Collection of essays

Introduction: A story about reunion after a long absence.

It can be regarded as praying that I and another person can meet again after a long absence.

So there is no abuse in this story.

Protagonists: Lu Jiujiu, An Yige

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Lu Jiujiu felt that he was about to become a useless deer.

Fifty sketches!ah!The Year of the Monkey, the Horse and the Moon can be finished!Why do you want to play during your summer vacation!for!Varied!what!

That's right, Lu Jiujiu is an art student.

He is still an art student with a lot of debt.

Pooh.

Who says you can't worry about debts!I'm almost dying of worry, okay?Crying.

Summer assignments, homework, classroom assignments, all kinds of sketch assignments make Lu Jiujiu feel sick when he sees people now.

But what can be done.

Lu Jiujiu is already in her third year of high school this year, and she is about to take the college entrance examination, but her sketches are still as bad as those in her first year of high school, only her head portrait gouache is a little better.

Sometimes Lu Jiujiu really feels that he is not suitable for art at all.

But what can be done?

Who told her not to work hard when she was in junior high school, and she was obsessed with love novels all day long, and when she saw her score after the high school entrance examination, she almost cried blind.

If it weren't for the fact that she still has art points, she might have to pay high tuition fees like everyone else.

So Lu Jiujiu became an art student.

So, sometimes life is really not whichever way you want to go, you can go whichever way.

Many times, you have to go this route.

Like, she and her pigeons.

Pigeon's full name is An Yige, her gender is female, and her orientation is unknown.

An Yige likes music very much, or not very much.

Because An Yige actually likes many things, she likes all kinds of beautiful things.She likes the sky, the earth, the mountains and rivers, the sun, the moon and the stars.

But Lu Jiujiu never dared to ask, do you like me or not.

Because she was afraid, asked, and it was over.

She just needs to be a friend and see An Yige all the time.

But after all, people like to be passionate, and they are too greedy.

When Lu Jiujiu found out that An Yige seemed to treat her a little better than others, it was really only a little bit, like the thickness of a single hair.

But Lu Jiujiu can imagine it as big as the sky.

So on the two rest days after that day, Lu Jiujiu picked out clothes for the first day, and made an appointment with An Yige on the second night.

She was pulling the banner of eating barbecue and drinking beer.

But she actually didn't want An Yige to drink, as long as she drank it herself, even though she was only fifteen at that time, she already thought that she could drink a thousand cups without getting drunk.

Of course, the truth is that she never drank a drop of alcohol before Yue An Yige, so she never knew how much she could drink. Seeing how much her father could drink, she felt a sense of self-confidence.

It's a pity that An Yige snatched the wine before she picked up the glass, and scolded her: "You haven't grown up yet! You still drink! Do you want to lose your body!"

Lu Jiujiu looked angry, but in fact he was worried about An Yige, and finally couldn't help but shed tears, making An Yige flustered.

"Don't cry... you... ancestor... don't cry, I was wrong, okay?... Hey, little ancestor, don't cry..."

"An Yige, tell me, you like so many things, you like the sky, the earth, the mountains, the rivers, the sun, the moon and the stars...then you...then...is there me in there?" Lu Jiujiu said Weeping and talking, with tears and snot all over his face.Later, Lu Jiujiu always thought that it was the ugliest time in her life.

But An Yige didn't dislike it, she just kept pulling out the paper next to her, but she didn't gently wipe away Lu Jiujiu's tears like before, but put it in Lu Jiujiu's hands, still with a gentle face , but said the most cruel words.

She said sorry.

She said she didn't want love, no matter who it was.She just wants to be free.

She said, if I have crossed the line with your actions before and caused you to misunderstand, I am sorry, and I will pay attention.

Her mouth was full of apologies, and her eyes were full of guilt.

But it's obviously not her fault.

But it's always been self-indulgent.

Lu Jiujiu thought so, and said so.

After finishing speaking, she felt that An Yige was silent.

Afterwards, An Yige kept drinking wine, glass by glass, as if drinking water.

Lu Jiujiu always begged her to stop drinking.

But An Yige just looked at her silently.

Later, it was very late, and there were more and more people at the barbecue stand, which added a noise to this silent midnight.

An Yige stood up suddenly, and said to Lu Jiujiu, "You should go home. Let's go, I'll see you off."

But An Yige's house and Lu Jiujiu's house are not in the same direction.

Lu Jiujiu refused, but An Yige was extremely stubborn, so in the end Lu Jiujiu had no choice but to retreat.

It can only be regressed.

In Lu Jiujiu's life, he has always taken the most steps back in front of An Yige.

An Yige sent Lu Jiujiu home.

The moment Lu Jiujiu entered the door, she suddenly heard An Yige say: "Lu Jiujiu, I'm a scumbag. You should like a very good person in the future, but don't like me anymore. Don't If you regress to anyone, don't lower your profile and beg anyone. Lu Jiujiu, you are very good, and you deserve the best. Take good care of yourself in the future, and don't think of me again."

Later, Lu Jiujiu always felt that if she had turned her head immediately, would she have been able to see An Yige for the last time, or if she had rushed to hug her so that she would not leave.

But all ifs are nothing but ifs.

When Lu Jiujiu listened to An Yige's words and turned his head after realizing it, An Yige had disappeared.

Later, the next day, when Lu Jiujiu went to look for An Yige again, An Yige didn't see her.

Later, I heard that An Yige transferred to another school.

No one knows where she went.Even their neighbors only vaguely know which city in the south it seems to be.

That year, An Yige 95th, Lu [-]th [-]th.

That year was Lu Jiujiu's most decadent year.

A year later, Lu Jiujiu decided to go to the universities in the south and search for her pigeons from city to city.

Her dove flew away and she was going to get her back.

She knows her pigeons like to be free and she will not put her pigeons in cages.She just wanted to see her from a distance and see if she was doing well.

That's it.

But later when Lu Jiujiu met An Yige again, he realized that it was really difficult to restrain himself.

But that's just another story.

An Yige and Lu Jiujiu met when Lu Jiu was 90 years old and An Yige was 12 years old. On the day they parted, Lu Jiu was 95 years old and An Yige was 17 years old.

They stumbled and walked for five years, but they still separated.

Thinking of this, Lu Jiujiu finally put down the sketches in his hands, regardless of the heavy lead in his hands, covered his face and burst into tears.

It was just crying without a sound.

Lu Jiujiu didn't want to disturb the sleeping parents next door.

Parents have already worried a lot about Lu Jiujiu.

Therefore, no matter how hard and tiring the road of art is, Lu Jiujiu dare not give up.

Not only for my own future to be successfully admitted to a university in the south, but also for my parents to stop worrying.

An Yige said that Lu Jiujiu is too kind, too silly and sweet, he can put down many people in his eyes, but he doesn't have himself.

An Yige and Lu Jiujiu are very good people.

Desperately think about each other, but never think about yourself.

That's why An Yige and Lu Jiujiu became friends.

That's why Lu Jiujiu likes An Yige.

With a big painted face on his face, Lu Jiujiu suddenly smiled happily again.

"Pigeon, you wait, I will try my best to find you."

Lu Jiujiu has always firmly believed that all reunions after a long absence depend on one party's relentless search.

She must find her pigeons.

The author has something to say:

As I write, I feel that An Yige and Lu Jiujiu are really two good people.

I all hope that Lu Jiujiu can find An Yige as soon as possible, I all hope that God will help them.

But later, I still decided to let Lu Jiujiu learn to truly cherish An Yige before fulfilling them.

If it goes too smoothly, there will always be people who don't know how to cherish it.

Like me and that person.

In the end, I learned how to cherish, but I no longer know whether that person is still there.

An Yige and Lu Jiujiu are very lucky, because their ending is destined to be happy, and they can also meet each other, even if they quarrel, they can only be resolved with a hug and a kiss.

But I am different from that person.

Two screens between us, a ten hour drive.And I also know that that person may not even like me like An Yige likes Lu Jiujiu.

So I think I'll just have her come back and we'll be friends again.

Don't be greedy, too much greed will not lead to good results.

I understand.

As long as they are friends, as long as they see her.

Seeing her made me feel at ease.