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Qi Xuanlou looked at the text message, which read: Xiao Ye, thank you for your efforts for Xiao Man, she is finally free.

Even if he and Xue Xiaoman had an ordinary relationship, he couldn't help being shocked when he heard the bad news.

Going through right and wrong, facing life and death, seems to have become a trivial matter.

Ning Ye's mood gradually calmed down, turning into a soft sob.After a while he took a long breath, which gradually turned into hiccup-like sobbing, with his nose sucking in and out.The words at this time were so pale, Qi Xuanlou could not comfort him, he could only hug him tightly, kiss his forehead, and swayed his hands back and forth on his back.

There was a strong wind blowing outside, and the rustling of leaves being rolled back and forth could not be heard from the upper floors, but the wind whistling in the air could be vaguely heard, empty, like the sound of passing through the corridor of time.

Although he couldn't sleep again that night, Ning Ye gradually became peaceful in Qi Xuanlou's embrace.Neither of them moved, just opened their eyes in the darkness, watching the sky gradually turn from pure black to gray blue, the city woke up like countless times before, and once again began to stage the hustle and bustle of yesterday.

The world of mortals is rolling, everyone is running forward vigorously, and no one cares what kind of different lives the strangers around them encounter.

Someone is born and someone dies.

Some people return, some people leave.

Idle time for decades, nothing more than love and hate, why can't you live recklessly?

When Qi Xuanlou kissed Ning Ye's forehead again, Ning Ye jumped up and kissed Qi Xuanlou's lips.

His mind is disturbed now, he doesn't want to think, he just wants to need.

Qi Xuanlou was stunned for a moment, then kissed back with even more force.

Ning also cooperated very well, and even impatiently hooked Qi Xuanlou's neck with one hand, pulling Qi Xuanlou down towards him.Qi Xuanlou loosened his arms, and Ning quickly jumped up on the bed, and when he was almost level with Qi Xuanlou, he kissed him fiercely and fiercely.

It's not like kissing, it's like biting.

The unspeakable pain in my heart finally found an outlet, and the pain on my lips made me sober, but also made me sink even more.

Ning Ye's legs wrapped around Qi Xuanlou's waist, hooking him close to her without any gap.He wasn't hard, the organs between his legs were attached to Qi Xuanlou's abdomen.Qi Xuanlou's hands went up Ning Ye's knees, and firmly supported his hips.

Qi Xuanlou's palms were hot, and the heat was transmitted along the skin, as if carrying a natural and uncontrollable force.

Ning also has no lust, but at this moment, he is extremely eager for this power.

His heart was empty, uncomfortably empty, and he desperately wanted to be filled, and wanted to have a down-to-earth sense of fulfillment.

So he did this, put his hand on Qi Xuanlou's hand supporting his leg, led him to continue to explore in his direction, even grabbed Qi Xuanlou's two fingers and poked them in the middle, an action full of hints Make it obvious what he means.

Qi Xuanlou just wanted to comfort him, and didn't want to take advantage of others' danger - throughout the night, even in the middle of the night, he could feel the glass-like fragility emanating from Ning Ye's body, or he was broken now .

Xue Xiaoman's death completely broke Ning Ye.

Qi Xuanlou didn't understand why Ning Ye put so much effort into Xue Xiaoman, he was even a little unspeakably jealous.He broke free and pressed Ning Ye's hand, breathing unsteadily: "Don't move around."

Ning Ye's face was pressed against his neck, her hair was next to his cheek, and her mouth rested on his collarbone.His voice was soft: "Do you want to do it?"

Qi Xuanlou held his hand wandering around and collected his mind: "Don't act recklessly. If you do this again, I won't be able to control it anymore."

He is not Ning Ye.

He will also have desire for Ning.

Ning also licked his collarbone: "Why do you want to control? Didn't you want to do it a long time ago? Go find lubrication, come on."

Qi Xuanlou swallowed his saliva, pressed Ning Ye into his arms, and rejected him cruelly: "Don't do this."

Ning was also in his arms, stiff for a moment, but he recovered quickly, he didn't know whether to laugh or snorted: "Qi Xuanlou, if you don't do it now, you won't have a chance in the future."

Just like a drowning person needs a life jacket, a plane crash needs a parachute.

If Qi Xuanlou was not here at this moment, there would be no need for him to exist.

Qi Xuanlou turned over and pushed Ning under him. He knelt on the bed and supported him with his legs apart, his eyes were heavy: "I don't want to take advantage of others, lest you regret it."

Ning also glanced at him: "What are you thinking about so much, do you love me?"

Qi Xuanlou gritted his teeth: "Love."

Ning also hooked the corner of his mouth and smiled: "How long have you been in love?"

Qi Xuanlou wanted to talk about it for the rest of his life, but he was afraid that Ning would think he was bragging, so he opened his mouth to change his mouth and say that he didn't know.He lowered his head and looked at Ning Ye. In the gray-blue morning light, Ning Ye was fair-skinned and black-haired. He was so good-looking with a thrilling sense of plunder, but there was an unconscious fragility in his eyes, which had been washed darker by tears.

It's like being grabbed by someone's heart.Qi Xuanlou never thought that he would feel so sorry for Ning Ye.

He paused, and decided to be honest with himself: "Forever."

Ning Ye put his arms around his waist, raised his upper body and kissed Qi Xuanlou again, with a vague voice: "Then... wish us a happy marriage."

When Qi Xuanlou woke up again, Ning Ye was still asleep.There was a thin layer of quilt around his waist, and the exposed parts were all naked.Qi Xuanlou's eyes almost subconsciously stayed on Ning Ye's waist, through the sheets, all the chaos in his mind was the suffocating pleasure when he entered in the early morning.

He felt his heart beating a little faster.

Along Ning Ye's waist, he painted Ning Ye's face with his eyes.His eyes were a little swollen, and there were still tears on his face—before Ning Ye was kneeling on the bed, and Qi Xuanlou was tirelessly coming in and out behind him.

Then Ning also cried while doing it.

Qi Xuanlou didn't know behind.It wasn't until he ejaculated that Ning Ye took advantage of the situation and completely lay down on the bed. Qi Xuanlou lay on him and wanted to kiss him. Only then did he feel the kiss, and Ning Ye's face was full of tears.

Qi Xuanlou was a little at a loss, coaxing him in a low voice: "Did I hurt you?"

Ning also shook his head.

Qi Xuanlou whispered as if disturbing him: "Don't be sad. I will treat you well."

Ning also twitched the corners of his mouth, sort of smiled, and closed his eyes.

Qi Xuanlou shook him: "Don't fall asleep, I'll clean it up for you."

Ning also stretched out his hand to hold him down, without opening his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry about it, just sleep for a while. I'm so tired, give me a hug."

Qi Xuanlou stretched out his hand, put it under his head, helped him cover his waist with a blanket with one hand, and hugged him tenderly.

This is Ning Ye... He said to himself, I'm so tired, give me a hug.

Qi Xuanlou didn't know how to describe his mixed feelings of sorrow and joy, it was probably what others said, the missing piece seemed to be filled only by him to feel complete.

He wanted to cry a little.

Qi Xuanlou looked at Ning Ye who was sleeping soundly, and said to himself, Qi Xuanlou, it was you who broke Ning Ye.

So you have to be very, very good to him, so that he will never suffer like this again. .

Half a month later, Xue Xiaoman came back.

None of Ning Ye and the others went, not even Gong Yu, which made Xue Donghan heave a sigh of relief.

His mother can't stand the slightest stimulation anymore, it's fine if they don't come now.

This summer has been very boring, everyone is depressed, the usual gatherings are stopped, alcohol is not drunk, cards are not played, and there are very few opportunities to meet each other, as if everyone is very busy.

Ning also occasionally went home to live, and Sui Ruan looked at him with worry.

Ning also teased his mother with a smile: "Senior beauty, why do you keep looking at me?"

"Look at you handsome." Sui Ruan said, "By the way, after thinking about it, my grandson will definitely be extremely handsome, and he must have a lot of face when walking the baby."

Ning also stuck out his tongue, rolled his eyes, and made an expression of "You are here again, I choose the dog leash".

Sui Ruan slapped him: "When are you going abroad?"

"Do you want to travel?" Ning Ye asked, "Where do you want to go? Don't worry, old lady, we can go wherever you want." He patted his waist as he spoke, pretending to be patting his wallet, showing off his wealth solemnly, "rich."

Sui Ruan was annoyed to death by him, and pushed away the hand he put on her shoulder to push her back: "I don't care if you get married or not, why don't you get mom a grandson first? I'll take care of the children." That's fine, I won't bother you in the future."

Ning was also at a loss: "What? Mom, I can't handle this alone, are you right?"

Sui Ruan stopped, looked back at him, and kept her mouth shut.

Ning Ye's face, which was originally very righteous and confident, gradually became guilty.

Sui Ruan turned her gaze away, and her voice was very soft: "I have thought about Xiaoman's incident, and I can't force it. If you don't want to get married, then you don't want to get married, but our family can't either... Anyway, you can bring me When your own child comes back, how will you live in the future? My father and I will just turn a blind eye and close our eyes. Your father made the biggest concession, can you do it?"

She raised her head to look at Ning Ye, who was much taller than herself, her gaze was understated yet full of affection, gentle and helpless, like wind passing over a balcony in a winter afternoon.

Ning also froze for a long time.

...Xue Xiaoman, like his previous life, passed away.

...Parents, but they are completely opposite to the previous life?What she meant was what she thought, right?

Ning also came back to his senses, looked at Sui Ruan, saw the other party calmly cast his gaze, and subconsciously nodded.

Sui Ruan turned around and walked forward again, Ning also froze on the spot, unexpectedly a little at a loss.

The dungeon was about to be cleared, and the boss he thought was the most difficult turned into a phantom, and the real boss appeared.

After walking for so long, the final choice turned out to be in the original place.

Ning also kept asking herself, could she still love Qixuanlou again without reservation and without fear of the road ahead?

No...I can't, but...I want to try again.

On the night when he learned of Xiaoman's death, he yelled at himself crazily in his heart, nothing more than dying again, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, go forward, don't be afraid.

And Qixuanlou happened to be there too.

He was there when I needed him the most.

Ning also raised his head and looked around. This old house can be counted as having been with him for 40 years in two lifetimes. How many more 40 years are there to squander?

He turned and grabbed the car keys and rushed out.

When Qi Xuanlou entered at night, Ning Ye was drinking water from a cup in his hand.

"Huh?" Qi Xuanlou was surprised that he came back from his parents so early on the weekend, and teased him while changing his shoes: "I miss me so much, I came back so early. Have you eaten yet?"

"Oh. Not yet." Ning also leaned against the wall to watch him change his shoes.

Qi Xuanlou stopped changing shoes, looked up at Ning Ye: "Then what should we do? Let's go out and eat?"

"have you eaten?"

"I've eaten. Didn't you say you won't be back tonight?"

"Forget it." Ning Ye strolled away again holding the cup.

Qi Xuanlou pondered for a while and felt that something was wrong, did Ning also quarrel with his parents?He raised his voice suspiciously and asked, "Did you quarrel with your parents?"

"No." Ning Ye's voice came from the kitchen.

Qi Xuanlou scratched his face, but still felt that something was wrong.He thought carefully about what he had said to Ning Ye since he entered the door, uh...

Miss me so much, come back so early.Have you got a meal yet?

oh.without.

So what should we do, go out and eat?

Does this "oh" answer the first question?

Qi Xuanlou was about to ask for proof, so he took off his shoes and went to the kitchen to find Ning Ye, put his hands around Ning Ye's waist and pressed him into his arms, rubbed his nose against his ear and neck, and asked in a low voice, "Do you miss me?" ?”

Ning also snorted.

"Do you want to?" Qi Xuanlou rubbed again.

Ning also broke free and looked at him very seriously: "I have something to tell you."

"Tell me." Qi Xuanlou has been a little uncontrollable since he had a real fight with Ning Ye, and when he is alone with Ning Ye, he can't wait to hang Ning Ye on his waist. wine.He turned Ning Ye over, and moved his hand down Ning Ye's waist.

Ning also stopped him: "My parents think I should have a child."

"..." Qi Xuanlou was depressed, "I don't have this ability."

Ning is also super innocent: "Then I am going to get married."

Qi Xuanlou bit the tip of his nose and said bitterly, "How dare you."

After biting, Qi Xuanlou pondered for a long time: "Otherwise, see if your parents' place can work. Let's get twins out, one for you and one for me, and then we can pretend to be illegitimate children, and the marriage will be discussed later." .Your mother wants to have both. Both are his grandchildren. She is too tired and doesn’t want both. I will bring one. Oh, by the way, the location of our company’s newly opened real estate is quite good, and the apartment size is also good. The house is still a slab-type building. I reserved four sets for the two of us, and I planned to open up on the same floor. Then I opened a small staircase in the room, and the upstairs and downstairs were also connected. Anyway, we live as neighbors, and we don’t leave words for others. The main thing is It is to try not to offend the old man, they don’t give orders all day long, we will live our own lives. It’s just doing this, you will be wronged, and people will always say that the Ning family picks and chooses and picks up to [-] Unmarried son..." At this point, he felt a sense of crisis, and straightened Ning Ye's face to make him face himself, and said very seriously, "If someone who is not good-looking comes to seduce you, you must hold back and know Is it? Although you are single in name, you are my boyfriend now."

Ning also blinked at him.

Qi Xuanlou had no confidence: "No...it's not suitable? If it's not suitable, I'll think about it."

Ning also put his backhand on Qi Xuanlou's hand, pulled his hand away from his face, touched something cool between his fingers, turned it over and saw that Qi Xuanlou was wearing a ring.

In fact, it was a very simple ring, and Ning Ye's mood suddenly improved.

He cleared his throat: "Why don't I try, if it doesn't work, I'll talk about it later."

Qi Xuanlou told him: "Just tell your mother that you are too young to get married, but you really want to have children, and ask them if they can accept surrogacy. The mixed race ones are very, very cute! You must exaggerate, you know?" , Exaggerating the cuteness, sweetness and caring of children, I think your mother has a temper, it should be fine. I have consulted a lot of entrepreneurs around 50 years old, most of them are still so old-fashioned. It doesn't matter if you don't get married, whether the marriage is happy or not, the most important thing is to pass on the family line, and you can't cut off the incense, it feels like their family has the throne to inherit, ha ha."

Ning Yemi smiled: "You mean our family also has the throne to inherit, right?"

Qi Xuanlou coughed lightly, and pecked him: "Are you going to argue with me? Let's go back to the bedroom and make a fuss about it."

Ning also kicked him, and was caught by his leg. He lowered his head and kissed himself hard, and said in a confused voice, "Either go to have supper later, I didn't see you yesterday..." A little aggrieved, "I always feel like It's like being taken care of by you, serving you when you need it, and hiding away when you don't need it, do you think you have to compensate me?"

He also talked more and more vigorously, and the wind demanded, and the tip of Ning Ye's tongue hurt when he sucked it.

The two couldn't hold back as they kissed each other. In the end, Qi Xuanlou directly turned Ning Ye over and asked him to come up on the sink once.Qi Xuanlou likes Ning Ye's waist the most, it's thin and tight, and when viewed from the back, the wide shoulders and narrow hips are smooth, just looking at him makes him feel impulsive, especially when his hands are on Ning Ye's waist, The kind of excitement that the blood all over the body rushed straight to the forehead.

It's like I never dreamed that I could get such a person.

After finishing, Qi Xuanlou put his arms around Ning Ye and went to take a bath, Ning was too lazy to be disturbed, and he didn't really want to go out for supper.Qi Xuanlou tried his best to serve him like his ancestors, and he also had the mentality of "I have wronged you, so I have to treat you better".

Ning also watched his jokes secretly in his heart, but on the surface he didn't leak a word, he was just thinking about it, and went back and tried.

Not only did Sui Ruan let go of not mentioning it to Qi Xuanlou at all, but she also made a conditional statement to herself.

When Qi Xuanlou went out to buy supper, Ning also lay down on the bed and carefully reflected on his psychology, and apologized to Qi Xuanlou from the bottom of his heart, but decided not to change.

I can't tell what kind of mood is causing the trouble, but I just don't want to expose myself that much.Qi Xuanlou has always been concerned about gains and losses, thinking that he loves himself a little more than himself, so let him continue to think so.

He doesn't need to know what kind of struggles, pains, tossings and self-denials he has had in these years with him.

And he didn't need to know how much courage it took him to make up his mind to try again.

Let him take it as... I was moved by his perseverance, that's fine.

All deep love is a secret.

When the summer was about to pass, Qi Xuanlou accompanied Ning Ye to the cemetery.

There are several bouquets of fresh flowers in front of Xiaoman's tomb, and it seems that people have been visiting her.Ning also arranged the flowers in her hand, and stood in front of the tomb for a while. There was a very small photo on the tombstone. The girl in the photo was young and beautiful, with big, black eyes, showing an innocent innocence and happy.

"None of us mentioned it, let's take a look at Xiaoman together." Ning Ye said, "We dare not."

Qi Xuanlou embraced his shoulder.

Ning also looked at the tombstone: "I used to listen to what people said. Although he is gone, we will miss him forever. This kind of words...but I don't think so now. Everyone is very busy. Maybe I will miss him at first. But I will forget it slowly. At the beginning, I will think about it during the holidays, but after a long time, I may be too busy to think about it during the holidays."

Qi Xuanlou said, "Whether you can be remembered by others is not important, what is important is what kind of journey you have had."

Ning also nodded, he was right, the important thing is what kind of journey and life he has had.

It's just that some people are very fulfilled, while some people feel unwilling when they leave.

The cemetery is quiet. When going down the mountain, the wind blows past the pines and cypresses, and there are occasional birdsong.

Ning doesn't think he can talk about anything to see through life, but it seems that from this moment on, the whole person can become more peaceful, as if a door has been opened, and instead of just focusing on himself and not caring about others like before, but in Maintain restraint while paying attention to others, and understand various choices and life.

The whole person seems to be tolerant, to his lover, to himself, to fate.

After all, he is already lucky enough. Facing such luck, he has learned to cherish and restrain himself.

"What do you want for lunch?"

"casual."

"Do you know that there is a dish called fat beef in sour soup? It's sour and spicy, and it's very delicious."

"Then go. Where?"

"Yuda Plaza."

"It's too far... I don't want to go."

"Then where do you want to go?"

"I don't know, whatever."

"..."

The sound became farther and farther away until it disappeared.

Maybe they have always been the protagonists of their own world, but in fact, they are just an ordinary couple among thousands of people.

The author has something to say: Even if the text is over here, I think it is basically in place. Qixuanlou and Ningye are actually just short of mutual confirmation. Probably the last dozen chapters have been no different from being in love.Ning also decided to give it a try and it was already the limit. After thinking about it, I felt that it was not in line with his personality to write about mutual complaints or complete trust.

If he is willing to do it with Qi Xuanlou, it means that he has begun to let go of his guard.He is the kind of person whose body is loyal to his spirit. He may not say anything, but his body will not lie.

The original synopsis was: All Deep Loves Are Secrets.

Ning is also willing to give it a try, it is already more than Qi Xuanlou's love for him, really.In this life, Qi Xuanlou has a kind of happiness that does not know the inside story, and only Ning knows it.

Xiaoman's "again" death told him more to cherish the present and not to care too much about the result.Because maybe you will have an accident if you don't wait for the result, and you will regret it even more.

The rest can be supplemented in a special episode, but Qi Xuanlou and Ning Ye wrote it here and it is almost the same.If you still feel rushed, it’s really a problem with my level 0

Fanwai may write a happy version or a time-travel version of Xiaoman.Ji Shaoheng and Wen Shanshan may be combined together.Ning Qi and the others may write about their daily life with their baby, or they may just be sweet, it's hard to say.

The extra episode is just... let's finish one topic in a row, and there may be breaks between themes.

OTZ I really want to take a break too.

Writing serialization is also a challenge for me. The past three months have been ups and downs, thank you little angel who persevered until the end.The writing is not very good, thank you for giving me the opportunity to grow.

Although I may say goodbye to most of them after finishing this article, many of them have never communicated with each other, but I still cherish this fate, and I have nothing to repay, just... this chapter takes the lead A red envelope, OTZ, I can't think of any other way.

Kneeling and begging to poke into the column to bookmark, and then poke the new article pre-acquisition: "Someone doesn't love me?" ! "For Sui and Song Dynasties, cp in the entertainment circle, the first saved manuscript should be updated in November or mid-November, try to save enough 11 before publishing, and keep the daily update until the end.

The tone is a little more cheerful than this... I am almost depressed when I write this article QAQ

Take me, take me, take me!If you don't accept me, I will lose me! !

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ps, remember to take the lead, I can give you a red envelope, give me a chance (Erkang hands