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Wen Shanshan asked Ning Ye: "Do you think Ji Shaoheng really wants to commit suicide?"

Ning was also taken aback, and patted Wen Shanshan's shoulder: "No, I don't think so."

Wen Shanshan's eyes were a little red, and she looked at Ning Ye steadily.

Ning also took a deep breath and said, "Stop thinking about it, see a doctor when you need to, take medicine if you need to, and enlighten you when you need it. There is always a way. Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault."

Wen Shanshan pursed her lips, and tears welled up: "I should have paid more attention to him... I should have insisted on asking him to see a psychiatrist before... I was negligent. If something goes wrong today, tell me... ..."

She couldn't go on.

"Okay, okay, no one can be perfect." Ning also turned around and hugged her, "You have done enough, really, but there are always too many things that we cannot predict and control. It's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself. Really Shanshan, really."

Wen Shanshan pushed Ning Ye away, lowered her head and wiped her tears, her voice was a little hoarse and nasal: "Stop talking about this, let's go."

Ning also patted her again.

She looked up at Ning Ye hastily and flusteredly, with tears still in her eyes, but she forced a smile from the corner of her mouth, and nodded vigorously: "I know."

Ning also sent Ji Shaoheng home. The first thing he did after entering the door was to look at the windows. Thank God, all the windows of his house were protected by barbed wire fences, so at least he didn’t have to worry about what happened in the afternoon.

Wen Shanshan reduced her workload and drove to pick up Qixuanlou by herself.Ning Ye had originally agreed with Qi Xuanlou to pick him up, but when Qi Xuanlou came out and saw Wen Shanshan standing there, she felt a little unhappy. Lou listen.

When Qi Xuanlou heard that Ji Shaoheng almost jumped off the building in the afternoon, he was also taken aback. He couldn't care less about Ning not coming to pick him up, and asked, "Is he okay now?"

"Fortunately, Ning is also sensitive, so call me when you hang up, and tell me to hurry in and check the situation." Wen Shanshan said while looking at the rearview mirror, "I can't imagine what the consequences will be if I stay outside for another half an hour .”

Qi Xuanlou reached out and gave her a quarter turn of the steering wheel: "Concentrate! How about I drive it, I don't think you're in a good condition."

"No need..." Wen Shanshan gave up after holding on halfway, pulled over and stopped the car, and decisively decided to change seats with Qi Xuanlou, "You should drive, I feel a little floating right now, and my legs are involuntarily weak."

Qi Xuanlou changed seats with her, sat in the driver's seat, and asked, "Ning is also at Ji Shaoheng's house now? Then where are we going?"

"It is said that we are going to eat hot pot at Ji Shaoheng's house." Wen Shanshan said while fastening her seat belt, "Let's go to Ji Shaoheng's house too, can you find it? I don't know the number of Guanghua Road, it's called Yutingyuan. You drive first, when you arrive I'll point you there."

Qi Xuanlou nodded, didn't say anything more, started the car and slid into the traffic.

When Qi Xuan got off the plane, Ning was also accompanying Ji Shaoheng to buy things in the supermarket in his community.There are quite a lot of people eating at home in the evening, Ning Ye Qixuan Building, plus Wen Shanshan, Ji Shaoheng and his two assistants—just this afternoon, Ning Ye assigned an additional assistant to Ji Shaoheng, and is planning to find him An aunt is in charge of cleaning and cooking.

Ji Shaoheng had no objection, or rather, he didn't say much throughout the whole process, and listened to Ning Ye's arrangement in silence. He didn't agree, but he didn't object either.

It seems like a different person.

Ning also felt more and more that Ji Shaoheng had been ill for a long time. He had now acquiesced that Ji Shaoheng was ill, but he still had no idea how a person could become like this in an instant, like a split personality. When it is normal, there is almost no abnormality, and it can talk and laugh, but when it is not good, it is also very obvious, in a daze, empty space, not interested in everything, and can obviously feel a vague anxiety.

One of the assistants is responsible for taking care of Ji Shaoheng, and the other is picking things with Ning.Ning also bought some daily necessities, such as paper and disposable water cups, and bought two bags of slightly spicy hot pot base—he was just talking casually to appease Ji Shaoheng, and subconsciously found something for him to do, not I really want to eat hot pot, including asking him to pay back 8 yuan. At that time, I subconsciously felt that I had to find an excuse for Ji Shaoheng to stay. Looking back, Ning also felt that what he blurted out at that time was a bit unbelievable—anyway, he already bought it. After finishing the basic ingredients, I simply bought vegetables, fish and meat, various meatballs and cooked food. Thinking that Ji Shaoheng basically didn’t fire at home, I bought a small bag of flour, a bag of potatoes, and bought a box of yogurt and a box for Ji Shaoheng. milk.

Bought some healthy snacks by the way.

When passing by the puffed food area, Ning also pointed to potato chips and shrimp crackers and asked Ji Shaoheng: "Do you want it? Take whichever you like. I don't usually eat this, so I don't know which one is delicious."

Ji Shaoheng looked it over and shook his head: "Forget it, I don't really want it."

Ning Ye asked again: "Do you want a drink? Do you have any at home? Or drink?"

Ji Shaoheng said: "Whatever, you can figure it out."

Ning was not convinced, and then asked: "Stop drinking, and drive later. Which drink do you like, soda or juice?"

Ji Shaoheng yawned: "Buy whatever you like to drink."

Ning also didn't ask this time, anyway, he couldn't really draw any conclusions, except that "Ji Shaoheng now seems a little different from before".And this sole conclusion is particularly unpleasant.

Coming out of the supermarket, the four big men almost each had a big plastic bag, and they seemed to have bought a lot of things.Ji Shaoheng's two assistants each carried an extra bag: one with flour and the other with potatoes.

While waiting for the elevator, when I opened the door, I met Wen Shanshan and Qi Xuanlou who were going upstairs from the underground parking lot A. Qi Xuanlou was still holding a bottle of wine.

Qi Xuanlou naturally took the plastic bag from Ning Ye, and greeted Ji Shaoheng by the way: "I originally made an appointment with Ning Ye, but Ning Ye changed it to come to you to eat at home temporarily. I came in a hurry, and I didn't What gift did I bring you, I bought a bottle of wine nearby on the way, don't joke."

Ji Shaoheng smiled: "This is out of the question. What kind of gift should you bring when you come to my house? You can get it when you come."

"I've never been here before. It's the first time I came to the door. How dare I come empty-handed." Qi Xuanlou handed the wine in his hand to Ji Shaoheng, and Ji Shaoheng took it and sniffed it with the cork.

Of course it smelled nothing.

Qi Xuanlou weighed the plastic bag in his hand: "How long are you going to stay without going out? Buy so many."

Ning Ye raised his chin at Ji Shaoheng: "He will stay for a few more days recently."

"It's not an option to hide like this all the time." Qi Xuanlou said casually, "Anyway, the next time you show up, no matter what event you attend, there will always be media asking about it. Why don't you be more frank? Those who are ashamed to see others are just being wronged and deliberately smeared, so be more righteous, and others will believe you if you believe in yourself."

Ji Shaoheng nodded.

Qi Xuanlou patted Ji Shaoheng on the shoulder: "Oh, don't be so sad, they want to kill you, can you really cooperate? Ning doesn't just say it often, I just like to see you want to kill me but can't beat me Does it look like it? Come on, man."

Ning also elbowed Qi Xuanlou to stop the awkward chat.

When Qi Xuanlou received Ning Ye's message, he still didn't take it seriously... Who hasn't rolled on the tip of a knife?Depressed at every turn, is the depression over?

He is very incomprehensible.

After eating at Ji Shaoheng's house, Qi Xuanlou and Ning also went home together, and Qi Xuanlou drove.Lu Ning also scolded him: "Usually you don't talk much, how can you talk so much today, and even explain him."

Qi Xuanlou didn't care too much: "Who lives a life of honey and oil every day, isn't it all here under pressure. You have all proved him, what the person said is false, and netizens also Don’t be blind, your evidence is obviously more reliable than the other party’s. Don’t you all still believe you? He is a big ass. When there was no such thing in the past, didn’t people always complain about his bad acting skills? No matter how bad his acting skills are, he can accept it I can’t accept being slandered? I don’t quite understand the logic.”

"Okay, just stop saying a few words, people are different, you can't compare everyone to you." In fact, Ning Ye still felt that Ji Shaoheng was a little too fragile, or that he had never felt depressed. Symptoms are still a disease, at most they are just unhappy, but like Qi Xuanlou said, who lives with a smile every day?

Isn't life just one fuck after another.

However, Ji Shaoheng has the idea of ​​committing suicide. Whether it is a disease or not, let's get a diagnosis and get an insurance first.

The two were silent for a while, and Qi Xuanlou suddenly said: "But he may not be able to bear the pressure at home. When he was in school, his parents thought he was quite embarrassing. At that time, no one knew about it. Now people all over the country It's all hotly discussed, do you think his parents can give him a good face."

Thinking of his parents and family, Ning didn't want to talk too much.

Qi Xuanlou said again: "You can tell your parents later, just say that Ji Shaoheng was depressed and almost committed suicide by jumping off the building."

"What's the point of telling them..." Ning Ye's voice faltered, "...Yi."

Qi Xuanlou turned his head and glanced at Ning Ye with a half-smile: "What do you think?"

"Are you still a human!" Ning was also a little angry, "Wouldn't your conscience hurt if you become like you by chance?"

Qi Xuanlou raised his eyebrows: "I didn't make it up, I just asked you to state the facts to your parents. Your parents will never gossip about the one in my son's company who was slandered as gay Little artist, you almost committed suicide by jumping off a building, right?"

Ning also rolled his eyes, he didn't want to talk to Qi Xuanlou.

After a few days, the experts that Ning Ye invited were finally free and came to give Ji Shaoheng a preliminary inspection.After the examination, the expert called Ning Ye, which meant that he needed to go to the hospital for a formal examination to make a diagnosis.

Ning also asked: "I don't know much about this kind of professional, so I just want to ask you something. Judging from your experience, is he depressed?"

The expert pondered for a while: "Generally, we shouldn't draw conclusions so casually, but based on my clinical experience, considering the recent external factors and conditions, I personally think the possibility is still relatively high. It is recommended to arrange to go to a regular hospital for an examination as soon as possible. .”

Ning also sighed: "Okay, thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Ning also felt that she was going to be depressed...why is it so bad.

This Zhou Ning was also exhausted physically and mentally. He could not sleep well at night. He was always worried that Ji Shaoheng would cause trouble. When he heard the phone ringing at night, he would be terrified.Qixuanlou was also busy, and went on a business trip after staying in Yucheng for a day, so Ning went home on the weekend.

Sui Ruan was eating when he arrived, and saw him exclaim: "I said Xiao Liu, have you lost weight this week? Or did you get an injection? Your face is so thin that it's about to collapse!"

Ning also waved his hand: "Mom, don't talk nonsense. I'm busy."

"No matter how thin you are, I'm going to cry." Sui Ruan was so distressed, she went over and took his hand to touch his wrist, the wrist bone protruded, as if there was no muscle, "Look at your arm! How about it, Liu'er , why don't you go home and live? Let auntie cook soup for you every day."

Ning also took off his coat to wash his hands: "Okay. I'll come home every night next week, mom, let auntie cook me dinner."

"Hey!" Sui Ruan agreed, and went to the kitchen to tell the aunt at home that Zhou Ning would also come home to eat next week, and that he needed more food for dinner.

When she came out, Ning Ye had just finished washing her hands.Sui Ruan called Ning Ye over for dinner again: "I made fish soup today, come and drink a bowl. It's so cold outside, drink a bowl of soup to drive away the cold."

While talking, he served Ning Ye a bowl.

Ning also sat down with the fish soup, the thick white fish soup exuded a fresh fragrance, he blew away the coriander floating on it, and took a sip.The stomach is hot, and the warmth spreads from the heart of the whole body to the surroundings, like an iron, smoothing out the wrinkled people for a long time.

He let out a long and comfortable breath.

"Is it delicious? Drink more." Sui Ruan looked at his expression, "You must not eat well at ordinary times, so just buy something casually. You have to socialize at night, and the food tastes heavy. Why don't you also invite an aunt Let’s cook for you every day. When you come home, you’ll have hot meals, hot dishes, and hot soup. If you don’t want to invite aunts, you can also have a girlfriend. The two of you will cook and eat together after work. It’s clean and hygienic. Mom is not that kind of uncivilized person, I have no objection to you living together before you were married, and I will never look down on other girls just because they lived with you before marriage. Really."

Ning also put down the bowl: "Mom, if you mention this again, I will leave first."

Sui Ruan slapped him lightly: "You have such a big temper. Drink some soup."

Ning also looked at his mother while drinking the soup, remembering the idea that Qi Xuanlou had made with him before, hesitated for a while, and finished the soup.He put down the bowl and sighed: "I've been really busy recently, so why don't you make trouble for me? Just last time you mentioned that one, Ji Shaoheng, who almost jumped off the building that day, you know? It scared me enough .”

"Oh!" Sui Ruan was also taken aback, "Are you alright?"

Ning Ye pointed to the tabletop: "It was hard to pull it off. Let me tell you, the pressure is too great, the popularity is high, and the popularity is high. Some people don't talk about the door, and the words are very ugly. He can't bear it, so he sits directly It’s on the window sill of our company. You know our window sill, no, it’s not sitting on the marble platform below, but on the half glass of the open window, and it’s very dangerous to fall downstairs if you don’t hold on tight.”

Sui Ruan's face turned pale when she heard this: "It's...fortunately, it's okay, if something happens, his parents will have to fight you hard?"

"Where is it?" Ning also started to make up stories, "Doesn't he like men? His parents hate him very much now. They called him before to tell him to leave, and told him not to come back when he went abroad. It's very ugly. What will happen in the future? You can hang out with any man, they don't have this son, you know, it's very hurtful to cut off the father-son relationship anyway. He was suffering enough, but he couldn't find comfort in front of his parents , I can’t take it all at once, I can’t think about it. I have to find someone to watch him all day long. He’s gone home, so I’m afraid he still can’t think about it. You say I’m busy, how can I find a girlfriend? .”

"Don't worry, Mom is not forcing you to find a girlfriend now." Sui Ruan said quickly, "You should solve this problem carefully, enlighten him well, and let him get over it when he encounters a problem. It's not manly."

"Isn't it just that I can't find a place to rely on? I'm desperate."

"His parents are real, the child is like that, and they still care about face." Sui Ruan was soft-hearted at first, "The child must have hoped that his parents would give him some warmth and shelter, but his parents Stabbing him in the heart, can it not be painful? This parent is really incompetent!"

Ning also said "Isn't it?", and apologized to Ji Shaoheng and his parents in his heart...

I'm sorry, uncle and aunt, just help me carry the blame once.