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Wen Shanshan yelled: "How did you know Ji Shaoheng!"

Ji Shaoheng was very focused and didn't hear it.

Ning also walked down a few steps, moved away from him, and asked Wen Shanshan, "What's the problem?"

"Uh..." Wen Shanshan looked at Ji Shaoheng, a little hesitant.

Ning also saw her like this, and thinking about Ji Shaoheng's half-year suspension of school, he probably had something hidden.He had no intention of prying into other people's privacy, and waved his hand: "All right, all right, stop talking, I don't want to know."

Wen Shanshan glanced at Ji Shaoheng, and quietly said to Ning Ye: "You should know about it. He hasn't been to school for half a year, you know?"

Ning also nodded.

Wen Shanshan's expression was a bit regretful: "He is a very good student and a very nice person. He was originally one level above us. But his family found out that he was dating, and his family forced him to take half a year off from school. The person who fell in love with him directly Transferred school, it is said that he went to Yucheng. Outsiders said he was sick."

What the hell?

Ning also can't understand, it's just a relationship, so it won't be such a big fight.

Seeing Ning Ye's long-seen expression, Wen Shanshan stomped her feet and said, "That's right...he's in love with a boy."

Oh.

I'm out of the closet at home.

Ning also understood that this matter is quite serious.

Ning also looked at Wen Shanshan and nodded: "Got it."

Wen Shanshan felt a little guilty: "I'm not saying bad things about him, I'm just...afraid of you...afraid that you will be..."

Wen Shanshan frowned, and signaled Ning Ye "you understand" with her eyes.

Ning also smiled and said nothing.

Wen Shanshan added: "He used to be very lively, nicknamed Little Sun. After dropping out of school, I heard that he fell in love with dancing and playing games. His family knew that his boyfriend had gone to school in Yucheng, so he was allowed to go out. Oh, think about it." I also feel a little pathetic for him.”

Ning also looked back at Ji Shaoheng, only to see that he was still standing there very focused, shaking his body occasionally with the rhythm.

He is the kind of person who can completely immerse himself in his own world.

I can't even see that I have had such a tragic experience.

Yes, tragic.

If you haven't experienced it, you won't understand it.

Seeing that Ning did not speak, Wen Shanshan tugged at his sleeve: "What are you thinking?"

Ning also shook his head: "Nothing."

"Where are you going to play?" Wen Shanshan said, "Take me one."

Ning also squinted.

Wen Shanshan said solemnly: "I...I'm afraid you will be spoiled by him!"

Ning also bent over with a non-smiling smile, and leaned in front of Wen Shanshan: "I'm going to try to fall in love with him, will you come on a date too?"

Wen Shanshan was stunned and stood there blinking.

Ning also sneered and stood up straight.

Wen Shanshan realized that she was cheated, and hit Ning Ye severely: "I was scared to death! You bastard!"

"What's there to be afraid of?" Ning Ye said nonchalantly.

Wen Shanshan hiccupped: "It's not good anyway? I don't care, the main thing is that there are too many gossips, and it's annoying to listen to too much. I don't want others to say that about you."

At this time, Ji Shaoheng turned around and looked around, and found that Ning was not there, so he looked back again.Seeing Ning also standing with Wen Shanshan, he waved to Wen Shanshan.

There's nothing embarrassing about it either.

Wen Shanshan also waved at Ji Shaoheng, and saw that he turned back to watch the dance, and said to Ning Ye: "I don't know why some people always like to point at others and gossip. I have no quality. If I didn't want to chase you, I was afraid that you would be chased away by Ji Shaoheng, so I wouldn't tell you."

Ning also remained silent... This girl, who is always logical, is frankly a little cute.

Ning also said hello to Ji Shaoheng, and went shopping with Wen Shanshan, mainly because she wanted her to be a staff officer and pick a birthday present for Xue Xiaoman.

But Ning also forgot... Girls generally don't go shopping alone.

Wen Shanshan introduced Ning Ye to her other two friends with joy: "Our school girl, my future boyfriend, Ning Ye." She smiled and said nonsense shamelessly, "Isn't he handsome?"

Ning also held back a sigh and smiled at the other two girls as a greeting.

One of the girls wowed exaggeratedly: "No, Shanshan."

No brainer, no idea what "isn't".

Wen Shanshan raised her eyebrows proudly.

Ning Ye smiled and looked at Wen Shanshan, reminding her not to be too frightened, and be careful to slap her in the face every minute if she brags too much.

Wen Shanshan rolled her eyes at him, bared her teeth, and took Ning Ye's arm angrily: "Let's go, Ning also has a younger sister celebrating her birthday, go buy her a gift!"

Ning also twitched his arm but didn't pull it out.

After strolling around, Wu Ning also took a fancy to it.Wen Shanshan's chatter with her two friends caused him a headache, so he found an excuse to leave first.Wen Shanshan regretted: "What are you busy with! You have finished the exam!"

Ning also waved for Wen Shanshan to come over.

Wen Shanshan put her ears close to the envious and jealous eyes of her two classmates, and heard Ning Ye snorted coldly and said, "Do you think my temper has become a bit poetic recently?"

The two girls who were shopping with Wen Shanshan booed "Oh oh".

Wen Shanshan elbowed Ning Ye's stomach and said angrily, "I'm so annoying! Goodbye!"

Ning also said hello to the other two girls and withdrew first. After walking a long way and looking back, Wen Shanshan was still talking to someone on the spot, shaking her head and speaking with emotion, she seemed to be in a super good mood.

Ning also looked at the time, it was almost six o'clock, and it was time for dinner again.He really started the time, and it passed really quickly. He didn't want to go back to find Ji Shaoheng anymore, so he went to the supermarket to buy some food, and prepared to go home with a plastic bag.

The shopping malls are full of large glass windows facing the street, and the lights are gorgeous, which can almost illuminate half of the street.Now it was snowing again, even heavier than in the morning, but there was no wind, the snow fell quietly, and there was a kind of tenderness against the light.

It wasn't particularly cold outside, and Ning was also standing under the eaves on one side of the shopping mall, doing nothing to pass the time while watching the snow fall.

The night is dark and the snow is quiet and vast.

There are neon lights flickering on the side of the road, traffic jams on the road, and a row of taillights are bright red.

Everyone seems to have their own things to do, only Ning Ye, who is idle and empty, his thoughts are turbulent, and Ning does not use his brain to think wildly, his mind is full of fragmentary fragments.

The pine green orange red of Buenos Aires, the flamingos dance in line.Iceland's hundreds of millions of years of icebergs, paragliders overlook the rolling mountains from thousands of feet in the air.The snow leopard that is hard to find in the Himalayas, and the summer of 38 degrees, saw the Udumb that bloomed in the early morning for the first time.

It's all secret.

Suddenly someone called him: "Ning Ye?"

Ning also turned his head, but couldn't find anyone calling him.The car on the exit passage of the underground garage at the rear stopped, and Qi Xuanlou pushed the door to get off: "Why are you here?"

This place belongs to the Qi family, so it is not surprising to meet Qi Xuanlou, Ning also looked away: "Shopping."

"I'll take you back." Qi Xuanlou saw the plastic bag hanging on his wrist, "It's snowing, there's a traffic jam, and it's too cold outside."

Ning also shook his head: "No, it's not far away, I'll walk back."

Qi Xuanlou gave a "tsk" sound: "Don't be like this, why are you still a classmate?"

Ning Ye was about to speak when Qi Xuanlou rolled down the window on the back seat of the car, revealing a middle-aged man's face: "Is it your classmate? Parking is not allowed here, please come up and see him off."

He is Qi Xuanlou's father.

"Understood, right now." Qi Xuanlou turned to his father and said to Ning Ye in a low voice, "My father is waiting, let's go. It's not easy to park there, and other cars will come up soon. .”

Ning became impatient: "Why are you so annoying, have nothing to do? Hurry up and leave me alone!"

Seeing him like this, Qi Xuanlou ran back and said a few words to his father while holding the car window.

The window of the car was slowly pulled up. Obviously, Qixuanlou was not leaving now.

Seeing this situation, Ning also cursed secretly, turned around and left before Qi Xuanlou turned around.

When I saw Qixuanlou before, I was full of satisfaction and joy.However, seeing him now, Ning Ye was full of irritability.

Qi Xuanlou made up an excuse for his father, and before watching his father leave, he turned to look for Ning Ye, and there was no sign of Ning Ye where he was.Unconvinced, he ran for a few steps and saw Ning Ye striding forward along the road from a distance, obviously not wanting to talk to him.

Unconvinced, he trotted after him.

"Ning Ye!" Qi Xuanlou grabbed Ning Ye's shoulder, "Why are you running?"

Ning also glanced back at him, with the breathtaking contempt and impatience in his eyes again.

Qi Xuanlou felt that he was a masochist, he clasped the hand on Ning Ye's shoulder, grabbed Ning Ye's wrist, pulled Ning Ye's hand out of his pocket, and pulled down the hand that was hanging on his wrist. The plastic bag is in my other hand.

Ning also broke free from him, and put his hands back into his pockets again.

The two walked the small half way in silence.

Qi Xuanlou couldn't bear this kind of silence: "You asked me that day, what would you do if one day you fell in love with me, but I didn't like you anymore. I thought about it carefully, and I won't."

Ning also snorted softly.

"I'm not that kind of person." Qi Xuanlou and Ning Ye walked side by side, "It's hard for me to really like something, let alone someone. But as long as I like it, I can always like it."

Ning almost laughed out loud.

Qi Xuanlou thought he didn't believe it, and explained: "I really don't know what it's like to love someone for a long time, but the things I liked since I was a child, I still cherish them until now."

"The ones that are wiped clean and placed on the cabinet, right?" Ning also sarcastically said, "This only proves that you are affectionate enough to them, but it doesn't mean that you still like them."

Qi Xuanlou thought for a while: "Toys are toys after all, they don't interact with me. People are different, people are not dead, every day is brand new, fresh, how could it be like toys, only treasures do not interactive?"

Ning also took a look at Qixuanlou, only to realize that Qixuanlou was once so naive.

How can people be fresh?

After 20 years, it seems that the lovers are familiar with another self.

How could every day be different at that time?

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qi Xuanlou said again: "Can't you...give me a chance."

"No." Ning Ye's voice was steady and calm, as if he had practiced it many times, "I don't like boys. I will never accept boys. You should die."

Qi Xuanlou grabbed Ning Ye's arm, pulled him to face him, and pushed him back against the roadside wall, his chest heaving with anger: "I'm fucking the same gender as you, you think I'm happy Is this something I can change?"

The sound is a bit loud.

Ning also looked around subconsciously, seeing that no one was paying attention here, he replied coldly to Qi Xuanlou: "I don't fucking like homosexuality, can this be changed? I can't change it either. What do you want me to do? I just want to fuck I feel disgusted when I think about falling in love with a man, is this also my fault?"

Qi Xuanlou's face was pale.

Ning Ye simply raised his face and stared at Qixuanlou, without retreating in the slightest: "I don't care if you really like me or you are just looking for new things, it has nothing to do with me! Wen Shanshan is also chasing me, according to your logic, I don't want to." You have to accept Wen Shanshan? Why do you think you are better than Wen Shanshan? Who gave you the confidence?"

Qi Xuanlou pressed Ning Ye, his hands and lips trembling because of his irony.

Ning also turned a blind eye, but after all, he still couldn't say anything like disgusting homosexuality: "Don't bother me in the future, I don't have to think about this shit when I don't see you. There are so many girls who like you, I can't help it, pick whatever you want. Give it a try, girls are so much cuter, why can't you just find a boy to fall in love with?"

Qi Xuanlou pinched Ning Ye's shoulder hard, and it hurt Ning Ye.

He was about to struggle, when suddenly, Qi Xuanlou loosened his strength, his hands were still in the same position, but as if his strength had been drained for a moment, he bent down on Ning Ye's shoulders.

Ning Ye was about to get rid of him when he suddenly felt Qi Xuanlou twitch.

Then I heard the sound of Qi Xuanlou sniffing softly.

Qi Xuanlou cried.

Ning Ye froze, gritted her teeth, closed her eyes expressionlessly, and forced back the tears.

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The next day Ning also went to school to collect the papers, copied the homework for the winter vacation, and followed Ning Zhengchao directly back to Yucheng in the afternoon.

He didn't have the blessing of excellence this time, his grades were below average, and he had a lot of homework.Sui Song heard that he was back, and couldn't wait to come to play with him early the next morning.

In fact, Ning Ye still hadn't recovered a bit, and he was too lazy to go out with Sui and Song. The two stayed at home and played Snake and Tetris all day.

soooo boring.

After a few days, Ning also went to visit various houses, and met Sui and Tang when they were having dinner at Sui's house.Sui and Tang asked him to come to the study after dinner, and Sui and Song followed suit, only to hear Sui and Tang say: "Garlic has been rising recently, but the range is not too big, I think we can wait a little longer. What about you? Or wait until next September?"

Ning also waved his hand: "Brother, you don't have to ask me from now on, just treat it as your own money, and I will come to you myself in September."

Sui Song looked confused: "What are you talking about?"

Ning also gave him a smile: "Invest in your brother."

"Fuck." Sui Song didn't believe it, "How could my brother take you to play? Just kidding!"

His knowledge of the relationship between Sui Tang and Ning Ye was still the same as last summer.

Sui Tang and Ning also gave him a mysterious and noncommittal smile.

Sui Song was stunned: "No way...it's impossible...my brother still uses you to invest? Brother, are you short of money?"

Ning also patted Sui Song's dog's head: "It's not that I'm short of money, but take me to eat some meat."

Sui Song scratched his neck, but didn't understand: "What is it?"

"Don't think about it." Ning was also amused by his stupidity, "Either hurry up and pay your brother, there is still time to get in, or stop asking nonsense, anyway, you won't understand."

Sui Song quit, staring: "You dare to worry about losing money, you are just kidding! How much is the minimum investment, bro?"

Sui and Tang spread their hands: "Whatever."

The Sui and Song dynasties ran out, shouting as they ran, "I'll go and see, you wait for me!"

It disappeared in a flash.

Ning also looked at his back and smiled, Sui Tang said: "Are you so sure you won't pay?"

"Of course." Ning also said, "You don't have to worry about losing money if you follow my brother, just kidding!"

Sui and Tang were also amused, and patted the hair on his head: "Brother, try your best! Let's go."

When Sui Song opened the door and came in, he looked sad and pitiful: "I only have...a few thousand yuan...is that okay?"

Ning also grabbed him and walked out: "Farewell, what will you spend tomorrow after investing this. With your brother and your father, don't worry about it."

"That won't work!" Sui Song struggled, "You have started investing with my brother, I can't keep asking people for money!"

Ning also said to Sui Song seriously: "Second brother, you will be a money basket in the future, and the words Sui and Song are equal to money. Do you know?"

Sui Song leaned over and asked, "Really?"

"Of course." Ning also fooled him, "Investment is not your strong point, you have to find out your preferences and abilities, and make good use of it. Be optimistic about you!"

Sui and Tang were behind, and they also stroked Sui and Song's foreheads: "I'm optimistic about you!"

The two left one after the other.

Sui Song stood there thinking for a long time, and felt that what Ning Ye said was very reasonable, and he still had to find something he was good at, and it was easy to lose money if he crossed borders at will.

Looking up, Sui Tang and Ning were almost gone. Sui Song chased after him with a "ah", and put this matter behind him in minutes.

Yucheng in the twelfth lunar month was dry and cold, and Ning Ye spent most of his time at home doing homework, but it was really difficult for him, so he basically started from doing homework and ended with sleeping on the table.

But he doesn't run around, doesn't smoke or drink, to Sui Ruan and Ning Zhengchao, he is simply very obedient.Sui Ruan cooks delicious food for him in different ways every day, and loves to take him with him when he goes shopping for the new year. Hearing what he says is nice, she bought him four new clothes for the new year.

It's the end of the year in a blink of an eye.

On New Year's Eve, the Ning family usually went to the old house where grandpa lived.Mr. Ning has three sons and four grandsons, so he can be regarded as a big family.The men sat and chatted, talking about current affairs and economics, and the women, no matter how spoiled they were usually, had to help out in the kitchen today.Four and a half-year-old children are free to move around. Ning Zhi will take the college entrance examination next year, and has been going to the study room since the morning; Ning Hu, Ning Zhe and Ning Ning are also wandering around, helping, and chatting occasionally, when six o'clock in the evening The three brothers went to build a small fire cage, hung up red lanterns, and posted Spring Festival couplets.

At eight o'clock, the family sat together and had a lively New Year's Eve dinner.

Ning Ye didn't really like such a lively scene. In the past, he always felt that such blessings and mutual praises were fake, especially false.

But this year, he felt that such worldly noise had finally settled his heart that had been floating for half a year.

There were continuous sound of firecrackers outside, as if it had been a year, as if he had passed the test of the Buddha and the gods—Ning Ye—he was truly recognized, a living person.

It was almost ten o'clock after dinner, grandparents went to rest, and Ning Ye, his brother and sister set off fireworks in the yard.

Firecrackers have not been banned in the city at this moment, and Ning doesn't like big fireworks. He likes the small ones that stand on the ground. It disappeared after a while, and then put another one, this time it was spinning on the ground while shining and spraying sequins, and it would accidentally turn to someone's feet and make the other person exclaim... Brilliant purple, orange yellow, vermilion gray gold, The morning glow is red, and the color gradually peels off, turning out to be hazy with fireworks all over the ground.

Ning Ye played until [-]:[-] before returning to the house, his hands were flushed from the cold, but he was in an extremely good mood, and the sense of happiness enveloped his head to his feet.Seeing that his face was turning purple from the cold, Sui Ruan gave him a hot towel: "You child, can't you go out wearing a scarf? Your ears are almost freezing!"

Ning Ye giggled, took the towel and covered it: "Happy Chinese New Year, Mom!"

"Happy Chinese New Year!" Sui Ruan had nothing to do with him, "Go and wash your hands."

Ning also rubbed his hands and ran into the bathroom to wash his hands, then came out to check his phone.Liang Feng, Xu Qingchen, and the others all have mobile phones that they can use temporarily during the holidays, and they sent Ning Ye a New Year text message very early.Ning didn't bother to type, and was going to give them a phone call to Sui and Song Xue Xiaoman, but the sound of gunfire outside made the phone call a bit too embarrassing, so Ning also changed to sending a blessing message.

Not many people knew the number, and everyone wrote different blessing messages to him. When he turned to the number of Qixuanlou, Ning Ye rubbed his fingers on the string of numbers on the screen, and pressed return.

There is no need for such false blessings to whitewash peace.

After Ning also sent a round of text messages one by one, the Spring Festival Gala on the TV that had been turned on had already entered the countdown one minute before, and the hosts were all standing on the stage, saying auspicious words one by one.

I didn't get the timing right again, so I was desperately pressing the seconds to save the scene.

Ning also thought casually.

"xxx tells you the time... 10, 9, 8... 5, 4, 3, 2, 1! Happy New Year!" appeared on the screen

Ning Ye's phone vibrated.

He looked down and saw a familiar number with a very simple message: "Happy New Year. I miss you very much."

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I like this chapter very much, the quiet snowy night, the young handsome boy, I feel lonely and romantic just thinking about it.Some time ago, I couldn't sleep and read two little poems. There was this sentence: I don't know what to forgive, but I sincerely feel that everything in the world can be forgiven.

Ah, that's the atmosphere

I don't know how to say it, sometimes we are very contradictory, we want to be ourselves, but also want to blend into the society

Maybe the plot is really unremarkable, thank you everyone for continuing to follow Wenhou.