women and princesses in the Tang Dynasty because there were many deeds of fierce princesses in the Tang Dynasty.In fact, the social status of women in the Tang Dynasty was not as high as we imagined.I remember that the reasons why people at that time were unwilling to become a princess were described in the notes of the Tang Dynasty. There are several reasons as follows:

1.The princess herself has a large number of people brought out from the palace, and has her own warehouse. The money is guarded by her own people, and the son-in-law has no way to intervene.

2.The princess has many relatives, many parties and banquets, and sometimes it takes a few days to see each other (rich social communication, less communication with the concubine)

3.When the princess dies, the son-in-law has to mourn for three years (should not be three years, it seems that there has been an evolution, the emperor of the Tang Dynasty also broke his heart in order to marry his daughter)

Swap men and women, and you can see how serious the inequality is (a wife must be mourned when a husband dies, and it is normal for a husband and wife not to see each other for a few months, and it is certain that the husband has financial rights), and this is still Princess and consort, not ordinary women and husbands.

In fact, there were only a few princesses in the Tang Dynasty who really crossed the line. What they did was famous, but not necessarily because they were more extreme. I remember that there was a paper "Analysis of Princess Types in the Tang Dynasty" which counted all the princesses in the Tang Dynasty. In fact, there were more than 200 princesses. More than 160 of the four princesses are unknown, neither outstanding as Hezheng, nor favored as Taiping and Tongchang, nor perverted as Anle. The titles are all duplicated with the previous princesses of this dynasty, and the historical records have been confused. Judging from the degree of their favor, it is estimated that things like raising male pets are mostly unnecessary.

And referring to Princess Taiping, the type of "the only princess in the country for more than [-] years", she may also serve her uncle (Gao Zongte issued an edict ordering the princesses to serve her uncle, and judging from the good relationship with Xue Shao in the early Taiping period , most likely not a domineering daughter-in-law), when Zetian was emperor for many years, her niece (sister of King Wu Yizong of Hanoi, named county master, title forgotten) also needed to wear a veiled hat when riding with her (Zetian When the emperor saw his foreign ministers set up curtains once, they were removed after being told by the courtiers. I don’t know if the emperor had the habit of setting up curtains when he saw his courtiers, or because Zetian was a woman. But the courtiers were dissatisfied because of this, which shows that The courtiers still recognize her as the "emperor" very much), and the comparison between the princess and the kings and deacons (I have counted, there are [-] military officials in the Tang Liudian, including the princes and relatives. , and there are [-] personal guards, the princess has only about [-] subordinate officials, and the rank of subordinate officials is far lower than that of the palace), it can be seen that there was still a big gap in treatment between men and women at that time.

Another example is the education of royal women in the Tang Dynasty.The education of the princess in the Tang Dynasty is considered to be very outstanding in all dynasties. Taizong’s daughter likes calligraphy, and Taizong chose a servant book for her to teach her, but one is a case of special interest and talent, and the other is a comparison. The princes must learn calligraphy, classics and history and other subjects, and the education of the princesses is still very lacking.

However, the political status of the clan women in the Tang Dynasty is definitely higher than that of other dynasties. The notes of the Tang Dynasty must mention the noble master (not necessarily the princess), and there are many stories in the anecdotes about the princess and the son-in-law promoting the bachelor. The first princess once set up a curtain to watch and participate in the evaluation when the son-in-law entertained literati. Many other princesses were also keen to do this, and they would also promote literati at the banquet. Princesses can also be seen in the imperial examination.

Although the emperors and Taiping were the pinnacle of princess politics during Zhongzong's time, according to the notes, Xuanzong's eldest daughter, Princess Changshou (?) also protected Xuanzong during the Wuzong Dynasty. It can be seen that the princesses were still in the court in the middle and late period. Influential.

In short, having said so much, what I actually want to express is that the development of women’s rights is a gradual evolution process. Zetian or Taiping alone cannot affect the entire historical process. My family’s Taiping has no conditions and will not be a queen. , but she and her partners will influence future generations in a more long-term form.

The above are all hand-written from memory during the process of fishing at work. There may be errors in the sources and details of historical materials, but the general understanding remains the same. The above.