Zhen Guo Princess GL
Chapter 132 Disappointment
I've never felt so small before.Although I have never regarded myself as a real princess, since I was a child, there are very few things that I want and do that I can't get or can't do.No matter what my insides are, my body is indeed one of the noblest and most powerful people in this empire that is gradually becoming stronger.
I always thought that as long as I don't have unreasonable thoughts and flatter my father, mother, and elder brothers honestly and peacefully, I will live in peace and prosperity all my life.But everything that happened in the past year seems to be breaking my perception.
The prince's proposal for a marriage shattered my illusions about him. I found that although I was a princess, in a sense, I was still dependent on others and at the mercy of others. My blood was not enough to rely on me. Sometimes, this thing is an obstacle instead; the situation of He Lanminzhi and those cousins of the Wu family made me deeply realize the power of power. In this palace, there is no eternal wealth, and there is no eternal hardship. The ingenuity is that sometimes the life and death of a person or a family may be just a matter of a few words; A Yang's incident made me deeply realize that I am not alone, and my whole body is actually related to the lives of many people. Fate; and now, the feelings for Wei Huan really made me start to seriously think about the future, not only my own future, but also Wei Huan's future.
Wei Huan.
These two words are so common.A surname that can make half the people on the street turn their heads by shouting in the Duqu in the south of the city, and a name that is simple and unsurprising at first glance, but now it seems to be a mechanism stuck in my heart and ears. Whenever I hear these two words, this mechanism will be triggered, and everything related to these two words will be captured into my ears and put into my heart without missing a word, and my heart will search carefully for it. All the information about "Wei Huan" is carefully stored in a place specially designed for her: she is the descendant of Peng Zu, her grandfather is Hongbiao, and her father is Wei Xuanzhen. Wei Ji is her grandfather. According to legend, her family is not authentic Webster's, and her ancestor Webster was given a surname. Therefore, some people scornfully call her family "Huang Duzi Wei". Xingsheng, gradually no one dared to talk about it in person, but the relationship between Webster's other branches and her branch was obviously just ordinary.
My genealogy is so-so, and it took me a long time to memorize the clan branch of the royal family Li. From the Han Dynasty to the present, I can count all the famous people. Even Wan'er, whom my mother jokingly called "Roupu", is less knowledgeable than me in the family of Webster's Dongjuan. Of course, no one knows about it except myself.
I don't know what kind of feelings I have for her, and I don't know how long this feeling will last. Our future seems to be very clear. Sometimes I even feel that everything on our way will not be changed by our will. , but sometimes I feel that our future is at a loss. The road ahead seems to be full of fog. We can only grope forward in the fog, step by step. .
However, I clearly know that if I am just a worthless princess all my life, there will be no possibility at all between me and her.I may be able to bring her out of the palace and bring her into my mansion, making her the most powerful person in my mansion, but I can't guarantee how long this power will last.Too many people can dispose of my life at will, and then dispose of her whom I am attached to.My feelings for her are so contrary to the ethics of this era—as she said, against the heavenly bond, not to mention, when I have no power, my identity may instead be the biggest obstacle between me and her.
If there is really a ray of possibility between me and her, then this ray of possibility can only come from the struggle between me and her.
I think I need to seriously study the political rules of this era.
Miao Shenke has been amazed at my diligence recently.Although I wasn't lazy in the past, I always had a reluctance to study for the sake of learning. But at these times, I would not only preview all the chapters he was going to talk about, but also ask Cui Mingde and Wei Wei Huan found many relevant classics for me, read all the words thoroughly, and always used them to ask questions during class, and sometimes he couldn't answer the questions he asked.After class, I no longer think about going to the garden with Wei Huan to play with the butterflies and birds, or go to the Taiye Pond to play some boat games. Instead, I will take the initiative to stay and ask him about many things that he didn't talk about in class and couldn't. Telling historical stories.
Naturally, I dare not ask him blatantly questions such as "the crown prince was abolished", "dynastic changes", "the empress dowager's administration" and so on. I will only mix many deeds I found from history books and pretend to mention them inadvertently. In a word, I have to deliberately pretend that it has nothing to do with the current situation. I don’t know if he will see my intention. After all, now I know that he is the head of the "North Gate Bachelor" for father and mother to consult. It's my father and mother's brains who have been asking about every major issue in the past two years, and it's likely that my mother has single-handedly cultivated me as the leader of Zuo Yi's poor family. However, my father and mother treat me like nothing unusual these days, so he shouldn't be aware of it... right?
At the end of September, Wu Wang Li Bin finally entered Beijing with his seven sons and four daughters.
This fourth brother is completely different from what I imagined - I thought that since he has been out of the town for many years and is in charge of the military in Muzhou, he should be an extremely heroic and powerful figure, but what I saw was a white face with a beard A puffy young man with a face resembling his father. The prince is three years older than him. The two of them stand together, but they seem to be brothers of the same age. Will be more like a big brother.
Of his eleven children, the oldest is eight years old, very handsome, somewhat resembling Li Rui when he was a child; the youngest is only one year old, and is still held in the arms of a wet nurse, holding his fingers in his mouth when he meets people In the hall, I laughed so much that I was very pleasing—the eleven nephews and nieces of mine stood in three rows in the hall when they entered the hall, and it immediately seemed that we were only the prince, Li Rui, and the eldest son of the prince, Li Wei. Alone and alone.
My father and mother looked at the house full of children and grandchildren, smiling very happily, but Li Rui and I looked at each other with a somewhat uncomfortable face. Li Rui's discomfort had already happened since he heard that King Wu was coming to Beijing. It is nothing new that has continued to this day.
My uneasiness is born after seeing so many nephews and nieces—I heard that King Wu has seven sons, which is different from seeing so many nephews in front of him. Most of the people in the family are more confident in speaking outside, and the sons with many sons are probably different from the sons with only one son so far.Although the crown prince is at odds with his mother, he is her own son in the end. It is impossible to fight her to the end due to emotion, reason and law, but this king of Wu is different.
He is not my mother's son, not Li Rui and my brother from the same mother.Was it father's idea or mother's idea to ask him to go to Beijing?My mother asked Li Rui and me to make friends with the King of Wu. Is that really what she meant, or is it the opposite?What is the reason for letting him enter Beijing?
I glanced at King Wu, who was smiling modestly and cautiously, and then at the crown prince, who was also smiling modestly and cautiously. Finally, I looked at my mother. She seemed to be very interested in King Wu's youngest son, and asked the wet nurse to take this Xiao Langjun hugged him and kept teasing him, and sometimes whispered something to his father, and his father would look at the little grandson with a loving face, occasionally stretch out his hand to fiddle with him, and then turn back to talk to his sons.At first, he talked a lot with the prince, and occasionally Li Rui could say a word. Later, when King Wu talked about the customs of the fiefdom and those strange folk customs, the prince and Li Rui, who had never been to other places alone, stopped talking. I can't keep my mouth shut.
The mother kept smiling, as if there were only father and Wu Wang father and son in this party, only when Wan'er quietly approached her and whispered something in her ear did she show a meaningful smile , raised his voice and said to us: "A Pei gave birth to a granddaughter."
I clearly saw the disappointment on the faces of the prince and Li Rui.
The author has something to say:
I always thought that as long as I don't have unreasonable thoughts and flatter my father, mother, and elder brothers honestly and peacefully, I will live in peace and prosperity all my life.But everything that happened in the past year seems to be breaking my perception.
The prince's proposal for a marriage shattered my illusions about him. I found that although I was a princess, in a sense, I was still dependent on others and at the mercy of others. My blood was not enough to rely on me. Sometimes, this thing is an obstacle instead; the situation of He Lanminzhi and those cousins of the Wu family made me deeply realize the power of power. In this palace, there is no eternal wealth, and there is no eternal hardship. The ingenuity is that sometimes the life and death of a person or a family may be just a matter of a few words; A Yang's incident made me deeply realize that I am not alone, and my whole body is actually related to the lives of many people. Fate; and now, the feelings for Wei Huan really made me start to seriously think about the future, not only my own future, but also Wei Huan's future.
Wei Huan.
These two words are so common.A surname that can make half the people on the street turn their heads by shouting in the Duqu in the south of the city, and a name that is simple and unsurprising at first glance, but now it seems to be a mechanism stuck in my heart and ears. Whenever I hear these two words, this mechanism will be triggered, and everything related to these two words will be captured into my ears and put into my heart without missing a word, and my heart will search carefully for it. All the information about "Wei Huan" is carefully stored in a place specially designed for her: she is the descendant of Peng Zu, her grandfather is Hongbiao, and her father is Wei Xuanzhen. Wei Ji is her grandfather. According to legend, her family is not authentic Webster's, and her ancestor Webster was given a surname. Therefore, some people scornfully call her family "Huang Duzi Wei". Xingsheng, gradually no one dared to talk about it in person, but the relationship between Webster's other branches and her branch was obviously just ordinary.
My genealogy is so-so, and it took me a long time to memorize the clan branch of the royal family Li. From the Han Dynasty to the present, I can count all the famous people. Even Wan'er, whom my mother jokingly called "Roupu", is less knowledgeable than me in the family of Webster's Dongjuan. Of course, no one knows about it except myself.
I don't know what kind of feelings I have for her, and I don't know how long this feeling will last. Our future seems to be very clear. Sometimes I even feel that everything on our way will not be changed by our will. , but sometimes I feel that our future is at a loss. The road ahead seems to be full of fog. We can only grope forward in the fog, step by step. .
However, I clearly know that if I am just a worthless princess all my life, there will be no possibility at all between me and her.I may be able to bring her out of the palace and bring her into my mansion, making her the most powerful person in my mansion, but I can't guarantee how long this power will last.Too many people can dispose of my life at will, and then dispose of her whom I am attached to.My feelings for her are so contrary to the ethics of this era—as she said, against the heavenly bond, not to mention, when I have no power, my identity may instead be the biggest obstacle between me and her.
If there is really a ray of possibility between me and her, then this ray of possibility can only come from the struggle between me and her.
I think I need to seriously study the political rules of this era.
Miao Shenke has been amazed at my diligence recently.Although I wasn't lazy in the past, I always had a reluctance to study for the sake of learning. But at these times, I would not only preview all the chapters he was going to talk about, but also ask Cui Mingde and Wei Wei Huan found many relevant classics for me, read all the words thoroughly, and always used them to ask questions during class, and sometimes he couldn't answer the questions he asked.After class, I no longer think about going to the garden with Wei Huan to play with the butterflies and birds, or go to the Taiye Pond to play some boat games. Instead, I will take the initiative to stay and ask him about many things that he didn't talk about in class and couldn't. Telling historical stories.
Naturally, I dare not ask him blatantly questions such as "the crown prince was abolished", "dynastic changes", "the empress dowager's administration" and so on. I will only mix many deeds I found from history books and pretend to mention them inadvertently. In a word, I have to deliberately pretend that it has nothing to do with the current situation. I don’t know if he will see my intention. After all, now I know that he is the head of the "North Gate Bachelor" for father and mother to consult. It's my father and mother's brains who have been asking about every major issue in the past two years, and it's likely that my mother has single-handedly cultivated me as the leader of Zuo Yi's poor family. However, my father and mother treat me like nothing unusual these days, so he shouldn't be aware of it... right?
At the end of September, Wu Wang Li Bin finally entered Beijing with his seven sons and four daughters.
This fourth brother is completely different from what I imagined - I thought that since he has been out of the town for many years and is in charge of the military in Muzhou, he should be an extremely heroic and powerful figure, but what I saw was a white face with a beard A puffy young man with a face resembling his father. The prince is three years older than him. The two of them stand together, but they seem to be brothers of the same age. Will be more like a big brother.
Of his eleven children, the oldest is eight years old, very handsome, somewhat resembling Li Rui when he was a child; the youngest is only one year old, and is still held in the arms of a wet nurse, holding his fingers in his mouth when he meets people In the hall, I laughed so much that I was very pleasing—the eleven nephews and nieces of mine stood in three rows in the hall when they entered the hall, and it immediately seemed that we were only the prince, Li Rui, and the eldest son of the prince, Li Wei. Alone and alone.
My father and mother looked at the house full of children and grandchildren, smiling very happily, but Li Rui and I looked at each other with a somewhat uncomfortable face. Li Rui's discomfort had already happened since he heard that King Wu was coming to Beijing. It is nothing new that has continued to this day.
My uneasiness is born after seeing so many nephews and nieces—I heard that King Wu has seven sons, which is different from seeing so many nephews in front of him. Most of the people in the family are more confident in speaking outside, and the sons with many sons are probably different from the sons with only one son so far.Although the crown prince is at odds with his mother, he is her own son in the end. It is impossible to fight her to the end due to emotion, reason and law, but this king of Wu is different.
He is not my mother's son, not Li Rui and my brother from the same mother.Was it father's idea or mother's idea to ask him to go to Beijing?My mother asked Li Rui and me to make friends with the King of Wu. Is that really what she meant, or is it the opposite?What is the reason for letting him enter Beijing?
I glanced at King Wu, who was smiling modestly and cautiously, and then at the crown prince, who was also smiling modestly and cautiously. Finally, I looked at my mother. She seemed to be very interested in King Wu's youngest son, and asked the wet nurse to take this Xiao Langjun hugged him and kept teasing him, and sometimes whispered something to his father, and his father would look at the little grandson with a loving face, occasionally stretch out his hand to fiddle with him, and then turn back to talk to his sons.At first, he talked a lot with the prince, and occasionally Li Rui could say a word. Later, when King Wu talked about the customs of the fiefdom and those strange folk customs, the prince and Li Rui, who had never been to other places alone, stopped talking. I can't keep my mouth shut.
The mother kept smiling, as if there were only father and Wu Wang father and son in this party, only when Wan'er quietly approached her and whispered something in her ear did she show a meaningful smile , raised his voice and said to us: "A Pei gave birth to a granddaughter."
I clearly saw the disappointment on the faces of the prince and Li Rui.
The author has something to say:
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