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Qi Xuanlou weighed it, but he didn't know where the courage came from: "Dad."

Qi Zhentian was stretching and moving his cervical spine: "Huh?"

"Do you think Ji Shaoheng is ashamed?" Qi Xuanlou asked, "For their family."

His father gave him an unspoken look.

Qi Xuanlou was not convinced: "It's not all about falling in love, what's the difference between boys and girls."

Qi Zhentian felt that Qi Xuanlou had stayed in the ivory tower for too long. Although he usually seemed very assertive, he still had a kind of innocence and stupidity that was ignorant of worldly affairs: "What difference do you think? No difference why the law doesn't Are men allowed to marry men? For thousands of years, I have never heard of marrying a man's wife. Isn't it a joke that Ji Dong's son left? What do you say is different?"

"It's just that they're not married, and it's not that there are no such things." Qi Xuanlou said, "In the past, there were quite a lot of men who kept pets."

Qi Zhentian narrowed his eyes and looked at Qi Xuanlou.

Qi Xuanlou tried his best to face his father with an attitude of casual discussion.

Qi Zhentian snorted: "Don't be curious, and don't be greedy for new things. You are the future head of our Qi family. Since childhood, no one can tell you that you are not good. Don't tell your dad that you are almost twenty. Tim, do you hear me?"

"It's just making things difficult for you." Qi Xuanlou retorted, "I also have my own choice."

"I have to make up your mind for you to choose!" Qi Xuanlou's father slapped the coffee table loudly, "You shoulder such a heavy burden for the Qi family, don't think about it all day! After finishing the test, I will be recommended to study economics next year, and after graduation, I will go home and help out, who will not boast that I taught you well?"

Qi Xuanlou turned his head and looked at his father: "Are you still planning to ask the Ning family to see if there is a girl in his family, so that I can marry him?"

"It's not impossible." Qi Zhentian said, "Ning Zhengchao's three brothers always have a daughter. You can make friends with his sister through his son. It would be great to marry one. It depends on the situation, the officialdom is more rapidly changing than the shopping malls, who knows if his family will still be like this by then?"

Qi Xuanlou lowered his head, the words were on his lips, hesitant to speak, and weighed repeatedly.

Qi Zhentian was still talking: "Dad is doing it for your own good. Why do you work so hard every day? Isn't it to provide you with the best and arrange the most suitable future? In the future, you will be young and promising. If the family is not envious, why don't you praise me?"

Again.

In his father's mouth, the meaning of hard work in life is to make others envious, to satisfy others, to make others feel good.

As for whether he likes it or not, it doesn't matter and doesn't need to be considered.

Qi Xuanlou half bent over, inserted his hands into his hair and pulled it.

The black hair and fair fingers are in stark contrast.

"Father." Qi Xuanlou's voice was muffled, "I don't like girls either."

An ashtray hit Qi Xuanlou's head, fell to the carpet with a thud, jumped twice and stopped moving.

Qi Zhentian stood in front of Qi Xuanlou, his face livid: "Qi Xuanlou, you have to think about it before talking to me."

Qi Xuanlou covered his head, feeling the pain, still in the same position, but raised his head slightly: "I've figured it out, it's still the same, I don't like girls."

Qi Zhentian took a deep breath angrily: "Have you taken a fancy to that kid from the Ji family? Are the rumors in school true?"

"It's not him." Qi Xuanlou smiled cruelly at his father, "I like Ning Ye, Ning Zhengchao's son, Ning Ye."

Qi Zhentian slapped him head-on.

Qi Xuanlou was slapped with all his strength by his father, and almost fell down. He supported the sofa seat with one hand, his mouth was tightly pursed, and his collarbone contracted up and down, obviously holding his breath and suppressing his emotions sharply.After a while, he squinted at his father: "Don't think about it, Ning Zheng can't bring you down."

Qi Zhentian let out an "ah" roar, and hit Qi Xuanlou on his head and face: "Nie Zi! Nie Zi!!"

Qi Xuanlou shrunk his body and held his head, and he still beat him.

Qi Xuanlou's mother heard the noise upstairs, and ran down in a hurry. On the stairs, she saw Qi Zhentian beating her son like crazy, and screamed: "What's wrong! Qi Zhentian, you are crazy!"

He rushed over while screaming, hugged Qi Xuanlou, and protected him with his back.

Qi Zhentian was so angry that his hands shook: "Get up! I'll kill this worthless bastard!"

Fang Qing lay on top of Qi Xuanlou and couldn't get up: "If there's something you can't say well, why do you have to beat him! He didn't satisfy you at all since he was a child, and he taught you a lesson. If you break it, what will you do!"

Qi Zhentian pointed at Qi Xuanlou: "Damn it? I might as well break it! Ask him what good he did!"

Fang Qing fumbled to embrace Qi Xuanlou's face: "Son, if you have anything to say, tell your father well, and if you have a misunderstanding, explain it. Your father is not the kind of person who will do it without asking questions. Tell your mother, and your mother will make the decision for you. "

Qi Xuanlou raised his head, his expression was indifferent, and there was a hint of madness in his eyes: "I fell in love with a boy. My father will not agree."

Fang Qing was stunned, and cried "Wow" for a while.

"Why are you crying! Don't cry!" Qi Zhentian shouted at her, "It's what he's used to. He's served by rich clothes and fine food. Now that his hair hasn't even grown, he's starting to pursue true love. Let me tell you, Qi Xuanlou, if you If you don't break up with him, I won't have your son!"

With tears in Qi Xuanlou's eyes, he glanced at his father: "There is nothing to break up, he doesn't know about it."

Fang Qing knelt on the ground, holding Qi Xuanlou's face with both hands, seeing that his face was swollen from Qi Zhentian's beating, she felt distressed and angry at the same time: "Son, son, are you in a daze? I don't know yet , you are like this at home, you are so sure that he will be with you? If he disagrees, you will meet a good girl in the future, why are you rushing to make your father angry now? Are you crazy? ah!"

Qi Zhentian was relieved to hear that Ning Ye didn't know about it, and he was most afraid that even Ning Ye would get along with Qi Xuanlou. If the Ning family let him go, he would have nothing to do with the Ning family now.

But if the Ning family boy doesn't know about this matter, it's easy to handle. No one knows, as long as Qi Xuanlou changes himself from now on, he will still be the heir of the Qi family with infinite glory.

Thinking of this, Qi Zhentian slowed down his tone: "Your mother is right, the Ning family will not agree to him being with you, you should give up on this idea as soon as possible. It's a holiday right now, don't go to the rest of the time In the second half of the year, Dad will help you transfer to Yucheng, so let's go to Yucheng to prepare for the exam."

Qi Xuanlou raised his eyes and looked at his father: "You can count the good schools in Yucheng with your fingers. They have set the number of participants. I will transfer in the second half of the year. How do you let me get in? Besides, what do you think of our school? Will let me go?"

Qi Zhentian gritted his teeth and looked at him.

Fucheng No. [-] Middle School obviously expects Qi Xuanlou to win the championship this year, and his goal is to enter the national team and hit the IMO gold medal.This honor is not only related to the principal of Fucheng No. [-] Middle School, but also to the future of the current director of education - Fucheng No. [-] Middle School has never had any player enter the national team, and even within five years, no one in the entire S province Selected.

If Qixuanlou can achieve this zero breakthrough next year, wouldn't it be a great honor!

Qi Zhentian was still in Fucheng. At this critical moment, he had no reason to transfer Qi Xuanlou to Yucheng. How would he behave in Fucheng?

Qi Zhentian made up his mind in an instant: "Give up the exam. If you don't take the exam, I will send you abroad."

"Dad, even if I go abroad, I'm still a high school student." The madness in Qi Xuanlou's eyes faded a little, "Our school won't let me go, you broke my leg and made me lie at home for three months , the teachers will also come to provide guidance.”

This is the sadness of a small place, where human relationships are intertwined and complicated, and the means of doing things should not be too extreme.

Qi Zhentian gritted his teeth, and the muscles around his mouth were twitching: "You sure I can't do anything about you, right? I can't let the Ning family boy change schools, and you can't leave either. Do you think I'll accept it?"

"Qixuanlou, let me tell you." Qi Zhentian sneered, "You teach me at school honestly. Your mother and I are not too old to move, you don't want the Qi family, at worst we have another one to raise again, If you have the ability, go out to earn food and clothing by yourself, don't rely on my Qi family's family business, and use your own prestige!"

After speaking, he shook his hand and left.

Fang Qing kept crying in silence, and when she saw Qi Zhentian gone, she punched Qi Xuanlou bitterly: "Are you stupid, ah, haven't you always been so smart, why are you so stupid! You and Why are you so angry with your father, for a bastard who doesn't know where he came from, are you going to piss off your parents?!"

The tears that Qi Xuanlou had kept in his eyes finally flowed down, he wiped them carelessly, sniffed his nose, and said in a muffled voice, "He's not an asshole, he's very nice. I just want to be with him. "

Seeing that he was obsessed with obsession, Fang Qing cried on top of him: "What's so good about him, huh? Is he better than mom and dad? Are you willing to let mom and dad be pointed out by others and say that your son is gay? Can't you endure it once for your parents? You are still young, no matter how much you like it, how much you can like it, after a few years after graduation, the separation will slowly fade away, you can't last long! Why are you so disobedient!"

Qi Xuanlou had never seen his mother cry like this before, he couldn't bear it, his eyes were reddened, and he felt that since the matter had started, there was no way out, now that he was resigned, he would have to start all over again next time.

It's better to be more ruthless once, and the pain will pass.

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Qixuanlou didn't go to school for a week, not only Liang Feng, but also Ning Ye and Ji Shaoheng felt something was wrong.Liang Feng went to the first class to inquire, and came back to say that Qi Xuanlou had taken sick leave.

Others don't know, but Ning also knew what happened on the day of the ribbon-cutting, wondering whether Qi Xuanlou was really sick, or whether he was scared by his father and said something he shouldn't have said.

Ji Shaoheng thought too much, and secretly sent a text message to Ning Ye: Is Qi Xuanlou really sick?

Ning Ye: how do I know

Ji Shaoheng: Did something happen? I didn't see him showing any signs of illness. He was sick for a week?He used to be a race against time to learn

Ning Ye: ...he is not young anymore, why are you worried about getting sick?

Ji Shaoheng: Hey, buddy, who am I worried about?

Ning couldn't reply to this text message.

The last time Ji Shaoheng asked Ning if he was with Qi Xuanlou, Ning also kicked him at that time, blowing his beard and staring and said: "If you talk nonsense again, I will fight with you too!"

But it seems that Ning Ye's denial has no effect. Ji Shaoheng still insists that there is some unknown secret between Ning Ye and Qi Xuanlou.

Ning also concluded that this is called the basic person sees the human base.

But he was really worried in his heart, not because he was worried about Qi Xuanlou's life or death, he just didn't want Qi Xuanlou to come out to his family because of himself.

Although according to Qi Xuanlou's IQ, he can't do such a stupid thing, but Ning doesn't want to carry such a burden.

He couldn't hold back and sent a text message to Qi Xuanlou: Are you sick?

When school was about to leave in the afternoon, Ning Ye received a reply from Qi Xuanlou: "Well, it's almost ready, don't worry

Ning also replied to him: I thought too much, Liang Feng cried and asked me to ask, and said that the final exam was coming soon, and he wanted your notes

After a long time, Ning had already gone home for dinner, and was getting ready to go to bed at night before I received a reply: OK^_^

Ning also got up to drink water in the middle of the night. By the way, he tapped the phone screen to check the time, and found that Qixuanlou had sent another message. It was after two o'clock in the morning, with a nonsensical sentence: just when the tide rises under the wind and rain.

Ning Ye dropped the phone to the ground at that time.

The Nokia fell to the ground and rolled a few times, but the screen was still on with a faint blue light.

Ning Ye put his hands on the side of the bed, sat alone in the dark for a while, raised his head and drank the water in one gulp, and threw himself into the bed.The lingering voice in my ears is hard to dissipate, and it is vaguely who is singing softly——

"Loneliness also has a lingering fragrance. It turns out that love is like this... I wish I could not grow up, find a partner completely by intuition, and fall in love with you vaguely, just like the tide is rising under the wind and rain..."

As if a switch had been pressed by someone, Ning finally couldn't restrain himself in this ordinary late night, and wept sullenly.

There is no reason, no cause, no why.It's just because occasionally a song just brews emotions to a certain indescribable situation.

I just thought it was time to cry seriously.

It's been long enough.

A few days later, Qi Xuanlou came to the school, looking a little thinner.He took the review materials and gave them to Ning Ye and the others, and carefully copied them into four copies.

Holding the thick documents, Liang Feng wowed and yelled strangely: "It's only for the top students! I can do a great job with your notes, it's so detailed!"

"When I was doing it, I thought you could use it, so I just wrote it down." Qi Xuanlou smiled gently, but with a sense of alienation that was different from usual, "I'm leaving first, and I rested for more than a week. There is a lot of progress behind and I have to catch up. Here, here you are."

As he spoke, he gave Ning Ye a box of milk.

Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen thanked Qi Xuanlou.

Ji Shaoheng elbowed Ning Ye, and Ning Ye broke away from the milk in his hand, and said to Qi Xuanlou, "Are you going to the laboratory building? Let's go together and ask you something."

Speaking of that, Ning also handed the things in his hand to Ji Shaoheng, asking him to help him take it back to the classroom first, and then he followed Qi Xuanlou.On the way, Ning also asked, "Are you really sick?"

Qi Xuanlou shook his head.

"What's the matter?"

Qi Xuanlou smiled casually: "Tell the truth to my father."

Ning also stopped in his tracks, completely in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"I said, I told my dad that I fell in love with a boy." There was no one around, Qi Xuanlou stopped and stared at Ning Ye with burning eyes, "I told him that the person I like is called Ning Ye. A very special, very nice person."

Ning also felt dark in front of her eyes.

It was as if the previous life and this life were completely reversed.He used to tell his family that he fell in love with Qixuanlou from the very beginning, and Qixuanlou always maintained an attitude of neither denying nor denying the rumors. After many years, he finally came out to his family; now Ning also intends to hide his sexuality , but Qi Xuanlou actually came out to his family, come out!

Ning also frowned: "Are you crazy? I won't be with you!"

"It's okay, that's your business." Qi Xuanlou laughed, just stating the fact, "I like you. Ask me what happened these days, and I will tell you what happened these days."

His face was solemn and his eyes were sincere: "I won't lie to you."

Ning also asked, "What did your father say?"

"I didn't say anything, just beat me up." Qi Xuanlou had a faint smile on his face, with a nonchalant look, but what he said was completely opposite, "I'm different from Ji Shaoheng, he can't let me suspend school and transfer to another school. I can’t touch you either. If I pass the exam next year, I should go to university early, and I can stay with you for a year. After I go to university, I will make myself financially independent as soon as possible, and strive to be able to Be financially independent. It might be difficult at first, but I will do my best."

"Needless to say later, it has nothing to do with me." Ning also interrupted him, "I won't go to the city where you recommend the school."

Qi Xuanlou looked at him: "Ning Ye, if the mountain doesn't come, it's me, and I will go to the mountain. I don't care about the gains and losses and the differences. I want it for a long time, so you don't have to rush to reject me."

"Okay! It's here." Qi Xuanlou took a deep breath, and suddenly looked cute like a 16-year-old boy, "The battle is about to start again, you should go back too, class is about to begin."

Ning also felt that in front of Qi Xuanlou, he felt a little bit unable to hold his head up for no reason, and wanted to escape absurdly.He nodded: "That's all right, come on, I'm leaving."

Qi Xuanlou looked around, grabbed Ning Ye, and rubbed Ning Ye's hair twice with one hand.

Ning Ye was caught off guard and was rumpled into a mess, and the whirling thoughts in his heart disappeared in an instant, and he glared at Qi Xuanlou with a sullen expression: "Are you sick?"

That's the same thing over and over again.

"It still looks cuter like this." Qi Xuanlou likes Ning Ye's vivaciousness that anyone dares to hate. Just now he looked like a little chick whose hair has been pulled, it's so pitiful appearance.

Ning also rolled his eyes at Qi Xuanlou, and went back with a cold face.

Qi Xuanlou stretched, squeezed his shoulders, and got into the laboratory building.

The time left for him is running out, this time, it is time to start a battle that truly belongs to men!

Ning also turned a corner and kneaded his head with both hands for a long time. His hair was already a mess, but now it looked even worse.

The mood is about the same, terrible.

Qi Xuanlou is still the same, duplicity, and everything he does must be maximized.When he came out "for" Ning Ye, he would try every means to let Ning Ye know that he accepted his feelings, and he would never do anything "for the other's good" secretly.

Although it is said that Ning does not need to bear anything, but this matter is not small, and since Ning also knows, how can it be possible to be a melon eater as if nothing had happened?

The most frustrating thing is that I haven't been able to tell Qi Xuanlou's father that I don't fucking think about your son!

Ning also walked towards the classroom in a fit of rage, thinking that he would settle the matter in Fucheng in the second half of the year, so he had to hurry back to Yucheng as soon as possible.

Can't stay here anymore!Can't wait any longer!

It won't be long before the final exam, thanks to Qi Xuanlou's review materials, this time Ning also did well in the exam, and even made progress in mathematics.As the day approached to collect the report card for the holiday, Wen Shanshan called Ning Ye to stop.

Ning also realized that Wen Shanshan hadn't been looking for him for a long time, and the last time... seemed to be several weeks ago.

Wen Shanshan is wearing a goose yellow dress, her skin is as white as snow, and her cheeks are pink against the goose yellow. At first glance, she is really pretty.She held a glass of iced lemonade in her hand and handed it to Ning Ye: "Here, yours."

Ning also took it and took a sip: "Did you do well in the exam?"

Wen Shanshan shook her head and smiled: "That's it."

Ning also felt that she looked a little weird, and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter with you?"

"It's nothing. It's just been a long time since I saw you." Wen Shanshan smiled slyly, looking inexplicably agile, "What are you doing during the holidays?"

"Go home." Ning Ye said, "Go back to Yucheng."

Wen Shanshan nodded: "Oh, I think it should be so. Next time you have a chance, introduce Xue Xiaoman to me!"

"You can't see it again." Ning Ye said subconsciously, "It's meaningless to say hello for several years."

Wen Shanshan nodded again.

Ning also really thinks that she is quite strange today. She is an uncharacteristically gentle lady who doesn't talk much, and she is fine with a nod. This is not the style of this girl at all.Ning also asked: "Do you want to tell me something? Why do I think you are weird?"

Wen Shanshan had her head half down, but when she heard Ning Ye's words, she raised her head to look at him, her eyes were red, and her big eyes filled with tears quickly.She forced Chao Ning to smile too, and soon the corners of her mouth were flattened, tears fell down, and she held her breath to keep herself from crying.

"Hey, why are you still crying?" Ning Ye frantically found a tissue for her, "Talk slowly if you have something to say, why are you crying?"

Wen Shanshan couldn't stop her tears, and her voice was crying: "I'm leaving in the second half of the year, goodbye Ning Ye."