CP, disassembled
Chapter 62 Confidence
Qiao Nianlan looked at Gu Yuanwei's appearance and said angrily: "Are you still hesitating?! How long are you going to hesitate? As a man, I have no decision at all."
Gu Yuanwei was a little embarrassed by Qiao Nianlan's words, raised his head and said angrily: "How do you understand my difficulties? I annoyed him in order to keep my promise to you. Do you want me to bow my head now? I have already bowed my head once. , bow your head again, do you still want my dignity? How can he cherish me? "
Qiao Nianlan looked at him for a long time, sighed slightly, and shook her head, "Don't tell me you want Duan Dalang to bow his head? His face will only be more than yours, not less than yours. If you continue to fight like this, you will only part ways forever. No intersection. As long as you are willing?"
willing?reluctant?Gu Yuanwei was very hesitant, he was constantly swinging from side to side in his heart.
"As a friend, I can see that you are reluctant. Abandoning him is very painful for you. So this is why I insist on reconciling. It is enough to play tricks on you. Otherwise, why should I insist on going my own way with so many infamy?
If you insist on keeping your promise, it means that you will definitely not embarrass me after marriage. Why don't I use your wife's reputation to do what I want?
But in that case, for you, I have become a long-term obstacle, like a mountain, lying in front of you.You will not be together again, but your life will have an eternal regret.Every time I touch it, it hurts my heart.
I don't want you to be in such pain. "The last sentence, Qiao Nianlan said very sincerely.
Gu Yuanwei suddenly realized that half of what Qiao Nianlan did was for him.What she needs is a free life, and I can fully satisfy her.
But she didn't hesitate to bear the huge pressure, and she didn't hesitate to ruin her pitiful reputation again, and she wanted to reconcile, in order to remove the obstacles between him and Duan Qiongyu.
She acts as a barrier between them, and moves away by herself, and has a selfish side, but also has a selfless side.Devils and angels, she's done it all.Her reputation has changed from a mess of graffiti to a black splash of ink.
Gu Yuanwei didn't say thank you, but he already regarded Qiao Nianlan as a true friend.Looking at the window, he didn't see the figure of that person.
"Are you looking at him?"
Gu Yuanwei smiled awkwardly, did not answer, but no longer denied it on the face, "But now there is Ji Tong."
Gu Yuanwei mentioned that this person he would see every holiday during this period - a person who made him feel inferior and made him lose his courage.
"It's because of Ji Tong that you have to hurry up. If Duan Qiongyu is taken down by Ji Tong, you will really have no chance at all. Look at Duan Qiongyu's fiancée Liu Wen, There is no hesitation at all if you say that you are going to quit the engagement. After all these years, there is no sign of them getting back together."
When Gu Yuanwei heard it, it was indeed so, and he felt a little anxious immediately.
"But has he been taken down by Ji Tong?"
Qiao Nianlan spread her hands, "How do I know? But if you don't work hard, you will never have a chance."
"But, what am I to him? Outsiders think I'm just a male favorite. I have to bear too much pressure. My parents will never allow me to hang out with him all the time, and he won't allow me Marry a wife. Outsiders will think that I am just a male favorite who is worse than his concubine.
Sometimes I want to be with him regardless of everything; but sometimes, I feel that it is not worthwhile for me to be with him for a moment of pleasure.I have no one to confide in the pain in my heart. "
Yes, facing Duan Qiongyu, he hesitated too much.But all of this is caused by reality.Everyone wants to be unrestrained, but being unrestrained, sometimes, is irresponsible.
"I understand." Qiao Nianlan's expression also became sad.As a much-maligned young lady in the capital, the pressure she receives from the world is also greater than a mountain.
"I am under no less pressure than you, but now, I have survived. I am a woman and I have done it all, but you are still looking forward and backward. I despise you. You worry too much and are timid. You will regret it later. "Qiao Nianlan asserted unceremoniously.
"Other people's opinions, why do you care so much? Look at Duan Dalang, he can recruit so many male favourites, do they care about his reputation? Can fame be eaten? Will reputation affect your career? No."
Seeing Gu Yuanwei frowning, knowing that he was very repulsive, Qiao Nianlan continued unceremoniously: "Yes, this way is to be despised by others and kill your efforts. But other people don't think so, they will only believe that they are willing Believe it, can you reason with them? No."
Gu Yuanwei frowned even deeper.
"You reject it because you cherish your reputation and don't want to get something for nothing. I also know that you are talented, and you got to the top with your own ability. But gossip, it's not that you don't want to hear it, so no one will say it. Those people always like Blacken people to death. Don't worry about it, just go in the left ear and go out the right ear."
"I'm not asking you to be Duan Dalang's male favourite, but I want you to treat your feelings well so that you don't regret it. In matters of relationship, it's not about whoever bows his head first loses, but whether the two love each other. Pride will only make each other miss, leaving lifelong regrets."
Qiao Nianlan patted him on the shoulder, sighed and said: "Hey, that's all for now, it's up to you to decide. As a friend, no matter what decision you make, I will bless you and support you you left!"
Qiao Nianlan left.Gu Yuanwei didn't make a sound, nor did he look at her.He was just digesting Qiao Nianlan's words.Here, in front of Qiao Nianlan, he felt deeply ashamed.
It is not as good as a woman's decision, which explains a problem.Since he came to this world, he went from being overwhelmed with self-confidence at the beginning to conceited, and then he was hit by repeated failures, and his confidence fell again and again, and he has lost his sense of normalcy.
Victory or defeat is a common matter in military affairs. He thought that being an ordinary person was enough, but he found that his confidence was not as good as that of ordinary people, and he had no vigor.
It's a terrible thing.But fortunately, Qiao Nianlan has awakened him, and he will regain his strength.It's gold that always shines, gossip, don't care, ignore it, and you win.
Even if he is really a male favorite, like Han Zigao in ancient times, he can still be a general and has a lot of popularity.Some people may talk about his status as a male favourite, but he has proved his ability with victories and displayed his brilliance.
He, Gu Yuanwei, can do the same! ! !
Cheng'anhou's Mansion was decorated with lanterns and festoons. From the inside to the outside, everyone was busy removing dust and cleaning.Yang Muyu didn't want to worry about it at first, but who made her the head of the house.If she doesn't come out to make trouble, will she give it to that vixen Wanwan?
"If my sister is tired, let my younger sister do it for me." Isn't the meaning of grabbing power too strong?
"Sister, don't be too tired. After all, time doesn't forgive people." Does this mean that I am old?I really want to scratch her face.
……
Duan Hongsheng's favor has already been taken away by her.No matter what, she couldn't give up the rights she had so hard to get.Even if it is for Duan Qiongyan to hold a wedding ceremony.
Duan Qiongyu also moved from his private house back to the Hou's Mansion for his younger sister's wedding ceremony.On the first day, he was punished by Duan Hongsheng to kneel in the ancestral hall for one night.
Duan Hongsheng is also helpless. Regarding the matter of raising a male pet, Duan Qiongyu seems to have returned to the dandy era, and even ten cows can't pull it back.Scolded and scolded, punished and punished, he still went his own way.
Fortunately, neither the saint nor the princess cares about it now, and Duan Hongsheng's heart is also relieved.But the posture still needs to be sufficient, otherwise how can I take care of this rebellious son in the future?
Early in the morning of Jiji ceremony, Duan Qiongyan took a bath and incense, and changed her clothes.With green eyebrows like Daisy, water-cut pupils, and a smile, Duan Qiongyu looked at his sister in the bronze mirror, with joy and worry, generally speaking, happiness outweighed worry.
His younger sister finally grew up, and he lived up to his mother's dying entrustment.Back then, he was only as tall as the bed, dying, and his pale mother held his hand and asked him to take good care of his sister and let her grow up happily.
"Aniang, don't go. Don't leave Xiaoyu." He said so.
At that time, he was still very unfamiliar with death, he only knew that his mother was leaving him.He didn't want to, he just wanted to act like a baby in his mother's arms every day.To that wrinkled younger sister, he just thought it was ugly and didn't like it at all.
His mother took his hand and earnestly asked him to promise to protect his sister and take care of her growing up.He reluctantly agreed.Later, the younger sister grew more and more beautiful, and his mother also left. He remembered his mother's words and protected him all the way, and he liked this thin little sister more and more.
If a servant doesn't treat his sister well, he scolds and beats them severely; if his parents don't pay attention to his sister, he runs to quarrel and yell.In this way, he staggered to protect her in a brutal and brutal way.
In the eyes of his father, he gradually became a son who was vulgar, barbaric, illiterate, and contradicted his parents.Of course, this is not entirely because he wants to protect his sister.The reasons are too complicated for him to explain.
What Duan Hongsheng often talks about is "If I hadn't promised your mother that I would not withdraw your position as the son of the eldest son no matter what, you would have been no longer the son of the eldest son."
Duan Qiongyu is not afraid of those dangers, and Yang Muyu has repeatedly assured that the position of the son is his, so he is just like this.In the last life, he was wrong, so he and his sister ended up miserable.
Fortunately, in this life, he changed himself and protected his sister better.
"My aunt is so beautiful today. Hey, it's a pity that I'm not the guest of honor, otherwise I could have married you." Seeing Duan Qiongyan smiling like a flower, Duan Qiongyu joked.
Today's guest of honor is Bai Xingkun's grandmother, an old man who wants to be respected and full of blessings.The Duan Bai family's marriage has reached a verbal agreement.Just waiting for Duan Qiongyan and Ji, they will start formally discussing the marriage. This is also a happy and melancholy thing for Duan Qiongyu.
"What's so regretful about this, you can help me add the hairpin now, and then take it apart. It can't be done formally, so it's not bad to be the first to add the hairpin for me." Duan Qiongyan raised her head to invite with picturesque eyebrows.
"Really? But I can't."
Having said that, Duan Qiongyu's hand has already touched her hair, cautiously and excitedly.
Gu Yuanwei was a little embarrassed by Qiao Nianlan's words, raised his head and said angrily: "How do you understand my difficulties? I annoyed him in order to keep my promise to you. Do you want me to bow my head now? I have already bowed my head once. , bow your head again, do you still want my dignity? How can he cherish me? "
Qiao Nianlan looked at him for a long time, sighed slightly, and shook her head, "Don't tell me you want Duan Dalang to bow his head? His face will only be more than yours, not less than yours. If you continue to fight like this, you will only part ways forever. No intersection. As long as you are willing?"
willing?reluctant?Gu Yuanwei was very hesitant, he was constantly swinging from side to side in his heart.
"As a friend, I can see that you are reluctant. Abandoning him is very painful for you. So this is why I insist on reconciling. It is enough to play tricks on you. Otherwise, why should I insist on going my own way with so many infamy?
If you insist on keeping your promise, it means that you will definitely not embarrass me after marriage. Why don't I use your wife's reputation to do what I want?
But in that case, for you, I have become a long-term obstacle, like a mountain, lying in front of you.You will not be together again, but your life will have an eternal regret.Every time I touch it, it hurts my heart.
I don't want you to be in such pain. "The last sentence, Qiao Nianlan said very sincerely.
Gu Yuanwei suddenly realized that half of what Qiao Nianlan did was for him.What she needs is a free life, and I can fully satisfy her.
But she didn't hesitate to bear the huge pressure, and she didn't hesitate to ruin her pitiful reputation again, and she wanted to reconcile, in order to remove the obstacles between him and Duan Qiongyu.
She acts as a barrier between them, and moves away by herself, and has a selfish side, but also has a selfless side.Devils and angels, she's done it all.Her reputation has changed from a mess of graffiti to a black splash of ink.
Gu Yuanwei didn't say thank you, but he already regarded Qiao Nianlan as a true friend.Looking at the window, he didn't see the figure of that person.
"Are you looking at him?"
Gu Yuanwei smiled awkwardly, did not answer, but no longer denied it on the face, "But now there is Ji Tong."
Gu Yuanwei mentioned that this person he would see every holiday during this period - a person who made him feel inferior and made him lose his courage.
"It's because of Ji Tong that you have to hurry up. If Duan Qiongyu is taken down by Ji Tong, you will really have no chance at all. Look at Duan Qiongyu's fiancée Liu Wen, There is no hesitation at all if you say that you are going to quit the engagement. After all these years, there is no sign of them getting back together."
When Gu Yuanwei heard it, it was indeed so, and he felt a little anxious immediately.
"But has he been taken down by Ji Tong?"
Qiao Nianlan spread her hands, "How do I know? But if you don't work hard, you will never have a chance."
"But, what am I to him? Outsiders think I'm just a male favorite. I have to bear too much pressure. My parents will never allow me to hang out with him all the time, and he won't allow me Marry a wife. Outsiders will think that I am just a male favorite who is worse than his concubine.
Sometimes I want to be with him regardless of everything; but sometimes, I feel that it is not worthwhile for me to be with him for a moment of pleasure.I have no one to confide in the pain in my heart. "
Yes, facing Duan Qiongyu, he hesitated too much.But all of this is caused by reality.Everyone wants to be unrestrained, but being unrestrained, sometimes, is irresponsible.
"I understand." Qiao Nianlan's expression also became sad.As a much-maligned young lady in the capital, the pressure she receives from the world is also greater than a mountain.
"I am under no less pressure than you, but now, I have survived. I am a woman and I have done it all, but you are still looking forward and backward. I despise you. You worry too much and are timid. You will regret it later. "Qiao Nianlan asserted unceremoniously.
"Other people's opinions, why do you care so much? Look at Duan Dalang, he can recruit so many male favourites, do they care about his reputation? Can fame be eaten? Will reputation affect your career? No."
Seeing Gu Yuanwei frowning, knowing that he was very repulsive, Qiao Nianlan continued unceremoniously: "Yes, this way is to be despised by others and kill your efforts. But other people don't think so, they will only believe that they are willing Believe it, can you reason with them? No."
Gu Yuanwei frowned even deeper.
"You reject it because you cherish your reputation and don't want to get something for nothing. I also know that you are talented, and you got to the top with your own ability. But gossip, it's not that you don't want to hear it, so no one will say it. Those people always like Blacken people to death. Don't worry about it, just go in the left ear and go out the right ear."
"I'm not asking you to be Duan Dalang's male favourite, but I want you to treat your feelings well so that you don't regret it. In matters of relationship, it's not about whoever bows his head first loses, but whether the two love each other. Pride will only make each other miss, leaving lifelong regrets."
Qiao Nianlan patted him on the shoulder, sighed and said: "Hey, that's all for now, it's up to you to decide. As a friend, no matter what decision you make, I will bless you and support you you left!"
Qiao Nianlan left.Gu Yuanwei didn't make a sound, nor did he look at her.He was just digesting Qiao Nianlan's words.Here, in front of Qiao Nianlan, he felt deeply ashamed.
It is not as good as a woman's decision, which explains a problem.Since he came to this world, he went from being overwhelmed with self-confidence at the beginning to conceited, and then he was hit by repeated failures, and his confidence fell again and again, and he has lost his sense of normalcy.
Victory or defeat is a common matter in military affairs. He thought that being an ordinary person was enough, but he found that his confidence was not as good as that of ordinary people, and he had no vigor.
It's a terrible thing.But fortunately, Qiao Nianlan has awakened him, and he will regain his strength.It's gold that always shines, gossip, don't care, ignore it, and you win.
Even if he is really a male favorite, like Han Zigao in ancient times, he can still be a general and has a lot of popularity.Some people may talk about his status as a male favourite, but he has proved his ability with victories and displayed his brilliance.
He, Gu Yuanwei, can do the same! ! !
Cheng'anhou's Mansion was decorated with lanterns and festoons. From the inside to the outside, everyone was busy removing dust and cleaning.Yang Muyu didn't want to worry about it at first, but who made her the head of the house.If she doesn't come out to make trouble, will she give it to that vixen Wanwan?
"If my sister is tired, let my younger sister do it for me." Isn't the meaning of grabbing power too strong?
"Sister, don't be too tired. After all, time doesn't forgive people." Does this mean that I am old?I really want to scratch her face.
……
Duan Hongsheng's favor has already been taken away by her.No matter what, she couldn't give up the rights she had so hard to get.Even if it is for Duan Qiongyan to hold a wedding ceremony.
Duan Qiongyu also moved from his private house back to the Hou's Mansion for his younger sister's wedding ceremony.On the first day, he was punished by Duan Hongsheng to kneel in the ancestral hall for one night.
Duan Hongsheng is also helpless. Regarding the matter of raising a male pet, Duan Qiongyu seems to have returned to the dandy era, and even ten cows can't pull it back.Scolded and scolded, punished and punished, he still went his own way.
Fortunately, neither the saint nor the princess cares about it now, and Duan Hongsheng's heart is also relieved.But the posture still needs to be sufficient, otherwise how can I take care of this rebellious son in the future?
Early in the morning of Jiji ceremony, Duan Qiongyan took a bath and incense, and changed her clothes.With green eyebrows like Daisy, water-cut pupils, and a smile, Duan Qiongyu looked at his sister in the bronze mirror, with joy and worry, generally speaking, happiness outweighed worry.
His younger sister finally grew up, and he lived up to his mother's dying entrustment.Back then, he was only as tall as the bed, dying, and his pale mother held his hand and asked him to take good care of his sister and let her grow up happily.
"Aniang, don't go. Don't leave Xiaoyu." He said so.
At that time, he was still very unfamiliar with death, he only knew that his mother was leaving him.He didn't want to, he just wanted to act like a baby in his mother's arms every day.To that wrinkled younger sister, he just thought it was ugly and didn't like it at all.
His mother took his hand and earnestly asked him to promise to protect his sister and take care of her growing up.He reluctantly agreed.Later, the younger sister grew more and more beautiful, and his mother also left. He remembered his mother's words and protected him all the way, and he liked this thin little sister more and more.
If a servant doesn't treat his sister well, he scolds and beats them severely; if his parents don't pay attention to his sister, he runs to quarrel and yell.In this way, he staggered to protect her in a brutal and brutal way.
In the eyes of his father, he gradually became a son who was vulgar, barbaric, illiterate, and contradicted his parents.Of course, this is not entirely because he wants to protect his sister.The reasons are too complicated for him to explain.
What Duan Hongsheng often talks about is "If I hadn't promised your mother that I would not withdraw your position as the son of the eldest son no matter what, you would have been no longer the son of the eldest son."
Duan Qiongyu is not afraid of those dangers, and Yang Muyu has repeatedly assured that the position of the son is his, so he is just like this.In the last life, he was wrong, so he and his sister ended up miserable.
Fortunately, in this life, he changed himself and protected his sister better.
"My aunt is so beautiful today. Hey, it's a pity that I'm not the guest of honor, otherwise I could have married you." Seeing Duan Qiongyan smiling like a flower, Duan Qiongyu joked.
Today's guest of honor is Bai Xingkun's grandmother, an old man who wants to be respected and full of blessings.The Duan Bai family's marriage has reached a verbal agreement.Just waiting for Duan Qiongyan and Ji, they will start formally discussing the marriage. This is also a happy and melancholy thing for Duan Qiongyu.
"What's so regretful about this, you can help me add the hairpin now, and then take it apart. It can't be done formally, so it's not bad to be the first to add the hairpin for me." Duan Qiongyan raised her head to invite with picturesque eyebrows.
"Really? But I can't."
Having said that, Duan Qiongyu's hand has already touched her hair, cautiously and excitedly.
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