Collection of essays

"Twenty nine?"

Just as Lu Jiujiu hugged An Yige and cried, Xia Ye's voice came from behind Lu Jiujiu.Lu Jiujiu quickly wiped away tears, turned to look at Xia Ye: "Xia Ye, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, I'm a little worried about you seeing you running over suddenly. Who is this?" Xia Ye looked at Lu Jiujiu carefully, and after confirming that Lu Jiujiu was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief and turned his gaze to An Yige. Some doubts.

"Ah, she, she is my friend. We grew up together, but we separated because of some things. I ran over just now when I saw her. I'm sorry to make you worry." Lu Jiujiu pulled An Yi The singer introduced Xia Ye with a smile.

"Ah, then congratulations. Seeing the virtue of your invisible smile, I have been friends with you for so long and I have never seen you smile so happily. Seeing your 'friendship' is really deep~" Xia Ye clicked his tongue twice, his tone was full of sarcasm and jealousy, but his eyes were full of sincere congratulations.

Lu Jiujiu didn't hear the two words that Xia Ye deliberately re-read, but thought that she was really happy for her, so she smiled even more happily, and she wanted to grin up to her ears.An Yige couldn't stand Lu Jiujiu's unpromising look, so he slapped her, which made Lu Jiujiu restrain himself.

"Hey, it's so hot to my eyes~ Then I'll withdraw first so as not to bother you two~ Really, I wouldn't have called my roommate if I knew it, it's a waste of time~" Seeing this, Xia Ye pouted, and then talked with Lu Jiujiuan said goodbye to the two with Ge, then turned and walked towards the dormitory.

Lu Jiujiu waved at Xia Ye's back with a smile, then turned around and looked at An Yige, still full of happiness: "Gege Gege, do you live off-campus or on-campus~ I live off-campus, look at you The direction you are going is not the dormitory of the music department, do you live off-campus too?"

An Yige ignored Lu Jiujiu, the expression on her face was very serious at the moment.She frowned, staring at the direction Xia Ye left, feeling puzzled by Lu Jiujiu, so she called her again before saying: "That Xia Ye, when did you know each other?"

"Just when school started, what happened?" Lu Jiujiu was a little puzzled, not understanding what happened to An Yige all of a sudden.

"Stay away from her." An Yige nodded after hearing the answer she wanted, but did not explain.

"Why? Xia Ye is a very good person. She is warm and cheerful. All the classmates say she is a little sun, and the teacher likes her very much." Lu Jiujiu didn't hear An Yige's explanation, and couldn't help it. Ask again, and at the same time couldn't help but defend Xia Ye.

An Yige withdrew his gaze when he heard the words, and his tone was unconsciously heavy: "Good guy? Lu Jiujiu, everyone is a good guy, right?! Can you be smarter, don't be sold and pay for it?! You How do you know that's not her appearance?! I don't think she's a good person at all. She wants to protect you and let you stay away from her! Lu Jiujiu, can you listen to me once!"

"When did I stop listening to you!" After listening to An Yige's words, Lu Jiujiu's tears flowed down again, but it was joy just now, but now he felt wronged, "Yige, I know you are For my own good, can you tell me well? I believe in you, it’s not that I don’t believe in you, I will listen to you and work hard. Although I really think Xia Ye is a good person, but you let me leave Stay away from her, and I will try my best to alienate her, so Yi Ge, can you stop being angry at me like this? I will be very wronged, very wronged, or I will be unhappy." After finishing speaking, Lu Jiujiu burst into tears His cheeks really showed an unhappy look.

If it was someone else at this moment, they would definitely quarrel with An Yige angrily and then leave.But Lu Jiujiu is different, she is afraid, afraid that after a quarrel with An Yige, she will never be able to reconcile; she is afraid, afraid that after leaving An Yige, she will really leave.

She was afraid too much and worried too much.After all, she has always felt that the reconciliation between the two of them today is all due to her stalking, so she dare not be willful, dare not argue with An Yige, even if she is angry, she must be careful, looking at An Yige's face .

So humble that it hurts.

But in the end, it was she who fell in love first, fell in first, and she couldn't let go from the beginning to the end. She could only do this, surrender, and regress.

Fortunately, An Yige is a good person.

Fortunately, An Yige will not let her down, and understands her thoughts.

So An Yige just sighed, and then hugged Lu Jiujiu into his arms again.

"sorry."

"I'm not angry at you, but the tone is a bit heavy, I won't be like this in the future, calm down, huh?"

"Jiujiu, little ancestor, I'm sorry, I was wrong. Don't be angry, okay?"

"Jiujiu, I really think that Xia Ye is very dangerous. You still have too little experience. I want to protect you, so I keep you away from her."

"Jiujiu, you are so stupid, I am really worried that you will be scolded."

Hearing An Yige's words, Lu Jiujiu cried even harder.

There is no way, she is like this, as long as An Yige softens her breath, she will have no anger or grievances. I am afraid that even at this time, An Yige will pick the stars and the moon Lu Jiujiu for her.

Step back step by step, step by step tolerance.

But why not An Yige?

Just like what An Yige sang in that song.

Even so, because of deep love and reluctance, they still had no choice but to continue to retreat from each other and tolerate each other.

It wasn't until the two were really tired and unable to love anymore that they separated.

but.

"Why do you think Xia Ye is dangerous?"

Lu Jiujiu still doesn't understand, because she thinks people's eyes can't be deceiving, right?Xia Ye's eyes are obviously very sincere.

"Intuition." An Yige only gave Lu Jiujiu two words, but seeing Lu Jiujiu's puzzled eyes, she decided to explain again, in case she would be tormented to death by Lu Jiujiu's endless thoughts , "This has something to do with the experience I have had in the past few years since I left you. I have met people like Xia Ye, if my guess is correct. What they like to do most is call you brothers and sisters on the surface, smile and give you back The stabbing knife is more ruthless than anyone else, and it can stab your softest place more accurately than anyone else. And their purpose is nothing more than money, power, and fame. But maybe I think too much, but I think Xia Ye's aura is really similar to theirs, you'd better be careful."

After listening to An Yige's words, Lu Jiujiu nodded with a distressed face, and then asked, "Yige, have you suffered a lot these years? Then why did you leave in the first place?"

An Yige's answer is only one: "If I have a chance, I will tell you a little bit about these horrible things. Now, don't force me, trust me, and wait slowly, okay?"

Lu Jiujiu nodded with a cute face.

But she still believed in Xia Ye a little bit.

Until that happened.

The school forum was suddenly flooded by a post. The host claimed, "I never thought that a university with a lot of girls would actually have a lot of girls. It's disgusting." Then, there was a picture of Lu Jiujiu and An Yige hugging.

No coding, high-definition big picture, as long as you are familiar with it, anyone who has met Lu Jiujiu and An Yige will know it.

And they don't know how they got Lu Jiujiu's mother's cell phone number. When Lu Jiujiu heard her mother crying and begging Lu Jiujiu not to be like this, Lu Jiujiu almost collapsed.

She never thought, people say, that she could hurt people so deeply.

She didn't understand that she just liked An Yige, what was wrong with her, she deserved to be criticized like this.

But maybe it's because of the landlord's map cannon, so although there are many people who scold them, there are also many people who stand up for them and speak out.

The whole forum is in chaos because of this post.

Lu Jiujiu and An Yige are also famous.

As for Lu Jiujiu, except when this post appeared, when he met An Yige, he never saw her again.

At that time, An Yige showed his hair disheveled, and the clothes on his body seemed to be put on indiscriminately.Panting, she leaned against the door of Lu Jiujiu's rented house, told her not to go out during this time, and then left.

At first, Lu Jiujiu also wanted to go to find An Yige.

But when she found out that when she walked on the road, she would be pointed, scolded and attacked by various people, she never dared to go out again.

I felt like a mouse crossing the street at that time.

But she obviously just likes An Yige.

What crime did she commit to end up like this?

Is it wrong to like someone?

Later, they "meat" out the address of Lu Jiujiu's house, the house she rented, and various information about her.

When Lu Jiujiu was cornered, he reported to the police.

But people are also busy, and Lu Jiujiu is not the only one who has accidents every day.

Lu Jiujiu received countless calls from his mother, begging her to go home.

I also received a call from my father, who didn't say anything, just sighed, and then told her, don't be afraid, there is a father.

Her father said that he would persuade her mother and protect them.

Her father, let her take care of herself.

On that day, Lu Jiujiu cried for a long time after listening to his father's words.

She used to think that her father was the one who cared the least about her.

Only now did I understand that my father was just not good at words.

She always thought that she could bear it and wait until An Yige came back, give her a hug, and then tell her that the matter was settled, and she could rest assured.

At that time, she thought, she must give An Yige a big kiss, and then solemnly confess and thank her solemnly.

She always thought...

But everything is just an assumption.

If the post is deleted, there will be a new one.

People let it go after venting, but there will be new people to make up for it in the future.

Maybe they feel that the means of revenge are not enough.

Perhaps they felt that doing so would not "save" Lu Jiujiu.

Maybe they felt that Lu Jiujiu still didn't understand their "hard work".

Then, Lu Jiujiu's mother passed away.

car accident.

A radical homophobic patient.

After Lu Jiujiu's father finished talking with Lu Jiujiu, he also left.

He said, I'm so sorry, my daughter.

He said, Dad can't protect you anymore, Dad is too tired, Dad wants to find your mother.

When he spoke, his tone was full of exhaustion and despair.

Lu Jiujiu lost everything overnight.

Except An Yige.

But An Yige was no where to be found.

She called An Yige over and over again.

Shut down, shut down, still shut down.

It was as if he was abandoned by everyone overnight.

She seemed to have made an enemy of the world.

But the person who promised to fight the world with her at the beginning is gone.

Lu Jiujiu felt that if she didn't do something else, she would go crazy.

But Lu Jiujiu still doesn't understand why these people won't let her go?

Obviously she just liked someone.

Obviously, she and those people were strangers before, and they had no enmity or grudge.

But it's just because she fell in love with someone, because even if someone is true, it can be said to be a rumor just by looking at that post. They, those strangers who have never met her before, ruined everything about her.

why?

Lu Jiujiu couldn't figure it out.

Is it really a sin to like someone, a person of the same gender as yourself?

Why are there always people who like to do harm in the name of justice?

why?

The author has something to say:

I feel sorry for Lu Jiujiu.

An Yige didn't abandon Lu Jiujiu, she just went to find Xia Ye and wanted to solve the matter through her own efforts.

But she is too weak.

They are too weak.

Although, they also have supporters.

But still unable to compete with the malice of this world.

I didn't want to abuse.

But if you don't experience wind and rain, how can you know that the sky is precious.

In fact, this is what I imagined, and this may also be my worst ending.

But I don't have An Yige.

Cough, is it a bit too heavy?

Then let's talk about some cheerful topics, shall we?

For example, does anyone know how to draw sketches?Not many, just send □□ ten sheets QvQ

QvQ didn't sleep before dawn for four days to draw this ghost sketch

QvQ If it wasn’t for my male god who suggested me, I would just do my favorite writing when I get tired of sketching, recharge my batteries, relax, I would like to drop the board and ask for leave now

Fortunately, QvQ sold miserably, and my dad agreed to take a day off on Saturday

QvQ If I don’t ask for leave on Saturday, will I have to wait until the National Day to sleep? ? ?

QAQ wants to change major

QAQ If only he was here, maybe I can ask him some things, such as how to pretend to be sick?

QvQ forget it.Curse our rubbish school to close down sooner or later! . . .No, no, forget it, and suddenly thought of what our teacher said, it seems that there is a school that has to draw [-] pictures a day?

Suddenly I feel that I am so happy that I only make up [-] sheets of ten sheets a day.

QvQ continues to draw sketches, if nothing unexpected happens at three o'clock in the morning, I might get bored and come over for another chapter

QvQ live to kiss me sorely, me! …………!special!what!one!Certainly!want!explain!sentence!mom!Sell!Batch!

Ugh.

I feel that every art student and music student who persisted until the college entrance examination is the best. Although your grades may not be very satisfactory at that time, I still praise you.

I also give a thumbs up for myself QvQ

QvQ is sad.

QvQ I want to cultivate immortality, but the gods and demons are insane.

QvQ wants to sleep.