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Ning also liked to play like this before.

At that time, Qi Xuanlou was standing on the porch looking at him, and he stood in the pile of small sparks and raised his head, with annoyed expression on his face: "This won't work, it's too big! I can't get around it!"

At that time, he felt that Ning Ye was still not fast enough, but now he found that it was indeed too long.

Before the tail was ignited, the beginning went out.

All I can think of now are the little things that don't matter.

After the most lively period of fireworks at twelve o'clock, Qi Xuanlou went to sleep.In fact, he couldn't fall asleep either, and had a dream without logic in a daze.

In the dream, he and Ning also returned to the year in Fucheng.

But he and Ning also seemed to be reversed, and Ning also blew his beard and stared at himself, his eyebrows were not eyebrows, and his eyes were not eyes, full of lively impatience.

Although I have a 15-year-old face, I seem to have a 30-year-old mentality. Seeing him, I feel full of joy. I stretched out the skirt of my coat and pressed him into the corner and skirt, and then kissed him frantically.

The touch in the palm of my hand is real and clear, as if it really existed.

But Qi Xuanlou knew that this was just a dream.

The 15-year-old Ning did not have such an expression, and the 15-year-old himself had never been so proactive.

It's not yet four o'clock when I wake up, but it's already a new year.

Qixuan Building did not turn on the lights, and said to the dark ceiling in a breathy voice: "Happy New Year, I miss you so much."

I still miss the dream just now in my mind, remembering his coat in the dream——

Smoky grey.

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A few years later, Qi Xuanlou adopted two boys.

The older one is just three years old and his name is Qi Lu, and the younger one is only one and a half years old, his name is Qi Ye.

The two children were trembling when they first arrived, but by the time of the Chinese New Year, they had almost forgotten the past and were running around happily.After all, Qi Lu is older, and he is still very polite to Qi Xuanlou. Qi Ye is different. When he heard Qi Xuanlou's footsteps coming home, he began to wait at the door, and when he entered, he opened his hands for a hug. .

Qi Xuanlou loved them very much, but he was also very strict.

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What Qi Lu likes most is not that his father buys them delicious food, but that his father is always willing to listen to his speech.

The four-year-old boy can already express clearly, whether Qi Xuanlou educates him, criticizes him, or rewards him, he will clearly tell him "why".

If you make a mistake, you will be punished, or if you do well, you will be rewarded.

Qi Lu thinks his father is a very enlightened father, so although he always criticizes himself, he doesn't care about him.

Still like him very much.

Before the new year, my father took them to a place where there was a grandma who was very temperamental, dignified and very fragrant.

That is, there are only grandma and another grandma who makes tea in the whole villa, and there is no one else, which seems a bit deserted.

Dad asked Qi Lu and Qi Ye to call grandma. They stood side by side, wearing exactly the same small suit and small leather shoes, and called grandma politely.

Then the grandma cried.

Qi Lu and his younger brother played around the house, and the grandma who made tea brought them a lot of snacks.

Qi Lu doesn't like sweets very much, but Qi Ye likes it very much. He ate several pieces and shared the scum with his brother: "It's delicious! It's delicious!"

It made a lot of dust on the ground.

Dad was talking with grandma in the living room, when Qi Lu peeked at her, he felt that his father seemed a little reserved.

A four-year-old child can't say the word "restrained", he just feels that his father is different from his usual father.

Just like I listen to my father's words, my father seems to listen to my grandma's words very much.

Qi Lu heard them saying things like "If you want..." and "Treat them as your own grandchildren", as well as "Uncle must have left on purpose, don't worry, I understand".

Anyway, Qi Lu couldn't understand, so he saw grandma wiping tears every once in a while.

When Qi Ye ate four snacks, Dad and grandma finished chatting.Grandma gave herself and Qi Ye a big red envelope, Qi Ye accepted it without knowing anything, Qi Lu secretly looked at his father, saw his father nodding before accepting it, and politely pulled his younger brother to thank: "Thank you, grandma!"

Qi Ye said in a childish voice, "Thank you grandma! I love you~"

Qi Lu felt that Qi Ye was very fond of acting like a baby, which was embarrassing.

But grandma seemed to like it very much, smiling with tears in her eyes.

Qi Lu and Qi Ye gradually grew up.

Qi Lu grows up to be a boy who looks like Qixuanlou. Although he doesn't look like him, his behavior is almost a replica of the small Qixuanlou.

Qi Ye is more rebellious. He has always acted like a baby since he was a child. When he made a mistake, he would cry, hug his thigh and beg for forgiveness. Every time my father wanted to beat him up, but he made a fuss about him. Qi Ye always made the serious atmosphere funny, and my father's anger dissipated.

Qi Lu was actually a little envious of his younger brother, but felt ashamed of him being like this.

Qi Ye said that he was old-fashioned, and he looked like a swinger. When he was in junior high school, he could have three girlfriends a month.

Qi Lu felt that his father doted on Qi Ye a little too much, but his grandparents liked him more.

Usually they seldom go to grandma's house, and only stay for about a week during holidays.At first, there was only Grandma Sui at home, and later Grandpa Ning was also at home.

When meeting Grandpa Ning for the first time, Qi Ye asked his brother in a low voice, "Brother, this grandpa seems familiar."

Qi Lu also thought for a long time before he remembered that he had seen it on TV, so he whispered to his younger brother: "Maybe Grandpa Ning is an actor, like my little uncle, always on TV."

The little uncle is called Sui Song. He is a super super super star. He has to wear sunglasses and a mask when he goes out.

The little uncle has a lot of rare things. Every time he sees him, he will give some weird gifts to himself and his younger brother.

Probably celebrities love shopping more, and my uncle especially loves to buy clothes for himself and his younger brother.When Qi Ye grew up, he liked all kinds of sneakers. The little uncle bought them in one color, and told his younger brother to change them for a week.

Dad said that the uncle was going to spoil the younger brother, and the little uncle was not very nice to his father.

I don't know why, but they always quarrel.

From Qilu Xiaojiao to Qilu Big.

The little uncle always finds troubles for his father unilaterally, so sometimes Qi Lu doesn't like the little uncle very much, and sometimes he likes the little uncle's caring, and he is entangled.

When Qi Lu and Qi Ye grew up to be sensible, they realized that their little uncle had never been married and was almost like their father.

But my uncle has a good relationship with Uncle Ling Chen.

In Qi Lu's eyes, Uncle Ling Chen is the real big star, especially the talented one.

Uncle Ling Chen loves himself more, and he is very understanding. The airplane models and car models he gave him are great. When he was 16 years old, he even gave him a black coupe that couldn't be more real.

But my father didn't allow it, and taught myself and Qi Ye very seriously, saying that we are not allowed to drive until we arrive.

He also said that he would let Uncle Yun teach himself how to drive in the future.

Qi Lu has always felt that he is very happy, and that he, his brother and father live together very happily.

But he also kept one thing in mind.

At that time, I was still young, and saw that other classmates had parents, so I asked my father a question when I went home: "Dad, other classmates have mothers, where did Xiao Ye's mother and I go?"

Dad's hand paused, but he didn't speak.

At that time, Qi Lu didn't know how to look at people, and he didn't understand that the silence of an adult meant that he refused to answer.He thought his father didn't hear, and asked again: "Don't we have a mother?"

How did dad answer back then?

His eyes seemed far away, and his voice sounded like the wind whirling in the corridor: "Yes, you don't have a mother, so just make do with me."

Uncle Xiaoyun tugged at his arm to make him stop talking.

Dad stayed in the study that night, Qi Lu vaguely felt that it was because he asked something he shouldn't, but he didn't know what the problem was.

Later, thinking about it when he grew up, Qi Lu still felt that he couldn't understand it.

Dad is such an excellent person, why would anyone not want to be with him?

This is incredible.

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Later, Qi Xuanlou fell ill, and his condition was severe. He himself did not have a particularly strong will to survive, and he died of illness after persisting for a year and a half.

Qi Lu and Qi Ye went to pack his belongings together.

The two of them seldom entered their father's study, not to avoid suspicion or anything, but they felt that there was a very serious atmosphere in the study when they were young, and they didn't like it when they were young, and they habitually didn't go in when they grew up.

Qi Ye doesn't like reading very much, so he went to tidy up the bedroom, and Qi Lu came to tidy up the study.

It was as if it was the same as yesterday, and my father seemed to be back at any moment.

Qi Lu opened the curtains, and the sunlight came in and spread on the table and the few books between the table and the bookend.

When it comes to tidying up relics, it’s actually not like moving things to the basement like most people do, but sorting out thoroughly, sorting out what should be classified, sorting out what needs to be taken away, and keeping the room clean and tidy. The owner was in exactly the same state before his life.

Both Qi Lu and Qi Ye have their own residences, which will be vacant after taking away important things.

Qi Lu bent down and looked at the few books in the middle of the book stand.Put it within easy reach, it must be seen often.

There are two essays written by masters of the Republic of China, one on economics, and one in English. What surprised Qi Lu the most is that there is also a workbook for the Olympic mathematics competition.

He subconsciously pulled out the exercise book.

The handwriting on it was familiar. Qi Lu opened it and looked at it. It contained simple and clear derivation process of formulas and theorems, as well as some ideas.

It can be seen that he has studied carefully.

Qi Lu quickly flipped through the entire book, and saw some small words on the back cover:

"Spring is best when the dawn breaks. The gradually whitish top of the mountain is a little brighter, and the purple clouds are finely floating there, which is very interesting.

Summer is best at night.When there is a moon, needless to say, even in the dark night, there are many fireflies flying around, or only one or two give off a little bit of light, which is also very interesting.Even raining at night with fireflies is interesting.

Autumn is best in the evening.The setting sun was shining brilliantly, and when we got very close to the mountain, the crows were all going back to their nests. Three or four, or two or three flew off in a hurry, which was also very interesting.And there are even geese flying in a row, and then they become smaller and smaller, which is really interesting.After sunset, the sound of the wind and the chirping of insects are, of course, very interesting.

Mornings are best in winter.Needless to say when it’s snowing, sometimes it’s just white snow and frost, or there’s no frost or snow but it’s still cold, so quickly start a fire and distribute charcoal everywhere, which looks a bit like winter.But at noon, when it warmed up and the cold subsided, all the fires in the hearth and braziers were easily turned into white ashes because no one was managing them, which was not very good-looking. "

Qi Lu remembered reading it, but couldn't remember where it came from.

After these paragraphs, I added a few sentences with pens of different colors:

Can meet on this planet by chance

Light up misty life

how lucky i am

No one stays in my thoughts like you

never doubt

the world is fine

Qi Lu carefully closed the exercise book, as if he had glimpsed something on his father's mind that he had never mentioned before.

He is no longer a young and ignorant child, and has his own views on the fact that his father visits Grandpa Ning and Grandma Sui every year.

About the uncle of the Ning family who died young, and the title of Sui Song's little uncle.

This view was quickly verified.

In another book, there was a yellowed note, the kind that was torn from a homework book, and the edges were not even.There was a line of words written in flying and phoenix dances on it, and through the note, one could feel that the man was unreasonable and extremely arrogant.

Hey Qixuanlou, do you want to be my boyfriend?

I would rather.

The author has something to say: so what.

Wen Shanshan in her previous life is not the cute girl in the text, don't get excited.

As for why the personalities of Wen Shanshan and He Dong are different from those in the main text, this is the case. Wen Shanshan in her previous life was basically developed from the Wen Shanshan who "doesn't matter if she is a third party" at the beginning of the text. prison.So it was actually He Dong who spoiled the goddess.

In fact, Ning also had a great influence on Wen Shanshan's character.

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The dream of Qixuanlou...

Probably the plot of the chapter "Hug in Coat".I don't know if it counts as dreaming of the afterlife, let's just count it.

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The quote "Spring is best when dawn breaks" is from "Pillow Grass", translated by Zhou Zuoren.

The following words "I can meet on this planet by chance on the same journey" are from Leslie Cheung's "Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter". The beginning is like this: Autumn should be good, if you are still present

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The world is fine.

Thank you for the nutrient solution and mine that everyone voted for me, thank you very much.

This book is really over, see you next time. Bye.

Oh one more sentence,

Let’s bookmark the column, poke the author’s ID and click “Favorite this author”, it’s really good (comparative)

By the way, poke Sui Song Xinkeng, brother Sui Song burst into tears, opening in mid-November: "Someone Doesn't Love Me?" ! "

...This time I really bye...

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