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Ning didn't know how he said goodbye to the doctor. When he realized it, he was already sitting in the car, holding the steering wheel with both hands, shaking all the time.

He searched for the mobile phone for a long time to make a call, and finally found it in his pocket. He opened the mobile phone and didn't know who to call. His heart seemed to be pulling a string, and he was lifting it up and down, but he couldn't land. Real place.

Contrary to most people's first reaction when facing bad news is disbelief, Ning Ye knew it was true as soon as he saw the inspection report.

He took all precautions and took Xue Xiaoman to do gastroscopy for almost ten years. He could not be more meticulous on weekdays, but the result was still the same.

Then he was born again, where is the effort he made?

Except that his own life trajectory changed because of his own choices, and Qi Xuanlou changed his choice because of his choices, the others almost still acted as they did—Sui Song and Ling Chen were still in love, whom I had never met in my previous life Ji Shaoheng is still depressed, Sui and Tang Dynasties are still futures bosses, Xue Xiaoman... Xue Xiaoman still has cancer.

How ridiculous, no amount of hard work can compare to fate.

Ning also lay on the steering wheel for a long time, thinking that this is earlier than in his previous life, maybe the condition is not so serious, and he didn't even notice that Xue Xiaoman started to lose weight, so maybe the effect of treatment will be much better.

There are many people who have well-controlled gastric cancer, and there are many people who have persisted for more than ten or twenty years.

Ning also got up and rubbed his face, calmed down, and drove home.

In the evening when Ning Zhengchao was away, Sui Ruan had just packed up and was about to go out to play cards when he heard someone open the door.

Sui Ruan thought that Ning Zhengchao had returned: "Old Ning, what are you doing back now? Huh? Xiao Liu?"

Ning also lowered his head in silence to change his shoes.

Sui Ruan keenly noticed that he was in a bad mood, and his whole body was limp as if beaten by frost.Sui Ruan walked over and asked cautiously, "Liu'er, what's the matter with you?"

Ning also raised his eyelids to look at his mother, and for some reason, his eyes became hot, he hugged Sui Ruan's shoulders, and buried his head in the socket of her shoulders.

He sniffled, and obviously heard a nasal sound. Immediately afterwards, Sui Ruan felt his shoulders get wet.

Sui Ruan has never seen Ning Ye cry so sad since he was ten years old. His father also cried when he beat him. It was crying in pain, or crying in anger. When crying, his eyes are very fierce, as if he is ready to fight with someone at any time.

This is the first time that Sui Ruan sees Ning crying so suppressedly, his whole body is full of sadness.

Sui Ruan immediately panicked, and patted Ning Ye's back: "Oh, Xiao Liu, what's the matter? Liu Er, you talk to your mother, who bullied you?"

In her eyes, Ning Ye was still that little boy who would be bullied.

Ning Ye cried even harder.

Sui Ruan struggled to see his face, he felt embarrassed, and held his mother hard to prevent him from looking, but his chest was silently choked up quickly, and the tears fell even more.

Feeling sad and guilty.

Because of Xue Xiaoman's illness, and because of himself, he failed such a mother.

He didn't want to cry like that, but he couldn't hold back his tears.

Sui Ruan felt sorry for him, knowing that he had grown up to save face, he must have suffered a great grievance outside before he came back and hugged himself and cried, his eyes were red, and he patted Ning Ye's back one after another, speaking in a nasal voice: "Don't you Angry, whoever makes you angry, your mother who can't solve it will help you. Don't cry, ah, don't cry. "

Being patted and coaxed by Sui Ruan, Ning also slowly controlled her emotions and let go of her.

Sui Ruan asked him tentatively: "What's wrong with you, Xiao Liu?"

Ning also thought about it, and handed the medical examination report that he had been holding to Sui Ruan.

Sui Ruan saw the four characters in the medical report at a glance, and then thought of Ning crying like this, she was so frightened that her voice changed: "Liu'er... you, you, you... what's wrong with you!"

I'm about to cry again.

"It's not mine." Ning also wiped his nose, "Xiaoman's."

Sui Ruan swallowed her saliva, and asked Ning Ye anxiously: "Not good?"

Ning also signaled her to open it: "You can take a look."

Sui Ruan took a deep breath and dared to open it only after she had recovered her composure.She doesn't quite understand what poor differentiation means, but she sees the latter: cancer.

Xue Xiaoman was too young, almost his entire life had not started with this kind of serious illness, Sui Ruan's vision also went dark.

Ning also supported her: "Mom."

"It's okay." Sui Ruan waved his hand, took the report and walked a few steps to the sofa, sat down slowly while leaning on the armrest of the sofa, and then asked Ning Ye, "Does she know?"

Ning also shook his head: "I just got it, and no one told me."

"Notify your uncles and aunts." Sui Ruan sighed and calmed down, "No matter what, you have to tell Xiaoman's parents. It's time to review and review. As for whether to tell Xiaoman and how to tell Xiaoman, it's not up to us. Make up your mind. Go, call Xiaoman's parents."

Xue Xiaoman's parents are very busy, and the schedule is full, how can they come out to meet Ning Ye when they are free.Ning didn't really want to tell them the news on the phone, so he asked Xue Donghan first.

Xue Donghan was free, and didn't care about Ning Ye's low voice on the phone. He thought that Ning Ye had caught a cold, so he happily discussed with Ning Ye where a new cook came, and where the taste was good, he could try something new.

Ning was not in the mood to discuss these things with him, and made an appointment to meet the next afternoon, but hung up after a few perfunctory words.

When Xue Donghan came, he brought a girl with him. The weather in November, the average temperature in Yucheng was minus five degrees, and it was terribly cold. The girl was wearing a cashmere coat and boots on her bare legs. Take it off, and wear a sleeveless lace dress inside, which is very brave.

Ning also looked at her upset, and signaled Xue Donghan to send someone away.

Xue Donghan said casually: "Don't tell me, buddies still have activities tonight." Then he put his arms around the girl and kissed, "Let's talk about something, you go to the shopping mall next door for a while."

The girl was quite unhappy at first, so she murmured coquettishly and angrily: "I will be sent away. If I had said earlier, she would not come."

Ning Ye was already in an extremely bad mood, and his patience was exhausted: "Hurry up and buy whatever you want. After today, you won't have this chance again."

Because of his professional relationship, Ning Ye is usually not such a rude person, and the meaning of looking down on others is very obvious.Xue Donghan looked at Ning Ye in surprise, and then felt that something was wrong with Ning Ye, so he sent the girl away with a few words, and asked Ning Ye: "What's wrong with you?"

Ning also pushed the medical report to him.

Xue Donghan picked it up and looked at the name on it, Xue Xiaoman.

He knew that Ning Ye coerced and lured Xiao Man to the medical examination every year. Most of the bags in Xue Xiaoman's cabinet were paid by Ning Ye, which made the whole family think that Ning Ye had been chasing Xiao Man since high school. I am very happy to see the results, and I have never objected to Xiaoman and Ning Ye going out to play together.

"Why did you show me my sister's medical report this year..." Xue Donghan felt a little nervous in his heart, but his mouth was still stiff, "Why...?"

When he saw the one on the top, he was stunned, swallowed the rest of his words, and stared at the thin piece of paper several times.

"I know it's hard to ask my uncle and aunt to come out together, but I don't want to tell them the news over the phone." Ning Ye's voice came from above his head, especially floating, "I can only tell you first, and you go home Tell your family. Whether you want to go for a reexamination and confirm the diagnosis, or tell Xiaoman, I will pass it on to you."

Xue Donghan lowered his head halfway, raised his eyelids and looked at Ning Ye, his eyes seemed to be wet.

He quickly lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and sighed after a while: "Thank you. Then I'll go first."

With that he stood up.

"Where are you going? Do you want me to see you?" Ning also stood up.Xue Donghan was too calm, he was a little scared when he was so calm.

Xue Donghan shook his head, and patted Ning Ye's shoulder: "I'm his brother, I can't be messed up. Don't worry, I will drive slowly, and I have to accompany Xiaoman to go for a review. At this time, let yourself be confused. It's not a good thing to be in the hospital. Let's go first, thank you for your kindness, our family will remember your kindness, and we will make an appointment later. "

After saying that, he left without looking back.

Ning also looked at his back.When he came, he was still an idle boy, but when he left, he walked steadily as if he could bear a heavy load.Ning Ye suddenly thought inexplicably, does everyone have such unknown multi-faceted nature?

He sat back again, feeling cool from the bottom of his heart.

This time, is it too late for Xue Xiaoman?

Ning also went home to live in the evening, but he went back to the house after dinner.

Ning Zhengchao didn't come back last night, and he was also very sorry to hear what Sui Ruan said on the phone.Ning Zhengchao came back tonight. He saw Ning Ye's shoes in the entrance, but no one was on the first floor. He motioned upstairs to ask Sui Ruan, "Xiao Liu is back? Are you crying?"

Sui Ruan nodded: "I stayed at home yesterday and today. I haven't seen him cry like that in almost 20 years. It almost scared me to death."

Ning Zhengchao pondered.

Sui Ruan has been married to him for many years, how can he not know what he is thinking: "Don't think about it, let me tell you, you are not allowed to care who he likes, do you hear me?"

Ning Zhengchao glared: "I don't care if I like girls!"

"Boys are not allowed." Sui Ruan lowered his voice and quarreled with Ning Zhengchao, "If something happens to Xiaoman, Xiaoliu's posture is probably going crazy. You don't know the boy in their company, he almost jumped off the building, It's only been half a year since two people died by his side. If you still manage him like you did in the past when you fall in love, you are not afraid that he will become like that! Let me tell you Ning Zhengchao, I am just such a son, if you dare to let him Drive me crazy, I can't finish with you!"

Ning Zhengchao was so angry by his wife that he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, and held back for a long time: "You are so fragile, you are always depressed, you want to die, our old Ning's family is not so cowardly."

"You fart!" Sui Ruan quarreled with him with raised eyebrows. "We are just guessing now. He has a good relationship with that surnamed Qi, and he may not be in a relationship. Maybe he is a good friend. If that surnamed Qi is a Girl, you are so good, it’s hard to say whether you can marry such a daughter-in-law. I know you want to save face, and I’m afraid that others will point out behind your back that your son is gay. Let me remind him a little bit, and let them not go too far. At worst, if someone says that your son is still single in his [-]s or [-]s, it’s a joke that you can’t hold a grandson and it’s over. Let Xiao Liu go abroad to do surrogacy, and he can hold both of them. Golden bachelors are popular now, we Xiao Liu only need to be single, who would dare to laugh at you saying that your son can’t find a girlfriend? Let’s tacitly tell each other to save face for each other, and in another twenty years or so we will be almost the same It's time to go to the ground, they can toss as they please. Don't toss him out of trouble now, you are killing me!"

Ning Zhengchao could not understand, nor did he want to understand.

How could he watch his son go astray?Who heard that educating children can also educate children to make mistakes?

Seeing his expression as if he disagreed, Sui Ruan cried as soon as he said it: "Old Ning, if I could, I wouldn't be happy to do this. I've been researching this for a while now. Homosexuality is born and you can't change it. You must Asking him to marry a girl will harm his family for the rest of his life. Do you really think that marrying a woman can give birth to children? Our family has been honest for several generations. You can’t do things now for the sake of face and conscience, right? You say it’s okay not to marry a wife, let Xiaoliu be a bachelor for the rest of his life, you say you are wicked or not? Forcing your son to be single all his life, no one loves him, who will spend the rest of his life with him after a hundred years Huh? When we both die, he will be fifty, where would you ask him to find a companion?"

Ning Zhengchao felt in his heart that what Sui Ruan said was wrong, but he couldn't refute it. She was still crying, and when she cried, he couldn't help it: "Okay, okay, let's talk about it later. Maybe what Xiaoliu likes is As for Xiao Man, didn't you say that Xiao Liu knew that Xiao Man was sick and was about to collapse from crying?"

Sui Ruan sobbed and wiped her face: "Xiaoman has this disease, I can see it through. I haven't been in the sixth grade yet, so I have to suffer." She wanted to cry, "Xiaoman and the others are also regarded as the ones I have watched since I was a child. Growing up, when I think of Xiao Liucheng like this, I have the heart of death. He can do whatever he wants, who knows that one day God will not see it, and he will find something wrong with us. Why bother to force the child , not stealing or robbing, not breaking the law and not hindering society, he can do whatever he wants, and come as he pleases."

Hearing Sui Ruan's words, Ning Zhengchao was completely wrong in his three views, and just about to refute, he saw her wiping her tears, sighed and did not speak.

Ning also stayed in the room, unable to fall asleep while lying down, watching TV casually for a while, and wanted to call Xue Donghan, but he didn't know what was going on with their family, and was afraid of causing trouble to others.

The TV show was quite lively. There were people coming and going in the entertainment industry. Ji Shaoheng made the headlines, and more people followed one after another. Many people even envied Ji Shaoheng for being able to stay on the front page of the news for many years in a row.

Whether the news is good or bad doesn't matter.

Ning also watched the news and thought, if Ji Shaoheng hadn't been forced too hard by his family, he probably wouldn't have become what he is now.

He subconsciously thought of himself in the previous life.

He didn't realize it when he hugged his mother and cried today, but now that he thought about it, he realized that when he was extremely sad, the place he wanted to go the most was - home.

Only at home, you can have no scruples, no need to think, no need to worry about every step, no need to be wary of open and hidden arrows, no need to worry, no need to be afraid.Only home can give you absolute security and warmth.

At this time, Ning Ye's phone rang.

It is Qixuan Building.